mindless corpse

In the morning, gently put a mark on the other person's forehead, and whispered good morning.This kind of life is like opium, let me give up everything to have it!

But I have to admit that for Qi Zi, I am an unqualified lover. When I saw her alone facing the window in a daze, I began to regret my selfishness. This kind of life is incompatible with her.It's like putting Chaplin's hat on Marilyn Monroe's head, only brings more laughing stock...

"What are you thinking?" I hugged Qi Zi's waist from behind, so slender that I could almost embrace her with just one hand.Such a thin body has experienced too much torture and has become weak, and this is all I can do for her?

"Joss, what is the most important thing between lovers." Qi Zi took away my hand on her waist, turned around and stared at me quietly.

"Loyalty, trust!" I replied.

"Then do you believe me?"

"Of course!"

"Okay, since what lovers need is loyalty, then I won't cheat you in any way. Xu An'an called me last night..."

At the end of the talk, she almost lost her voice, lowered her head like a child who made a mistake, kept grabbing the hem of her clothes with her hands, desperately trying to hold her lower lip, and there was a little bloodshot on her pale lips, desolate and lonely.

This should have been expected long ago, but when I heard her say these words, I still couldn't help but feel heartbroken. Did I lock her up so tightly that she wanted to hide out to catch her breath? tone.

I know what that phone call meant. Qi Zi has long since lost her former glory, and the longer she leaves the audience's sight, the worse it will be for her.Xu An'an's phone call was like a life-saving straw, pulling her from the edge of confusion into reality again. Standing under countless spotlights was her life.

This kind of ordinary life is what I yearn for, not what she wants. Fifteen years have already firmly imprinted her on the complex slate of the entertainment industry. She can't escape, and she doesn't want to escape!She likes thousands of people to look at her with admiration and admiration. She doesn't wear sunglasses everywhere like she does now, and surround herself tightly, but no one looks at her directly. Even if they do, they are right. The kind of pity of the mentally handicapped people.

She can't let me go, and she can't let go of the music!

How many times, she stared at the piano in a daze alone, and how many times, she retracted the hand that was about to touch the piano, and then carefully looked around the empty surroundings... She didn't know, all of this happened. It fell on the pair of eyes hiding in the corner.

"Then what do you think?" I sniffed and took a step back.

"I... want to promise her, you know, I've been used to living in the spotlight for as long as I can remember. Joss, you..."

"Since you want to go back, go back. I'll book the plane ticket. You pack your things!" After I finished speaking, I turned around and walked out quickly.

Maybe I really need to be quiet and think carefully about my selfishness for so long.Am I afraid, afraid that if she returns to everyone's sight, she will not belong to me alone!Some people say that love is respected by giving up, but if I want to give up her, I can't do it!

I don't know how long I stayed outside, but I only remember that when I returned to the hotel, my whole body was almost frozen, my eyelashes were covered with frost, and the moment I was blown by the air conditioner, it immediately turned into water droplets and dripped on the floor.The rooms in the entire hotel are quiet, and it seems that no one has ever been there.If I didn't see the suitcase in the living room, I think I would run out desperately and blindly look for Qi Zi like a fool in this strange city, even if it is an unknown.

When I pushed open the bathroom door, the tangy smoke made me cough uncontrollably. Through the thick smoke, I saw Qi Zi curled up in a corner, with her head buried in her knees, her long hair sticking to the ground, and her hands were still pinched. The cigarettes are exhaling aromas in the air...

"I don't know if smoking is bad for your throat? Why are you so disobedient!" I snatched the cigarette and put it in my mouth, sat side by side with her, stretched out my hand to touch her back several times, and timidly withdrew it. back.

"I'm sorry..." Maybe it's because of smoking, or maybe it's because of other reasons, Qi Zi's voice is so hoarse, if I don't see the ring in her hand, I might take her for some sissy Life and death broke into my house.

Under the reflection of the light, the ring was extremely dazzling, like sharp-edged swords, piercing straight into my chest.This ring is obviously placed in the innermost part of the suitcase. Could it be that she saw it when she was packing my luggage for me?

"Have you ever touched this ring? Since I gave it to you in Tokyo, you have kept it in the innermost part of the suitcase." Qi Zi slowly raised her head, her beautiful eyes sparkled with water mist, and she looked down. For a moment, this warm liquid will slowly slide down...

"without me……"

"Joss, listen to me. When I gave you this ring, I thought about it for a long time. If you didn't leave my room in such a hurry that night, I think there will be a good relationship between us." You don’t need to go through so much torture, because at the moment when I gave you the ring, I was holding an identical ring in my hand.” Qi Zi spread out her palm, and an identical ring appeared in my sight, “This The two are exactly the same, but they have each other's names engraved on them, I think you never noticed."

My mind was like a leaden balloon, crumbling.I didn't expect that Qi Zi had already decided to give herself to me at that time. What was the reason for her to make such an important decision for me, a prodigal son in love.

"So, you decided to give yourself to me, didn't you? You idiot, what if I don't love you and hurt you?" I reached out and held her in my arms, my nose was sour, and my throat was like Is there something choked, and there are only tears between us?Qi Zi, how many things are you hiding from me?

"Joss, you say you are cowardly, but I am actually more cowardly and timid than you! I know that you don't want Xu An'an to call me, because you are worried that when I return to the audience's attention, I will not belong to you completely. You are restless and afraid, but why am I not? I am afraid that you do not love me, and that you will leave me after I say it, so that I will never find you again. This love for you and for love Timid, let me wait for you for ten years!"

After listening to Qi Zi's words, my body trembled violently like chaff. You have waited for me for ten years and loved me for ten years. What kind of me can make you so persistent in love!I suddenly thought of what Qi Zi once said to me, she was the woman who first appeared in my life, we met ten years ago.

We who are naive, inadvertently, sketched out the final ending of life...

"Joss, would you like to hear me tell you a story? This story is very long..."

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☆、You are my ten-year dream

"Joss, would you like to hear me tell you a story? This story is very long..."

I closed my eyes and nodded lightly, I couldn't see Qi Zi's expression, and I couldn't see everything around me, thinking that I wouldn't be sad this way.Sometimes people are naive, and they use the simplest method to deceive themselves, to enjoy the pleasure and enjoyment of this boring deception...

"Ten years ago, a ten-year-old girl went to New York with her agency to take promotional photos. At that time, she was already a well-known child star in China. Later, when she sneaked out with all the staff behind her back, she was caught by a group of blondes. The boy saw that the naughty boys liked her black hair and her singing voice, and wanted her to sing to them without any malice. But the girl was so frightened that she couldn't make a sound at all, only fear Watch them."

"What happened later?" I uttered these three words with difficulty in my hoarse voice, and it was extremely heavy for me at this time.

"Later, she saw a girl. It was a girl like a dream! She had black hair, and her facial features were so exquisite. She walked towards her proudly with her head held high, but she seemed unhappy, and there was always a smile on her face. It was a bit of indescribable sadness. Later, she didn’t remember what happened, she only knew that the girl was holding her hand and running endlessly on the streets of New York. Maybe it was at that moment that she fell in love with that girl , even though she was only ten years old. It’s just that they met by chance, how could it last for a long time, just when she mustered up her courage and finally knew the girl’s name..."

Without waiting for her to finish speaking, I stretched out my hands and hugged her vigorously in my arms. I could feel Qi Zi's silent crying, and also touched her hot tears dripping on my neck at the same time.I should have known long ago that our first encounter wasn't at the molecular restaurant in America, but that night ten years ago.

The little girl who has been in my dreams for nearly ten years; the little girl who appeared in my life when I was most vulnerable; the little girl who made me proud to show off in front of my classmates, and I saw an angel ...

Qi Zi, who silently loved me behind me for ten years, gave her the best time to me who treated her as a stranger.And I, until now, just think that our story started a few months ago, and she should have appeared at that time.

I really can't think of any good way to stop me from crying; I also can't think of using those high-sounding excuses to cover up the fact that I'm crying.

I love her; but, I don't deserve to love her!

It's hard for me to imagine what kind of perseverance I need to use to love someone for ten years, just for that stranger I met once.I thought that the best years of a person shouldn't be spent like this, right? I don't love her enough...

"She... the girl told me that her name is Joss... Joss, some things are predestined. If I had told you my name before I left with the company people, wouldn't we have to go through this? Will you fall in love with me first?" Qi Zi raised her body and wiped away the tears on her face, staring at me quietly with her red and swollen eyes, "Joss don't cry, don't cry... Listen I said, even if you don’t love me anymore, I will still wait for you for a long, long time. I tell you all this to let you know that there is nothing more precious than trust between lovers! I believe You, I love you!"

Forgive me, Jos, for keeping a secret from you, a knot that will forever be buried in my heart, and can only be untied on the day of death.I love you, I will trust you, I will believe anything you say without hesitation, but for this matter, I really can't do it!

The midnight clock rang its last low chime of the night, and the zero o'clock approached slowly, beckoning to the sleeping people.

At this time, I was lying on the bed without any sleepiness, let Qi Zi hug me, and my whole body was trembling involuntarily. The source of all this was that I explained to her the fragmented family that I could be "proud of", that The nightmare of my life... Since I have chosen to love and believe, I should not hide anything.

"That night ten years ago, I didn't expect to meet you. That day, I witnessed my mother in the room and a strange man doing the most primitive sports of human beings. That year... I was 12 years old. I I don’t know what that means, the exchange of money? Fame? Profit? I just know that it means betrayal. Hehehe!” I smiled wryly and buried my head in Qi Zi’s arms, which smelled like green grass and was as warm as jade.It was like a huge vortex, if she was sucked into it, she would never be able to escape.

"When two people face each other naked, there are only two possibilities. One is the interpretation of love, and the other is the betrayal of the body. When your mother is doing such a thing, she is also having a hard time. Have you ever thought about it? But, why did she do this?" Qi Zi put her hand on my head and stroked it lightly, as if she was loving a baby, or touching a supreme work of art, so soft that I almost felt Not yet, but there is still the sense of enjoyment overflowed by love, at least for now, I am not alone.

"My mother said that everything she did was for one person, and everything she does now is for me. That is to say, when I was a child, everything she did was for others, for Qiao Yujin. Qiao Yujin hates it to the bone, so why not Qiao Yujin? The two of them have been entangled like this all the time, and I seem to be a superfluous one!"

"Joss..."

"Maybe it was on that day that I changed my sexual orientation! Seeing such a sluggish scene made me deeply disgusted with men's physical organs; I was on the verge of dying again, so glad I met You, later, I also showed off to my classmates, saying that I saw an angel. In my mind, an angel should be the same as when I saw you for the first time, wearing a long white dress and long black hair .”

Although I said everything related to Qi Zi, my heart has already returned to the night when I was 12 years old.When I thought I could ask my mother why she slept with a strange man like an adult on TV, my mother slapped me without hesitation, her cold eyes almost frozen me, as if from hell The evil ghost crawled out, opened its hungry mouth, and wanted to bite me to pieces...

"Joss, remember! What I do has nothing to do with you. All I do is for the person who deserves what I pay for, not because of you. In this world, you are the only one who can never blame me!"

She is no longer the mother who feels at ease and comfortable in her arms no matter how cold it is. At this moment, she makes me feel strange.

In the following days, my mother took care of my life as always, and I acted like a baby in her arms as before, telling her which male classmate gave me another rose... But, she smiled full of love I can never see it in my eyes. I am only 12 years old, and I have long separated my love for her from my body...

Early the next morning, Qi Zi and I got up early and rushed to the airport, taking the earliest flight to that bustling but cold, retro and gloomy city.

Seeing Qi Zi spraying mist on her face in a high spirited manner, and taking a mirror to take a picture of her whole body, I realized that where is the place where she feels most at ease.

"Is it safest to go back there?" I asked.

"Huh? Where?" Qi Zi suddenly turned around with a big question mark written on her face. At the same time, she still didn't forget to wink at me for about half an hour in the morning. Her long eyelashes were flickering under the blowing of the air conditioner. .

"You know!" I turned around, trying to find a more comfortable position for a good night's sleep. Suddenly, my body was dragged into a familiar embrace. I was overwhelmed by this sudden action, but Qi Zi Regardless of the consequences of this ambiguous behavior, he looked at me with a smile on his face, and his voice was like fragrant milk tea floating in the snow, and finally flowed into the softest place:

"Joss, as long as there is your place, I will feel at ease, no matter where it is!"

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☆, you love your possessiveness

After getting off the plane, Qi Zi and I went straight to the company building to help her fulfill what she wanted in her heart, the life that really belonged to her.Instead of eating Hesai with me every day and waiting to die.I began to reflect, is everything like this what I want?

Didn't I originally want to become stronger?For everyone who has ever stood over my head.Why after meeting Qi Zi, everything is different, I began to yearn for the simplest life, simplicity is completeness.

The air outside was not good, and there was a sickening damp smell everywhere.Is it really different from Xuecheng, just because it doesn't have snow?Or because it is too familiar, so familiar that it has already begun to hate it.

When we arrived at the company, Qi Zi and I looked at each other, her black pupils were full of complexities, uneasiness, apprehension, expectation, helplessness... All of these disappeared the moment I took her hand.

"Since we've decided, we should go on, right? It's okay, I'll accompany you." I held Qi Zi's sweaty hand and put it on my chest the moment I entered the elevator, "As long as my As long as the heart beats for a day, I will be with you for a day, no matter where I am!"

"I will remember that where there is a heartbeat, there is you. Joss!" Qi Zi tiptoed and kissed my lips lightly. It was no longer cold, and the two thin cherry lips were like after the rain The petals spit out the fragrance, quiet, pure, and not stained with a trace of filth.

The moment the elevator door opened, Qi Zifei ran out as if, the rosy ears were indeed the best evidence, would she be shy?I shook my head and followed.

At this time, if everything in front of me is scattered by the tree, it is more appropriate to use the tea to cool it.It turned out that the most glorious corner of the entire company building is now deserted, not even a cockroach visits.

"Sister Qi Zi, the general manager is in the office and I'm calling you over. Besides..." Qingqing lowered her voice and looked at me meaningfully, curling her lips.

"I see. Go inside and sign the contract. I'll wait for you here." I smiled at Qi Zi and sat down on the table. Qi Zi nodded at me and walked straight to the innermost part.

Everything here has changed, what will be waiting for Qi Zi?That is an unknown answer, the only thing that can be known is that everything has changed.

About an hour later, Qi Zi came in with the contract in her hand, and there was no surprise or nervousness on her face as I expected.Seeing the person following her, my smiling face gradually collapsed, and the arm that was stretched out to hug her also dropped...

Zhao Jueran, why is she here?Why does her appearance make me so uneasy? Ever since I heard the conversation between her and Yi Ran in the hospital, her image in my heart has become more confusing. Heart.

"Joss, long time no see!" Zhao Jueran's charming smile made me feel a little uncomfortable. To outsiders, she is a very popular young idol. Some people say that women are much more handsome than men. This should be the best portrayal of Zhao Jueran.

That signature evil smile is enough to fascinate thousands of girls, but in my opinion, it is so dangerous, she is like a wandering wolf by my side, ready to go.

"Long time no see." I smiled awkwardly, and subconsciously pulled Qi Zi over. What shocked me was that she was standing beside Zhao Jueran, her head bowed motionless.

"How are you doing recently?" Zhao Jueran's eyes were full of disdain, was he laughing at my overreaching?What kind of person is she!

"It's okay, why are you here?" I answered with my mouth, but my eyes were fixed on Qi Zi, and I hoped to find an excuse from her expressionless face that could make me feel relieved.

"Are you talking about me? I signed this company a long time ago. In the future, Qi Zi and Qi Zi are also from the same family? But I still have some expectations. After all, Qi Zi is going to make a movie, and this is the first movie we collaborated on. , besides, this is her debut work! Is there really something to look forward to?"

Every word she said was like a big mystery, densely wrapped around me.

When I was about to ask Qi Zi why she chose to enter the show business circle, she pulled me out, and her staggering petite body dragged me straight to the parking lot.After getting in the car, I just sat quietly on the seat, watching her silently looking out of the window, as always outlining the letter C on the window.

Time passed by me inadvertently, and when I found out, there were scattered street lights outside, and she and I sat in the car all afternoon, and neither of us spoke.

"Are you going to sit like this all the time? Don't you want to tell me what happened?" Unable to bear the silence, I spoke first.

"Tell you, what?" Qi Zi turned her head slowly, her pale face has long lost the vitality of the past, this color really scares me.

"Why would Zhao Jueran say such things!"

"Because what she said is the truth, what should I explain! Joss, you should know that there is no place more cruel than the entertainment industry. Here, no one is born for themselves, they need to meet the needs of the entire market , to decide what you will do and what not to do!"

"so what?"

"So I chose the path that the company arranged for me, from a singer to an actor, to play a lesbian movie with the most popular idol Zhao Jueran, so that people will pay attention to me, this is my comeback The best opportunity for me. When the movie is released, I have to follow the company's regulations and have a real show with her. I will openly hold hands with her in front of the camera and make various ambiguous actions, including..."

"do not talk!!!"

I leaned against the car window with my head in my arms, looking at this charming face in front of me, and it seemed that a layer of frost had formed at this time, which made me shudder.When did she become like this, this kind of bone-eroding pain and indifferent eyes, I only felt it after my mother slapped me when I was 12 years old, why is she like this too!

All of this is like an insoluble chess game. We are all easily controlled by a powerful stranger. Every step we take is carefully designed by someone. The more we want to escape from the chessboard, the closer we are to the big net. .

"Why can't I say, why do I always have to consider your thoughts? Do you understand what I have paid for you?" Qi Zi clasped my shoulders tightly, and the strong shaking made me dizzy. The hoarse shout gave me an instant urge to push her away, "You always say that I didn't consider your thoughts, but what about you, have you ever thought about me? There are some things that you obviously don't like, but for You, I still want to do it! Joss, do you understand! Do you understand what I did for you!!!"

"What did you make me understand!!!" I didn't expect that I would uncontrollably push Qi Zi away, seeing the desolate smile on her mouth after being hit by the car window, I tremblingly stretched out my hand to gently Touching her, at the last moment, she hung down again.

Her eyes, her eyebrows, her lips, and her collarbone used to belong to me, but now everything that is close in front of my eyes is like admiring a picture of a beauty that has been admired for a long time. instead of touching...

"You hate me, don't you? You wouldn't treat me like this before. You hated me just when I might no longer belong to you completely." Looking at me, he said word by word in a crying voice, "Joss, I'm not your toy, I'm a human being! You don't love me, what you love is your possessiveness! You're so selfish!!!"

"Anyone can say that I don't care about you, I don't love you, only you can't!!! I understand the environment you are in, understand your involuntary, but you never tell me all this! Love me, But you don’t trust me, isn’t this your usual style?”

"I don't trust you... Hehe, you say I don't trust you? Get out, fuck me now!!!"

The author has something to say: If there is a villain to be added to this article, it would be Zhao Jueran!

Our handsome Zhao Meimei is not just an idol! ! !

In the next chapter, Joss will have a sense of crisis!

It is undeniable that Zhao Jueran loves Qi Zi!

Foretell what will happen next, let's see the breakdown next time.

☆ The reason for homosexuality is love

If the calmness of the sea is to better welcome the coming of the storm, then the quietness before the quarrel is to push the anger in the heart to the peak perfectly.Everything was like a tsunami in the early morning, gradually engulfing me, and I was caught off guard.

I was stunned to the side, thinking over and over again what Qi Zi said just now...

She, tell me to go away...

"This is what you said, you don't want me, naturally there are many people who want me, you remember it for me!" I narrowed my eyes and said every word, with both hands tightly clutching the hem of the clothes, I can feel the palm of my hand. Painful burning sensation.

It's just that all of this is so insignificant compared with that sentence.

"Someone wants you?" Qi Zi looked at me with a sneer, her slightly raised slender eyebrows were expressing her disdain and sarcasm for me, "Okay! Then go find them, as lonely people, you There must be endless topics to talk about. But now, please get out of my car!"

I pursed my lower lip tightly, opened the car door and walked down, then closed it heavily, and walked outside with nothing on my body. I thought I wouldn’t feel this way when I was with Qi Zi, but now I realize that I was alone from the beginning to the end. .

I hugged my arms tightly, frowning, and approached the edge of the cold air step by step. I was afraid of this cold and lonely feeling!

I couldn't hear Qi Zi crying bitterly after I left, and I couldn't see the expectation and despair on her face. Maybe when I turned around, she would run towards me desperately and hug me tightly...

Unknowingly, it snowed, and after a while, the ground was covered with a layer of white gauze, soft and white.I walked down the street with my head down, and it will be the Lantern Festival in three days. There are lanterns everywhere, and the atmosphere of the year has not faded, and there is joy everywhere.

It's just that there seems to be an extra person like me in such a bustling street at night.When I saw the bridge covered in snow, I realized that I had walked so far, without any consciousness, like a walking dead thrown on the street.

Walking over to sit on the stone bench by the river, looking at the sparkling river, I gave a wry smile, slowly closed my eyes, and let the icy cold wind blow on my face unscrupulously.

"Why are you lying to me? Why!!!"

A painful cry made me open my eyes and look towards the source of the sound. A blond-haired boy looked at the black-haired boy standing not far away in pain. Tears glistened in his coffee-colored eyes, and he remained motionless. looked at the expressionless man.

All of this tells me that they are lovers!

"I've made it clear enough, I'm getting married, and it's over between us!" The boy's boyfriend looked at him expressionlessly, and his cold voice added a bit of chill to this winter.

"You said you were going to be with me, you said we were going to get married! Our five years of relationship, can't compare to the woman who met you three times?" The blond boy was crying slightly, gritting his white teeth Live rosy lips.

"Emotions? What kind of feelings can you have with a duck in a comrade's house? You really know how to joke! Do you know why I keep you? You are as obedient as a dog, but dogs can't give me the happiness you can bring me!"

"You are a liar, you are a liar!!! I want you to remember me for the rest of your life, and I want you to feel guilty for the rest of your life!" The blond boy wiped the tears from his face and ran out with big strides. People feel a little distressed.

Looking at the figure completely submerged by the river, the boyfriend of the boy came over and sat beside me, and lit a cigarette. The moment he took out the cigarette, I saw his hands trembling uncontrollably.

Love is like a double-edged sword, while hurting others, it also hurts oneself.

"Aren't you afraid that he will do something?" I turned to look at him.

"He's not that kind of fool. He's very timid. Even if he had that idea, he might not dare to do it!"

"Do you love him?"

"It doesn't matter if I love it or not. All I know is that I'm going to get married, and I'm with a woman I've only met three times. I have to worry about what my parents think, and I have to think about my family! Our relationship is originally ruled by the world. There is nothing to say about loving or not loving what you despise."

"What if your relationship is recognized by others?"

"Then I will handcuff him firmly by my side without hesitation, and I won't let him go. It's just that I can't do it now!"

I saw him bow his head in pain, holding the unburned cigarette butt tightly in his palm.Maybe what he said is right, homosexuality is cast aside by this society, and Qi Zi and I have already been forgiven by others, what more do we ask for?

"If you are like me, you must hold her firmly. Being with the opposite sex can be used to start a family and lead a normal life, but being with the same sex, I can't find any other reason except love It's gone." He dropped a sentence, got up and left.

Looking at his depressed back, I suddenly understood something, he gave up his lover for the happiness of his family, and what reason should I find to give up Qi Zi?I know that Qi Zi likes to play childish temper, likes to be coaxed, and even more likes to be understood... But what have I done?Leaving her alone, I should have known it was a moment of anger.

When he opened the door panting, a strong smell of alcohol came to his nostrils, large and small wine bottles fell on the ground, and different colors of wine were sprinkled on the white carpet.Through the weak light, the petite figure curled up on the sofa makes people feel sad.

"Why do you drink so much wine? Didn't you say you can't drink alcohol?" I walked over and wanted to pick up Qi Zi, but she pushed her on the ground fiercely, and pressed my hand on the glass, a puff of water pierced my skin. The pain suddenly invaded the palm.

"Who are you? Don't touch me, did you just enter my house?" Qi Zi buried her head in the sofa, her voice trembling.

I looked at the long cut between my palms and the blood that kept coming out, and a bleak smile emerged from the corner of my mouth. Nothing is more complicated and incomprehensible than my current mood!Does it hurt?Disappointed?Poor?Isn't this called self-inflicted?

Seeing the blood in the palm of the hand falling drop by drop on the white carpet, like red plums falling in the snow, knowing that there is no hope of life, but still want to bloom at the last moment, leaving the best memories.

Is this me?Knowing that Qi Zi won't forgive me easily, she still goes home desperately to see if she is okay, how is she, will she cry...

But the next moment, Qi Zi's crying voice made my strength collapse in an instant:

"You leave my house, or Joss will be angry when she comes back...I want to wait for Joss here, she will definitely come back, she won't want me! Only she can touch me...but...Joss, why still Didn't come back, she...doesn't want me..."

The author has something to say: In fact, Qi Zi is a person with a multi-faceted personality. Sister Yu and Lolita are her portrayals!

Our Joss is a woman who looks arrogant and glamorous on the outside, but her heart is very fragile, maybe it is the shadow brought to her by childhood events!

In the next chapter, the two are back together again!Our sister Qi Zi is also very good at acting like a baby!

☆、I will never leave you again

In an instant, I felt the scorching liquid in my eyes break through the last barrier, spill out without hesitation, drip on Qi Zi's pale face, and burst into sprays.Qi Zi shuddered, and lowered her head once again, covering her mouth with one hand, and tightly grasping the corner of the sofa with the other, and deep sobs spread to my ears...

"I... I'm back, I didn't want you, did you hear me?" I opened my arms and wrapped her around her, lying on her back, feeling the same body temperature as hers.

"Why are you