Tocheng

In the mountains and forests, the howling of animals was heard endlessly, and the passers-by didn't pay attention. They carried a small black box, stepped on the grass, looked at the deep dark forest behind, and continued to drill into the bushes on the other side.

He hid in the grass by the river, keenly observed the movement around him, and passed the railway bridge on the river with his eyes. This is a bridge that has been abandoned for more than ten years. There are rotten debris and iron blocks that will break in a second, and the guardrail has already been damaged, standing there uselessly.

There was a transaction here before, but it was gone after that, because it was too far away, and it was also because of this, that's why I hid the goods here.

However, this time, it was actually trading here again.

He sat down and looked at the gray and dull sky, ah, what time is it now?

This is the case with cloudy days, completely making people unable to find the time and the original good mood.

He leaned against the back of the tree and let out a long sigh.

Sorry

This is a last resort.

Because he saw the signal from Shanmao and the others, if he didn't deliver the goods in the past few days, he would throw Xiaojing into the river.

That's why I left. It's not that I didn't tell him, but that this was my own business. Maybe it's too much to say, but I still don't want him to lie in this muddy water.

After all, this kind of thing happened because of my own uselessness. Two years of swallowing my anger, being a bully, being insulted and trampled on by others was all because of my own uselessness, and the ashes were taken away because of Xiaojing's death. of impotence.

and.

The main thing.

This is a dirty deal.

He is so clean, he doesn't want to get his hands dirty, he doesn't want his hands to be a little dirty because of himself, he doesn't want his hands to be involved in crimes, stains.

Anyway, I was already a dirty person.

Therefore, for things like filth, it is better to let yourself be contaminated alone.

"About midnight, I'll try to get back as early as possible."

"Don't wait, if you're sleepy, go to bed first."

"Okay, try to be back by dinner time."

Try your best, and try your best to go back at dinner time.

After the transaction is over and the items are obtained, they should leave quickly and return to him quickly. The reason why they are so confident that they can escape safely is because the goods are in their hands, and they dare not act rashly.

He glanced at Takahashi, but there was still no movement.

Although the code was written, it would be useless if Bobcats and the others didn't see it. If they didn't come today, they would have to stay here for one night, or even several nights.

A sharp whistle came from the forest on the other side.

He didn't move for a moment, holding down his beating heart, nervous, why?Obviously, I have done this kind of thing many times, why am I still nervous and afraid?

The three whistles had subsided, and a black figure stood beside the abandoned high bridge. He looked around and walked into the woods without hesitation.

Seeing the people on the other side of the bridge, the smoker squeezed out the cigarette butt, and sneered slyly.

"Yo, Ah Hai."

How is it Bobcat's men?

What about Bobcats?

"Have a good life recently." Lao Kai looked at the thin man in a single shirt with a crooked smile, but said, "The bobcat went looking for you, even set fire to you, but didn't see you, what's going on?"

Set fire, people are not there at all, of course they can't be attracted, he doesn't intend to answer his words, "Where's the Bobcat?"

"Dead." The other party didn't care.

died?what happened?What about Xiaojing's stuff?

"Then what do I want?"

"What about the goods?"

"..." Ah Hai raised the box and gestured.

Lao Kai smiled, took out a CD without any patterns and pictures from the inner pocket of his clothes, and threw it on the railroad tracks.

Ah Hai glanced at the things on the ground, took the plate, checked it carefully, and accepted the deposit for inspection.

The man with golden teeth rubbed his nose, his eyes rolled around, but there was still a disgusting smile on his face, Ah Hai put away the plate and put it in his pocket.

He just opened his backpack and showed the other party a glance.

"I want to inspect the goods." The other party put away his sinister smile, and looked down on the person a few meters away with ferocious eyes like a ruffian and a fierce malice.

Lao Kai took a small packet of powder packaging, opened it, wiped it with his fingers, licked it, put away the packet of white powder, and grinned again with his original ferocious expression.

He looked around at the situation on the river bank, and then gestured to the woods, "Go inside and talk."

"Just talk here."

"That's fine... I'll just sprinkle that bitch's ashes in the river." Lao Kai threatened, this place is too conspicuous, and he is a fugitive now, so of course he has to pay attention.

"Then you don't want to get these things." He carried the box and moved to the river. There should be his people in the forest. If you just follow in like this, the situation is not optimistic.

"Ah, don't, I was joking with you just now." He smiled without smiling, and glanced at the surrounding environment, "Look here, it's not safe, and it's not good for you if someone finds out."

Of course I understand, after all, this is a crime, the less people find out, the better.

"Hurry up, give me Xiaojing's ashes, and I'll give you the contents of the box." He said resolutely, finishing and leaving early.

"I put the ashes in the woods, if you want to see them, go in and tell me." The other party said glibly.

Can you believe this?This person has always been insidious and cunning, and he cannot be trusted.

"I'll give you two choices. One, I'll throw the goods down. Two, return the ashes to me, and I'll give you the goods." He said in a firm tone.

"Okay, I'm afraid of you... dog." He grinned loudly.

The two hooligan-like people who have been hiding behind the tree, one is acquainted, and the other is a stranger, maybe this person discovered the password.

They stood behind Lao Kai with cruel faces, and handed the urn to Lao Kai, "Exchange, how about it?"

"Yes..." He looked at the ashes urn carefully, in case there was any fraud.

Lao Kai slowly approached the man carrying the backpack, Ah Hai swallowed his saliva, a little trembling was indescribably nervous, it was the last time, you can leave when you get it, you can go home, you can wait He came back for dinner, no, maybe he will be scolded when he goes back, maybe he will be angry.

However, I am free.

Just as he was about to take the things in Lao Kai's hands, he was kicked hard in the abdomen. Before he could react, the box was snatched away, and his body was eaten a few more times. He fell to the ground with his stomach in his arms, bones There was a burst of severe pain, and the thin face had turned white.

Lao Kai tossed the backpack to the people behind, and then kicked his heels hard a few times with a ruthless face, "Damn it, it's just a wild dog, a beast, who dares to negotiate terms with me, rubbish, bah."

The pain from the constant kicking made him feel suffocated, as if his internal organs had been squeezed, the pain was so painful that he felt that he could die in the next second, and he grabbed the hem of Old Kai's trousers with his trembling hands.

"Xiao Jing..."

"Yeah, come on, give it back to you."

At the moment when the ashes urn was about to touch the steel plate, his heart also fell, and at the very moment, his body automatically reversed and hugged the urn.

"Cut..." Lao Kai said violently, and continued kicking and beating,

Something kicked on the head, blood flowed into the eyes and blurred the vision, the eyesight became slack, it flowed to the side of the nose, and it was still warm, there was a cracking sound on the right hand, he was holding the ashes, Protect it, let it hurt because of the body, the pain like tearing, the lips have already been bitten off, full of bloody smell.

"Ah..." The pain in the leg is very familiar, the whole body is buried by the pain, the body seems to be unconscious, and the eyes are blurred, only blood, and the shadows overlap, and the next second is clear again.

"Heh..." The bleeding person suddenly laughed again, and the frenzied stopped.

"What are you laughing at?"

"goods……"

Before he could finish speaking, a gunshot rang out, and someone's blood was splashed all over his body. The white shirt was stained with bright red blood, surrounded by a thick and pungent smell of blood. The person in front of him turned around and looked at him in shock. shooter.

"Sorry, Lao Kai, I slipped my hand." The bald man who spoke then fired another shot, hitting Lao Kai's chest.

Old Kai climbed on the railing, holding his bloody chest, panting, "You, you..."

"I just thought about it, how much can we earn if we brothers take these goods?"

"Hmph, but I should thank you for throwing the box to me..."

"You can die in peace..."

"you……"

Before the words were finished, the person fell on the steel plate and made a loud noise. The blood continued to overflow from the body, which could not be stopped at all. In the pool of blood was a person with wide-open eyes and convulsions all over. The people around him reflexively looked at the person who was about to disappear. .

Ah Hai quickly hid back, crawled a few steps tremblingly, the sound of footsteps slowly approaching, and he was extremely panicked.

"I'll send you to hell to accompany him..."

The bald man with the gun pointed at his head said viciously, Ah Hai reacted and stopped, and there were two shadows facing the muzzle of the gun in front of him.

"Goods, goods, and some..." He said in a panic, still in shock.

"..." The bald head put away his gun, glanced at the anxious man, and checked the contents of the box.

Sure enough, there were some rocks underneath, and the pistol moved to the blood-stained man's head again, "Where are the other goods?"

"Let go, let me go, I'll tell you naturally." He didn't dare to sweat and stared straight at the muzzle of the gun.

"Get up..." The gun moved on him.

He slowly got up, and the sound under the woods caught the attention of the gunman, and there was impatience on the ferocious face, and it was obvious from the ferocious eyes that they didn't plan to ask for the goods, but chose to kill people to silence them.

He was restless and chaotic, his body reacted strongly, dragging his painful body, he kept crawling forward, his back seemed to be hit, but he still continued to crawl with his ashes in his arms, blood was everywhere where his body crawled. The blood was stained on the rusty iron, and the blood flowed from the gap between his fingers to the ground, but he still moved step by step.

When are you coming back?

Around midnight, I'll try to get back as early as possible.

No need to wait, if you are sleepy, you go to bed first.

They have to go back, they should be anxious, they have to go back, they are also looking for it now.

It doesn't matter, I can climb back soon, I can get home soon, I can go back to the west of the city soon, no one will bully me anymore, and I won't have to listen to other people's orders, soon...

Well, try to be back by dinner time.

What time is it now, why don't the hands climb faster, why are the steel plates so hard, why are the legs so heavy, why is the front so empty, eyes, why can't the eyes see clearly.

Handing over

wait for me.

I will be back soon.

I won't leave again, I will always be with you.

Gunshots, gunshots, gunshots.

My ears were full of this sound, my body was so numb that I didn't feel the pain, and suddenly my body lost gravity, as if it was falling.

Under the bridge, in the water, in the ear, in the mouth, blood.

The blood was so thick that it seemed to flow into the nasal cavity, and blood seemed to overflow from the body, and the water seemed to smell like blood, very fishy.

The thinking gradually became clearer, and the thinking speeded up suddenly. What flew through my mind was the laughing and teasing with my friends in childhood, the long-haired girl in front of me who I had a crush on in junior high school, the mosquito I met in high school, and the joy when I was a fat man. , In the watermelon field, in summer, Qiangzi bent over to pick the watermelon, sitting under the tree in the watermelon field to enjoy the shade.

Also, Xiao Jing who ran towards her on the beach, and the smiling woman standing by the window.

Cheng, I'm leaving.

I want to take you away.

You are coming to me.

Also, the Zefeng Spring when we met for the first time.

Hello, my name is Cheng.

Kangdu.

Standing on the balcony watching the sunset, riding a bicycle in the wind, sitting in front of the embankment chatting and frolicking, the last side in front of the train station, a sentence in the morning, I will come back early.

Say it with your mouth.

baby I love you.

The man's appearance was gradually swallowed up by the screaming darkness, and his body gradually sank to the bottom.

There is something, hugging the body, there is a trace of familiarity, a trace of warmth, the water is gone, but the body is wet, the heart seems to stop beating, and the breathing seems to be stopped, a little tired, a little sleepy, I really want to sleep like this forever.

"Ah Cheng." A man's voice.

Dreamland?

"Ah Cheng." The man hugged the person who fell into the dark border.

Who is it, talking in the ear anxiously, what is blown into the body, is it gas?Something is pressing on the heart, the breathing seems to last for a while, the heart seems to be beating for a few seconds, the hands seem to have a little strength left, and the eyes seem to be able to open a little.

"Acheng."

The sound, the sound of pain came to the ear, and the warm liquid fell on the face. Is it tears?

There is darkness in front of me, where is it?

The hand was held, but the temperature could not be felt.

ferry.

He opened his mouth, but his voice was powerlessly blocked in his heart.

I want to go home.

ferry.

"You said you would stay with me, you promised me that you would be with me forever, Ah Cheng..."

That's right, it's agreed, I will go back in a few days, and I will never go back to this sad place again.

It's agreed, and after I've cured my body, I'll go to my family and friends.

We agreed to go back to the west of the city together, and go home together.

live together.

but.

I'm sorry, it seems that it's not working anymore, the body can't move, the feeling gradually disappears, the man's voice is getting softer, and the temperature in the hand is gradually fading.

Sorry, seems to have to go...

Because Xiaojing came to pick me up...

Fat Brother also waved at me...

Du, I'm sorry, I'm leaving too.

sorry……

A line of tears flowed down from the corner of his eyes, his hand slipped from the man's and hit the ground, the man hugged his lover in a panic, and kept shouting his lover's name, Ah Cheng.

You don't leave me.

don't want…….

Under the desolate bridge, there was a man crying hoarsely. The few people who were still standing in the distance watched this scene dully.

In the cold and cloudy sky, this is an indelible tear, an indelible wound.

The pain on this page was turned over by time and replaced by Ah Hai's euphemistic and sad voice.

风停 了 云 知道

It's clear when love is gone

Can't hide when he comes

he walked quietly

you are not what i expected

disturb my calm pace

Afraid of love and looking for distress

I'm afraid I can't sleep if I don't like it

I float, you shake, you shake the rootless weeds

When the dream wakes up and the sky clears up, how can it be unsteady again

One second more love, one second more hate, no less promise, is torment

If you don't care about it, you will burn it once and for all

If you don't care about it, you will burn it once and for all

In the storage shop by the park, a haggard man opened the cabinet with a key.

Inside were an urn and a wooden box. He didn't touch the jar that contained something, but opened the wooden box.

Inside is an old book and a lighter that is full of traces.

This was a birthday present for him. It has been more than ten years, and he still keeps it. He pressed the switch, and there was a click, and there was no fire. The gas should have been used up long ago.

He gripped the old thing tightly, picked up the old book over there, "Medical Materials"

Opening the content inside, all the words were annotated with red pen, because I was afraid that he would not understand, so I explained one by one, and wrote notes one by one, but every time he finished explaining, he would fall asleep .

The page number stayed at the end, with a few squiggles on it.

Next time, I will love you well.

Tears burst out at this moment, smashed on the book, and smashed into the depths of the body.

Time stopped, but the tears were still flowing. In front of the cabinet was a man hugging those old books, crying uncontrollably.

The author has something to say:

I cried several times here, I don't know if anyone will watch and cry, but I cried anyway.

Sorry, I have to stop here for a few more days, because the National Day is not a holiday, and I have to go out for a run tomorrow, but I will write the rest as soon as I come back at night. . .

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