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2009.8.20

Going to sea has become a worry for me, because I am always dominated by my own desires and fears over and over again.

I want to get what they all want ------- that must be a very profitable bargaining chip!

On the other hand, I am also worried that the accident that happened in the shadow of this view will become a reality.

Fortunately, in addition to the key in my hand, I also got that "big gift" from Luo Qiqi!

When I returned to my original residence, the moment I opened the door, I smelled that smell—the smell of the life-saving talisman!I can definitely use it at critical moments!And this is indeed a great gift!

The hunger and thirst are still going on, and at the same time, I am accompanied by the power that spreads like cancer cells. They devour my "human" part and teach me to accept the facts .

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2009.8.21

Gu Yu used to be Ye Sou's old lover.And Chang Yu is considered the apprentice of the old bastard Ye Sou, so before I decided to go to sea, I handed Chang Wei and Bai Leqi over to Gu Yu to take care of...

However, he has one condition.

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2009.8.24

Packing up, it's been a while since I've made such a "far trip".

We agreed with Wen Tao and his party to meet up in the early morning of the next day, and we planned to go out to sea from the pier on the outskirts of S City before the sun rose.The manager of the pier is related to Gu Yu, and the provider of the boat is obtained by Wen Tao through an explorer.It is said that there will be another team going forward together...

That means I'm up in the wee hours of the morning, but I'm sleepless right now...

Since Mo Yan's second seal gradually collapsed, my awakening can only be faster than before----I no longer need sleep, except when my physical condition is extremely bad.

As the night darkened, I lay on the bed and counted the fiber lines on the quilt...

Boredom actually began to recall the past days of outings and adventures together.

I have always been a willful person, I have to admit it.Always doing everything that shouldn't be done.No matter who I am, what kind of identity I have, what kind of experience and knowledge, I am just a person named "Yin Hang" now, and I am not any kind of boring person who can easily find close intersections .

A few years ago, at a stage that was obviously very important to my studies, I still willfully took Zhao Boyang to a place called "Paradise" under the banner of "relaxation".

A golden cave, a place full of corruption... According to Xiao Yu's recommendation.He said that it was his favorite place during his escape, and the scenery was beautiful.

I clearly remember how incredible Zhao Boyang looked when he raised his head from a pile of books and heard me announce that I was going to a place recommended by someone in TATA.But he didn't refute me, nor did he abandon me. Instead, he pondered for a moment in front of the calendar, and then told me that he would go with me to see the one that would make a person like Xiaoyu confess that he likes it. beautiful view.

It was also summer, Zhao Boyang's equipment was very light, but I brought a lot of unnecessary things, including knives and ropes...

When he was a teenager, he was always sensitive and melancholic. Zhao Boyang's mind seemed to have changed at the moment when I was tricked into boarding the sinful ship -- he finally experienced a painful struggle.

Maybe it was because of the Tai Sui that year, and as soon as night fell, I encountered one bad luck after another.

The sea breeze at night is a little cool, men and women dressed casually in twos and threes are dining on the deck, chatting about some annoying topics that stop in my ears.

Wine...Jewelry...Stocks...Boys...Girls...Sex...

Among these topics, it is obviously enough to arouse my interest, but because it comes from the mouths of these people, there is always a kind of vulgar showing off, stinking willfulness, and ugliness.I really can't appreciate a rotten soul.

But what about Zhao Boyang?Despite having a "beautiful" "perfect" soul, so what?He closed the door tightly, unwilling to take a look at the scene I expected to teach him, and he even vomited because of my exposure... What should I do?

I can only feel cranky.

In fact, it's not that there are no "beautiful" things, it's just that I can't see anything because I'm in a bad mood.Dining on the deck is actually a kind of torture for me. I have never been in a romantic mood, and I really can’t figure out how to talk and laugh like those leisurely and comfortable people against the sea breeze and the noisy sound of water.

The night was getting darker and darker, and it was so weird that people couldn't think of the exact time at this time. At the same time, the sound of the water was getting louder and louder. In the blink of an eye, there was a feeling of rough waves in an instant.

At this moment, the radio sounded, and the captain asked all the passengers to return to the cabin room and find a point of support.

The crowd didn't panic, and returned to the cabin in twos and threes.

I casually took a bite of a piece of bread and walked back with the crowd. Zhao Boyang was still the one that gave me the most headache...

That night, the boat shook violently, as if someone was pushing it, and an atmosphere of panic that was about to capsize finally spread. Such a boat, such a group of people, is now like a hot pot. It can be seen that everyone is showing the most basic fear of injury and death at this moment.

The announcement sounded again in anticipation, not to comfort the emotions of the passengers, but to ask everyone to gather in the lobby. This kind of bridge in the shipwreck movie will only cause more anxiety and suspicion.

I took my camera and shuttled through the crowd to take pictures of their momentary expressions, which were unpredictable, some frowning and others calm, but the things in the eyes really couldn't deceive people.

The waiter distributed blankets and a cup of hot milk to everyone. Before I could drink it, Zhao Boyang rushed over and rushed over. broken cat.

Then, gasping for breath, he pointed outside and said, "Deck...go to the deck...there's something in the sea!"

Zhao Boyang looked very excited, even though there was no expression on that face, but as I said, eyes can't lie.

I ran to the deck with Zhao Boyang. The wind outside was very strong, and the slightly blue night covered everything in front of me, making it impossible to see clearly.

"It's raining outside?" I opened my arms, and water splashed.

"No, there is something in the water." Zhao Boyang said, pulling me to the side of the boat.

Leaning on the fence and looking, reflecting the faint lights on the boat, the water was pitch black, and in the blue halo, a red shadow suddenly stuck to the side of the boat. Looking carefully, it was actually a figure!

"What is this? A water ghost?" I stretched out my hand and took a photo of a corner of the shadow with the camera.

"Sea monster." Zhao Boyang said, "The sea monster is a monster with a human shape in Japanese legend."

Crash-------

The sound of the water became more and more intense during the conversation, and the red shadow was obviously closer!

"Go back." Zhao Boyang said.

I pressed the shutter a few more times, feeling a little disappointed, the shadow was still too blurry, with the dark sky and stormy sea on one side, and some weird blue light and red shadows on the other, but I couldn’t tell why if I couldn’t see it clearly. Woolen cloth?

After returning to the cabin, the crowd had dispersed, because the hull had basically stabilized. When I returned to the room, I was still thinking about the shadow sticking under the boat, sea monster?

Sounds like fun!

Next, it was a night of sleepless nights.I got up early in the morning, and when I woke up, I realized that it seemed to be very noisy outside.

I followed those who were going on deck, and there was a crowd round there, and the sailors were coming with their nets.

That is a fish.

A big red fish with a bloated body and a tail like a waterweed. It fell into a pool of blood, motionless, its eyes were wide open, like a human being.

Zhao Boyang also came out, and I went over to take pictures, and it is said that this is the "sea monster".

The "sea monster" should be more than just a big red fish. The shadow of the human figure last night was too impressive in the memory.

This incident can be regarded as an episode in the trip to the "Paradise", and people soon forget the same thing. After we arrived at the destination, the scenery there was indeed beautiful and unique, but one of them I will never forget, that is The forest scene I took is shrouded in blue light...

With Zhao Boyang around, I don't have the right and freedom to enjoy the hustle and bustle I love, but simply immerse myself in the beauty of the "Paradise", but, from that moment on, I think I may just break, I am in his eyes That naive and presumptuous stupid image, of course... the "stupid" point has not changed.

"Paradise" is a small isolated island.

A small isolated island floating alone on the boundless sea...

The sea is deep.

The sea is icy cold.

I once fell into the "sea water"...

Under the watchful eyes of Mo Yan and Yanan, I fell into the bottom of the sea...

Unable to calm down any longer, and even less likely to fall asleep, I got up and went into my study, waiting for the day to grow brighter.I thought of what happened after the previous "viewing the falling yin". I was puzzled at the time, but now it indicates that this may become a "prophecy".

"Oh shit!"

"Damn!"

I cursed, and dryly picked up a heavy book and flipped through it sloppily, only feeling more irritable than I recalled.Tomorrow I'm going out to sea!To think of those things at this moment, to think of sea monsters and "falling" at this moment... Am I crazy?

No, I'm not crazy!

That sense of foreboding was strong, and I couldn't ignore it!

I must be extremely careful!

I warn myself like this.

... The sky will eventually circulate and polish silently.

The author has something to say: the fourth volume has officially come to an end.The "loss" in the title of this chapter refers to the meaning of losing the image of "innocence" in the hearts of friends.

It is precisely because Yin Yu half-deceived and half-flattered Zhao Boyang to go to the "paradise" to play, so he exposed his own nature----the nature of the devil: lewd/evil, violent, and indifferent.

So much so that Zhao locked himself up after returning home, and began to rethink the matter with his once closest friend.

From that moment on, maybe he has changed, but the devil is still a devil, always essentially himself!

bye-bye! The View From The Devil! Wow!