From the very beginning when he was with Xiao Wu, Cheng Jun knew that such a day would come, but he never felt that it was an obstacle.Subconsciously, he respected his mother, but he couldn't see her as a family member in the same country as him.Years of separation had caused him to have the consciousness that "she is someone else's wife, someone else's mother".

When He Shumei left Cheng Jun, Cheng Jun was only three years old, and as a person, he just had a little ability to remember things.This kind of memory is very fragile, so fragile that Cheng Jun no longer remembers He Shumei's appearance a year after she remarried.

At that time, He Shumei was afraid that she would be soft-hearted, and she did not go back to see Cheng Jun within three years of her remarriage. At that time, the fishing village was closed, and there was not even a phone in the village. In order to know Cheng Jun's living conditions, He Shumei made an appointment with her grandmother, so that her grandmother would call Cheng Jun every month. At the beginning of the month and at the end of the month, they took Cheng Jun to a familiar shop in Mermaid Bay Town to make a phone call.

At first, grandma put the phone receiver on Cheng Jun's ear to let him hear his mother's voice, and he would cry for mother to come back, and then the mother and son cried together through the phone.But then he stopped crying and refused to answer the phone.When did you stop crying?He should have understood the fact that no matter how much he cried, his mother would never come back.When did you start refusing to answer the phone?It seems that his grandmother told him that his mother gave birth to a younger sister.

My mom isn't my mom anymore.

The only thing Cheng Jun remembers is this feeling.

Then, only grandma remained in his memory.

He Shumei was dazed for a long time before wiping the tears on her face, "Xiaojun, I know that I am not a competent mother to you, you blame me and I have nothing to say, even if I hate me, I deserve it, your business is my responsibility." It's true that I'm not qualified to point fingers, but I gave birth to you anyway, and I can't let you go astray. You have to understand that two men are not accepted by the world, and you plan to hide this identity Have you been poked in the back for the rest of your life?"

Zhuang Xinyi took the opportunity to chime in: "That's right, brother, no matter what mom says, she is still your mother. Although you didn't take care of you very much when you were young, the money that should be given is quite a lot, and it is more than enough. If you don't pretend to be noble, you don't want my dad to give it to you." Qian, your life should be better now, it's not easy for mom to do this, and it's true that you are wrong now, mom persuades you with nice words, just listen to her once and break up with that or something. "

When Cheng Jun listened to his mother's words, his expression was very calm, but after Zhuang Xinyi finished speaking, he suddenly raised his head and laughed, which made his mother and Zhuang Xinyi's siblings stunned.

Xiao Wu washed the fruit and came out, silently watching Cheng Jun and laughing.Although he didn't quite understand the conversation between the mother and the four, but in this atmosphere, in Cheng Jun's almost breathless laughter, he felt a sense of desolation and sadness.

Xiao Wu put down the fruit plate, and found that the teacup in front of Zhuang Xinyi was still full, without drinking a single drop.He stretched out his hand to grab the cup, and poured the still warm tea over Zhuang Xinyi's head.

"Ah——" Zhuang Xinyi screamed and jumped up, the tea covered her face, and the tea wetted her freshly made curly hair.The tea dripped down her hair and wet her clothes again. She screamed and jumped in horror as if she had entered a pile of mice, "You bloody gay, you actually poured hot water on me! Ah! Mom, this tea must be It's dirty, I have to go home and take a shower!"

Zhuang Xinyi's scream made Cheng Jun stop laughing, and he glanced at Xiao Wu unexpectedly.

Xiao Wu pointed at Zhuang Xinyi and said to Cheng Jun expressionlessly: "I don't like the way she talks to you."

Cheng Jun was amused by Xiao Wu's straightforward behavior and way of speaking.

"Cheng Jun, you're still laughing!" Seeing her daughter being bullied, He Shumei couldn't care less about thinking about how ugly her daughter's words were. She was angry and anxious, "This is the man you desperately defend! Look at what he has done!"

Cheng Jun walked to Xiao Wu's side, looked at his mother sadly, turned his head and sneered, and said helplessly, "Okay, Mom, you go back."

He Shumei helped Zhuang Xinyi pick the tea leaves from her hair, she was startled when she heard this, and said in disbelief: "Xiao Jun, are you driving mother away?" She gave Xiao Wu a painful and annoyed look, "You listen to me just because of a man. Are you really being deceived by blindly defending him without persuading him?"

There was a peaceful smile on Cheng Jun's face, he nodded twice, and said lightly: "Mom, I don't know what kind of psychology you are interfering with my current emotional life, so I will ask you a question, I was sick when I was a child, and I held parent-teacher meetings every semester from elementary school to high school. Rolling up the slope, falling down the mountain and breaking my forehead, I can't climb up... Those moments when I needed my mother so much, where were you?"

Every time Cheng Jun said a word, He Shumei's face turned pale, and in the end even Zhuang Xinyi and Zhuang Xiwen fell silent.

"There are many, many similar things. It all boils down to one problem—in the process of growing up, when I stumbled and got hurt constantly, when I really needed my mother to care about me, you were not there. Now I am at peace, and our family of three is peaceful and happy. , you showed up at such a time instead, telling me that what I did was wrong, that asking me to give up the happiness in front of me is the right way, don't you think... it's hypocritical?"

He Shumei's body trembled suddenly when she was questioned, Zhuang Xiwen supported her in time, and Cheng Jun shouted angrily, "Your surname is Cheng, what are you talking about? Mom really cares about you, it's too..."

Cheng Jun raised his eyebrows and smiled, taking time off.

Zhuang Xiwen's face turned red, and he really couldn't hold back the next words.Both came out of the same womb, and He Shumei's maternal love was given to their siblings, so he could protect his mother desperately, but he has no right to criticize Cheng Jun, who was forgotten since childhood.

Zhuang Xinyi saw that the momentum of her mother and younger brother had fallen, she was eager to protect her mother and younger brother, but just as she opened her mouth, Cheng Jun immediately stopped her.

"Zhuang Xinyi, you are the least qualified to speak here. My mother taught me because she gave me my life no matter what. She talked about me. I don't hold grudges, but you can't."

Zhuang Xinyi yelled angrily: "Do you think I want to come to your house? If it's not for the sake of my mother, who would pay attention to people like you? Peeping at the banker's money or being gay, do you think you..."

With a "slap", He Shumei slapped Zhuang Xinyi's face, making Cheng Jun and Zhuang Xiwen stunned on the spot.

He Shumei said to Zhuang Xinyi word by word: "I don't know that in your mind, your brother is a person who peeps at the banker's money. Mom asked you, your brother has grown up so big, in addition to the legally required child support , did he take any extra money from your father? Xinyi, are your eyes blind? Huh?"

Zhuang Xinyi was stunned by the slap, and when she came back to her senses, her first reaction was: "Mom, you hit me because of an outsider?" Then she ran away crying.

Zhuang Xiwen gave Cheng Jun a complicated look, then turned and ran after his sister.

Cheng Jun watched this scene like watching a play. After Zhuang Xiwen left, he raised his hands intertwined with Little Fifty Fingers, looked at his mother, and said to her in a serious and alienated tone: " Mom, I don't expect you to bless us, but at least don't bother us. If you really feel guilty about me, please don't meddle in my affairs in the future. Go home, you have never done anything in these years I didn’t care about me, and it’s not bad for this.”

Cheng Jun never thought that one day he would say such serious things to his mother. Not only did he expose the wounds of the past, but in the end he said something like "if not, then break off the relationship".However, watching his mother walk out of his house with tears and disappointment on his face, apart from sadness, he has no feeling of regret at all, but a sense of relief that he has sacrificed everything.

Ah, in the final analysis, he only admitted his mother-child relationship with He Shumei intellectually, and always put her out of his family relationship emotionally. When facing her obstruction, he did not have the mentality that peace is the most important thing, and some only "I don't need this woman to tell me what to do" boredom.

Xiao Wu is sitting on the sofa, Cheng Jun is lying on his lap.Xiao Wu rumpled Cheng Jun's short hair like petting a big dog, and comforted him: "Tiger, tiger, tiger."

Cheng Jun raised his bird's nest head and stared, "What do you mean?"

Xiao Wu shook his head and said, "I don't know, it was Chou Chou who taught me that it was for comforting people."

Cheng Jun laughed, sat up and smoothed his hair, "What is Chou Chou doing all day long? Why did he learn some inexplicable words?"

"I don't know. Chou Chou said that Meng Qi is often angry, and every time he gets angry, he will be particularly lethargic. Then he learned this from the Internet."

Cheng Jun remembered the cold war between Meng Qi and his father, and nodded clearly, "The relationship between senior brother and his family is also very tense."

Xiao Wu suddenly straddled Cheng Jun's lap, put his arms around his neck, and said, "What should I do? You seem to have broken with everyone around you because of our relationship, although I don't know how much it means to you influence, but I suddenly have a very strong feeling that I cannot abandon you."

Probably Xiao Wu said these words because his expression was too serious, or it may be that Xiao Wu put his true emotions into saying these words, Cheng Jun, he...

Cried!

"Ah, so worthless!" Meng Qi put the beer glass he just finished drinking on the bar, and the bartender at the bar immediately filled it up for him, "I just cried like that."

In front of Cheng Jun was a half-drunk beer mug, propped his head intoxicated, smiled like a dick, and said, "You don't understand, I have been waiting for him for a long time. He I often say that one day I will leave me, I am so fucking afraid, do you know that. He is my son's mother, who gave birth to my son, and I like him so much that my heart trembles... Finally, he said I said I can't abandon you, and I cried when I got excited. Hehe..."

Meng Qi was holding a glass to drink, but he almost dropped the glass when he heard Cheng Jun's words, "You drink too much, Xiao Wu is a man, it is impossible for you to have a baby."

Cheng Jun didn't say a word, just lay down on the bar counter and giggled after drinking the rest of the wine in the glass.

Meng Qi shook his head and drank his wine.Cheng Jun raised his head and asked the bartender to pour him another glass, but Meng Qi stopped him, "Drink less, be careful not to get too drunk, your little Wu doesn't know how to take care of others."

Cheng Jun patted the countertop of the bar and laughed straight away, "I'm happy, it's hard to keep him."

Meng Qimo sighed, and said, "You, how much do you like him? Your mother came to your door to provoke you when you were a child. You didn't cry, but you cried because of his words."

Cheng Jun sat upright, propped his chin with one hand, and his drunken eyes showed a little coldness, "I have cried enough when I was a child, why cry when I grow up. I don't blame my mother and it doesn't mean that I have much affection for her. I I am 29 years old this year. She left me when she was three years old. Except for giving money, she has never asked me for 26 years. She came back to see me for the first time after remarriage. I am almost seven years old. I don’t remember what she looks like In the same way, my grandmother asked me to call her mother, and I called her mother. It felt like a strange aunt came to the house suddenly, and I called him whatever the elders asked me to call. It was a feeling of complete indifference. It doesn't matter who this person is and what she does. I don't want to care about it. It doesn't matter when I grow up. I can call her Mom because of my grandmother and because she gave birth to me. See For the sake of her child support... If I could be more willful and selfish, I don't want to see her at all. So why should I piss on something so long ago?"

Meng Qi patted Cheng Jun's shoulder hard, silently comforting him.

Cheng Jun took Meng Qi's glass and took a sip of the wine, and a smirk appeared on his already flushed face, "But Xiao Wu is different! I don't have any special wishes in this life, I just want to have a complete family. It's Dad, I have a wife, we have a child, and the family of three lives together, peacefully. My wife and I will never divorce, and we will give our children the most complete and beautiful home. Meet Xiao Wu, my wish has come true, I really cherish our current relationship, and then he finally said that he can't abandon me, I know, that is the family and love that really belong to me, and no one can take it away. Tell me, can I not cry with excitement?"

Cheng Jun was drunk, he was drunk from drinking, and he was also drunk from happiness.

There have been a lot of troubles recently, but in the fog and troubles, Xiao Wu's simple words made Cheng Jun feel unprecedented encouragement and strength.The reason why he cried was not only because Xiao Wu said that he could not abandon him, but because he found that when he insisted on this relationship and when he silently worked hard to create a future for his lover and children, Xiao Wu's heart was also Slowly changing, this change made him learn what is love, what is responsibility, what is the heart-to-heart connection between lovers, and the courage to stand together and hold hands to face adversity...

Cheng Jun raised his head and drank the last sip of wine, drunkenly and smirked, "As long as he loves me, I will be omnipotent and fearless!"

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