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Looking at them, they look like giants standing up and sitting up.
Anderson took out two military shovels from his backpack, two notebooks and two pens, and said to me: "Write down everything you want to say and what you don't want to tell others, and bury them! It will be much more comfortable Yes." After speaking, he handed the military shovel and notebook to me, and walked to the other side by himself, with his back to me.
Holding this clean notebook, I smelled a strong smell of ink, and felt that the notebook was heavy, and I didn't know what to write for a while.I saw that Anderson had already begun to dig a hole with a military shovel, and his expression was very solemn.At this time, burial is really a kind of cruelty that cannot be parted with, and it is also a kind of relief that must be experienced!I hate Anderson for giving me such a choice, and I am also grateful that he allows me to let go of the past and start a new future!
A longing and unknown new life...
I opened the notebook and clearly wrote a few big characters on it: I hope that in this life I will not use other people's love to hurt others. If possible, I would rather love others all my life than be loved by others.
After I finished writing, I dug a hole and buried it in it.Maybe I was really wrong, I forgot that this is something to bury, and what I write is what I am looking forward to!
There is a big difference between them!This inadvertent action also doomed the fate of my life.
After we finished together, Anderson and I walked out of the park with a smile. That day, I thought I was very smart, but I didn't expect that the most stupid person was still myself.In the next seven days, Anderson and I will go crazy together, laugh together, and count the time together... After dinner, we will nestle on the sofa and watch variety shows, while he will hold me in his arms, gently Rubbing my head, when I finally couldn't help falling asleep, I always woke up the next day to find myself lying on the bed in the bedroom.We are like a pair of lovers, clinging to each other to live!
But that's a fantasy, I want that too, but I don't like him, never!For him, I am more guilty, the days slip away quietly through my fingers, what should come will still come!
The airport in the early morning is not clean, and the noisy crowd gives me a headache.I sat on the bench and kept pressing my temples, begging for better.Anderson stretched his arms around me and rubbed my face with gauze, which made me feel a little itchy!
"When you get there, remember to change your medicine and don't be lazy." I hugged Anderson tightly, reluctant to let him go.
"I know, I'll find a girlfriend over there. I'm so handsome, but I'm very popular... like... like... um..." Anderson thought for a while, and said in stiff Chinese: "Like a shopping mall discounted goods!"
I burst out laughing, nodded vigorously, held back my smile and said, "That's right! The discounted goods in the mall are very popular, but if you find a girlfriend, you can't sell my The pictures are hanging on the wall, especially when you have sex!"
"Well, it won't happen in the future!" Anderson put away his smile, looked into my eyes seriously, and whispered, "Joss, can I kiss you, just once!"
I was at a loss for a while, sitting there in embarrassment, suddenly saw a group of people running towards the security checkpoint, like grabbing a life-saving straw, excitedly unable to find the north!
"Anderson, hurry up, we're about to board the plane!" I stood up and looked at him nonchalantly.
He pursed his lips, walked towards the security checkpoint, and said silently, "I'm waiting for you in New York!"
I nodded fiercely, looked up at the ceiling, and tried not to let my tears fall!Seeing his lonely figure leaving sadly, I really want to shout loudly: Wait for me in New York, I will go back soon!It was just something very sour stuck in my throat, and I could only watch him leave.
This is called fate, I can't shout, and he can't hear it!When he was most vulnerable, I selfishly sealed myself in a vacuum box, and he could only look at me from a distance.
As soon as I got out of the airport, I received a call from Xu An'an. I felt overwhelmed. I really knew how to count the days. I knew that Anderson was gone, and my vacation was over.
"Hey! What are you doing!" I picked up the phone and said angrily.
"..."
"Speak up! Ann?" I felt a little uneasy.
"Joss, come to the company for a very important matter!" Xu An'an's cold tone made me shudder.
I ran to the parking lot, got in the car, and headed straight for the company building...
The author has something to say: Anderson left, he did not tell Joss the purpose of coming this time!
But Joss will always know, in the next chapter, you will see Joss experience the most vulnerable time in life!
Flowers!relative!
☆、Everyone is watching my jokes
At the moment when I was about to step into the studio with one foot, Qingqing pulled me from behind and reminded me in a low voice, "Joss, luckily Qi Zi is not here, you have to deal with it quickly. Otherwise, it will be troublesome when Qi Zi comes back!"
I felt uneasy and then a little curious. What made everyone think it was a big trouble?When I entered the studio and saw the middle-aged man sitting on the sofa, I roared angrily: "Who told you to come! Qiao Yujin, get out of here."
Qiao Yujin frowned, the wrinkles on his forehead were sunken deeper, his eyes were round, like a lion seeing its prey, and he remained silent.Xu Anan hurriedly pulled me aside, looked around, and said in a low voice, "Joss, why are you so rude, this is Mr. Qiao Yujin, the famous Interpol and national first-level police inspector, he..."
Before Xu An'an finished speaking, I pushed her aside and shouted at Qiao Yujin: "Get out! Don't come to disturb my life. Why are you, you don't deserve it!"
Qiao Yujin stood up suddenly, her veins twitching violently, and said sharply: "Joss, didn't your mother teach you what is polite? Is this your attitude when talking to me!"
"Okay! Then if you want to talk to me, you should call me. As an Interpol, you have a lot of control! You even have to intervene in the entertainment industry!" I kicked the chair under my feet, shouted angrily.
"Joss! Let me tell you, although I can't control the entertainment industry, I can control you because you are my daughter!"
I looked at Qiao Yujin's bloodshot eyes, clenched his fists and creaked, as if this world was forbidden again!Everyone looked at me in silence, mocking, contemptuous, sarcastic... Joss, they were all watching your jokes and admiring your broken family.
I stared fixedly at Qiao Yujin, listening to the heavy breathing around me, I felt like I was about to suffocate.He once abandoned me fiercely, and at this time he came to disturb my peaceful life again. Why, why... I didn't expect my tears to become so worthless, like beads with a broken thread coming one after another, I bit my lips tightly, tasted blood.
"Joss." Xu Anan gently pressed my trembling body, trying to wake up my broken body.
And I, now don't want to hear anything, don't want to see anything, I hate everyone!I didn't even know how I ran out in such a mess, I only heard the sound of hurried footsteps following me.Fuzzy, fuzzy, fuzzy... everything in front of me is fuzzy, I can hardly see, my heart seems to stop beating, up and down.I finally arrived at the parking lot. Before I could open the car door, I collapsed on the ground, panting heavily.
"Jose." A familiar voice rang in my ear.
"Didn't you hear me telling you to go!" I shouted loudly without even thinking about it.
When I saw Yiran's clean and sweet face, I felt like I had found a harbor to rely on, and wept aloud, letting my tears flow wantonly.Yi Ran stepped forward to hug me, knelt on the ground, and let me lie in her arms to vent my fatal pain.She gently caressed my trembling back, and her dark long hair floated on my face... I have never felt like this before, her embrace is very soft, with a faint fragrance, sweeping my body My whole nerve.Maybe it's because of this seemingly accidental encounter that Qi Zi and I have a poor and hateful woman named Yi Ran in our lives!
I don't know how long I stayed in her arms. When I came back to my senses, Yi Ran still knelt there motionless, showing a bleak smile.
"I'm sorry!" I lowered my head and let Yi Ran lean on me to set her up. When I saw her rubbing my knees non-stop, I felt a deep apology in my heart, and I was about to say sorry , was stopped by her.
"Stop talking, let's go eat." Yi Ran smiled lightly. In this cruel winter, she was like a ray of sunshine piercing into my fragile heart.
I nodded, and when I turned around, I saw Qiao Yujin standing behind me motionless, hesitant to speak.
"Why haven't you left yet? You've seen enough jokes, let's go!!" I yelled hysterically.
"Joss, don't be like this. Uncle has been standing behind you since you came, without saying anything." Yi Ran tugged at the corner of my clothes and whispered.
"Joss, Dad..." Qiao Yujin was about to speak, but I immediately blocked her back.
"Don't talk about dad, I don't have a dad, my dad died when I was very young, he abandoned me and my mother, don't want us anymore! So, don't say you are my dad! Do you hear me, you go, I don't want to see You!" I stuffed Yiran into the front driver, sat in the co-pilot myself, looked coldly at Qiao Yujin who was standing aside, and said like an order: "Drive!"
As the car drove farther and farther away, his figure became more and more blurred. It's good...Maybe sensing my uneasiness, Yi Ran held my hand tightly and stared ahead.
"You...why are you in our company's underground parking lot." I took a sip of water and looked at Yiran with a gentle face.
"Because I'm going to your company to do something about releasing records." Yi Ran replied.
"Isn't this kind of thing the manager's job? I remember Qi Zi is like this." I noticed the fleeting embarrassment on still's face, and looked at her apologetically.
"Oh, I'm just a newcomer, Qi Zi, she's a national treasure!" Yi Ran made a face at me and stuck out her tongue mischievously.
Yi Ran, she is so quiet, pure, and beautiful... like a painting, so clean that one cannot bear to destroy it.Looking at the smile on the corner of her mouth, with the youthfulness and softness of a girl, I couldn't help but hold her hand tightly.Lying on the seat and falling asleep peacefully...
When I woke up, it was already afternoon, Yi Ran was sitting in the driver's seat reading a book, heard the sound of me flipping, and said softly: "You woke up, I saw that you were sleeping soundly, so I didn't disturb you. Uh... this is my neighborhood, do you want to go in? Or... let's go eat somewhere else."
"No need, just go to your house and eat." I picked up my bag and walked in.
In the elevator, Yi Ran stammered and explained to me: "Joss, I'm not... I just watched you sleep, I was bored, so I went home and got a book, don't get me wrong, I..."
"Okay, I didn't say anything! Why are you so nervous." I looked at Yi Ran's nervous expression and laughed, "Also, I don't read books, so I know the book in your hand It must be your own."
I'm not lying about this, because books are definitely my sleep aid!Even on stimulants, just reading a book, I reckon I'll fall asleep in no time.
When I came to the door of Yiran's house, I hesitated for a moment, but went in anyway.Her home has a strong scholarly atmosphere, simple design, apart from the necessary appliances in the living room, the only thing there is the white piano.This point is really quite different from Qi Zi’s. Qi Zi’s home is like Buckingham Palace.But the only thing that is the same is that there is also a piano in Qi Zi's living room, that Steinway diamond-encrusted ink-colored grand piano that she can't put it down.
"Wait a minute, I'll cook for you." Yi Ran ran into the kitchen.
Looking at her back, I suddenly remembered how Qi Zi was cooking for me in the kitchen, flustered and dancing excitedly at the same time!Qi Zi, what is she doing now!
The author has something to say: When Joss was most vulnerable, Yi Ran appeared, but Qi Zi did not.
This is fate!
However, this fate is too coincidental!
There must be a mystery in it.
If you want to know what happened next, please see the next chapter!
whee!
☆, stay with me one night
At the dinner table, I lowered my head and kept fiddled with the food in the bowl with my chopsticks, making crisp crashing sounds from time to time.Yi Ran put down her chopsticks, and gently held my hand, her eye circles were slightly red, which made me a little uncomfortable.
"What's wrong?" I asked in surprise.
"You What's the matter, why don't you eat? Is it because the rice doesn't suit your appetite? I can change it if you don't like it, but don't you do it? Joss, I'm afraid. I don't want to see you like this. "
I pursed my lips, Yiran was only 19 years old, she was beautiful, clean and spotless, quiet and simple, how could I involve her in my chaotic life.How could this be?
"It's okay, you can eat, don't worry about me." I picked up the chopsticks and put the food into her bowl, twitched the corner of my mouth, and said, "I'm leaving after dinner, thank you."
Yi Ran froze for a moment, didn't speak, just nodded slightly.
I felt very uncomfortable during this meal. For some reason, when I was with her, all I could think of was the scene of Qi Zi cooking for me. I always reminded myself not to miss her, to forget her, a woman Hai Haizhen, I thought that as a woman, I could get to know Qi Zi well, but I couldn't.Her treasure belongs to many people, not to me!
After the meal, Yi Ran and I cleaned up the dishes and chatted casually.Suddenly the phone rang, and I saw my mother's phone number displayed on the screen, and thought of Qiao Yujin's appearance again, I couldn't help but frowned, and answered the heavy phone: "Hi, Mom."
"Baby, what are you doing?"
Hearing my mother's voice, my heart couldn't help but twitched.Mother has always been the image of a strong woman. Even on the phone, her voice reveals an indelible majesty, but now, she is like a mother who has worked hard for a long time, and her words are full of exhaustion and bitterness. bitter.
"I...have dinner at a friend's house, I miss you very much." I said coquettishly.
"Honey, mom misses you too." After a long silence, she said softly: "I went to the cemetery again this morning. An old friend passed away. I missed her very much, so I went to see her. Joss, before Anderson I've been looking for you for a few days, haven't I?"
"Well, how do you know? Who is your old friend...?" I felt a little uneasy in my heart.
"Anderson's mother passed away ten days ago. After the burial, Anderson disappeared. I think he probably went looking for you. This child is like you. He has no friends. When he was most vulnerable, he had to go to you."
My head suddenly exploded like five thunderbolts. Anderson's mother died?That is to say, after burying his mother, Anderson came to me. He hoped that I could give him warmth when he was most helpless, but what did I do to him?
He is such an idiot, he got into a fight with someone just because of a sweater, and I still reprimanded him... In the end, he got a scar on his face because of me.This is the memory of his life, and it is also the pain of my life.
In the end, I don't remember what my mother said to me, I just know that I ran out trembling, and Yiran kept chasing me...
The winter wind blew my face mercilessly, and pierced deeply into my heart, choking me out of breath.In this vast and boundless city, I kept running, shutting my eyes and shuttling through the cold winter, until the familiar sycamore forest appeared in front of my eyes, I sat on the ground decadently, my heart almost stopped beating , out of breath.
Yiran knelt beside me with flushed faces, hugged me tightly in his arms, breathed hot air from the tip of his nose onto my cold face, and murmured: "Jos...don't be like this...Jos, I beg You...don't do this!"
Her embrace is warm and comfortable. In the cold nature, it is like a thick quilt, and she embraces me.I subconsciously grabbed her hand, and obviously felt her body trembling slightly, but she hugged me even tighter.
"Yiran... Anderson's secret. It's there!" I pointed to Fatong beside her, stood up from her arms, and walked over holding her hand.
"What's in here?" Yi Ran held my hand tightly, with anticipation in his eyes, but also a trace of anxiety.
"That's... the secret that Anderson wants to bury. Maybe it's me that he wants to bury." I knelt on the ground, picked up the branches next to me, and dug up some soft soil on the ground.
Yi Ran just stood there quietly and looked at me, I heard the sound of her heavy breathing from the tip of her nose.It wasn't until my hands were numb that I saw the box buried in the ground. I collected myself and took the box out.I don't know what prompted it, I couldn't wait to open it, and there was a strong smell of perfume, and my tears overflowed like a flood that opened the gate.
That is my perfume smell. For so many years, no matter how the surrounding environment changes, there is only one perfume, and I will always use that one——Bijan.Because it has a strong and mysterious oriental smell.Anderson knows everything about me.Tremblingly, I picked up Anderson's notebook, and there were several lines of large characters clearly written on it. I will never forget what was written on it:
"I know that Joss will never like a man, just like she will never feel differently about me! I will bury the bad things, the nostalgia for my mother, and I will try to forget .For Joss, I really want to let go, I want to forget everything about her. It's so strange, the only thing I want now is that she can kiss me, even if it's a pity! Joss, this box, I bury We buried our past, and buried our love for you! I wish you all the best."
I wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes, and opened the package inside the box. There was a blood-stained sweater and the photo hanging beside his bed. Anderson, I really gave up!
"Joss!" Yi Ran gently hugged me from behind with a strong crying voice, and murmured to herself: "I'm very glad that I'm not a man, I'm not a man... At least, you may fall in love with me, you can possible!"
I gently held Yiran's hand around my waist, it was cold and soft, and the voice was so small that I couldn't even hear it: "Yiran, tonight...stay with me!"
When I was most vulnerable, Yi Ran was by my side. Maybe she stitched up my wound, so that I could ease the pain in my heart, and open my dirty eyes to see clearly the person under me.Not just for any reason, looking at Yi Ran lying under me with her eyes closed, I suddenly remembered that absurd dream in the wild, that dream was a key that unlocked my different feelings towards Qi Zi.I shook my head vigorously, I can't think of her, she is a myth and doesn't belong to me.The person under him is the most real!
Lying on the big bed in my house, pressed under me, the girl with cheeks as red as ripe apples, lips that are tender and full of temptation, is mine!She just wants to promise her life to me.
I gently kissed Yiran's delicate lips, and Yiran reflexively hugged my neck tightly, responding strongly to me, when I pried open her white teeth and slipped into her lightly fragrant mouth , teasing her unscrupulously, entwining, twitching, and flowing with her sweet tongue... At that moment, it was like two naughty children playing hide-and-seek, even if you can't see her with your eyes closed, you can still feel her, Because you know, she is not far from you, and her purpose from beginning to end is to let you find her!
I kissed her neck all the way to her charming collarbone, and my lips caressed it lightly, leaving the imprint of "visit here" everywhere I went.Yi Ran snorted softly, opened her eyes in a daze, and an unbearable snort was mixed in her voice: "Joss...will you love me?"
My head buzzed, Joss, what the hell are you doing? Would you... love her? Would you be responsible for doing this? Your reason still can't overcome the desire in your heart.
The author has something to say: I had something to do two days ago, so I stopped updating it!
Dear, it won't happen in the future!
What does this mean, is Joss going to love Yiran?Is she going to give up Qi Zi?
What kind of character is our Qi Zi, how can we do what she wants!
The war of the three women is about to begin!
If you like it, please collect it!
☆、We are as you can see
Yiran seemed to see my uneasiness, and suddenly hugged me tightly, shaking his head, tears slid down my face, and sobbed softly: "Jos... I shouldn't ask you this, I'm sorry, I'm sorry , don't leave me, don't leave me..."
My heart was pulled together, scattered and unreal kisses fell on Yi Ran's beautiful hair, I didn't speak, I just let her hug me quietly.
'Joss...you will never know how much I love you. For you, I did things that no one else would do in their lifetime, because you promised me that you would wait for me to stand in the same position as Qi Zi , just be my bodyguard. "Yi Ran kissed me while crying, her tears were the bitterest I have ever tasted.
I naturally know what the things she refers to are nothing more than unspoken rules, but I don't know what kind of unspoken rules she has been subjected to.Only at this moment, she truly belongs to me.
"Don't be afraid, let me love you, okay." I pressed my lips against Yi Ran's ear and said softly.
Yi Ran trembled, silent for a long time, then nodded.When her body was unobstructed in front of me, I felt a burst of heat in my head and kissed her lightly.
"Hmm~~~" Yi Ran stuck her fingers into my hair, and couldn't help but groan.
Abandoning that beautiful mountain peak, I began to slowly explore the deepest grassland. What I didn't expect was that it had become a swamp, as if it had rained, and it was wet everywhere...
I raised my head and kissed her lips. At the moment when we were both overwhelmed, Yiran hummed involuntarily and kept calling my name. Soon, her body twitched violently, and then fell heavily on the ground. In my arms, I opened my eyes tiredly, and looked at me with a flushed face: "Joss, I love you, I only love you in my whole life!"
"Yeah!" I responded lightly.Kissed her forehead, "Go to sleep! Be good."
Yiran closed her eyes in a daze, snuggled into my arms, and fell asleep peacefully. Throughout the night, there was a quiet smile on the corner of her mouth.Maybe it was because I was too tired. This night, I slept very deeply. When I woke up, Yiran was already sitting on the head of the bed. Her shy expression reminded me of what happened last night. It wasn't just her, I felt shy all over, because I saw that there were still traces of our love on Yiran's neck.
"Joss, you're awake, what do you want to eat, I'll make it for you!" Yi Ran looked at me happily.
"The omelette is ready, I only have eggs and bread at home." I stretched myself and smiled apologetically.
"I'll call you when I'm done cooking, you go to bed first!" Yi Ran left a light kiss on my forehead, turned around and ran out.
I looked at the messy room and the torn sheets, my brain hurt badly, I was not drunk last night, I was sober, I asked for Yiran in this situation, there is no room for any explanation!
After getting dressed, I walked gently to the living room, collapsed on the sofa as if paralyzed, kept smoking, and puffed in the room!
"Oops!" Yi Ran screamed from the kitchen, and before I could stand up, Yi Ran came out with a gray face, "Joss, I'm sorry, I broke your tomato juice!"
I saw the bright red tomato juice hanging on Yiran's clothes, and couldn't help but smile: "You should worry about yourself first, look at your clothes, go to the room and change one, find one in my closet That's good, there should be something you can wear."
"Yeah!" Yi Ran nodded shyly and walked towards the second floor.
At this time, the doorbell was suddenly rang eagerly. Who would come to my house so early?I muttered and opened the door.When I saw the person at the door, I stood there blankly, at a loss, her.Why do you still come to my house?
"you……"
Before I could say anything, Qi Zi stepped forward and hugged me tightly, her head resting on my chest, her voice trembling: "I thought something happened to you, it scared me to death! Xu An'an said there was a man I came to my office to find you, and then you ran out in a bad mood, if I had been there at that time, I would have..."
"Qi Zi, why did you come here!" I interrupted her, in fact, I was afraid of what I would hear later, don't give me hope anymore, don't shake my determination anymore, don't let me hurt others anymore.
"I came to see you! I came here just after getting off the plane. Fortunately, you are fine." Qi Zi sighed lightly, closed her eyes heavily, and still hugged me tightly.
Seeing her thick eyelashes trembling slightly, and the indelible weather and fatigue on her face, I couldn't bear to break her beauty, so I could only let her hug me.
Suddenly, a strong wind blew over, and I couldn't help shivering, which made me wake up a lot.What I want is a person who can really be by my side, not a goddess who treats me hot and cold, stands at an endless distance from me, and is at the pinnacle of life!
"Qi Zi, go back!" I pushed Qi Zi away and looked at her lightly.
Qi Zi's expression changed slightly, her lips trembled, and there was a hint of sourness in her voice: "So, now that I'm here, is it too late?"
"You belong to everyone, but not to me." I patted her on the shoulder and smiled wryly.
"Joss! How can you say that about me? Do you know where I went? Do you know what I did? Why do you say that about me? What qualifications do you have? You don't understand anything!" Qi Zi's eyes were red Looking at me, those eyes, which were as bright as black gems, were instantly covered with crystal mist.
"I don't understand anything, and I don't want to understand. It's too tiring to understand you!" I said coldly, holding back the sour breath from the tip of my nose.
Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain, Qi Zi, what you don’t know is that when you are in pain, I am in more pain than you; when you are happy with others, I look at you and bless you, but the corner of my eyes is yours Not paying attention to loneliness.You are so beautiful, I don't deserve it!
I am an agent who puts my life first, how can I have love, how can I bring you into it!You and Yiran are the people I will let go or hurt.
Qi Zi sniffed, closed her eyes lightly, and said quietly, "Joss, I'll tell you where I went, are you interested in listening?"
Before I could speak, I heard Yi Ran's surprised voice from upstairs: "Sister Qi Zi!"
Hearing that familiar voice, I didn't have time to look at Qi Zi's expression, I turned my head suddenly, Yi Ran walked downstairs from the second floor in my pajamas, walked to me quietly, looked at me, then at me Qi Zi, lowered her head and stopped talking.
The sun shone on her body, and the snow-white neck formed a strong contrast with the bright red hickey.
I dare not look back, dare not look at Qi Zi's expression, dare not imagine what kind of mood Qi Zi is in now.
"Joss, is this... is what you want to tell me?" Qi Zi's voice was hoarse, with obvious tremors mixed in.
"Ah."
"You...what is the relationship, or what happened between you?" This sentence was spoken very slowly, as if afraid of hearing the answer, but had to know the answer.
When I opened my mouth, I found that my throat was so dry that I couldn't make a sound. After a long silence, I said in a broken voice that couldn't be hoarse: "We... are just like what you see."
The author has something to say: Ah!What kind of omen is this, is Joss really going to be with Yi Ran?
Then what about our Qi Zi sister paper!
☆ Let's live together
As soon as the words came out, I saw the unbelievable expression on Yiran's face, including joy, worry, and fear. She raised her head, bit her lower lip, and tears flowed from the corners of her eyes.Are there only tears between the three of us?Still, the three of us will be entangled together for life and life.
There was despair in Qi Zi's voice, but also a hint of pity, and she said slowly: "Joss, I hope you don't regret your choice! Please don't hurt Yi Ran either. Those women you hurt are distributed in All over the world, including the person who is buried in the ground. Therefore, cherish the people in front of you...and the best love they give you. Those things are more fragile than passing clouds. Joss, you are not that great, I want love to stop and wait for you!"
I didn't answer, and then I heard the heavy closing sound, and she left... At that moment, I couldn't hold back the tears I pretended to be strong, and fell down.
"You still love her, don't you?" Yi Ran looked at me in pain.
"Still in love? Never loved, how can you say that now. I just feel like I'm an asshole, hurt everyone, and one day I'll hurt you too." I crouched on the ground, trembling.
"Joss, let's live together!" Yi Ran said without any waves in his tone.
I buried my head deeply, and said after a long time: "Do you really want to do this? Are you not afraid? What if I leave you one day?"
"Leave me? Why?"
"For your own good!"
"Then I will be obedient and let you go obediently, not to disturb you, not to trouble you, just hope that you don't forget me. Joss, you have to remember that there is a girl named Yiran, she is very stupid, love Pass you! Even if I know I will be hurt, I still won’t give up on you unless you fall in love with someone else.”
I was startled in my head, stood up and kissed her soft lips, domineering and merciless... At this moment, she is mine!Yi Ran wrapped her hands around my waist, kissed me back hard, pressed against my body, trying to blend into one body with me.When I knew I was about to suffocate, I slowly let go of her. Yi Ran looked at me with blurred eyes, her lips were slightly swollen.
I smiled lightly and said: "Eat quickly, if you don't eat, I will eat you!"
Yi Ran blushed, hit me lightly, turned around and went into the kitchen.When I was having a hot breakfast with Yi Ran, I didn't know what Qi Zi was like.
After leaving my house, Qi Zi wandered the streets like a walking dead. Many people recognized her, and a group of high school students rushing to school rushed to her, scrambling for her autograph.
"Go away!" Qi Zi looked at the group of people coldly, a contemptuous smile emerged from the corner of her mouth.
A boy wearing glasses opened his mouth in disbelief, and immediately reacted, and said angrily, "What are you looking for! Without the people like us who bought your album and listened to your concert, you would be able to get to where you are today in this circle." Humph! They say you have a bad temper, but I don’t think it’s just bad! You’re simply uneducated.”
Qi Zi's eyes fell on the boy's face like knives, making him feel uncomfortable all over, and her voice was as cold as ice: "What did you just say? Tell me the fuck again!"
The boy stomped his feet and roared, "How dare an entertainer swear at his fans! Do you still want to be in this circle? Let me tell you, you are not the only one who can sing in this circle!"
"That's right, Yiran released a new single recently, it's very good!"
"Isn't she? She's so gentle, she doesn't have airs at all! How is it like you? Shopping for something and bringing a truck is a prodigal!"
There was a lot of discussion in the crowd, and Qi Zi felt that it was like a sea wave, one wave after another kept hitting her, and then drowned her!
"Enough! You guys are fucking endless. If you like Yi Ran, go to her and ask for her autograph. Why pester me!" Qi Zi finally roared unbearably.
"What the hell are you, how dare you yell at me!" the man with glasses shouted as he threw down his schoolbag.
Qi Zi picked up her bag and slapped him hard on the head...
Anderson took out two military shovels from his backpack, two notebooks and two pens, and said to me: "Write down everything you want to say and what you don't want to tell others, and bury them! It will be much more comfortable Yes." After speaking, he handed the military shovel and notebook to me, and walked to the other side by himself, with his back to me.
Holding this clean notebook, I smelled a strong smell of ink, and felt that the notebook was heavy, and I didn't know what to write for a while.I saw that Anderson had already begun to dig a hole with a military shovel, and his expression was very solemn.At this time, burial is really a kind of cruelty that cannot be parted with, and it is also a kind of relief that must be experienced!I hate Anderson for giving me such a choice, and I am also grateful that he allows me to let go of the past and start a new future!
A longing and unknown new life...
I opened the notebook and clearly wrote a few big characters on it: I hope that in this life I will not use other people's love to hurt others. If possible, I would rather love others all my life than be loved by others.
After I finished writing, I dug a hole and buried it in it.Maybe I was really wrong, I forgot that this is something to bury, and what I write is what I am looking forward to!
There is a big difference between them!This inadvertent action also doomed the fate of my life.
After we finished together, Anderson and I walked out of the park with a smile. That day, I thought I was very smart, but I didn't expect that the most stupid person was still myself.In the next seven days, Anderson and I will go crazy together, laugh together, and count the time together... After dinner, we will nestle on the sofa and watch variety shows, while he will hold me in his arms, gently Rubbing my head, when I finally couldn't help falling asleep, I always woke up the next day to find myself lying on the bed in the bedroom.We are like a pair of lovers, clinging to each other to live!
But that's a fantasy, I want that too, but I don't like him, never!For him, I am more guilty, the days slip away quietly through my fingers, what should come will still come!
The airport in the early morning is not clean, and the noisy crowd gives me a headache.I sat on the bench and kept pressing my temples, begging for better.Anderson stretched his arms around me and rubbed my face with gauze, which made me feel a little itchy!
"When you get there, remember to change your medicine and don't be lazy." I hugged Anderson tightly, reluctant to let him go.
"I know, I'll find a girlfriend over there. I'm so handsome, but I'm very popular... like... like... um..." Anderson thought for a while, and said in stiff Chinese: "Like a shopping mall discounted goods!"
I burst out laughing, nodded vigorously, held back my smile and said, "That's right! The discounted goods in the mall are very popular, but if you find a girlfriend, you can't sell my The pictures are hanging on the wall, especially when you have sex!"
"Well, it won't happen in the future!" Anderson put away his smile, looked into my eyes seriously, and whispered, "Joss, can I kiss you, just once!"
I was at a loss for a while, sitting there in embarrassment, suddenly saw a group of people running towards the security checkpoint, like grabbing a life-saving straw, excitedly unable to find the north!
"Anderson, hurry up, we're about to board the plane!" I stood up and looked at him nonchalantly.
He pursed his lips, walked towards the security checkpoint, and said silently, "I'm waiting for you in New York!"
I nodded fiercely, looked up at the ceiling, and tried not to let my tears fall!Seeing his lonely figure leaving sadly, I really want to shout loudly: Wait for me in New York, I will go back soon!It was just something very sour stuck in my throat, and I could only watch him leave.
This is called fate, I can't shout, and he can't hear it!When he was most vulnerable, I selfishly sealed myself in a vacuum box, and he could only look at me from a distance.
As soon as I got out of the airport, I received a call from Xu An'an. I felt overwhelmed. I really knew how to count the days. I knew that Anderson was gone, and my vacation was over.
"Hey! What are you doing!" I picked up the phone and said angrily.
"..."
"Speak up! Ann?" I felt a little uneasy.
"Joss, come to the company for a very important matter!" Xu An'an's cold tone made me shudder.
I ran to the parking lot, got in the car, and headed straight for the company building...
The author has something to say: Anderson left, he did not tell Joss the purpose of coming this time!
But Joss will always know, in the next chapter, you will see Joss experience the most vulnerable time in life!
Flowers!relative!
☆、Everyone is watching my jokes
At the moment when I was about to step into the studio with one foot, Qingqing pulled me from behind and reminded me in a low voice, "Joss, luckily Qi Zi is not here, you have to deal with it quickly. Otherwise, it will be troublesome when Qi Zi comes back!"
I felt uneasy and then a little curious. What made everyone think it was a big trouble?When I entered the studio and saw the middle-aged man sitting on the sofa, I roared angrily: "Who told you to come! Qiao Yujin, get out of here."
Qiao Yujin frowned, the wrinkles on his forehead were sunken deeper, his eyes were round, like a lion seeing its prey, and he remained silent.Xu Anan hurriedly pulled me aside, looked around, and said in a low voice, "Joss, why are you so rude, this is Mr. Qiao Yujin, the famous Interpol and national first-level police inspector, he..."
Before Xu An'an finished speaking, I pushed her aside and shouted at Qiao Yujin: "Get out! Don't come to disturb my life. Why are you, you don't deserve it!"
Qiao Yujin stood up suddenly, her veins twitching violently, and said sharply: "Joss, didn't your mother teach you what is polite? Is this your attitude when talking to me!"
"Okay! Then if you want to talk to me, you should call me. As an Interpol, you have a lot of control! You even have to intervene in the entertainment industry!" I kicked the chair under my feet, shouted angrily.
"Joss! Let me tell you, although I can't control the entertainment industry, I can control you because you are my daughter!"
I looked at Qiao Yujin's bloodshot eyes, clenched his fists and creaked, as if this world was forbidden again!Everyone looked at me in silence, mocking, contemptuous, sarcastic... Joss, they were all watching your jokes and admiring your broken family.
I stared fixedly at Qiao Yujin, listening to the heavy breathing around me, I felt like I was about to suffocate.He once abandoned me fiercely, and at this time he came to disturb my peaceful life again. Why, why... I didn't expect my tears to become so worthless, like beads with a broken thread coming one after another, I bit my lips tightly, tasted blood.
"Joss." Xu Anan gently pressed my trembling body, trying to wake up my broken body.
And I, now don't want to hear anything, don't want to see anything, I hate everyone!I didn't even know how I ran out in such a mess, I only heard the sound of hurried footsteps following me.Fuzzy, fuzzy, fuzzy... everything in front of me is fuzzy, I can hardly see, my heart seems to stop beating, up and down.I finally arrived at the parking lot. Before I could open the car door, I collapsed on the ground, panting heavily.
"Jose." A familiar voice rang in my ear.
"Didn't you hear me telling you to go!" I shouted loudly without even thinking about it.
When I saw Yiran's clean and sweet face, I felt like I had found a harbor to rely on, and wept aloud, letting my tears flow wantonly.Yi Ran stepped forward to hug me, knelt on the ground, and let me lie in her arms to vent my fatal pain.She gently caressed my trembling back, and her dark long hair floated on my face... I have never felt like this before, her embrace is very soft, with a faint fragrance, sweeping my body My whole nerve.Maybe it's because of this seemingly accidental encounter that Qi Zi and I have a poor and hateful woman named Yi Ran in our lives!
I don't know how long I stayed in her arms. When I came back to my senses, Yi Ran still knelt there motionless, showing a bleak smile.
"I'm sorry!" I lowered my head and let Yi Ran lean on me to set her up. When I saw her rubbing my knees non-stop, I felt a deep apology in my heart, and I was about to say sorry , was stopped by her.
"Stop talking, let's go eat." Yi Ran smiled lightly. In this cruel winter, she was like a ray of sunshine piercing into my fragile heart.
I nodded, and when I turned around, I saw Qiao Yujin standing behind me motionless, hesitant to speak.
"Why haven't you left yet? You've seen enough jokes, let's go!!" I yelled hysterically.
"Joss, don't be like this. Uncle has been standing behind you since you came, without saying anything." Yi Ran tugged at the corner of my clothes and whispered.
"Joss, Dad..." Qiao Yujin was about to speak, but I immediately blocked her back.
"Don't talk about dad, I don't have a dad, my dad died when I was very young, he abandoned me and my mother, don't want us anymore! So, don't say you are my dad! Do you hear me, you go, I don't want to see You!" I stuffed Yiran into the front driver, sat in the co-pilot myself, looked coldly at Qiao Yujin who was standing aside, and said like an order: "Drive!"
As the car drove farther and farther away, his figure became more and more blurred. It's good...Maybe sensing my uneasiness, Yi Ran held my hand tightly and stared ahead.
"You...why are you in our company's underground parking lot." I took a sip of water and looked at Yiran with a gentle face.
"Because I'm going to your company to do something about releasing records." Yi Ran replied.
"Isn't this kind of thing the manager's job? I remember Qi Zi is like this." I noticed the fleeting embarrassment on still's face, and looked at her apologetically.
"Oh, I'm just a newcomer, Qi Zi, she's a national treasure!" Yi Ran made a face at me and stuck out her tongue mischievously.
Yi Ran, she is so quiet, pure, and beautiful... like a painting, so clean that one cannot bear to destroy it.Looking at the smile on the corner of her mouth, with the youthfulness and softness of a girl, I couldn't help but hold her hand tightly.Lying on the seat and falling asleep peacefully...
When I woke up, it was already afternoon, Yi Ran was sitting in the driver's seat reading a book, heard the sound of me flipping, and said softly: "You woke up, I saw that you were sleeping soundly, so I didn't disturb you. Uh... this is my neighborhood, do you want to go in? Or... let's go eat somewhere else."
"No need, just go to your house and eat." I picked up my bag and walked in.
In the elevator, Yi Ran stammered and explained to me: "Joss, I'm not... I just watched you sleep, I was bored, so I went home and got a book, don't get me wrong, I..."
"Okay, I didn't say anything! Why are you so nervous." I looked at Yi Ran's nervous expression and laughed, "Also, I don't read books, so I know the book in your hand It must be your own."
I'm not lying about this, because books are definitely my sleep aid!Even on stimulants, just reading a book, I reckon I'll fall asleep in no time.
When I came to the door of Yiran's house, I hesitated for a moment, but went in anyway.Her home has a strong scholarly atmosphere, simple design, apart from the necessary appliances in the living room, the only thing there is the white piano.This point is really quite different from Qi Zi’s. Qi Zi’s home is like Buckingham Palace.But the only thing that is the same is that there is also a piano in Qi Zi's living room, that Steinway diamond-encrusted ink-colored grand piano that she can't put it down.
"Wait a minute, I'll cook for you." Yi Ran ran into the kitchen.
Looking at her back, I suddenly remembered how Qi Zi was cooking for me in the kitchen, flustered and dancing excitedly at the same time!Qi Zi, what is she doing now!
The author has something to say: When Joss was most vulnerable, Yi Ran appeared, but Qi Zi did not.
This is fate!
However, this fate is too coincidental!
There must be a mystery in it.
If you want to know what happened next, please see the next chapter!
whee!
☆, stay with me one night
At the dinner table, I lowered my head and kept fiddled with the food in the bowl with my chopsticks, making crisp crashing sounds from time to time.Yi Ran put down her chopsticks, and gently held my hand, her eye circles were slightly red, which made me a little uncomfortable.
"What's wrong?" I asked in surprise.
"You What's the matter, why don't you eat? Is it because the rice doesn't suit your appetite? I can change it if you don't like it, but don't you do it? Joss, I'm afraid. I don't want to see you like this. "
I pursed my lips, Yiran was only 19 years old, she was beautiful, clean and spotless, quiet and simple, how could I involve her in my chaotic life.How could this be?
"It's okay, you can eat, don't worry about me." I picked up the chopsticks and put the food into her bowl, twitched the corner of my mouth, and said, "I'm leaving after dinner, thank you."
Yi Ran froze for a moment, didn't speak, just nodded slightly.
I felt very uncomfortable during this meal. For some reason, when I was with her, all I could think of was the scene of Qi Zi cooking for me. I always reminded myself not to miss her, to forget her, a woman Hai Haizhen, I thought that as a woman, I could get to know Qi Zi well, but I couldn't.Her treasure belongs to many people, not to me!
After the meal, Yi Ran and I cleaned up the dishes and chatted casually.Suddenly the phone rang, and I saw my mother's phone number displayed on the screen, and thought of Qiao Yujin's appearance again, I couldn't help but frowned, and answered the heavy phone: "Hi, Mom."
"Baby, what are you doing?"
Hearing my mother's voice, my heart couldn't help but twitched.Mother has always been the image of a strong woman. Even on the phone, her voice reveals an indelible majesty, but now, she is like a mother who has worked hard for a long time, and her words are full of exhaustion and bitterness. bitter.
"I...have dinner at a friend's house, I miss you very much." I said coquettishly.
"Honey, mom misses you too." After a long silence, she said softly: "I went to the cemetery again this morning. An old friend passed away. I missed her very much, so I went to see her. Joss, before Anderson I've been looking for you for a few days, haven't I?"
"Well, how do you know? Who is your old friend...?" I felt a little uneasy in my heart.
"Anderson's mother passed away ten days ago. After the burial, Anderson disappeared. I think he probably went looking for you. This child is like you. He has no friends. When he was most vulnerable, he had to go to you."
My head suddenly exploded like five thunderbolts. Anderson's mother died?That is to say, after burying his mother, Anderson came to me. He hoped that I could give him warmth when he was most helpless, but what did I do to him?
He is such an idiot, he got into a fight with someone just because of a sweater, and I still reprimanded him... In the end, he got a scar on his face because of me.This is the memory of his life, and it is also the pain of my life.
In the end, I don't remember what my mother said to me, I just know that I ran out trembling, and Yiran kept chasing me...
The winter wind blew my face mercilessly, and pierced deeply into my heart, choking me out of breath.In this vast and boundless city, I kept running, shutting my eyes and shuttling through the cold winter, until the familiar sycamore forest appeared in front of my eyes, I sat on the ground decadently, my heart almost stopped beating , out of breath.
Yiran knelt beside me with flushed faces, hugged me tightly in his arms, breathed hot air from the tip of his nose onto my cold face, and murmured: "Jos...don't be like this...Jos, I beg You...don't do this!"
Her embrace is warm and comfortable. In the cold nature, it is like a thick quilt, and she embraces me.I subconsciously grabbed her hand, and obviously felt her body trembling slightly, but she hugged me even tighter.
"Yiran... Anderson's secret. It's there!" I pointed to Fatong beside her, stood up from her arms, and walked over holding her hand.
"What's in here?" Yi Ran held my hand tightly, with anticipation in his eyes, but also a trace of anxiety.
"That's... the secret that Anderson wants to bury. Maybe it's me that he wants to bury." I knelt on the ground, picked up the branches next to me, and dug up some soft soil on the ground.
Yi Ran just stood there quietly and looked at me, I heard the sound of her heavy breathing from the tip of her nose.It wasn't until my hands were numb that I saw the box buried in the ground. I collected myself and took the box out.I don't know what prompted it, I couldn't wait to open it, and there was a strong smell of perfume, and my tears overflowed like a flood that opened the gate.
That is my perfume smell. For so many years, no matter how the surrounding environment changes, there is only one perfume, and I will always use that one——Bijan.Because it has a strong and mysterious oriental smell.Anderson knows everything about me.Tremblingly, I picked up Anderson's notebook, and there were several lines of large characters clearly written on it. I will never forget what was written on it:
"I know that Joss will never like a man, just like she will never feel differently about me! I will bury the bad things, the nostalgia for my mother, and I will try to forget .For Joss, I really want to let go, I want to forget everything about her. It's so strange, the only thing I want now is that she can kiss me, even if it's a pity! Joss, this box, I bury We buried our past, and buried our love for you! I wish you all the best."
I wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes, and opened the package inside the box. There was a blood-stained sweater and the photo hanging beside his bed. Anderson, I really gave up!
"Joss!" Yi Ran gently hugged me from behind with a strong crying voice, and murmured to herself: "I'm very glad that I'm not a man, I'm not a man... At least, you may fall in love with me, you can possible!"
I gently held Yiran's hand around my waist, it was cold and soft, and the voice was so small that I couldn't even hear it: "Yiran, tonight...stay with me!"
When I was most vulnerable, Yi Ran was by my side. Maybe she stitched up my wound, so that I could ease the pain in my heart, and open my dirty eyes to see clearly the person under me.Not just for any reason, looking at Yi Ran lying under me with her eyes closed, I suddenly remembered that absurd dream in the wild, that dream was a key that unlocked my different feelings towards Qi Zi.I shook my head vigorously, I can't think of her, she is a myth and doesn't belong to me.The person under him is the most real!
Lying on the big bed in my house, pressed under me, the girl with cheeks as red as ripe apples, lips that are tender and full of temptation, is mine!She just wants to promise her life to me.
I gently kissed Yiran's delicate lips, and Yiran reflexively hugged my neck tightly, responding strongly to me, when I pried open her white teeth and slipped into her lightly fragrant mouth , teasing her unscrupulously, entwining, twitching, and flowing with her sweet tongue... At that moment, it was like two naughty children playing hide-and-seek, even if you can't see her with your eyes closed, you can still feel her, Because you know, she is not far from you, and her purpose from beginning to end is to let you find her!
I kissed her neck all the way to her charming collarbone, and my lips caressed it lightly, leaving the imprint of "visit here" everywhere I went.Yi Ran snorted softly, opened her eyes in a daze, and an unbearable snort was mixed in her voice: "Joss...will you love me?"
My head buzzed, Joss, what the hell are you doing? Would you... love her? Would you be responsible for doing this? Your reason still can't overcome the desire in your heart.
The author has something to say: I had something to do two days ago, so I stopped updating it!
Dear, it won't happen in the future!
What does this mean, is Joss going to love Yiran?Is she going to give up Qi Zi?
What kind of character is our Qi Zi, how can we do what she wants!
The war of the three women is about to begin!
If you like it, please collect it!
☆、We are as you can see
Yiran seemed to see my uneasiness, and suddenly hugged me tightly, shaking his head, tears slid down my face, and sobbed softly: "Jos... I shouldn't ask you this, I'm sorry, I'm sorry , don't leave me, don't leave me..."
My heart was pulled together, scattered and unreal kisses fell on Yi Ran's beautiful hair, I didn't speak, I just let her hug me quietly.
'Joss...you will never know how much I love you. For you, I did things that no one else would do in their lifetime, because you promised me that you would wait for me to stand in the same position as Qi Zi , just be my bodyguard. "Yi Ran kissed me while crying, her tears were the bitterest I have ever tasted.
I naturally know what the things she refers to are nothing more than unspoken rules, but I don't know what kind of unspoken rules she has been subjected to.Only at this moment, she truly belongs to me.
"Don't be afraid, let me love you, okay." I pressed my lips against Yi Ran's ear and said softly.
Yi Ran trembled, silent for a long time, then nodded.When her body was unobstructed in front of me, I felt a burst of heat in my head and kissed her lightly.
"Hmm~~~" Yi Ran stuck her fingers into my hair, and couldn't help but groan.
Abandoning that beautiful mountain peak, I began to slowly explore the deepest grassland. What I didn't expect was that it had become a swamp, as if it had rained, and it was wet everywhere...
I raised my head and kissed her lips. At the moment when we were both overwhelmed, Yiran hummed involuntarily and kept calling my name. Soon, her body twitched violently, and then fell heavily on the ground. In my arms, I opened my eyes tiredly, and looked at me with a flushed face: "Joss, I love you, I only love you in my whole life!"
"Yeah!" I responded lightly.Kissed her forehead, "Go to sleep! Be good."
Yiran closed her eyes in a daze, snuggled into my arms, and fell asleep peacefully. Throughout the night, there was a quiet smile on the corner of her mouth.Maybe it was because I was too tired. This night, I slept very deeply. When I woke up, Yiran was already sitting on the head of the bed. Her shy expression reminded me of what happened last night. It wasn't just her, I felt shy all over, because I saw that there were still traces of our love on Yiran's neck.
"Joss, you're awake, what do you want to eat, I'll make it for you!" Yi Ran looked at me happily.
"The omelette is ready, I only have eggs and bread at home." I stretched myself and smiled apologetically.
"I'll call you when I'm done cooking, you go to bed first!" Yi Ran left a light kiss on my forehead, turned around and ran out.
I looked at the messy room and the torn sheets, my brain hurt badly, I was not drunk last night, I was sober, I asked for Yiran in this situation, there is no room for any explanation!
After getting dressed, I walked gently to the living room, collapsed on the sofa as if paralyzed, kept smoking, and puffed in the room!
"Oops!" Yi Ran screamed from the kitchen, and before I could stand up, Yi Ran came out with a gray face, "Joss, I'm sorry, I broke your tomato juice!"
I saw the bright red tomato juice hanging on Yiran's clothes, and couldn't help but smile: "You should worry about yourself first, look at your clothes, go to the room and change one, find one in my closet That's good, there should be something you can wear."
"Yeah!" Yi Ran nodded shyly and walked towards the second floor.
At this time, the doorbell was suddenly rang eagerly. Who would come to my house so early?I muttered and opened the door.When I saw the person at the door, I stood there blankly, at a loss, her.Why do you still come to my house?
"you……"
Before I could say anything, Qi Zi stepped forward and hugged me tightly, her head resting on my chest, her voice trembling: "I thought something happened to you, it scared me to death! Xu An'an said there was a man I came to my office to find you, and then you ran out in a bad mood, if I had been there at that time, I would have..."
"Qi Zi, why did you come here!" I interrupted her, in fact, I was afraid of what I would hear later, don't give me hope anymore, don't shake my determination anymore, don't let me hurt others anymore.
"I came to see you! I came here just after getting off the plane. Fortunately, you are fine." Qi Zi sighed lightly, closed her eyes heavily, and still hugged me tightly.
Seeing her thick eyelashes trembling slightly, and the indelible weather and fatigue on her face, I couldn't bear to break her beauty, so I could only let her hug me.
Suddenly, a strong wind blew over, and I couldn't help shivering, which made me wake up a lot.What I want is a person who can really be by my side, not a goddess who treats me hot and cold, stands at an endless distance from me, and is at the pinnacle of life!
"Qi Zi, go back!" I pushed Qi Zi away and looked at her lightly.
Qi Zi's expression changed slightly, her lips trembled, and there was a hint of sourness in her voice: "So, now that I'm here, is it too late?"
"You belong to everyone, but not to me." I patted her on the shoulder and smiled wryly.
"Joss! How can you say that about me? Do you know where I went? Do you know what I did? Why do you say that about me? What qualifications do you have? You don't understand anything!" Qi Zi's eyes were red Looking at me, those eyes, which were as bright as black gems, were instantly covered with crystal mist.
"I don't understand anything, and I don't want to understand. It's too tiring to understand you!" I said coldly, holding back the sour breath from the tip of my nose.
Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain, Qi Zi, what you don’t know is that when you are in pain, I am in more pain than you; when you are happy with others, I look at you and bless you, but the corner of my eyes is yours Not paying attention to loneliness.You are so beautiful, I don't deserve it!
I am an agent who puts my life first, how can I have love, how can I bring you into it!You and Yiran are the people I will let go or hurt.
Qi Zi sniffed, closed her eyes lightly, and said quietly, "Joss, I'll tell you where I went, are you interested in listening?"
Before I could speak, I heard Yi Ran's surprised voice from upstairs: "Sister Qi Zi!"
Hearing that familiar voice, I didn't have time to look at Qi Zi's expression, I turned my head suddenly, Yi Ran walked downstairs from the second floor in my pajamas, walked to me quietly, looked at me, then at me Qi Zi, lowered her head and stopped talking.
The sun shone on her body, and the snow-white neck formed a strong contrast with the bright red hickey.
I dare not look back, dare not look at Qi Zi's expression, dare not imagine what kind of mood Qi Zi is in now.
"Joss, is this... is what you want to tell me?" Qi Zi's voice was hoarse, with obvious tremors mixed in.
"Ah."
"You...what is the relationship, or what happened between you?" This sentence was spoken very slowly, as if afraid of hearing the answer, but had to know the answer.
When I opened my mouth, I found that my throat was so dry that I couldn't make a sound. After a long silence, I said in a broken voice that couldn't be hoarse: "We... are just like what you see."
The author has something to say: Ah!What kind of omen is this, is Joss really going to be with Yi Ran?
Then what about our Qi Zi sister paper!
☆ Let's live together
As soon as the words came out, I saw the unbelievable expression on Yiran's face, including joy, worry, and fear. She raised her head, bit her lower lip, and tears flowed from the corners of her eyes.Are there only tears between the three of us?Still, the three of us will be entangled together for life and life.
There was despair in Qi Zi's voice, but also a hint of pity, and she said slowly: "Joss, I hope you don't regret your choice! Please don't hurt Yi Ran either. Those women you hurt are distributed in All over the world, including the person who is buried in the ground. Therefore, cherish the people in front of you...and the best love they give you. Those things are more fragile than passing clouds. Joss, you are not that great, I want love to stop and wait for you!"
I didn't answer, and then I heard the heavy closing sound, and she left... At that moment, I couldn't hold back the tears I pretended to be strong, and fell down.
"You still love her, don't you?" Yi Ran looked at me in pain.
"Still in love? Never loved, how can you say that now. I just feel like I'm an asshole, hurt everyone, and one day I'll hurt you too." I crouched on the ground, trembling.
"Joss, let's live together!" Yi Ran said without any waves in his tone.
I buried my head deeply, and said after a long time: "Do you really want to do this? Are you not afraid? What if I leave you one day?"
"Leave me? Why?"
"For your own good!"
"Then I will be obedient and let you go obediently, not to disturb you, not to trouble you, just hope that you don't forget me. Joss, you have to remember that there is a girl named Yiran, she is very stupid, love Pass you! Even if I know I will be hurt, I still won’t give up on you unless you fall in love with someone else.”
I was startled in my head, stood up and kissed her soft lips, domineering and merciless... At this moment, she is mine!Yi Ran wrapped her hands around my waist, kissed me back hard, pressed against my body, trying to blend into one body with me.When I knew I was about to suffocate, I slowly let go of her. Yi Ran looked at me with blurred eyes, her lips were slightly swollen.
I smiled lightly and said: "Eat quickly, if you don't eat, I will eat you!"
Yi Ran blushed, hit me lightly, turned around and went into the kitchen.When I was having a hot breakfast with Yi Ran, I didn't know what Qi Zi was like.
After leaving my house, Qi Zi wandered the streets like a walking dead. Many people recognized her, and a group of high school students rushing to school rushed to her, scrambling for her autograph.
"Go away!" Qi Zi looked at the group of people coldly, a contemptuous smile emerged from the corner of her mouth.
A boy wearing glasses opened his mouth in disbelief, and immediately reacted, and said angrily, "What are you looking for! Without the people like us who bought your album and listened to your concert, you would be able to get to where you are today in this circle." Humph! They say you have a bad temper, but I don’t think it’s just bad! You’re simply uneducated.”
Qi Zi's eyes fell on the boy's face like knives, making him feel uncomfortable all over, and her voice was as cold as ice: "What did you just say? Tell me the fuck again!"
The boy stomped his feet and roared, "How dare an entertainer swear at his fans! Do you still want to be in this circle? Let me tell you, you are not the only one who can sing in this circle!"
"That's right, Yiran released a new single recently, it's very good!"
"Isn't she? She's so gentle, she doesn't have airs at all! How is it like you? Shopping for something and bringing a truck is a prodigal!"
There was a lot of discussion in the crowd, and Qi Zi felt that it was like a sea wave, one wave after another kept hitting her, and then drowned her!
"Enough! You guys are fucking endless. If you like Yi Ran, go to her and ask for her autograph. Why pester me!" Qi Zi finally roared unbearably.
"What the hell are you, how dare you yell at me!" the man with glasses shouted as he threw down his schoolbag.
Qi Zi picked up her bag and slapped him hard on the head...
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