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It spread, and the whole body seemed to be tortured by a car, and the only thing that could be felt was pain.I know this is not bad news, on the contrary, after such a serious car accident, I can still feel, I can still feel pain, and it turns out that I am still alive.
Resisting the severe pain from my body, I slowly opened my eyes, and the strange but familiar face gradually enlarged and became clearer in front of me.I don't know how long I fainted, and I don't know what everyone experienced when I fainted. The only thing I can remember is that when the two cars collided, I tried my best to press Qi Zi under me. .
Even though she struggled with all her strength to push me away, even though the tears in her eyes flowed down uncontrollably, her body hugging me was trembling like chaff, and after a burst of severe pain, she said over and over again Repeating my name, the blood-stained face no longer had the same look as before, like a puppet, staring at me with open eyes, her appearance gradually blurred in my sight, I opened my mouth , Attempt to call out her name at the last moment, but we are so fragile, only at the last moment of life will we know how much we have missed.
"Joss, you're awake! Don't move, I'll call the doctor!" Qiao Yujin couldn't hide her excitement, put down the teacup in her hand and ran out in a hurry, yelling in the corridor regardless of her image Shouted, "Doctor! She's awake, Jos is awake!"
I never thought that the first thing I saw when I woke up would be Qiao Yujin, the person I hate the most in my life, the person I hate to the bone.This man, how many people have buried their feelings for him under his glorious medal, love, family affection, friendship... He dismisses it, but when I see his haggard face and white hair slightly exposed at the temples, my heart An indescribable sadness welled up inexplicably, and I was only sympathetic or grateful to him.I don't have a father, my father is already dead, he has abandoned me long ago!
Before I could see the whole ward clearly, a large group of doctors came in and started another full-body examination.This feeling is not the first time!It's like being surrounded by a white wall, trapping me firmly until I can't breathe, until I die.
In the corner of the crowd, I seem to see that weak and fragile figure. I have never wished that time can stop and the air can no longer flow like now, so that she will stop there and never leave me again.There was a gratified smile on Qi Zi's pale face, without a trace of blood on her lips, she still stood there quietly in her blood-stained coat, looking at me from the most inconspicuous corner of the crowd.
My heart twitched violently, my body trembled uncontrollably, Qi Zi was not injured, after so long, she was still the same dress as that day, her face was lifeless, fragile like a lonely bubble, as long as the air Gently flowing, it will disappear...
"Where is Qi Zi..." My gauze-wrapped left hand firmly grasped the quilt, and I wanted to ask but didn't dare to ask, because at the moment when I lost my mind, that corner was as empty as when I woke up. People have been here, and no one will stand in that remote corner far away from the crowd and look at me.
Qi Zi, why don't you get closer to me, or, you are now afraid of these breathing humans, because we are no longer in the same world...
I saw Qiao Yujin's face sank, with an unconcealable melancholy between his brows, the corners of his mouth twitched a few times, and he said softly: "The doctor is examining you, we will wait for you to stabilize your mood." Let's talk about something else."
"What are you talking about! I just want to know how Qi Zi is doing! Speak! Speak!" The wounds on my body were torn open due to the violent struggle, and piercing pain pierced into my heart, but What really flows into the heart is the poison called despair.
Qiao Yujin didn't speak, took out a cigarette from his pocket and walked into the bathroom.Looking at the white coats walking back and forth in front of me, I let them control me like a puppet, I move when they tell me to move, I laugh when they tell me to laugh, if there is a mirror now, I will definitely recognize it How annoying is my face! ! !
I don't know what kind of medicine the nurse injected into my body, I just know that I'm so sleepy, I try to close my eyes, I know, maybe I will see Qi Zi in my dream, at that time, I will make it clear to her, Tell her I love her, I only love her the fuck!I love this woman who likes to be coquettish, but mature at heart; I love this woman who is possessive, but stupid enough to give up on me for a simple past; I love this woman who will be jealous to see me with other women This woman who was irrational until she ruined her gorgeous life with her own hands, but still couldn't help telling me "I love you"...
Qi Zi, I love you, is there still time to hurry?
When I woke up again, my mother sat haggardly in front of my hospital bed, her red and swollen eyes glowed with brilliance, she moved her chapped lips, and smiled softly: "Baby, wake up! You are hungry, Mom." Bring you something to eat."
"Mom...I'm not hungry..." I hoarsely called to my mother who was about to get up, calmed down, and once again mustered up the courage to ask: "Where is Qi Zi... how is she...?"
Mom put my gauze-wrapped hand into her palm. I couldn't feel the warmth of her palm, but I could see the crystal drops of water on the gauze. She was no longer that strong and coquettish woman. , she is just a weak woman, a mother struggling with loss and possession. While we are generous for love, how many people really care about the loneliness of family affection.
"Joss, mom... I'm sorry... I can't give you a normal life and prevent you from growing up normally. You have to remember that no matter what kind of woman your mother is in the eyes of outsiders, or what absurd things she has done, I have always loved you!" My mother dropped a light kiss on my forehead, and the hot tears dripped on my face.
"Mom, I'm sorry...I just want to know how Qi Zi is doing! I beg you, I don't want everyone to know that I am the only one buried in the dark, that's stupid! Mom, I beg you , please..." I sniffed, trying to suck away the tears accumulated in my eyes, but it still fell.
"Qi Zi, let's go!" After speaking, my mother turned her head and stopped looking at me. Maybe she thought that she couldn't see my expression, so she wouldn't know how painful my heart was.
These four words were nailed to my limbs like four steel nails, preventing me from moving.I don't know how long it took, and I felt that the pillow was more than half wet, and I was the only walking corpse left in the empty ward, lying quietly in this dim room.
Through the white curtains, I can see the lights at night, and the night of the whole city appears in front of my eyes. Today, there is no snow.
"You are the most beautiful woman with short hair I have ever seen."
"You fell into my perfect trap, and you are destined to be my prey for life! And you, the value of my existence to me, is waiting for me to spend my whole life to love you well. Joss... Joss... "
"Jose, I like snow, and I like Christmas with snow."
"Joss, let's go after dinner! Go see Jingying!"
"Jos, you don't love me!"
"Why should I fall in love with you, why!"
……
This sentence is repeated in my ears like a recording, impacting my brain. Her voice is like the afternoon sunshine, spraying on the nerves, and the whole body is warmed by the light. Now, can I say it again? Can't hear it either.
I couldn't be strong anymore, I lay on the hospital bed and cried loudly, my eyes were so dry that I couldn't shed any tears, and my throat was making a hoarse noise, which I hated even myself.But when a person's heart really hurts so much that he has no strength to think, he will know that even crying is a luxury.
Qi Zi, I am a person who likes to be late. In our love, if I am late, am I destined to miss it all my life!I am not qualified to have you anymore, or you are disappointed in me and don't forgive me anymore.Qi Zi, you've become smarter, you're not that bastard girl who foolishly loved me, you don't love me anymore, you're gone!
Like you once said to me, you never know how much I love you.
The author has something to say: woo woo woo!I promised to explode the update, but I broke my promise!I'm sorry to all readers, once again a deep apology!
Qi Zi will not just disappear like this, some words are only half-said, which will make us have illusions!
In the next chapter, our sister Qi Zi will be on the stage!
☆、I never left you
If there are really tears in the eyes right now, it should be blood. It would be amazing to see drops of bright red blood dripping on the white bed.Like a blossoming red plum, the strongest blooms bloom in the snow, but my strength has long since disappeared.
During these days in the hospital, every time I woke up, I would see an empty ward and smell the unbearable smell of disinfectant.I hate sanitizer because it means I'm sick, that's how vulnerable I am.I thought I would be strong, I thought I would be heartless, but that's just my wish.
As Qi Zi said, I always see the weakness that I can't see. When I am most helpless, I will always think of her, and she has never left me.This time, I just firmly believed that she was late.I was late once, she was late once, it's fair, she will come back in a short time, I can still hold her...
But will she really come back?No way, if I have a chance to choose, I will leave her without hesitation. Even so, I can see her not far away, in a corner where she can't see, this time, let me guard you .
Mom would bring different food every time, and I was like a puppet with strings drawn all over my body, letting them dominate.Eating, sleeping, getting injections, being in a daze...this is my rich life.
"Joss, what do you want mom to do!" Mom hugged me and stroked my head over and over again, "Mom is sorry for you, but mom loves you. You want to give up Qi Zi, do you understand?"
"I've already given up. The moment she left me, I gave up." I stared blankly out of the window, let my mother hold me, I began to forget to resist, my brain was at the moment when Qi Zi left me For a moment, it was dead.
"It's because you love Qi Zi that you gave up on her. You can't love her. You're hurting her by doing this." Mom excitedly held my wrist, and I was used to the bursts of pain.
You know how pale it is when one thing is replaced by another.Compared with the pain in my heart, the pain in my body is like my savior. At the very least, it can relieve the struggle in my heart and heal the traces that have been engraved in my heart.
"If I would meet her, I would definitely leave her. It's just... I won't even meet her, she's gone, right..." I don't know how many times those salty tears fell on my wrist In the morning, my eyes were dry, astringent, and painful, but I still couldn't stop the more and more tears.I don't remember how many times this was the first time I cried in my mother's arms, but this is something I haven't experienced in the past ten years. After being unfamiliar, I got used to it.
"Joss..."
A soft and familiar voice rang in my ears, I raised my head in disbelief, Yiran was standing at the door of the ward, her hands were tightly clutching the corners of her clothes... The difference was that her face had never been more Unusual big sunglasses, this thin piece of glass, reflects the long distance between us.
"You're here!" I cleared my throat, turned around and lay on the hospital bed, and saw my mother getting up to leave, I hurriedly shouted, "Mom, when you get home, help me bring my suitcase. the one."
Mom nodded, gave Yi Ran a meaningful look, and walked out without looking back.Sitting in front of the hospital bed, Yi Ran took off her sunglasses, she has changed, she has more wisdom and scheming that this circle should have, and lost the silly innocence that she used to have. This is what she should have.
I rubbed my sore eyes, she must have seen that scene just now, that's fine, I won't mind anyone seeing me cry for Qi Zi.It's just that Qi Zi will never know!
"I've been seeing you on TV lately, it's great." I broke the embarrassment at this moment, because I really didn't know what to say, and I was also afraid that Yi Ran would ask Qi Zi, and then I would be so heartbroken that I didn't know Overwhelmed.
"Yeah." Yi Ran lowered her head and responded softly, her long black hair fell on my bare arms, cold and soft.
I raised my head and looked at her carefully. No matter which street I went to, there would always be Yi Ran's song playing, which was already familiar to everyone. Gradually, very few people could think of Qi Zi's deadly voice and Soul music.Qi Zi has been forgotten by people, and no one will remember it in the future!
"You're busy, why would you think of coming to see me?" I showed a smile that I thought was pretty, but I didn't dare to look into Yi Ran's eyes, for I was afraid of seeing my ugliness in her eyes.
"I have never forgotten you. It is because you don't want to think of me. Joss, you have always been passive on this road. You are like a piece of ice. You can't cover it up. Or, you just treat me In this way..." Yi Ran's voice was drowned in the loud music, I turned up the volume of the phone to the maximum, trying not to stop her voice, I was escaping, escaping the ridiculous past between me and her, which was my love for Qi infidelity.Although Qi Zi said she didn't care, I knew she was uneasy.
The music that was close to the noise made my head ache. I tried my best to put on a self-indulgent look, and looked at Yiran's red eyes indifferently.Yiran, it's not that I don't care, it's that I can't care about you, if I love you, I will hurt you!
I don't know how long I endured it, Yi Ran stood up angrily and walked towards the door, turned her head and looked at me coldly, that was a look I had never seen before, like a sharp sword was about to pierce my heart: "Joss, do you know why Qi Zi avoids you? Because you don't deserve to be loved by others, you don't even have the most basic respect, I'm cheap, I love you, I can't forget you, I let you be free, leave you ! In this love, I have paid too much, even the humblest dignity is gone."
Qi Zi is avoiding me!She is avoiding me!She didn't leave this world, she didn't die!Why did my mother lie to me!
I rolled out of the bed in a panic, and ran to the corridor to grab Yiran's clothes. I am very glad that I didn't overpower my strength to hold her hand. When I saw her disgusted eyes when she turned around , my body trembled violently, but I clenched the corner of my clothes even more tightly.
"You mean...Qi Zi is avoiding me? Is that so?" The sudden joy has already left the pain and rationality behind her. I only want Qi Zi, I only want her.
"This is your business, I'm just an outsider!" Yi Ran said coldly.
"I asked you if Qi Zi didn't show up for so long because she was avoiding me! Is it!" I grabbed Yi Ran's shoulders hard, my nails almost sank into her clothes, my voice cracked with emotion Can't help trembling.
"Joss, it's unfair for you to treat me like this. I'm not a toy for your entertainment, come and go as you please, if you still have a sliver of conscience, don't pester me anymore!" Yi Ran's eyes turned red instantly , standing there motionless, without the haughty expression just now, she is fragile.I hurt her again!
My heart seemed to be thrown out fiercely, why did my mother lie to me, why did Qi Zi avoid me!Since she decided to leave me, why did she appear at the moment I woke up and leave when I was not paying attention, making me mistakenly think that it was her soul, which never left me, and her body .
The whole body seemed to be emptied in an instant, and I collapsed decadently by the wall, thinking over and over again what my mother had said to me, it was a trap made of tears.
"Baby, why are you here, get up!" Mom ran from not far away, carefully put down the suitcase in her hand, and checked my body over and over again, "What's wrong? Tell Mom, what happened! "
Bewitching, it's hard for me to imagine other words to describe this woman standing in front of me, my mother.She has an appearance that does not match her age, and her appearance can be amazing wherever she goes, but at this moment, I hate it.
"I ask you, why did you lie to me!" I grabbed her shoulder and watched her quietly.
"I lied to you...what?" Seeing that I hadn't spoken for a long time, she suddenly hugged my shoulders and looked at me in panic, "Joss, listen to my mother's explanation!"
"Don't touch me! I think you are dirty!!!" I pushed away the tear-stained woman in front of me like crazy, this woman who hugged me and coaxed me to sleep while struggling with death, loved me Mother of 22 years.
Yiran subconsciously ran over to help my mother who was pushed to the ground and was crying. There was contempt and mockery in her eyes, and more of a disgust for me. If she hadn't witnessed such a thing with her own eyes, she would never have of.
All this is telling me I'm crazy!
"Snapped!!!"
Before I could react to the bastard thing I did just now, a loud slap landed on my face, and the burning pain woke me up instantly. Turning around, this woman who made me crazy, made me laugh, and made me love so much that I would give my life for her is now standing in front of me.
At this time, we are unfamiliar and familiar!
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☆, I only want you
Never had a moment like this made me feel so warm in the ward.
The moment I saw Qi Zi again, I tried my best to keep myself calm and convinced myself that it was not an illusion.Slowly caressing the hot cheeks, I don't know why Qi Zi is still wearing the same clothes after so long, the blood stains on the clothes have already turned dark red, even a little black, Qi Zi knowingly pointed to the dark spots The red blood stains and the flat smile on the pale face told me that there was my smell on it.
In the days when I was away, the only thing that smelled of me was the coat that was stained with my blood...
I don’t know how many times I rubbed my dry eyes. I saw Qi Zi sitting in front of the hospital bed and slowly peeling an apple. Her long eyelashes trembled slightly, and the corners of her mouth were perfectly curved... I subconsciously grabbed the apple from her hand. Throwing the fruit knife aside, he hugged her tightly.
"I told my mother that if you appear in front of me again, I will leave you without hesitation, because then you will be fine, and being with me will hurt you. But I am not brave enough, and I refuse to let you go , Qi Zi, I can’t let you go.” I buried my head in Qi Zi’s hair and sobbed softly, I never realized before that I love to cry so much, and at such a close distance, I felt Qi Zi’s body trembling slightly, I wrapped my arms around her waist tightly, trying to melt her into my body.
"So you're leaving me, aren't you? Joss..." There was an unconcealable fear in the tone of the last two words, what should we do.
"I didn't! I've been waiting for you, I told myself, you're bound to show up, you're just late! Why do you keep avoiding me, everyone tricks me into thinking you're dead! You know me How many times have you wanted to take sleeping pills? But I dare not, I am afraid that you will not see me the day you come to see me, and you will be sad and sad... um..."
Her lips were as sweet and soft as before, a taste only she could have.I didn't kiss her back, I just closed my eyes and felt her kiss from the heart, it was green and wonderful!The four lips were entangled and tossed together, and flames rolled out from the bottom of my heart, burning all my reason.
I sucked my nose and kissed her back strongly, trying to use this kiss to tell her the pain in my heart for so long, I know she must be able to feel it, and only she can feel it.
When the tongues were entangled together, I tasted two sour drops that flowed into my mouth, which were our tears, but at this moment, it was a little sweet.I gently held Qi Zi's tear-stained cheeks, and kissed the tears one after another. When my lips touched her red and swollen eyes, Qi Zi hugged me with all her strength, shouting over and over again. with my name.
It reminded me of the moment when the car accident happened, she was trembling like this, calling my name like this, she had no other extravagant wishes, she just hoped that I could hold her.Our love is so humble in front of life, but I will still work hard to maintain it, even if it will not bear fruit, but it will tell me that I am like a prodigal son in love, deeply in love with a woman!
Unknowingly, I have been in the hospital for a month, and I didn't feel bored. On the contrary, I hoped that such a day could last day after day, so that Qi Zi and I would be together day after day.Qiao Yujin came to me a few times when I was in the hospital. For him, my embarrassment is more than grateful. I don’t know what to call him. After all, he is the first person I see when I wake up. He is my biological father. .
Whenever it was late at night, Qi Zi would always lie beside me, singing me different songs over and over again, to lull me to sleep.Sometimes, I even feel like the two of us, I'm the P!But when my hands dishonestly climbed onto her proud body, the blushing and embarrassment of her cheeks brought me back to reality, and what lay under me was a monstrous little shou!
Just like now, looking at the woman under me who fascinated me, I breathed out the fragrance in her ear wickedly, stuck out my tongue and licked her petite earlobe, listening to the panting sound close to the ear, Like a creeper with both hands, spread five vine leaves and slowly climb up the softest mountain of the body.
"Stop making trouble..." Qi Zi slightly parted her lips, weakly trying to push away the mountain that was pressing on her, but once the matter started, it would not end so easily.
"I'm not making trouble, I'm just hungry!" The moment her lips left her ear, I saw her biting her lower lip tightly, as if she had something difficult to say, but she hesitated to speak.
"Jose, the doctor said that your body has not fully recovered and you cannot do some strenuous exercise..."
"You should be the one who wants to exercise vigorously! Don't forget that you are the one below now, huh?"
Anyone who sees Qi Zi's blushing can put a frying pan and bake a plate of delicious pork belly.I burst out laughing, turned down and lay on the bed, watching Qi Zi's face turn red and white, I covered my mouth and tried not to let myself laugh out loud, and finally held back until I was about to get rich, my eyes were full of gold stars!
"Okay, you go to sleep, I'll go to the lounge next to me to sleep later." Qi Zi helped me cover the quilt, lay sideways beside me, stroking my hair seemingly absent.
"Go to the rest room to sleep? Why!" I grabbed her hand uneasily, and looked at her pitifully, "I won't do anything to you anymore, don't go to the rest room to sleep, okay?"
"You always say that before going to bed every day, what's the result! I won't believe your nonsense!" Qi Zi pursed her lips pretending to be angry, and buried her head in the white pillow.
"But I didn't do anything too much. At most, I just took off a few clothes. Didn't I leave you with the two closest underwear? Why, you still think it's too much, how about..." I saw Qi Zi The blush on her face became more and more red, staining the nape of her neck, she gently held her in her arms, and rubbed her tender cheeks with gauze-wrapped hands, "Okay, just kidding, go to sleep! "
Qi Zi was lying in my arms, using her slender fingers to draw the letter C on my face, until the sound of steady breathing reached my ears, and then it slowly slipped down... I have always been puzzled why she would Love the letter C, anytime, anywhere.Until now, we hug each other and sleep, I don't know the real meaning. She and I are both the letter C, and the two semicircles are complete when they are joined together. We complement each other's incomplete part of each other's lives.
Seeing Qi Zi's petite body curled up together, the corners of her mouth raised slightly, the dimples on her cheeks appearing and disappearing, I slowly kissed her forehead, this time, we can really be together!
I slowly moved away from her forehead, and just about to fall asleep, I saw Qi Zi opened her eyes and looked at me tenderly, with a little bit of guilt in her brows, and said softly: "Joss, if you have to be with me and your mother If you had to choose someone, who would you choose!"
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☆, childish choice
This is the most naive and confusing question for a long time. If you choose between your lover and your mother, who will you choose?
I know why Qi Zi suddenly asked me such a question. Looking back carefully on the days when I was with Qi Zi, I was very happy, but it doesn't mean that I was very fulfilled.A certain place in my heart has been empty all the time. The most important woman in my life has disappeared. It's not that I don't care, but I dare not face her.
Until now, I seem to still be able to see the grief hidden in my mother's red eyes. She picked up the suitcase and put it in the corner of the ward. At the moment Qi Zi and I embraced each other, I left sadly and walked alone among the complicated crowd. , The pride that was once invincible was also drowned in the sea of people.
I didn't look at Qi Zi, turned around and covered the quilt over my head. The next moment, I clearly felt that I fell into a warm and soft embrace. I didn't say too much, just hugged me quietly, and then Go to sleep quietly.
On the streets of the United States, there was always such a picture, a pair of ragged mother and daughter wandering blindly on the busiest street.Seeing the dazzling display windows, I always look at my mother with begging eyes, which is the envy that all girls have when they are young.At this time, my mother always put a light kiss on my dirty face, and then the corner of her mouth turned into a slanting moon: "Joss, although my mother can't buy you those beautiful clothes and accessories, you have to remember , Mom’s life is only for you from now on, maybe you think that’s not the life you want, but mom has given you all of herself without reservation.”
Until the next day, my mother left me alone in the hotel, and got into the car of a strange man after dressing up carefully. When I saw my mother smiling and kissing the man's face, my heart seemed to be stabbed by something , I feel as if there is something more on my mother, it is no longer the same as before, it is a clean and bright diamond in my heart.
Maybe it was from that moment that everything changed!
Two weeks later, I looked around the entire ward with my luggage, where I kept my most ordinary time, a full 31 days.
"Joss, what's the matter?" Qi Zi packed her luggage, saw me standing there in a daze, patted my shoulder suspiciously, her face was full of curiosity.
"It's nothing? I just lived here for a month, and suddenly I want to leave, I feel a little bit reluctant!" I was a little speechless when I was asked, and I didn't know how to explain it. In fact, I didn't even know why I was lost in thought.
As soon as I finished speaking, I saw Qi Zi open her mouth wide, as surprised as if Ultraman fell in love with a little monster, then put her trembling hand on my forehead, and after a long time, slowly spit out a few words. One word: "Oh my god! Are we going to be transferred now? To the VIP ward of the mental hospital! Do we need to book a specialist? After all, patients like you are rare!"
"..."
As soon as I stepped out of the gate of the hospital, the oncoming cold wind made me shiver. Maybe it's because I haven't gone out for a month, and I probably forgot what the air smells like!But as long as Qi Zi is by her side, there will always be a sweet smell in the air.
"Is there anything I need to buy?" Qi Zi stuffed me into the back seat of the Land Rover, sat in the driver's seat and looked back at me, with the feeling that I was her boss.
"Not yet, let's go home! Drive hard, and you will be rewarded when you go back!" I lay on the back seat with a playful smile, feeling the touch of the calfskin seat. This woman is really unpredictable. I don't know how many cars.
"Hooligan!!!" Just as I was wandering, Qi Zi gave me a big white eye with blushing cheeks, turned her head and started the engine, and slowly drove the car into the crowded traffic.
rogue!I just made a joke, why did she react so strongly?Didn't I just say "I will reward you when I go back"?
There are rewards! ! !
My face turned red immediately, what is this girl thinking about?I don't know if I'm a patient, the doctor won't allow me to do intense "exercise"!
When the car slowly parked in front of the luxurious villa, I realized that my rent seemed to be due, and my only source of income was lost the moment Qi Zi fired me up!When I stepped into Qi Zi's mansion again, a thought secretly popped up in my heart, am I being adopted?This little rich woman in front of her is really a "money printing machine", how much property does she have!
"Master! I don't know if you are satisfied with this place?" Qi Zi smiled charmingly, and stuck her whole body on my body, slowly holding my face with ten jade fingers, blinking her big eyes. It was like a girl who had just been sold into a brothel by bad guys, and when she saw me, she was as excited as grabbing at straws.
"Still... let's make a living." I slowly backed away a little nervously, what kind of crooked idea is this woman playing, her expression is very strange.
"Can you make a living? Joss, do you know how hard it took me to move your rags here? How much rent do you owe? If you want me to pay you back so much at once, you really think I'm an old lady." 'Banknote printing machine'?" The nature, the nature is definitely exposed!In less than 5 minutes, there was a 180-degree change in attitude, which made me suddenly think of a common saying, what is that called?Eat... By the way, people who eat people are short-mouthed and soft-hearted!
"I can't help it. I haven't had a job since you fired me. If you hadn't taken me in, I would have lived a life of begging on the street!" I curled my lips and buried my head on her neck. He took advantage of the situation to hold her in his arms.
"Joss, let's go to the hotel after dinner! Auntie..." Qi Zi leaned quietly in my arms, her hands wrapped tightly around my waist. The tight movements still betrayed her.
I naturally know the meaning of the last two words, I have no way not to think about my mother.Some people say that a real wise man cultivates himself to the state of heartlessness, but how many people can really do it?If I really did it, I am afraid that I no longer have any nostalgia for this world.
Seeing my depression, Qi Zi took me to the hotel after a quick bite of takeaway.Neither of us spoke along the way, she knew what was on my mind, and I knew what was on her mind.A true lover only needs a look, an inconspicuous movement, to see the other person's world.
"Go up, I'll wait for you in the car, Room 7302." The car parked steadily at the door of the hotel, Qi Zi stared straight at the hotel's huge plaque, and said calmly.
"Wait for me, I'll be back soon, and then we'll go home, back to our home." My lips fell on Qi Zi's pink lips like a dragonfly, and I pushed the car door and walked into the hotel without looking back , I dare not look back at her, I am afraid that I will cry out like nothing.
Until my figure slowly disappeared into Qi Zi's gradually blurred vision, Qi Zi slumped her head on the steering wheel, letting the tears that couldn't hold up in her eyes fall on the steering wheel, slowly forming a slender stream of water, slide……
Joss, no matter what decision you make this time, I will remember
Resisting the severe pain from my body, I slowly opened my eyes, and the strange but familiar face gradually enlarged and became clearer in front of me.I don't know how long I fainted, and I don't know what everyone experienced when I fainted. The only thing I can remember is that when the two cars collided, I tried my best to press Qi Zi under me. .
Even though she struggled with all her strength to push me away, even though the tears in her eyes flowed down uncontrollably, her body hugging me was trembling like chaff, and after a burst of severe pain, she said over and over again Repeating my name, the blood-stained face no longer had the same look as before, like a puppet, staring at me with open eyes, her appearance gradually blurred in my sight, I opened my mouth , Attempt to call out her name at the last moment, but we are so fragile, only at the last moment of life will we know how much we have missed.
"Joss, you're awake! Don't move, I'll call the doctor!" Qiao Yujin couldn't hide her excitement, put down the teacup in her hand and ran out in a hurry, yelling in the corridor regardless of her image Shouted, "Doctor! She's awake, Jos is awake!"
I never thought that the first thing I saw when I woke up would be Qiao Yujin, the person I hate the most in my life, the person I hate to the bone.This man, how many people have buried their feelings for him under his glorious medal, love, family affection, friendship... He dismisses it, but when I see his haggard face and white hair slightly exposed at the temples, my heart An indescribable sadness welled up inexplicably, and I was only sympathetic or grateful to him.I don't have a father, my father is already dead, he has abandoned me long ago!
Before I could see the whole ward clearly, a large group of doctors came in and started another full-body examination.This feeling is not the first time!It's like being surrounded by a white wall, trapping me firmly until I can't breathe, until I die.
In the corner of the crowd, I seem to see that weak and fragile figure. I have never wished that time can stop and the air can no longer flow like now, so that she will stop there and never leave me again.There was a gratified smile on Qi Zi's pale face, without a trace of blood on her lips, she still stood there quietly in her blood-stained coat, looking at me from the most inconspicuous corner of the crowd.
My heart twitched violently, my body trembled uncontrollably, Qi Zi was not injured, after so long, she was still the same dress as that day, her face was lifeless, fragile like a lonely bubble, as long as the air Gently flowing, it will disappear...
"Where is Qi Zi..." My gauze-wrapped left hand firmly grasped the quilt, and I wanted to ask but didn't dare to ask, because at the moment when I lost my mind, that corner was as empty as when I woke up. People have been here, and no one will stand in that remote corner far away from the crowd and look at me.
Qi Zi, why don't you get closer to me, or, you are now afraid of these breathing humans, because we are no longer in the same world...
I saw Qiao Yujin's face sank, with an unconcealable melancholy between his brows, the corners of his mouth twitched a few times, and he said softly: "The doctor is examining you, we will wait for you to stabilize your mood." Let's talk about something else."
"What are you talking about! I just want to know how Qi Zi is doing! Speak! Speak!" The wounds on my body were torn open due to the violent struggle, and piercing pain pierced into my heart, but What really flows into the heart is the poison called despair.
Qiao Yujin didn't speak, took out a cigarette from his pocket and walked into the bathroom.Looking at the white coats walking back and forth in front of me, I let them control me like a puppet, I move when they tell me to move, I laugh when they tell me to laugh, if there is a mirror now, I will definitely recognize it How annoying is my face! ! !
I don't know what kind of medicine the nurse injected into my body, I just know that I'm so sleepy, I try to close my eyes, I know, maybe I will see Qi Zi in my dream, at that time, I will make it clear to her, Tell her I love her, I only love her the fuck!I love this woman who likes to be coquettish, but mature at heart; I love this woman who is possessive, but stupid enough to give up on me for a simple past; I love this woman who will be jealous to see me with other women This woman who was irrational until she ruined her gorgeous life with her own hands, but still couldn't help telling me "I love you"...
Qi Zi, I love you, is there still time to hurry?
When I woke up again, my mother sat haggardly in front of my hospital bed, her red and swollen eyes glowed with brilliance, she moved her chapped lips, and smiled softly: "Baby, wake up! You are hungry, Mom." Bring you something to eat."
"Mom...I'm not hungry..." I hoarsely called to my mother who was about to get up, calmed down, and once again mustered up the courage to ask: "Where is Qi Zi... how is she...?"
Mom put my gauze-wrapped hand into her palm. I couldn't feel the warmth of her palm, but I could see the crystal drops of water on the gauze. She was no longer that strong and coquettish woman. , she is just a weak woman, a mother struggling with loss and possession. While we are generous for love, how many people really care about the loneliness of family affection.
"Joss, mom... I'm sorry... I can't give you a normal life and prevent you from growing up normally. You have to remember that no matter what kind of woman your mother is in the eyes of outsiders, or what absurd things she has done, I have always loved you!" My mother dropped a light kiss on my forehead, and the hot tears dripped on my face.
"Mom, I'm sorry...I just want to know how Qi Zi is doing! I beg you, I don't want everyone to know that I am the only one buried in the dark, that's stupid! Mom, I beg you , please..." I sniffed, trying to suck away the tears accumulated in my eyes, but it still fell.
"Qi Zi, let's go!" After speaking, my mother turned her head and stopped looking at me. Maybe she thought that she couldn't see my expression, so she wouldn't know how painful my heart was.
These four words were nailed to my limbs like four steel nails, preventing me from moving.I don't know how long it took, and I felt that the pillow was more than half wet, and I was the only walking corpse left in the empty ward, lying quietly in this dim room.
Through the white curtains, I can see the lights at night, and the night of the whole city appears in front of my eyes. Today, there is no snow.
"You are the most beautiful woman with short hair I have ever seen."
"You fell into my perfect trap, and you are destined to be my prey for life! And you, the value of my existence to me, is waiting for me to spend my whole life to love you well. Joss... Joss... "
"Jose, I like snow, and I like Christmas with snow."
"Joss, let's go after dinner! Go see Jingying!"
"Jos, you don't love me!"
"Why should I fall in love with you, why!"
……
This sentence is repeated in my ears like a recording, impacting my brain. Her voice is like the afternoon sunshine, spraying on the nerves, and the whole body is warmed by the light. Now, can I say it again? Can't hear it either.
I couldn't be strong anymore, I lay on the hospital bed and cried loudly, my eyes were so dry that I couldn't shed any tears, and my throat was making a hoarse noise, which I hated even myself.But when a person's heart really hurts so much that he has no strength to think, he will know that even crying is a luxury.
Qi Zi, I am a person who likes to be late. In our love, if I am late, am I destined to miss it all my life!I am not qualified to have you anymore, or you are disappointed in me and don't forgive me anymore.Qi Zi, you've become smarter, you're not that bastard girl who foolishly loved me, you don't love me anymore, you're gone!
Like you once said to me, you never know how much I love you.
The author has something to say: woo woo woo!I promised to explode the update, but I broke my promise!I'm sorry to all readers, once again a deep apology!
Qi Zi will not just disappear like this, some words are only half-said, which will make us have illusions!
In the next chapter, our sister Qi Zi will be on the stage!
☆、I never left you
If there are really tears in the eyes right now, it should be blood. It would be amazing to see drops of bright red blood dripping on the white bed.Like a blossoming red plum, the strongest blooms bloom in the snow, but my strength has long since disappeared.
During these days in the hospital, every time I woke up, I would see an empty ward and smell the unbearable smell of disinfectant.I hate sanitizer because it means I'm sick, that's how vulnerable I am.I thought I would be strong, I thought I would be heartless, but that's just my wish.
As Qi Zi said, I always see the weakness that I can't see. When I am most helpless, I will always think of her, and she has never left me.This time, I just firmly believed that she was late.I was late once, she was late once, it's fair, she will come back in a short time, I can still hold her...
But will she really come back?No way, if I have a chance to choose, I will leave her without hesitation. Even so, I can see her not far away, in a corner where she can't see, this time, let me guard you .
Mom would bring different food every time, and I was like a puppet with strings drawn all over my body, letting them dominate.Eating, sleeping, getting injections, being in a daze...this is my rich life.
"Joss, what do you want mom to do!" Mom hugged me and stroked my head over and over again, "Mom is sorry for you, but mom loves you. You want to give up Qi Zi, do you understand?"
"I've already given up. The moment she left me, I gave up." I stared blankly out of the window, let my mother hold me, I began to forget to resist, my brain was at the moment when Qi Zi left me For a moment, it was dead.
"It's because you love Qi Zi that you gave up on her. You can't love her. You're hurting her by doing this." Mom excitedly held my wrist, and I was used to the bursts of pain.
You know how pale it is when one thing is replaced by another.Compared with the pain in my heart, the pain in my body is like my savior. At the very least, it can relieve the struggle in my heart and heal the traces that have been engraved in my heart.
"If I would meet her, I would definitely leave her. It's just... I won't even meet her, she's gone, right..." I don't know how many times those salty tears fell on my wrist In the morning, my eyes were dry, astringent, and painful, but I still couldn't stop the more and more tears.I don't remember how many times this was the first time I cried in my mother's arms, but this is something I haven't experienced in the past ten years. After being unfamiliar, I got used to it.
"Joss..."
A soft and familiar voice rang in my ears, I raised my head in disbelief, Yiran was standing at the door of the ward, her hands were tightly clutching the corners of her clothes... The difference was that her face had never been more Unusual big sunglasses, this thin piece of glass, reflects the long distance between us.
"You're here!" I cleared my throat, turned around and lay on the hospital bed, and saw my mother getting up to leave, I hurriedly shouted, "Mom, when you get home, help me bring my suitcase. the one."
Mom nodded, gave Yi Ran a meaningful look, and walked out without looking back.Sitting in front of the hospital bed, Yi Ran took off her sunglasses, she has changed, she has more wisdom and scheming that this circle should have, and lost the silly innocence that she used to have. This is what she should have.
I rubbed my sore eyes, she must have seen that scene just now, that's fine, I won't mind anyone seeing me cry for Qi Zi.It's just that Qi Zi will never know!
"I've been seeing you on TV lately, it's great." I broke the embarrassment at this moment, because I really didn't know what to say, and I was also afraid that Yi Ran would ask Qi Zi, and then I would be so heartbroken that I didn't know Overwhelmed.
"Yeah." Yi Ran lowered her head and responded softly, her long black hair fell on my bare arms, cold and soft.
I raised my head and looked at her carefully. No matter which street I went to, there would always be Yi Ran's song playing, which was already familiar to everyone. Gradually, very few people could think of Qi Zi's deadly voice and Soul music.Qi Zi has been forgotten by people, and no one will remember it in the future!
"You're busy, why would you think of coming to see me?" I showed a smile that I thought was pretty, but I didn't dare to look into Yi Ran's eyes, for I was afraid of seeing my ugliness in her eyes.
"I have never forgotten you. It is because you don't want to think of me. Joss, you have always been passive on this road. You are like a piece of ice. You can't cover it up. Or, you just treat me In this way..." Yi Ran's voice was drowned in the loud music, I turned up the volume of the phone to the maximum, trying not to stop her voice, I was escaping, escaping the ridiculous past between me and her, which was my love for Qi infidelity.Although Qi Zi said she didn't care, I knew she was uneasy.
The music that was close to the noise made my head ache. I tried my best to put on a self-indulgent look, and looked at Yiran's red eyes indifferently.Yiran, it's not that I don't care, it's that I can't care about you, if I love you, I will hurt you!
I don't know how long I endured it, Yi Ran stood up angrily and walked towards the door, turned her head and looked at me coldly, that was a look I had never seen before, like a sharp sword was about to pierce my heart: "Joss, do you know why Qi Zi avoids you? Because you don't deserve to be loved by others, you don't even have the most basic respect, I'm cheap, I love you, I can't forget you, I let you be free, leave you ! In this love, I have paid too much, even the humblest dignity is gone."
Qi Zi is avoiding me!She is avoiding me!She didn't leave this world, she didn't die!Why did my mother lie to me!
I rolled out of the bed in a panic, and ran to the corridor to grab Yiran's clothes. I am very glad that I didn't overpower my strength to hold her hand. When I saw her disgusted eyes when she turned around , my body trembled violently, but I clenched the corner of my clothes even more tightly.
"You mean...Qi Zi is avoiding me? Is that so?" The sudden joy has already left the pain and rationality behind her. I only want Qi Zi, I only want her.
"This is your business, I'm just an outsider!" Yi Ran said coldly.
"I asked you if Qi Zi didn't show up for so long because she was avoiding me! Is it!" I grabbed Yi Ran's shoulders hard, my nails almost sank into her clothes, my voice cracked with emotion Can't help trembling.
"Joss, it's unfair for you to treat me like this. I'm not a toy for your entertainment, come and go as you please, if you still have a sliver of conscience, don't pester me anymore!" Yi Ran's eyes turned red instantly , standing there motionless, without the haughty expression just now, she is fragile.I hurt her again!
My heart seemed to be thrown out fiercely, why did my mother lie to me, why did Qi Zi avoid me!Since she decided to leave me, why did she appear at the moment I woke up and leave when I was not paying attention, making me mistakenly think that it was her soul, which never left me, and her body .
The whole body seemed to be emptied in an instant, and I collapsed decadently by the wall, thinking over and over again what my mother had said to me, it was a trap made of tears.
"Baby, why are you here, get up!" Mom ran from not far away, carefully put down the suitcase in her hand, and checked my body over and over again, "What's wrong? Tell Mom, what happened! "
Bewitching, it's hard for me to imagine other words to describe this woman standing in front of me, my mother.She has an appearance that does not match her age, and her appearance can be amazing wherever she goes, but at this moment, I hate it.
"I ask you, why did you lie to me!" I grabbed her shoulder and watched her quietly.
"I lied to you...what?" Seeing that I hadn't spoken for a long time, she suddenly hugged my shoulders and looked at me in panic, "Joss, listen to my mother's explanation!"
"Don't touch me! I think you are dirty!!!" I pushed away the tear-stained woman in front of me like crazy, this woman who hugged me and coaxed me to sleep while struggling with death, loved me Mother of 22 years.
Yiran subconsciously ran over to help my mother who was pushed to the ground and was crying. There was contempt and mockery in her eyes, and more of a disgust for me. If she hadn't witnessed such a thing with her own eyes, she would never have of.
All this is telling me I'm crazy!
"Snapped!!!"
Before I could react to the bastard thing I did just now, a loud slap landed on my face, and the burning pain woke me up instantly. Turning around, this woman who made me crazy, made me laugh, and made me love so much that I would give my life for her is now standing in front of me.
At this time, we are unfamiliar and familiar!
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☆, I only want you
Never had a moment like this made me feel so warm in the ward.
The moment I saw Qi Zi again, I tried my best to keep myself calm and convinced myself that it was not an illusion.Slowly caressing the hot cheeks, I don't know why Qi Zi is still wearing the same clothes after so long, the blood stains on the clothes have already turned dark red, even a little black, Qi Zi knowingly pointed to the dark spots The red blood stains and the flat smile on the pale face told me that there was my smell on it.
In the days when I was away, the only thing that smelled of me was the coat that was stained with my blood...
I don’t know how many times I rubbed my dry eyes. I saw Qi Zi sitting in front of the hospital bed and slowly peeling an apple. Her long eyelashes trembled slightly, and the corners of her mouth were perfectly curved... I subconsciously grabbed the apple from her hand. Throwing the fruit knife aside, he hugged her tightly.
"I told my mother that if you appear in front of me again, I will leave you without hesitation, because then you will be fine, and being with me will hurt you. But I am not brave enough, and I refuse to let you go , Qi Zi, I can’t let you go.” I buried my head in Qi Zi’s hair and sobbed softly, I never realized before that I love to cry so much, and at such a close distance, I felt Qi Zi’s body trembling slightly, I wrapped my arms around her waist tightly, trying to melt her into my body.
"So you're leaving me, aren't you? Joss..." There was an unconcealable fear in the tone of the last two words, what should we do.
"I didn't! I've been waiting for you, I told myself, you're bound to show up, you're just late! Why do you keep avoiding me, everyone tricks me into thinking you're dead! You know me How many times have you wanted to take sleeping pills? But I dare not, I am afraid that you will not see me the day you come to see me, and you will be sad and sad... um..."
Her lips were as sweet and soft as before, a taste only she could have.I didn't kiss her back, I just closed my eyes and felt her kiss from the heart, it was green and wonderful!The four lips were entangled and tossed together, and flames rolled out from the bottom of my heart, burning all my reason.
I sucked my nose and kissed her back strongly, trying to use this kiss to tell her the pain in my heart for so long, I know she must be able to feel it, and only she can feel it.
When the tongues were entangled together, I tasted two sour drops that flowed into my mouth, which were our tears, but at this moment, it was a little sweet.I gently held Qi Zi's tear-stained cheeks, and kissed the tears one after another. When my lips touched her red and swollen eyes, Qi Zi hugged me with all her strength, shouting over and over again. with my name.
It reminded me of the moment when the car accident happened, she was trembling like this, calling my name like this, she had no other extravagant wishes, she just hoped that I could hold her.Our love is so humble in front of life, but I will still work hard to maintain it, even if it will not bear fruit, but it will tell me that I am like a prodigal son in love, deeply in love with a woman!
Unknowingly, I have been in the hospital for a month, and I didn't feel bored. On the contrary, I hoped that such a day could last day after day, so that Qi Zi and I would be together day after day.Qiao Yujin came to me a few times when I was in the hospital. For him, my embarrassment is more than grateful. I don’t know what to call him. After all, he is the first person I see when I wake up. He is my biological father. .
Whenever it was late at night, Qi Zi would always lie beside me, singing me different songs over and over again, to lull me to sleep.Sometimes, I even feel like the two of us, I'm the P!But when my hands dishonestly climbed onto her proud body, the blushing and embarrassment of her cheeks brought me back to reality, and what lay under me was a monstrous little shou!
Just like now, looking at the woman under me who fascinated me, I breathed out the fragrance in her ear wickedly, stuck out my tongue and licked her petite earlobe, listening to the panting sound close to the ear, Like a creeper with both hands, spread five vine leaves and slowly climb up the softest mountain of the body.
"Stop making trouble..." Qi Zi slightly parted her lips, weakly trying to push away the mountain that was pressing on her, but once the matter started, it would not end so easily.
"I'm not making trouble, I'm just hungry!" The moment her lips left her ear, I saw her biting her lower lip tightly, as if she had something difficult to say, but she hesitated to speak.
"Jose, the doctor said that your body has not fully recovered and you cannot do some strenuous exercise..."
"You should be the one who wants to exercise vigorously! Don't forget that you are the one below now, huh?"
Anyone who sees Qi Zi's blushing can put a frying pan and bake a plate of delicious pork belly.I burst out laughing, turned down and lay on the bed, watching Qi Zi's face turn red and white, I covered my mouth and tried not to let myself laugh out loud, and finally held back until I was about to get rich, my eyes were full of gold stars!
"Okay, you go to sleep, I'll go to the lounge next to me to sleep later." Qi Zi helped me cover the quilt, lay sideways beside me, stroking my hair seemingly absent.
"Go to the rest room to sleep? Why!" I grabbed her hand uneasily, and looked at her pitifully, "I won't do anything to you anymore, don't go to the rest room to sleep, okay?"
"You always say that before going to bed every day, what's the result! I won't believe your nonsense!" Qi Zi pursed her lips pretending to be angry, and buried her head in the white pillow.
"But I didn't do anything too much. At most, I just took off a few clothes. Didn't I leave you with the two closest underwear? Why, you still think it's too much, how about..." I saw Qi Zi The blush on her face became more and more red, staining the nape of her neck, she gently held her in her arms, and rubbed her tender cheeks with gauze-wrapped hands, "Okay, just kidding, go to sleep! "
Qi Zi was lying in my arms, using her slender fingers to draw the letter C on my face, until the sound of steady breathing reached my ears, and then it slowly slipped down... I have always been puzzled why she would Love the letter C, anytime, anywhere.Until now, we hug each other and sleep, I don't know the real meaning. She and I are both the letter C, and the two semicircles are complete when they are joined together. We complement each other's incomplete part of each other's lives.
Seeing Qi Zi's petite body curled up together, the corners of her mouth raised slightly, the dimples on her cheeks appearing and disappearing, I slowly kissed her forehead, this time, we can really be together!
I slowly moved away from her forehead, and just about to fall asleep, I saw Qi Zi opened her eyes and looked at me tenderly, with a little bit of guilt in her brows, and said softly: "Joss, if you have to be with me and your mother If you had to choose someone, who would you choose!"
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☆, childish choice
This is the most naive and confusing question for a long time. If you choose between your lover and your mother, who will you choose?
I know why Qi Zi suddenly asked me such a question. Looking back carefully on the days when I was with Qi Zi, I was very happy, but it doesn't mean that I was very fulfilled.A certain place in my heart has been empty all the time. The most important woman in my life has disappeared. It's not that I don't care, but I dare not face her.
Until now, I seem to still be able to see the grief hidden in my mother's red eyes. She picked up the suitcase and put it in the corner of the ward. At the moment Qi Zi and I embraced each other, I left sadly and walked alone among the complicated crowd. , The pride that was once invincible was also drowned in the sea of people.
I didn't look at Qi Zi, turned around and covered the quilt over my head. The next moment, I clearly felt that I fell into a warm and soft embrace. I didn't say too much, just hugged me quietly, and then Go to sleep quietly.
On the streets of the United States, there was always such a picture, a pair of ragged mother and daughter wandering blindly on the busiest street.Seeing the dazzling display windows, I always look at my mother with begging eyes, which is the envy that all girls have when they are young.At this time, my mother always put a light kiss on my dirty face, and then the corner of her mouth turned into a slanting moon: "Joss, although my mother can't buy you those beautiful clothes and accessories, you have to remember , Mom’s life is only for you from now on, maybe you think that’s not the life you want, but mom has given you all of herself without reservation.”
Until the next day, my mother left me alone in the hotel, and got into the car of a strange man after dressing up carefully. When I saw my mother smiling and kissing the man's face, my heart seemed to be stabbed by something , I feel as if there is something more on my mother, it is no longer the same as before, it is a clean and bright diamond in my heart.
Maybe it was from that moment that everything changed!
Two weeks later, I looked around the entire ward with my luggage, where I kept my most ordinary time, a full 31 days.
"Joss, what's the matter?" Qi Zi packed her luggage, saw me standing there in a daze, patted my shoulder suspiciously, her face was full of curiosity.
"It's nothing? I just lived here for a month, and suddenly I want to leave, I feel a little bit reluctant!" I was a little speechless when I was asked, and I didn't know how to explain it. In fact, I didn't even know why I was lost in thought.
As soon as I finished speaking, I saw Qi Zi open her mouth wide, as surprised as if Ultraman fell in love with a little monster, then put her trembling hand on my forehead, and after a long time, slowly spit out a few words. One word: "Oh my god! Are we going to be transferred now? To the VIP ward of the mental hospital! Do we need to book a specialist? After all, patients like you are rare!"
"..."
As soon as I stepped out of the gate of the hospital, the oncoming cold wind made me shiver. Maybe it's because I haven't gone out for a month, and I probably forgot what the air smells like!But as long as Qi Zi is by her side, there will always be a sweet smell in the air.
"Is there anything I need to buy?" Qi Zi stuffed me into the back seat of the Land Rover, sat in the driver's seat and looked back at me, with the feeling that I was her boss.
"Not yet, let's go home! Drive hard, and you will be rewarded when you go back!" I lay on the back seat with a playful smile, feeling the touch of the calfskin seat. This woman is really unpredictable. I don't know how many cars.
"Hooligan!!!" Just as I was wandering, Qi Zi gave me a big white eye with blushing cheeks, turned her head and started the engine, and slowly drove the car into the crowded traffic.
rogue!I just made a joke, why did she react so strongly?Didn't I just say "I will reward you when I go back"?
There are rewards! ! !
My face turned red immediately, what is this girl thinking about?I don't know if I'm a patient, the doctor won't allow me to do intense "exercise"!
When the car slowly parked in front of the luxurious villa, I realized that my rent seemed to be due, and my only source of income was lost the moment Qi Zi fired me up!When I stepped into Qi Zi's mansion again, a thought secretly popped up in my heart, am I being adopted?This little rich woman in front of her is really a "money printing machine", how much property does she have!
"Master! I don't know if you are satisfied with this place?" Qi Zi smiled charmingly, and stuck her whole body on my body, slowly holding my face with ten jade fingers, blinking her big eyes. It was like a girl who had just been sold into a brothel by bad guys, and when she saw me, she was as excited as grabbing at straws.
"Still... let's make a living." I slowly backed away a little nervously, what kind of crooked idea is this woman playing, her expression is very strange.
"Can you make a living? Joss, do you know how hard it took me to move your rags here? How much rent do you owe? If you want me to pay you back so much at once, you really think I'm an old lady." 'Banknote printing machine'?" The nature, the nature is definitely exposed!In less than 5 minutes, there was a 180-degree change in attitude, which made me suddenly think of a common saying, what is that called?Eat... By the way, people who eat people are short-mouthed and soft-hearted!
"I can't help it. I haven't had a job since you fired me. If you hadn't taken me in, I would have lived a life of begging on the street!" I curled my lips and buried my head on her neck. He took advantage of the situation to hold her in his arms.
"Joss, let's go to the hotel after dinner! Auntie..." Qi Zi leaned quietly in my arms, her hands wrapped tightly around my waist. The tight movements still betrayed her.
I naturally know the meaning of the last two words, I have no way not to think about my mother.Some people say that a real wise man cultivates himself to the state of heartlessness, but how many people can really do it?If I really did it, I am afraid that I no longer have any nostalgia for this world.
Seeing my depression, Qi Zi took me to the hotel after a quick bite of takeaway.Neither of us spoke along the way, she knew what was on my mind, and I knew what was on her mind.A true lover only needs a look, an inconspicuous movement, to see the other person's world.
"Go up, I'll wait for you in the car, Room 7302." The car parked steadily at the door of the hotel, Qi Zi stared straight at the hotel's huge plaque, and said calmly.
"Wait for me, I'll be back soon, and then we'll go home, back to our home." My lips fell on Qi Zi's pink lips like a dragonfly, and I pushed the car door and walked into the hotel without looking back , I dare not look back at her, I am afraid that I will cry out like nothing.
Until my figure slowly disappeared into Qi Zi's gradually blurred vision, Qi Zi slumped her head on the steering wheel, letting the tears that couldn't hold up in her eyes fall on the steering wheel, slowly forming a slender stream of water, slide……
Joss, no matter what decision you make this time, I will remember
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