mindless corpse
Chapter 92
Not hesitating to sacrifice the lives of others for their own sake. Zhao Jueran put clothes on Yi Ran, "I'm going back to sleep, you can sleep here all night, with Yi Ran." "
After Zhao Jueran left, I sat on the sofa and looked at Yi Ran's peaceful sleeping face. My tears dripped down on Yi Ran's soft cheeks unknowingly: "I'm sorry..."
The author has something to say: the so-called unreliable truth that Joss’ mother told Joss was in Chapter 90—the source of love and hate.
In fact, everyone is "bad" for a reason, there is no absolute good person, and there is no absolute bad person.
The role of Joss' mother is, in a way, a bad person, but her good side is her love for Joss.
She is a woman who is full of scheming, unscrupulous and even sloppy in her private life, but she is indeed a good mother.
It's coming to an end, I'm so exhausted, I won't be killed in the future, and the two pits will open together...
☆, things are different
In my sleep, I vaguely felt something sneaking behind me. I wanted to struggle more, but found that I couldn't move at all. I wanted to speak, but I couldn't make a sound.When I finally opened my eyes, it was already broad daylight outside.My body has long been tied tightly with ropes, and when I wanted to shout out, I saw Yi Ran's heavily made-up face.
"You woke up, did you sleep well last night?" Yi Ran changed into a new short skirt, a black leather one-piece skirt with a hollowed-out back, long black hair scattered on both sides, paired with a bright red skirt. Lips, faintly carrying an indescribable charm and sensuality.
"Yi Ran, what are you going to do, let me go!" I didn't struggle, but looked at Yi Ran calmly, because I knew that the struggle at this time was just meaningless reluctance.
Yi Ran looked at me silently, her dark pupils regained her former spirit, stared at me for a long time, and suddenly laughed: "Joss, do you know? You slept next to me last night, and I When I saw you after waking up, I couldn't help taking a photo, and I'm going to send it to Qi Zi now, telling her that you are with me now."
"Are you crazy! Let me go!"
"Let go of you? Hahahahaha!" Yi Ran burst into laughter suddenly, and handed the phone to me while shaking. On the screen of the phone, Yi Ran and I were lying together, and Yi Ran was lying in my arms like a bird. , and my hand is now inside her dress.On the screen, she has already changed her clothes and returned to her previous appearance. She is completely different from the one she was yesterday.
I began to doubt what Zhao Jueran said to me. After much deliberation, it was just a trap, a bitter trick, one willing to fight and one willing to suffer.
"I'm going to send it to Qi Zi now. What do you think will happen to Qi Zi when she finds out? Will she have a heart attack and die? Huh? Hahahaha!" Yi Ran sat on the ground and laughed loudly, pointing her fingers continuously. Pressing the screen of the phone, after a while, I heard the notification tone of the text message.
My original guilt towards Yi Ran has been completely buried by the anger at this moment. Looking at Yi Ran's gradually enlarged face in front of me, I feel sick to my stomach.
"Do you like me? Joss, you like me, right? Don't be shy, I'll send the video to Qi Zi later, but your posture doesn't seem very graceful." Yi Ran took a cup from the side, inside Filled with transparent liquid, shaking in the cup, "Come on, Joss, open your mouth, you will like this feeling."
I know it's aphrodisiac, looking at Yi Ran's smiling face, I want to hit this woman for the first time!
"Yiran, you'd better stop in moderation, or you'll regret it!" I said coldly.
"Regret?" Yi Ran was stunned, then gently put the cup aside, raised her hand and slapped me hard on the face, her cheeks were burning with pain, before I could react, Yi Ran raised her hand again His hand slapped me across the face, and from the corner of my eye, I caught a glimpse of the almost crazy passion in Yi Ran's eyes, which was the desire to be bloodthirsty.
"Does it hurt? I should let you have a good taste of the physical injuries your father brought to me. Compared with those, what you suffered is insignificant." Yi Ran seemed to be crazy, picked up the cup and poured the potion on me. On his face, the hot cheeks became more painful due to the stimulation of the potion. I felt that the whole face was about to burn. Yiran's ferocious smile gradually expanded and expanded...
"Joss, which one is more uncomfortable than the pain in the body or the pain in the heart, huh?" Yi Ran pinched my chin and looked at me with raised eyebrows. At this moment, she looked like a ghost crawling back from hell. His whole body was full of unconcealable hostility.
"Pain? Do you know it hurts? Have you ever felt it? Have you ever truly loved someone?" I tried my best to throw Yi Ran aside, "You don't love me, no, you never even I know what love is. You are by my side, and you have worked hard since you approached me. You have tried every means to occupy me. Maybe you don’t even know why you are with me. In order to reach an agreement with Qiao Yujin, or To prove that you are no worse than Qi Zi! You have always only loved yourself, and you always said that others are hurting you, it is because you can't see the harm you are doing to others!"
Shouting these words in one breath, I watched Yi Ran's face gradually turning ashen, and my heart gradually calmed down.Maybe my analysis is right, Yiran doesn't love me, doesn't love anyone, her aggressiveness drives all her crazy actions, she single-handedly planned her and Qiao Yujin's wedding, but never thought that it was Qiao Yu The biggest irony of Jin was that it was a nightmare that Qiao Yujin had never imagined.In this way, it was born in Yiran's hands!
"No, it's not like this..." Yi Ran slumped to the side, muttering to herself, her eyes became hollow.
"Iran..."
Suddenly, a familiar phone rang. It was my mobile phone. Hearing the sound, Yi Ran hurried over to turn on the phone. After pressing a few times, I heard the voice inside:
"Joss, where are you? Come back quickly, Qi Zi's condition is extremely deteriorating, and she will undergo a second heart transplant at three o'clock this afternoon."
It was Liang Junheng's voice, and there was a buzzing sound in my head, as if it had exploded.Qi Zi is going to have a second transplant operation, so what is the chance of success?Perhaps, like walking a high-altitude tightrope, there is only a thin line between life and death.
Yi Ran's expression gradually returned to normal, and he said to me: "Second transplantation? That's funny, it's better to say that he died directly on the operating table. Joss, she must have seen the photo I sent. Together, imagine how she feels now. Doesn’t it feel good to be abandoned when facing death alone? Hahahaha!"
"Let go of me, you lunatic, let me go!!!" I struggled to get rid of the shackles, the fear in my heart was constantly growing, I was afraid that Qi Zi would just leave me like this, at the last moment of her life, She didn't see me.
"Let go of you? You're dreaming!" Yi Ran grabbed my hair and said viciously, "I want you to see with your own eyes how Qi Zi died alone on the operating table. I want you to live a worse life." Die! Then I will kill you again, and then we will die together! Hahaha! I want to be buried with you, even if I go to hell, I will not fulfill the two of you! Joss, did you hear that even death requires everyone Die together!!!"
Time seemed to stand still like this. I looked at Yi Ran's disgusted face, and I suddenly wanted to take out that miniature pistol and kill her with the only bullet in it...
The sound of heavy footsteps came from inside. Listening to the sound, there should be no less than ten people.If so, seeing Qiao Yujin leading the men of the mercenary regiment with a serious face, and seeing Zhao Jueran standing aside, I probably know the whole story.
What should come, everything has come...
The hands were ticking, and watching the minute hand getting closer and closer to the center, my heart gradually became uneasy.Zhao Jueran told me that at twelve o'clock today, everything will be settled. My mother called Qiao Yujin and told him that she was going to make a settlement with Qiao Yujin at twelve o'clock today.
5 minutes before twelve o'clock, I saw the seriousness on Qiao Yujin's face, and gently closed my eyes...
One second, two seconds, three seconds, four seconds...
Suddenly, a sharp car whistle came from outside the house. Before I could open my eyes, someone tied a layer of black cloth over my eyes, and then I was carried out of the warehouse by two men.I couldn't see the sun outside, but felt the biting cold, I couldn't help but opened my mouth and asked, "Is it going to snow?"
"No." Zhao Jueran whispered in my ear.
"What's the date today?"
"December 24th, tomorrow is Christmas."
"Christmas? Will it snow tomorrow for Christmas?"
"do not know."
The footsteps of high heels came from my ears, and then I heard Qiao Yujin's angry voice: "Where's that woman Pei Junqi?"
"Entrusted by Ms. Lulu Lane, the supreme ruler of the Ryan family, for the sake of Ms. Pei Junqi's safety, this time we are here to pick up her daughter Joss back. Please also ask Mr. Qiao Yujin to show us face, no It’s not good to use guns, but once you do, it’s not good for anyone, is it?” It was Lynne’s voice, this woman is still here, this stupid woman who will never give up no matter how many times she fails.
"You replace Pei Junqi? Lynn, why do you replace her!" Qiao Yujin said with a sneer.
"Because we have taken the benefits of the Ryan family, we have to do things for them. Don't you understand the reason? Today, I will take Jos away no matter what, so Mr. Qiao Yujin, it's best not to force me to open the bolt. With confidence in her voice, Lynn turned to me and said, "Joss, come here!"
"What?" I said in disbelief.
"Joss listened to me and walked towards me following my voice. Qiao Yujin didn't dare to shoot you."
Lynn's voice was full of domineering and majestic, I tentatively opened my legs, and walked straight ahead following the voice, my body was still tied with a rope, and the black cloth on my eyes was not removed, so I could only take a step forward One step forward, when I asked about the smell of perfume on Lynn, I wanted to run over, only to hear a dull gunshot behind me, and then my left arm was stabbed, and the bullet flew along my left arm In the past, before I could yell "pain", I was pulled out by a hand, and then there was a hail of bullets.
From time to time, bullets flew past me. I was pulled by that hand and hid behind a car. The rope on my body was untied. I quickly took off the black cloth covering my eyes, and Lynn was in front of me. That familiar face.
After simply bandaging my wound, Lynn took out a pistol and stuffed it into my hand: "Promise me, there will be a Hummer waiting for you through the bushes, and your mother will be inside."
"What about you?" I pulled the bolt, "Let's go together, I'll be your bridesmaid, right?"
"Fool, listen to me. Just now I received news from my boss that Qiao Yujin had told the police about the matter in advance, and the police may have arrived by now. Your mother is still a wanted criminal, and Qiao Yujin will fight to the death. You have to get rid of her to get rid of her, so that the police will be involved. Listen to me, you must leave here, if you can't leave safely, then you will go to jail for your mother, and any crime will make you unable to Get away. The reason why your mother didn't show up is because she knew that Qiao Yujin still had scruples. If she showed up, Qiao Yujin might do something crazy to die with her. At that time, who would we Don't even think about leaving safely."
I held the pistol, raised my head and kissed Lynne's lips: "Silly woman, don't meet me again in your next life!"
Seeing the tears in Lynn's eyes, I took the gun and ran towards the woods without looking back. While running, I wanted to avoid the hail of bullets. When I looked back and saw Lynn who was still fighting hard, I suddenly wanted to cry. Bite the bullet, I ran into the woods, and within a short distance, I saw Yi Ran standing in front of me, seeing me, Yi Ran had no expression on her face, she was wearing a long skirt that dragged the floor, covered with snow-white fur, Standing in the woods, looking at me.
"Where do you want to go?" Yi Ran asked.
"It has nothing to do with you, get out of here quickly." When I passed by Yi Ran, Yi Ran grabbed my wrist, "What are you doing?"
"You can't leave here, the car over there has already left, you go with me, we both leave here together."
"madman!"
I shook off Yi Ran's hand and walked straight ahead, but I heard Yi Ran shouting behind me: "Jos, don't go, the car has already left! Get out of here with me!"
I ignored Yi Ran's nonsense and ran over quickly. Maybe running away is not a good way, but this is the only thing I can do.Finally running out of the woods, I slumped on the ground, looking at the empty land in front of me and the ruts of the cars on the ground, I laughed helplessly.
"Joss, that woman Pei Junqi is so heartless, she left you alone!" Qiao Yujin appeared behind me at some point and said with a gun pointed at my head.
"You want to kill me? But I don't want to die yet." I stood up and looked Qiao Yujin in the eyes, "I'm going to see Qi Zi."
"That depends on your mother. If she shows up before the police arrive, I will let you go. If she still doesn't show up, then you will go to jail instead of her. Her most precious you are also ruined by her." In my hand." Qiao Yujin said without changing his expression.
"Oh, do you know? Everyone is lying to me, only Qi Zi can't, so I love her. Just now I thought Yi Ran was lying to me too, so I didn't choose to believe, so I fell into your trap. Yes At that time, I didn’t know what was real and what was fake, so I had no choice but to escape.” I rubbed my sore eye sockets, saw Yi Ran standing not far away, and shouted loudly: “What exactly do you want?”
Yi Ran blinked, looked at me with a smile, and said loudly: "I want too much, I want to kill you and Qi Zi, and delete you from my memory, but I can't do it. In the end, you will win this battle!" Yi Ran came over and put the phone into my palm, I opened it and found that it was a phone without a calling card, and the photo she wanted to send to Qi Zi was stored in it .
"Joss, do you believe in love at first sight?" Yi Ran smoothed the broken hair on my forehead for me, "I believe it, I fell in love with you from the first time I saw you in front of the camera, even though I knew you The person I am looking for in the crowd can never be me. You are what I lost. When I find it again, it may be unrecognizable, it may be dazzling, but it will never be the same .”
"So?" I choked out.
Yi Ran took out a miniature pistol and unbolted it, held it in his hand, and looked at me with a faint smile on the corner of his mouth, just like the first time I saw her, pure and beautiful, the sun shining on her, warm Dazzling, she is an angel who came to the world, but she still has to go back.
"So, if I can't get it, I won't get it after all, but I will still be unwilling, and I will still torture myself. Instead of doing this, it's better to give myself a relief." There was a bleak smile on Yi Ran's mouth, she The long black hair fluttered behind her, carrying a lonely beauty.
I seemed to hear the sirens of the police, and saw Qiao Yujin's tense face, and I knew it was not my illusion.
Yi Ran looked at Qiao Yujin, who was holding a gun in his hand but couldn't hide the strong trembling of his body, then looked up at the blue sky, and said softly, "Did you hear that? It's the sirens. The police are here, and you have to leave." , the moment the police arrive, everyone will have a result. Don’t worry, I will watch you leave, at least, I will not leave before you. Joss, I am defeated no matter how you treat me , no matter what you have done to me, I still love you."
Sitting in the police car with electronic handcuffs on my hands, the moment the car started, I heard a sharp gunshot.
The author has something to say: In fact, the author likes the character of Yi Ran, but in love, someone will always be hurt.
Between Joss and Lynn, for Lynn, it was love.
Between Joss and Yiran, to Yiran, it was love.
Between Joss and Qi Zi, for them, that is love.
Joss is not a god, she cannot be perfect, she is destined to hurt some people, even if she doesn't want to, there is nothing she can do about it.
Guess what that gunshot meant?
☆, finale
A dream, I had a strange dream...
In the dream, Qi Zi and I were lying on the hospital bed together, in a room full of disinfectant and surrounded by clean white walls, we hugged each other without too many words, waiting for Christmas together...
I looked at her thin face, but the corners of her chapped mouth were still rising.
"What do you wish for?" I touched her weak hands, sticking them to the place closest to my heart.
Qi Zi smiled: "I hope to be a man in my next life, so that I can have a healthy body, and then I can protect you."
"Fool, if you become a man, I won't like you!" I stroked Qi Zi's long hair and said with a smile.
"Then if I become ugly, will you still like me?" Qi Zi pouted unhappily and looked at me with raised eyebrows.
"No." I giggled, and pulled Qi Zi into my arms, Qi Zi, I hope that in the next life we won't torture each other again, I hope that in the next life, you won't meet me again.
Suddenly, Qi Zi raised her head and looked at me: "Joss, do you think it will snow on Christmas? I like snow, and I want to see snow on the last Christmas of my life...I love snow so much, just like You too……"
I don't know what time it is outside, I was taken from the dark room to another room by two policemen, there was only a bed, a toilet, a washbasin and the swinging lamp on the roof... This is the room I lived in before the sentencing.
Seeing that they were about to lock the door when they turned around, I quickly asked, "What time is it?"
One of the policemen took one look at me and said, "It's already dawn."
"Is it Christmas today?" I felt like my heart was about to jump out.
The two looked at each other, and then replied: "Yes."
"So... is it snowing today? Please, tell me, is there any snow this Christmas?" I grabbed the wrist of one of them, with the slightest hope in my eyes.
"It's sunny today with no snow."
After the two of them had left, I sat on the edge of the bed dully, there was no snow this Christmas, did it really snow?
"Why it came out like this……"
Half a month after Christmas, I was brought to court. I saw Lynn in the public gallery. Her condition was not very optimistic, but I still saw the ring on her ring finger.
The verdict came out. I held 80% of the company’s private assets. As the legal representative of the company, I was sentenced to 200 years in prison. I was charged with illegally smuggling military weapons and fined [-] million US dollars.
From the beginning to the end, I didn't see anyone other than me, an outsider, who belonged to the company I was the legal representative of, including my mother.
A month later, Lynn came to see me, and her mental state seemed to have recovered a little. Seeing me, Lynn burst into tears instantly.
"Why do you want to do this? I'm fine. In prison, I have my own room." I forced myself to pull out an ugly smile, looked down at the ugly prison uniform I was wearing, and looked at Lin with some embarrassment. kindness.
"Okay, I'm worried about you. I've contacted your mother and she said..."
"Okay, let's change the subject." I don't want to mention my mother now, not because I hate her, but because I think she has no meaning to me, "You get married!"
"Yes, I'm married, but it's a pity that you are not the bridesmaid." Lynn said.
"Hehehe, that's my fault, take care of yourself."
"Ah."
The atmosphere fell into silence again. I looked at Lynn, and finally couldn't help asking: "How is Qi Zi? Is she okay? By the way, did you tell her that I was sentenced? You can't tell She, what if she is in a hurry, you help me take good care of her, ten years is very short, just like before. She waited for ten years, and it seems that she will wait for me for another ten years, she..."
"Joss." Lynn interrupted the endless talk to herself, and looked at me fixedly, "You should be clear about some things."
I didn't speak, just nodded, and the last trace of hope in my heart finally disappeared completely.I stood up and walked inside, every step I took was extremely difficult, I didn't stop, I just kept walking forward...
"Joss!" Lynn called to stop me, "Qiao Yujin was sent back to China and sentenced to death. Zhao Jueran's whereabouts are unknown, and I can't find her whereabouts. Yiran, you know that when you were taken by the police On the day she left, she shot herself with your miniature pistol."
Although I already guessed it, when I heard Lynn tell me the truth again, my heart was still shocked, and I sighed: "Other people's affairs have nothing to do with me."
"Does it have to be like this?"
"Lynne, let me ask you one more thing, okay?"
"You said."
I turned my head, looked at Lynn who was five meters away from me, and said loudly, "Is there any snow that Christmas? You have to be honest with me."
Lynn was startled for a moment, then looked into my eyes, and shook her head slightly: "Sorry, that Christmas, there was no snow, and the weather...was sunny."
Those were the last words I said to Lynn, and when I got back to my room, I looked around at the emptiness and threw myself on the hard bed.There was only me, only a vague figure, and only one memory that could never be erased. In this way, I spent three years of colorless time in prison.
The days in prison are transparent. I have no expectations, no hopes, and no courage to persevere.I don't know what I did all this for in the end, and I don't know what reason I have, but I persisted, and suddenly I felt ridiculous, I kept doing things that I didn't know the cause and effect, but I was still stupid complacent.
Qi Zi has completely disappeared from my life, from this world......
This is what I should have thought a long time ago. Now, I don't have any reason to deceive myself, to deceive myself about the fact that she will leave me eventually.
At this moment, I didn't cry. Perhaps, from this moment on, I will no longer have tears. My hard shell has grown intact under the deception and use of others.
My father Qiao Yujin was sentenced to death, my mother Pei Jun disappeared, Zhao Jueran disappeared, Yi Ran committed suicide by drinking a bullet, everything came to an end, everything was completely over.
One day three years later, without any preparation, the prison guard told me that I was released early due to special reasons, and the date of release was Christmas.
For me, a person who has no expectations for this world, this is not exciting news, but I can't refuse it, because of a special reason I don't know, I should have spent ten years in prison , will be over soon.
The high gate of the prison was opened again. I was stung by the sun under the dark clouds and had a headache. I couldn't help but stretch out my hand to cover my eyes. An abandoned person, how long has not seen the sun, I have forgotten.
Sensing a chill on the back of my neck, I raised my head to look at the sky, and before I knew it, it was snowing...
Today is December 25th, Christmas Day, my first day out of prison after three years of incarceration.
Three years ago, there was no snow at Christmas, not as Qi Zi wished, and the last Christmas in her life was without snow, without me...
Christmas in New York is shrouded in white, there are Santa Claus everywhere, there are Christmas trees full of gifts everywhere, and people are recklessly rejoicing on the street, only me is an exception.
"Sister, this is for you." A blond boy threw a pack of Christmas candies at me, smiled and disappeared into the white-shrouded street.
I tried my best to control the tears in the corners of my eyes, but they still flowed down unsatisfactorily, and flowed into my mouth mixed with snow water, bitter, astringent, and painful!I want to cry loudly, I want to exile myself and go with the flow, but I still can't forget the last little hope in my heart. I want to go to the place where Qi Zi told me that she is willing to wait for me.
I stopped a taxi, and I told the driver the address. When the driver drove me to my destination, I realized that it was a very special store named "a mailbox that can send gifts to any corner of the world." .
When I came to the store, I saw an overweight man sitting in the room, playing with his Christmas tree with great interest. When he saw me, he smiled and nodded: "Excuse me, where do you want to mail the gifts?"
"Is it really possible to post anywhere?" I asked in a low voice. I haven't contacted anyone for three years, and I have already developed a fear of others.
"As long as you want to belong, you will come." The fat boss smiled at me.
"I...I want to ask you a question..."
"You said."
I lowered my head and paused for a long time, finally mustered up the courage, raised my head, and finished speaking in one breath: "I want to ask you, can you post me to heaven."
"What?" The store owner couldn't understand my question.
"Didn't you say it can be anywhere? Then can you post me to heaven." I looked at the shop owner and said, God knows how much I want to see him nodding without hesitation at this moment.
The shop owner didn't speak, but looked at me blankly, as if he was a puppet, and kept looking at me like this.
I was overwhelmed by his look, I bowed my head and stopped talking.
"Go to heaven? Who do you want to find in heaven?"
Only at this moment, I feel that I have arrived in the kingdom of heaven, because only in the kingdom of heaven can I see her, and only in the kingdom of heaven can I hear her voice.I dare not look back, for fear of breaking the last ray of hope in my heart that I don't even know myself.
"Why don't you answer, that girl is talking to you." The fat boss turned me around and pointed at the person opposite, "She is talking to you."
The woman on the opposite side has long hair hanging behind her, wearing a white coat, her eyebrows are curved, her pair of rippling water eyes are playful, the corners of her mouth are raised upwards, and she is sticking out her tongue at me, her white and tender cheeks are flushed with cold .Unlike before, she has become more mature, is it because of the three-year-old boy she is holding by the hand?
"Mom..." The boy looked at me, his big blue eyes were rolling around, his golden curly hair was a little messed up by the wind, he looked at me for a while, and then hid behind her.
"He knows you, but he's not used to it." She pampered the boy's head and looked at me with a smile.
I moved away, walked to her step by step, stretched out my hand and gently outlined this face that I wanted to forget with my fingers, the more unforgettable, the more I will remember it.My tears fell drop by drop, the moment I touched her wet cheeks, I hugged Qi Zi tightly in my arms.
With the same taste and feeling as before, Qi Zi hugged me and buried her cheek in my neck: "Joss, I miss you so much..."
"Why didn't anyone tell me, it's okay not to see me, do you know how many times I wanted to commit suicide?" I cried, "I thought I was abandoned, I was always alone, I don't know What reason do I have to keep going?"
"You feel my presence, right? You still have expectations in your heart, don't you?" Qi Zi raised her head and tiptoed to kiss my lips, "Joss, I love you!"
The ground is already covered with thick snow, and the streets of New York are full of Christmas trees and smiles everywhere.
The boy ran ahead and walked down the street holding hands with Qi Zi. Seeing the happiness on Qi Zi's face, I couldn't help laughing out loud. I never knew that Christmas was such a beautiful festival.
"What are you laughing at?" Qi Zi pinched my cheek, tilted her head and kissed my cheek, then giggled.
"Does it feel reborn?" I said to Qi Zi.
"Really? So how do you want to celebrate?"
"Listen to you. But I have a question." I stopped suddenly, pointed to the boy who also stopped in front of me and was looking back at me, and said to Qi Zi in a serious manner: "Tell me, whose child is that?"
"Mine." Qi Zi also said solemnly.
"Hey, that kid is blond and blue-eyed!"
"I asked Anderson for it. Anyway, he gave birth to three sons, so it would be nice to give one to me!"
"That's okay too?" My eyes have never been so wide as they are now.
"Why not?" Qi Zi looked at me arrogantly, then waved at the boy, "Alva, this is your little mother, called mother."
"Mom..." Alva timidly called out and ran away.
Qi Zi looked at Alva's little figure running in the snow, and interlocked my fingers: "It seems that it will take some time for him to accept you as a new mother."
"Hey, have you ever thought that if I was really imprisoned for ten years, would you just hide it from me like this?" I hugged Qi Zi and kissed her hairline. The two of us were left standing in the white snow, and I could clearly hear her strong heartbeat.
"What's the matter, at worst, I'll wait for you for another ten years."
The author has something to say: Ahhhhhh! ! !It's finally over! ! !
ten laps...
I am very grateful to the readers who have been with me all the time. After such a long interval and no update for more than a month, I thought no one would read my article again.I am not a person who can persevere in doing things, but this article is the only thing I insist on, and I will persist until it is finished.
I know my writing is poor, I know my plot is vulgar, but I also know that I am working hard to complete my work.
In Jinjiang, I am just a little transparent person who cannot be named. In life, I am an introverted person who is not good at talking to others, but writing articles made me discover that my inner world can be shared with others .
The article "Unintentional Corpse", to put it bluntly, has a common feature between Qi Zi and Joss, and even between all of them, that is, distrust.
Loving someone but not being able to truly trust someone is a common problem for everyone.
It is also what the author wants to express in this article.
This is a Lily novel. Lily is an unpopular online novel. I didn't think I could stick to it. Really, I never thought of it.
There is still a bit of entanglement, that is, whether I should write a side story, or add the protagonist in the next modern article, and how many shots will I have?Let's give an opinion together!Finally, let's take a look at everyone's comments.
After finishing this article, I will write "The Days of Treasure Hunting with the Queen", and strive to explode updates, and those that have not been updated will not be uploaded, and I hope everyone will support them.
Originally, this article took the route of abuse, but I still hope to have a good ending.
After Zhao Jueran left, I sat on the sofa and looked at Yi Ran's peaceful sleeping face. My tears dripped down on Yi Ran's soft cheeks unknowingly: "I'm sorry..."
The author has something to say: the so-called unreliable truth that Joss’ mother told Joss was in Chapter 90—the source of love and hate.
In fact, everyone is "bad" for a reason, there is no absolute good person, and there is no absolute bad person.
The role of Joss' mother is, in a way, a bad person, but her good side is her love for Joss.
She is a woman who is full of scheming, unscrupulous and even sloppy in her private life, but she is indeed a good mother.
It's coming to an end, I'm so exhausted, I won't be killed in the future, and the two pits will open together...
☆, things are different
In my sleep, I vaguely felt something sneaking behind me. I wanted to struggle more, but found that I couldn't move at all. I wanted to speak, but I couldn't make a sound.When I finally opened my eyes, it was already broad daylight outside.My body has long been tied tightly with ropes, and when I wanted to shout out, I saw Yi Ran's heavily made-up face.
"You woke up, did you sleep well last night?" Yi Ran changed into a new short skirt, a black leather one-piece skirt with a hollowed-out back, long black hair scattered on both sides, paired with a bright red skirt. Lips, faintly carrying an indescribable charm and sensuality.
"Yi Ran, what are you going to do, let me go!" I didn't struggle, but looked at Yi Ran calmly, because I knew that the struggle at this time was just meaningless reluctance.
Yi Ran looked at me silently, her dark pupils regained her former spirit, stared at me for a long time, and suddenly laughed: "Joss, do you know? You slept next to me last night, and I When I saw you after waking up, I couldn't help taking a photo, and I'm going to send it to Qi Zi now, telling her that you are with me now."
"Are you crazy! Let me go!"
"Let go of you? Hahahahaha!" Yi Ran burst into laughter suddenly, and handed the phone to me while shaking. On the screen of the phone, Yi Ran and I were lying together, and Yi Ran was lying in my arms like a bird. , and my hand is now inside her dress.On the screen, she has already changed her clothes and returned to her previous appearance. She is completely different from the one she was yesterday.
I began to doubt what Zhao Jueran said to me. After much deliberation, it was just a trap, a bitter trick, one willing to fight and one willing to suffer.
"I'm going to send it to Qi Zi now. What do you think will happen to Qi Zi when she finds out? Will she have a heart attack and die? Huh? Hahahaha!" Yi Ran sat on the ground and laughed loudly, pointing her fingers continuously. Pressing the screen of the phone, after a while, I heard the notification tone of the text message.
My original guilt towards Yi Ran has been completely buried by the anger at this moment. Looking at Yi Ran's gradually enlarged face in front of me, I feel sick to my stomach.
"Do you like me? Joss, you like me, right? Don't be shy, I'll send the video to Qi Zi later, but your posture doesn't seem very graceful." Yi Ran took a cup from the side, inside Filled with transparent liquid, shaking in the cup, "Come on, Joss, open your mouth, you will like this feeling."
I know it's aphrodisiac, looking at Yi Ran's smiling face, I want to hit this woman for the first time!
"Yiran, you'd better stop in moderation, or you'll regret it!" I said coldly.
"Regret?" Yi Ran was stunned, then gently put the cup aside, raised her hand and slapped me hard on the face, her cheeks were burning with pain, before I could react, Yi Ran raised her hand again His hand slapped me across the face, and from the corner of my eye, I caught a glimpse of the almost crazy passion in Yi Ran's eyes, which was the desire to be bloodthirsty.
"Does it hurt? I should let you have a good taste of the physical injuries your father brought to me. Compared with those, what you suffered is insignificant." Yi Ran seemed to be crazy, picked up the cup and poured the potion on me. On his face, the hot cheeks became more painful due to the stimulation of the potion. I felt that the whole face was about to burn. Yiran's ferocious smile gradually expanded and expanded...
"Joss, which one is more uncomfortable than the pain in the body or the pain in the heart, huh?" Yi Ran pinched my chin and looked at me with raised eyebrows. At this moment, she looked like a ghost crawling back from hell. His whole body was full of unconcealable hostility.
"Pain? Do you know it hurts? Have you ever felt it? Have you ever truly loved someone?" I tried my best to throw Yi Ran aside, "You don't love me, no, you never even I know what love is. You are by my side, and you have worked hard since you approached me. You have tried every means to occupy me. Maybe you don’t even know why you are with me. In order to reach an agreement with Qiao Yujin, or To prove that you are no worse than Qi Zi! You have always only loved yourself, and you always said that others are hurting you, it is because you can't see the harm you are doing to others!"
Shouting these words in one breath, I watched Yi Ran's face gradually turning ashen, and my heart gradually calmed down.Maybe my analysis is right, Yiran doesn't love me, doesn't love anyone, her aggressiveness drives all her crazy actions, she single-handedly planned her and Qiao Yujin's wedding, but never thought that it was Qiao Yu The biggest irony of Jin was that it was a nightmare that Qiao Yujin had never imagined.In this way, it was born in Yiran's hands!
"No, it's not like this..." Yi Ran slumped to the side, muttering to herself, her eyes became hollow.
"Iran..."
Suddenly, a familiar phone rang. It was my mobile phone. Hearing the sound, Yi Ran hurried over to turn on the phone. After pressing a few times, I heard the voice inside:
"Joss, where are you? Come back quickly, Qi Zi's condition is extremely deteriorating, and she will undergo a second heart transplant at three o'clock this afternoon."
It was Liang Junheng's voice, and there was a buzzing sound in my head, as if it had exploded.Qi Zi is going to have a second transplant operation, so what is the chance of success?Perhaps, like walking a high-altitude tightrope, there is only a thin line between life and death.
Yi Ran's expression gradually returned to normal, and he said to me: "Second transplantation? That's funny, it's better to say that he died directly on the operating table. Joss, she must have seen the photo I sent. Together, imagine how she feels now. Doesn’t it feel good to be abandoned when facing death alone? Hahahaha!"
"Let go of me, you lunatic, let me go!!!" I struggled to get rid of the shackles, the fear in my heart was constantly growing, I was afraid that Qi Zi would just leave me like this, at the last moment of her life, She didn't see me.
"Let go of you? You're dreaming!" Yi Ran grabbed my hair and said viciously, "I want you to see with your own eyes how Qi Zi died alone on the operating table. I want you to live a worse life." Die! Then I will kill you again, and then we will die together! Hahaha! I want to be buried with you, even if I go to hell, I will not fulfill the two of you! Joss, did you hear that even death requires everyone Die together!!!"
Time seemed to stand still like this. I looked at Yi Ran's disgusted face, and I suddenly wanted to take out that miniature pistol and kill her with the only bullet in it...
The sound of heavy footsteps came from inside. Listening to the sound, there should be no less than ten people.If so, seeing Qiao Yujin leading the men of the mercenary regiment with a serious face, and seeing Zhao Jueran standing aside, I probably know the whole story.
What should come, everything has come...
The hands were ticking, and watching the minute hand getting closer and closer to the center, my heart gradually became uneasy.Zhao Jueran told me that at twelve o'clock today, everything will be settled. My mother called Qiao Yujin and told him that she was going to make a settlement with Qiao Yujin at twelve o'clock today.
5 minutes before twelve o'clock, I saw the seriousness on Qiao Yujin's face, and gently closed my eyes...
One second, two seconds, three seconds, four seconds...
Suddenly, a sharp car whistle came from outside the house. Before I could open my eyes, someone tied a layer of black cloth over my eyes, and then I was carried out of the warehouse by two men.I couldn't see the sun outside, but felt the biting cold, I couldn't help but opened my mouth and asked, "Is it going to snow?"
"No." Zhao Jueran whispered in my ear.
"What's the date today?"
"December 24th, tomorrow is Christmas."
"Christmas? Will it snow tomorrow for Christmas?"
"do not know."
The footsteps of high heels came from my ears, and then I heard Qiao Yujin's angry voice: "Where's that woman Pei Junqi?"
"Entrusted by Ms. Lulu Lane, the supreme ruler of the Ryan family, for the sake of Ms. Pei Junqi's safety, this time we are here to pick up her daughter Joss back. Please also ask Mr. Qiao Yujin to show us face, no It’s not good to use guns, but once you do, it’s not good for anyone, is it?” It was Lynne’s voice, this woman is still here, this stupid woman who will never give up no matter how many times she fails.
"You replace Pei Junqi? Lynn, why do you replace her!" Qiao Yujin said with a sneer.
"Because we have taken the benefits of the Ryan family, we have to do things for them. Don't you understand the reason? Today, I will take Jos away no matter what, so Mr. Qiao Yujin, it's best not to force me to open the bolt. With confidence in her voice, Lynn turned to me and said, "Joss, come here!"
"What?" I said in disbelief.
"Joss listened to me and walked towards me following my voice. Qiao Yujin didn't dare to shoot you."
Lynn's voice was full of domineering and majestic, I tentatively opened my legs, and walked straight ahead following the voice, my body was still tied with a rope, and the black cloth on my eyes was not removed, so I could only take a step forward One step forward, when I asked about the smell of perfume on Lynn, I wanted to run over, only to hear a dull gunshot behind me, and then my left arm was stabbed, and the bullet flew along my left arm In the past, before I could yell "pain", I was pulled out by a hand, and then there was a hail of bullets.
From time to time, bullets flew past me. I was pulled by that hand and hid behind a car. The rope on my body was untied. I quickly took off the black cloth covering my eyes, and Lynn was in front of me. That familiar face.
After simply bandaging my wound, Lynn took out a pistol and stuffed it into my hand: "Promise me, there will be a Hummer waiting for you through the bushes, and your mother will be inside."
"What about you?" I pulled the bolt, "Let's go together, I'll be your bridesmaid, right?"
"Fool, listen to me. Just now I received news from my boss that Qiao Yujin had told the police about the matter in advance, and the police may have arrived by now. Your mother is still a wanted criminal, and Qiao Yujin will fight to the death. You have to get rid of her to get rid of her, so that the police will be involved. Listen to me, you must leave here, if you can't leave safely, then you will go to jail for your mother, and any crime will make you unable to Get away. The reason why your mother didn't show up is because she knew that Qiao Yujin still had scruples. If she showed up, Qiao Yujin might do something crazy to die with her. At that time, who would we Don't even think about leaving safely."
I held the pistol, raised my head and kissed Lynne's lips: "Silly woman, don't meet me again in your next life!"
Seeing the tears in Lynn's eyes, I took the gun and ran towards the woods without looking back. While running, I wanted to avoid the hail of bullets. When I looked back and saw Lynn who was still fighting hard, I suddenly wanted to cry. Bite the bullet, I ran into the woods, and within a short distance, I saw Yi Ran standing in front of me, seeing me, Yi Ran had no expression on her face, she was wearing a long skirt that dragged the floor, covered with snow-white fur, Standing in the woods, looking at me.
"Where do you want to go?" Yi Ran asked.
"It has nothing to do with you, get out of here quickly." When I passed by Yi Ran, Yi Ran grabbed my wrist, "What are you doing?"
"You can't leave here, the car over there has already left, you go with me, we both leave here together."
"madman!"
I shook off Yi Ran's hand and walked straight ahead, but I heard Yi Ran shouting behind me: "Jos, don't go, the car has already left! Get out of here with me!"
I ignored Yi Ran's nonsense and ran over quickly. Maybe running away is not a good way, but this is the only thing I can do.Finally running out of the woods, I slumped on the ground, looking at the empty land in front of me and the ruts of the cars on the ground, I laughed helplessly.
"Joss, that woman Pei Junqi is so heartless, she left you alone!" Qiao Yujin appeared behind me at some point and said with a gun pointed at my head.
"You want to kill me? But I don't want to die yet." I stood up and looked Qiao Yujin in the eyes, "I'm going to see Qi Zi."
"That depends on your mother. If she shows up before the police arrive, I will let you go. If she still doesn't show up, then you will go to jail instead of her. Her most precious you are also ruined by her." In my hand." Qiao Yujin said without changing his expression.
"Oh, do you know? Everyone is lying to me, only Qi Zi can't, so I love her. Just now I thought Yi Ran was lying to me too, so I didn't choose to believe, so I fell into your trap. Yes At that time, I didn’t know what was real and what was fake, so I had no choice but to escape.” I rubbed my sore eye sockets, saw Yi Ran standing not far away, and shouted loudly: “What exactly do you want?”
Yi Ran blinked, looked at me with a smile, and said loudly: "I want too much, I want to kill you and Qi Zi, and delete you from my memory, but I can't do it. In the end, you will win this battle!" Yi Ran came over and put the phone into my palm, I opened it and found that it was a phone without a calling card, and the photo she wanted to send to Qi Zi was stored in it .
"Joss, do you believe in love at first sight?" Yi Ran smoothed the broken hair on my forehead for me, "I believe it, I fell in love with you from the first time I saw you in front of the camera, even though I knew you The person I am looking for in the crowd can never be me. You are what I lost. When I find it again, it may be unrecognizable, it may be dazzling, but it will never be the same .”
"So?" I choked out.
Yi Ran took out a miniature pistol and unbolted it, held it in his hand, and looked at me with a faint smile on the corner of his mouth, just like the first time I saw her, pure and beautiful, the sun shining on her, warm Dazzling, she is an angel who came to the world, but she still has to go back.
"So, if I can't get it, I won't get it after all, but I will still be unwilling, and I will still torture myself. Instead of doing this, it's better to give myself a relief." There was a bleak smile on Yi Ran's mouth, she The long black hair fluttered behind her, carrying a lonely beauty.
I seemed to hear the sirens of the police, and saw Qiao Yujin's tense face, and I knew it was not my illusion.
Yi Ran looked at Qiao Yujin, who was holding a gun in his hand but couldn't hide the strong trembling of his body, then looked up at the blue sky, and said softly, "Did you hear that? It's the sirens. The police are here, and you have to leave." , the moment the police arrive, everyone will have a result. Don’t worry, I will watch you leave, at least, I will not leave before you. Joss, I am defeated no matter how you treat me , no matter what you have done to me, I still love you."
Sitting in the police car with electronic handcuffs on my hands, the moment the car started, I heard a sharp gunshot.
The author has something to say: In fact, the author likes the character of Yi Ran, but in love, someone will always be hurt.
Between Joss and Lynn, for Lynn, it was love.
Between Joss and Yiran, to Yiran, it was love.
Between Joss and Qi Zi, for them, that is love.
Joss is not a god, she cannot be perfect, she is destined to hurt some people, even if she doesn't want to, there is nothing she can do about it.
Guess what that gunshot meant?
☆, finale
A dream, I had a strange dream...
In the dream, Qi Zi and I were lying on the hospital bed together, in a room full of disinfectant and surrounded by clean white walls, we hugged each other without too many words, waiting for Christmas together...
I looked at her thin face, but the corners of her chapped mouth were still rising.
"What do you wish for?" I touched her weak hands, sticking them to the place closest to my heart.
Qi Zi smiled: "I hope to be a man in my next life, so that I can have a healthy body, and then I can protect you."
"Fool, if you become a man, I won't like you!" I stroked Qi Zi's long hair and said with a smile.
"Then if I become ugly, will you still like me?" Qi Zi pouted unhappily and looked at me with raised eyebrows.
"No." I giggled, and pulled Qi Zi into my arms, Qi Zi, I hope that in the next life we won't torture each other again, I hope that in the next life, you won't meet me again.
Suddenly, Qi Zi raised her head and looked at me: "Joss, do you think it will snow on Christmas? I like snow, and I want to see snow on the last Christmas of my life...I love snow so much, just like You too……"
I don't know what time it is outside, I was taken from the dark room to another room by two policemen, there was only a bed, a toilet, a washbasin and the swinging lamp on the roof... This is the room I lived in before the sentencing.
Seeing that they were about to lock the door when they turned around, I quickly asked, "What time is it?"
One of the policemen took one look at me and said, "It's already dawn."
"Is it Christmas today?" I felt like my heart was about to jump out.
The two looked at each other, and then replied: "Yes."
"So... is it snowing today? Please, tell me, is there any snow this Christmas?" I grabbed the wrist of one of them, with the slightest hope in my eyes.
"It's sunny today with no snow."
After the two of them had left, I sat on the edge of the bed dully, there was no snow this Christmas, did it really snow?
"Why it came out like this……"
Half a month after Christmas, I was brought to court. I saw Lynn in the public gallery. Her condition was not very optimistic, but I still saw the ring on her ring finger.
The verdict came out. I held 80% of the company’s private assets. As the legal representative of the company, I was sentenced to 200 years in prison. I was charged with illegally smuggling military weapons and fined [-] million US dollars.
From the beginning to the end, I didn't see anyone other than me, an outsider, who belonged to the company I was the legal representative of, including my mother.
A month later, Lynn came to see me, and her mental state seemed to have recovered a little. Seeing me, Lynn burst into tears instantly.
"Why do you want to do this? I'm fine. In prison, I have my own room." I forced myself to pull out an ugly smile, looked down at the ugly prison uniform I was wearing, and looked at Lin with some embarrassment. kindness.
"Okay, I'm worried about you. I've contacted your mother and she said..."
"Okay, let's change the subject." I don't want to mention my mother now, not because I hate her, but because I think she has no meaning to me, "You get married!"
"Yes, I'm married, but it's a pity that you are not the bridesmaid." Lynn said.
"Hehehe, that's my fault, take care of yourself."
"Ah."
The atmosphere fell into silence again. I looked at Lynn, and finally couldn't help asking: "How is Qi Zi? Is she okay? By the way, did you tell her that I was sentenced? You can't tell She, what if she is in a hurry, you help me take good care of her, ten years is very short, just like before. She waited for ten years, and it seems that she will wait for me for another ten years, she..."
"Joss." Lynn interrupted the endless talk to herself, and looked at me fixedly, "You should be clear about some things."
I didn't speak, just nodded, and the last trace of hope in my heart finally disappeared completely.I stood up and walked inside, every step I took was extremely difficult, I didn't stop, I just kept walking forward...
"Joss!" Lynn called to stop me, "Qiao Yujin was sent back to China and sentenced to death. Zhao Jueran's whereabouts are unknown, and I can't find her whereabouts. Yiran, you know that when you were taken by the police On the day she left, she shot herself with your miniature pistol."
Although I already guessed it, when I heard Lynn tell me the truth again, my heart was still shocked, and I sighed: "Other people's affairs have nothing to do with me."
"Does it have to be like this?"
"Lynne, let me ask you one more thing, okay?"
"You said."
I turned my head, looked at Lynn who was five meters away from me, and said loudly, "Is there any snow that Christmas? You have to be honest with me."
Lynn was startled for a moment, then looked into my eyes, and shook her head slightly: "Sorry, that Christmas, there was no snow, and the weather...was sunny."
Those were the last words I said to Lynn, and when I got back to my room, I looked around at the emptiness and threw myself on the hard bed.There was only me, only a vague figure, and only one memory that could never be erased. In this way, I spent three years of colorless time in prison.
The days in prison are transparent. I have no expectations, no hopes, and no courage to persevere.I don't know what I did all this for in the end, and I don't know what reason I have, but I persisted, and suddenly I felt ridiculous, I kept doing things that I didn't know the cause and effect, but I was still stupid complacent.
Qi Zi has completely disappeared from my life, from this world......
This is what I should have thought a long time ago. Now, I don't have any reason to deceive myself, to deceive myself about the fact that she will leave me eventually.
At this moment, I didn't cry. Perhaps, from this moment on, I will no longer have tears. My hard shell has grown intact under the deception and use of others.
My father Qiao Yujin was sentenced to death, my mother Pei Jun disappeared, Zhao Jueran disappeared, Yi Ran committed suicide by drinking a bullet, everything came to an end, everything was completely over.
One day three years later, without any preparation, the prison guard told me that I was released early due to special reasons, and the date of release was Christmas.
For me, a person who has no expectations for this world, this is not exciting news, but I can't refuse it, because of a special reason I don't know, I should have spent ten years in prison , will be over soon.
The high gate of the prison was opened again. I was stung by the sun under the dark clouds and had a headache. I couldn't help but stretch out my hand to cover my eyes. An abandoned person, how long has not seen the sun, I have forgotten.
Sensing a chill on the back of my neck, I raised my head to look at the sky, and before I knew it, it was snowing...
Today is December 25th, Christmas Day, my first day out of prison after three years of incarceration.
Three years ago, there was no snow at Christmas, not as Qi Zi wished, and the last Christmas in her life was without snow, without me...
Christmas in New York is shrouded in white, there are Santa Claus everywhere, there are Christmas trees full of gifts everywhere, and people are recklessly rejoicing on the street, only me is an exception.
"Sister, this is for you." A blond boy threw a pack of Christmas candies at me, smiled and disappeared into the white-shrouded street.
I tried my best to control the tears in the corners of my eyes, but they still flowed down unsatisfactorily, and flowed into my mouth mixed with snow water, bitter, astringent, and painful!I want to cry loudly, I want to exile myself and go with the flow, but I still can't forget the last little hope in my heart. I want to go to the place where Qi Zi told me that she is willing to wait for me.
I stopped a taxi, and I told the driver the address. When the driver drove me to my destination, I realized that it was a very special store named "a mailbox that can send gifts to any corner of the world." .
When I came to the store, I saw an overweight man sitting in the room, playing with his Christmas tree with great interest. When he saw me, he smiled and nodded: "Excuse me, where do you want to mail the gifts?"
"Is it really possible to post anywhere?" I asked in a low voice. I haven't contacted anyone for three years, and I have already developed a fear of others.
"As long as you want to belong, you will come." The fat boss smiled at me.
"I...I want to ask you a question..."
"You said."
I lowered my head and paused for a long time, finally mustered up the courage, raised my head, and finished speaking in one breath: "I want to ask you, can you post me to heaven."
"What?" The store owner couldn't understand my question.
"Didn't you say it can be anywhere? Then can you post me to heaven." I looked at the shop owner and said, God knows how much I want to see him nodding without hesitation at this moment.
The shop owner didn't speak, but looked at me blankly, as if he was a puppet, and kept looking at me like this.
I was overwhelmed by his look, I bowed my head and stopped talking.
"Go to heaven? Who do you want to find in heaven?"
Only at this moment, I feel that I have arrived in the kingdom of heaven, because only in the kingdom of heaven can I see her, and only in the kingdom of heaven can I hear her voice.I dare not look back, for fear of breaking the last ray of hope in my heart that I don't even know myself.
"Why don't you answer, that girl is talking to you." The fat boss turned me around and pointed at the person opposite, "She is talking to you."
The woman on the opposite side has long hair hanging behind her, wearing a white coat, her eyebrows are curved, her pair of rippling water eyes are playful, the corners of her mouth are raised upwards, and she is sticking out her tongue at me, her white and tender cheeks are flushed with cold .Unlike before, she has become more mature, is it because of the three-year-old boy she is holding by the hand?
"Mom..." The boy looked at me, his big blue eyes were rolling around, his golden curly hair was a little messed up by the wind, he looked at me for a while, and then hid behind her.
"He knows you, but he's not used to it." She pampered the boy's head and looked at me with a smile.
I moved away, walked to her step by step, stretched out my hand and gently outlined this face that I wanted to forget with my fingers, the more unforgettable, the more I will remember it.My tears fell drop by drop, the moment I touched her wet cheeks, I hugged Qi Zi tightly in my arms.
With the same taste and feeling as before, Qi Zi hugged me and buried her cheek in my neck: "Joss, I miss you so much..."
"Why didn't anyone tell me, it's okay not to see me, do you know how many times I wanted to commit suicide?" I cried, "I thought I was abandoned, I was always alone, I don't know What reason do I have to keep going?"
"You feel my presence, right? You still have expectations in your heart, don't you?" Qi Zi raised her head and tiptoed to kiss my lips, "Joss, I love you!"
The ground is already covered with thick snow, and the streets of New York are full of Christmas trees and smiles everywhere.
The boy ran ahead and walked down the street holding hands with Qi Zi. Seeing the happiness on Qi Zi's face, I couldn't help laughing out loud. I never knew that Christmas was such a beautiful festival.
"What are you laughing at?" Qi Zi pinched my cheek, tilted her head and kissed my cheek, then giggled.
"Does it feel reborn?" I said to Qi Zi.
"Really? So how do you want to celebrate?"
"Listen to you. But I have a question." I stopped suddenly, pointed to the boy who also stopped in front of me and was looking back at me, and said to Qi Zi in a serious manner: "Tell me, whose child is that?"
"Mine." Qi Zi also said solemnly.
"Hey, that kid is blond and blue-eyed!"
"I asked Anderson for it. Anyway, he gave birth to three sons, so it would be nice to give one to me!"
"That's okay too?" My eyes have never been so wide as they are now.
"Why not?" Qi Zi looked at me arrogantly, then waved at the boy, "Alva, this is your little mother, called mother."
"Mom..." Alva timidly called out and ran away.
Qi Zi looked at Alva's little figure running in the snow, and interlocked my fingers: "It seems that it will take some time for him to accept you as a new mother."
"Hey, have you ever thought that if I was really imprisoned for ten years, would you just hide it from me like this?" I hugged Qi Zi and kissed her hairline. The two of us were left standing in the white snow, and I could clearly hear her strong heartbeat.
"What's the matter, at worst, I'll wait for you for another ten years."
The author has something to say: Ahhhhhh! ! !It's finally over! ! !
ten laps...
I am very grateful to the readers who have been with me all the time. After such a long interval and no update for more than a month, I thought no one would read my article again.I am not a person who can persevere in doing things, but this article is the only thing I insist on, and I will persist until it is finished.
I know my writing is poor, I know my plot is vulgar, but I also know that I am working hard to complete my work.
In Jinjiang, I am just a little transparent person who cannot be named. In life, I am an introverted person who is not good at talking to others, but writing articles made me discover that my inner world can be shared with others .
The article "Unintentional Corpse", to put it bluntly, has a common feature between Qi Zi and Joss, and even between all of them, that is, distrust.
Loving someone but not being able to truly trust someone is a common problem for everyone.
It is also what the author wants to express in this article.
This is a Lily novel. Lily is an unpopular online novel. I didn't think I could stick to it. Really, I never thought of it.
There is still a bit of entanglement, that is, whether I should write a side story, or add the protagonist in the next modern article, and how many shots will I have?Let's give an opinion together!Finally, let's take a look at everyone's comments.
After finishing this article, I will write "The Days of Treasure Hunting with the Queen", and strive to explode updates, and those that have not been updated will not be uploaded, and I hope everyone will support them.
Originally, this article took the route of abuse, but I still hope to have a good ending.
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