Tocheng

And this night, with this bitter mood, he sneaked into A'Du's room again. The people in the room were still sleeping, and the hand that opened the drawer trembled unconsciously, a little nervous, and quickly moved. He took the phone and ran into the living room.

This time, without Sihao's hesitation, he clicked the button. However, when the door opened, he should feel relieved, but his heart was pulled by some thread, pulled, fastened, and he did not Without hesitation, he cut the tightly held thread and walked out.

Even though he had already gone out, he was still trembling in his heart, and put the phone at the door in a panic, because there was a GPS inside, and carrying it would only add trouble.

He clicked on the elevator and pressed down on the second floor, his heart throbbing with pain and his eyelids twitching, but his heart was still uneasy.

That's it?It came out so simple?Still a little afraid that he was dreaming, he pinched his face, it hurt.

However, as soon as he stepped out of the elevator, he was greeted by two men in black suits. He thought they were arranged by Kani. After taking a step, he was brought back into the elevator.

He was stunned for a while, then seemed to come to his senses again, struggling to reach for the elevator button, the next moment he was pressed with brute force, and let go with a wanton yell, no one paid any attention at all.

The prison-like door engulfed him again, and he was pushed into the room without leaving any room. Seeing the door being pulled shut by someone outside, he was powerless.

"Come and sit." The man sitting on the sofa said normally.

"..."

He already knew, knew Carney's plan, knew that he was going out,

The man waited patiently for the man who stood at the door.

Ah Hai was still stunned at the door, "You knew I was going out?"

"Ah."

That's why he suddenly mentioned mosquitoes last night.

"Why..." Didn't stop, why?

"I want to try, will I ignore my confession, and will friends like mosquitoes and worms abandon me again? Are you really willing to leave?"

These are all just to test whether the feelings cultivated these days, those sweet words, and the moment when he hugged him, his heartbroken sound, can keep him.

So, even if Jieqian came to her again regardless of those words, even if she knew that she recognized Ah Hai and thought he was a substitute, even if she knew that she was talking to him, she told Sen not to bother her.

Of course, even if he has the idea of ​​going out, I want him to know that if he can't go out, he can't leave, and he will be arrested in the end.

"Sorry……"

Reluctant, but what Carney said was right, he knew the real self, he would hate it, just like Carney was as afraid of seeing his fingers, and even more.

"Ah Cheng, does being with me cause you this much pain?" The man said sadly, and approached the person leaning against the door.

"Sorry, I……"

"I will treat you twice as well, love you, I can let you go back to the old life, don't you want that? Friends, relatives, family, don't you want these? And me, you really treat me a little Have no feelings?"

"no……"

"Then why are you leaving?"

"...", he kept twisting his pants with his hands, and his ears were filled with women's voices.

One day, he finds out that you are not that person, not as he imagined, with different characters and values, but he will still let you go.

When he wakes up, he becomes disgusted...

A'Du is an excellent man, he is very gentle, I hope he can be happy, and only I, who is always by his side, can give him the most perfect family, a normal family.

"Kani, she's so pretty, with a good personality, and she likes you so much, she's a good match when she stands with you,..."

A'Du grabbed his arm and interrupted his words, "I said before, I only like you, no matter how good she is, how beautiful and outstanding she is, she is far inferior to you."

"Don't be stupid. She can give you a happy family and help your career. I can't give you any of these. People like me will only make you lose face and bring you trouble. You still Marry her, I... I, I will bless you, forget about me, okay?"

The faint smile, tear-filled eyes and choked voice betrayed him.

The man didn't care about the cruel words he said at all. Instead, it was more heartache. He stroked the familiar face with his hand. The tears at this moment made him understand him. Because he cared, he shed tears.

"I'm sorry I made you cry."

"..." Ah Hai patted the man's hand away, "I didn't cry."

Even so, the tears flowed uncontrollably, and the man wanted to help him wipe away the transparent tears, but he got a stubborn and powerless sentence, "You should let me go, I don't want to ruin you, and I don't want to drag you down. I don't want to be a hindrance to your normal life, I, I will also live a good life outside, you let me go, okay?"

A'Du stepped forward and hugged the tearful man, extremely persistent, "I don't want it, I don't want to experience the pain of regret anymore, I don't want to see your back forever, I don't want you to be alone Shan, and I don’t want to be without you in the days to come.”

"I love you, I have identified you, never let go."

He shivered slightly and pushed this person away, "I... I don't understand, Ka Ni is so good, and I look like this, and I am disabled, have no education, no ability, and I can't even say a single advantage. How can you like her? ..."

"You have your advantages, kindness, gentleness and consideration, these..."

"That...that was me before, but now I am filthy, both physically and mentally..." Ah Hai interrupted him and said loudly.

"you are not……"

"I am, you don't know, you don't know me now, you don't know, what a bad person I am, what a moral saboteur I am, I'm depraved, I'm pathetic, I'm a badass."

The man hugged him tightly, "Don't say such things again, don't slander yourself..."

Ah Hai opened his eyes and looked at him squarely, "This is not slander. If you knew the real me, you would hate me, hate me..."

"I won't, I like you no matter how bad you are, I like you no matter how bad you are, I will accompany you when you are depraved, I will also be sad when you are sad, I don't even have the slightest dislike for you." The man said solemnly .

Tears kept overflowing, ticking on the clothes, spreading in the heart, flowing in the body, "...you will really hate me, I don't want to be like that, so, you better let me go."

"I don't want it, even if you kill and set fire, I will always hold you, accompany you and love you."

"..." Ah Hai stared at him, his eyes were so sincere that he moved his eyes away.

"I really love you, please give me some time, let me prove it, I will tell you how much I love you..."