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When people abandon their gods and pursue the light, that god will degenerate into evil.

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Okay, I admit that I suddenly miss Zhao Boyang a little bit. If he is here at this time, maybe I can not be as impetuous as I am now, maybe I can firm up my current thoughts, but now that he is not here, neither do I. Method……

In many cases, the psychological growth is often unpredictable by oneself, just like me now, I am trying my best to wander between the normal state and a awakened devil.

Well, first of all I need to spit on myself, even though I am standing on a rickety and chaotic boat with my feet unsteady, and watching some little monsters kill people in front of me and splash My face was bloody, but morally speaking, I really shouldn't have some kind of vicious thoughts towards people in the same situation as I am now.

But that's just theory, isn't it?

People will still protect themselves when they are in the most danger. There is no way this is innate, and apart from hypocritically "blaming myself" in my heart, it seems that I still can't change the decision I have made.

In fact, I now feel as if I am not on this ship, except when I stand straight on the deck and stay out of the way, I usually watch the noisy scene.Now no one is shooting anymore.Or rather shoot me.

It was obvious that they were aware that something was wrong on this ship.For example, I don't get hurt or feel pain.For example, the little monsters prefer to eat "off the shelf" when someone dies!

"Ah! Let's save some bullets!" They must have thought so, I heard it!

At this moment, everyone came back to their senses, and when they were about to strike at the people around them, there was one person whose goal never changed——He Jia!

I looked suspiciously at He Jia, who was pointing the gun at me. This man stared at my ear with a blank expression, and pulled the trigger before I could react.

Hold!I should say luckily it wasn't me?

My body is one step faster than the thoughts in my head, and I quickly turn around to avoid it. Even if I get hit, it won't do much, but no matter how I look at it, my head is being aimed at. I don't want to be shot in the head!This experience once is enough!

On the deck beside me, the blood of a strange fish whose head had been cut off in half by a bullet but was still whimpering, splashed on the toe of my shoe along with the sticky off-white brain.

I glanced at He Jia's direction, and found that this little monster was obviously not attacking me, but was going to attack the guy who was staring at me right now after I turned around to avoid the bullet!

"Zhao Boyang...?"

At this time, almost all of my surprise was suppressed by my exaggerated tone.However, I know that I am not a good actor at this time, my eyes betrayed me, which proves that I already knew his origin the moment I saw him, so it is not enough to be surprised.

I should have expected it earlier, they have been watching me all the time on this ship.

"You should say: 'Why did you show up now?'" Sure enough, Zhao Boyang knew my thoughts very well, and teased me in a light tone for my feigned surprise.

"..." I believe that all the bad words in the world are not enough to express my mood at the moment, so I tilted my head to avoid the blood and brains splashing again, and began to look up and down Zhao Boyang.

Zhao Boyang still looked the same as he saw this morning, a slightly wrinkled white shirt and black overalls, and put on a pair of rain boots.

It's ridiculous!

He seemed to be ready for it.

"Where are your glasses?" I asked him.

"It's in the bag." He replied, pulled me aside, and asked me what I had been wondering all along, "What on earth are you?"

"I'm Nothing."

I smiled and took my hand away from him. The quiet and mysterious atmosphere around me seemed to indicate that someone was going to act again!People are like this, robbing the right to live with evil intentions, and trampling the same kind under their feet-------Another fight is about to begin!

"So what do you want to do now?"

"Well... Killing... Eh... I think..."

Zhao Boyang didn't ask any more questions or answer any more. He looked at those people in Hejia on the other side of the deck, then turned around and made a "Do It!" gesture, and smiled at me.

I don't understand why he can guess my thoughts as soon as he appears. Is he a prophet or a saint? !

Hehe, of course not, Zhao Boyang is just Zhao Boyang... that's all.

"Do you think I'll let Colin's matter go like this?" Hei Jia looked at me suspiciously with an almost contemptuous tone.Apparently, our poor blond beauty's name is Colin, and little Colin's guardian plans to settle accounts with me after the crisis is resolved...

"I never thought about it that way." I replied honestly, there is no need for me to lie to such a guy.

"Okay." Still disapproving, he threw the magazine into my hand.

The weapon in your hand is confidence, please don't laugh at my joy from the moment I got that clumsy and heavy gun.At least I can't always practice hand-to-hand combat, right?The bullets are full, I think now I can do something happily...

"boom!"

No one was aware of this short and hasty "alliance".He Jia's attitude is very clear, he doesn't care about the other team members except for the little beauty I threw into the sea to feed the fish!As for whether to agree or not to use other people in exchange for life safety, this is obviously not a choice!

Unexpectedly, the sound of shooting this time was louder than I expected. With the protection of earplugs and no goggles, I almost thought I was going to be deafened.I lost my previous state of excitement, and the appearance of Zhao Boyang gave me some kind of "calmness".

"Oh yeah! Zhao! Did you see it! You won the bid!"

I raised my gun like a madman and jumped up.Yes, I hit a guy, right in the head.

As a person fell suddenly, his blood stained a puddle.When I calmed down, I realized that I was being glared at by a group of people.There is no other reason, just because the person I shot in the head was the "teammate" He Jia rescued from the mouth of the fish monster earlier.

It's just "now"... Well, they can't be teammates anymore.

"You seem to have stepped on a thunderstorm." Zhao Boyang gloated.

"boom!"

Regardless of the reaction of those around me, I fired again, and then...

People can always find their own way out, right?As long as there is a little guidance...

"Look, these fish eat carcasses!"

"Look!"

I yelled to attract the attention of those people, and continued to kill those who had been bitten by the fish monster with the remaining bullets in the magazine.So He Jia took the lead and started the "civil war" on this ship.Xiaoyu, Curfew and Wen Tao also "broke out of the encirclement" from time to time -------- we became a temporary joint team.

The modified Black Star bullet in Zhao Boyang’s hand has long been used up. As a police officer, he is now holding a black gun to end his life early. I don’t know what his mood is at this time, but he doesn’t Hard to imagine.

Throwing away the gun in my hand, I dragged him and fled back to the cabin. It seemed to be raining outside, and the situation on the deck was very chaotic, from the attack of strange fishes at the beginning to the fighting between people.These came suddenly, but also expected.

Since these fish eat carcasses, why not kill a small number of people and save the "majority" of people?Although obviously a small number of people decide these actions.

Well, this is a moral paradox, but this kind of "sacrifice of a small number of people in exchange for the interests of the majority" is legally recognized.What's more, in the current situation-------Although the current situation should be the reverse of self-interest.

And I actually don't think it was the infighting that I provoked. They could have shot and killed me after I shot and killed their teammates, but their choice is definitely "abandon sadness, kill companions, in exchange for chance of survival".

Wasn't He Jia, the leader, the one who recognized it first?

——If human beings are not like this, how can hell exist?How did the devil succeed?

He Jia and Wen Tao, they killed many people in the same team, and threw the corpses into the sea, and those fish "jumped" back into the sea with the corpses, those fish must not mind eating "ready-made" .

In fact, they not only do not hate, but also like tight!

I don't appreciate strong fighting power and a cold soul. What I appreciate more is the soul of a person who is weak and swings between good and evil, and is tortured by temptation.Therefore, after He Jia and the others won this "civil war", I was not very happy, even though it was ridiculous to watch him fight with his team members.

After He Jia and the others came back, they seemed to have directly ignored my existence, as if putting the blame for this fight on me—of course, if it made them feel better.

At the same time, He Jia's previous threats did not carry out substantive actions, but silently planned when to take revenge on me.But anyway, I got through the day smoothly, didn't I?

No need to fall into the sea to drink water...

Bravo!

The author has something to say: "Similar" means that everyone is actually the same as the devil: selfish, narrow-minded, and devoid of dedication.With a little guidance and instigation, many crazy things can be done.Therefore, the devil does not appreciate a decisive and decisive soul like himself, but more appreciates a cowardly and weak soul that is uncertain and has not yet determined the right and wrong of good and evil.