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When Lu Pingjia and the others were away, Ye Tinghe secretly visited Lu Yan.

Look at the old man who, despite the best medical care, has to rot like a dry plant.

He was in a coma most of the time, Ye Tinghe came and left again, only one or two times before he left, Lu Yan happened to open his eyes.

There was nothing to say when they woke up, they stared blankly, they were all strangers to each other.

Ye Tinghe thinks that Lu Yan shouldn't be so thin and old, and Lu Yan also thinks that Ye Tinghe shouldn't grow up so big. Wasn't he a child before he left?

Some people are just so weird that nobody really treats him like a kid when he's a kid, and when he grows up they want him to be the same kid he used to be.

It's all his fault after all, he didn't grow into a satisfactory appearance.

After seeing it a few times, Ye Tinghe didn't go there much.He still can't get close to Lu Yan, after all, he is not a mother, who bears Lu Yan's deep regret and guilt.

But even so, Ye Tinghe still hoped that Lu Yan would not die.

"It might be naive to think so," Ye Tinghe said, "but he is the only one who watched me grow up, took my hand and sent me to school... He really wasn't good enough for me, but he wasn't that bad either. "

"I know." Lin Zhao stood next to him, seeming to empathize with his words, "You can remember him, this does not mean forgiveness, nor does it mean resentment."

Ye Tinghe turned his head to look at Lin Zhao. It seemed that his words were not only talking about Lu Yan, but also covering many people.

There are not many purely good people and bad people in this world, most of them are somewhere in between, people who are not good enough and not so bad.

Thinking of this, Ye Tinghe felt as if he could let go of his resentment towards them a little bit, and wished Lu Yan a recovery.

However, perhaps because of the long journey, the blessing did not arrive on time, and Ye Tinghe's wish did not come true in the end.

Lu Yan died of illness at the end of the year, and the last thing he said to him before he left was——

"Xiaohe, when do you plan to go home?"

When are you going home?

Ye Tinghe didn't know either, in fact, he didn't miss this place that gave up on him so much, and he didn't care about the so-called family door that was opened to him again at this moment.

When the news was sent to him, Ye Tinghe didn't think long before deciding that he would not attend Lu Yan's funeral.

But it didn't prevent him from seeing the heavy rain that day from the news. The raindrops fell heavily on the black umbrella, as if someone's incarnation had the power to crush the seedlings and water them to grow.

Some people discussed on the Internet, saying that so many people in the circle went, but Ye Tinghe could appear aboveboard but didn't go, was it to avoid suspicion?If yes, who are you avoiding?

They didn't discuss the answer, and the "illegitimate child" incident that had been raging about was finally covered up by one hot news after another and forgotten by the public, just like the various rumors that could not be confirmed.

From the tail of summer to the horns of winter, Ye Tinghe and Lin Zhao spent a long period of relaxing and tired.

At a certain time of the day, Lin Zhao would hand over his hand.

"Hello," he said, his eyebrows and eyelashes were slightly curved, and the arc was between serious and indecent, "would you like to roll and play with me?"

Ye Tinghe raised his face to look at him and smiled, he hugged Lin Zhao like a bear in spring, and the two fell down on the soft bed together.

Ye Tinghe could clearly hear her panting, and the crimson color spread from her cheeks to her whole body.Lin Zhao seemed to find it interesting, and lightly tapped the position of his tailbone, and a tingling feeling flooded his brain.

"Lin Zhao!"

"Well," he asked with a smile, "what's the matter?"

Ye Tinghe turned his head and saw his raven black eyelashes, he couldn't help being lost for a while, and put aside what he was going to say, he asked Lin Zhao: "Do you like me?"

"I like it." Lin Zhao hugged him tightly and bumped into him, saying into his slightly reddened ear, "Like a bear who likes spring."

Ye Tinghe felt that he was wrapped in Lin Zhao's arms, and he trembled together with the whole world.

He was happy to play this rolling game with Lin Zhao, and he could play it all night.

When he woke up, a gust of wind swept in from the window that was not closed before going to bed, waking Ye Tinghe up from his sleep. He blinked slowly, his tired nerves gradually awakening.

He turned around quietly, and saw that Lin Zhao was still sleeping, his eyes were closed, and his sparse eyelashes trembled slightly.

He stared at Lin Zhao for a while, leaned over, and pressed a kiss on his warm lips.

How strange is man, he has the strength to leave everyone and die alone, but he doesn't have enough strength to refuse a piece of sugar, a touch of sweetness.

If a hand touches your head, that hand becomes an invincible hand, and you can no longer push it away.

When Yan Zhiming called to ask about Lin Zhao's recent situation, he turned his head and glanced at Ye Tinghe. He was sitting on the sofa with his back to him, as if he was chatting with someone.

"How was my life when Ji Xu wasn't around?" Lin Zhao repeated his question, not knowing whose attention he was trying to attract, "It's pretty good."

The truth is that it doesn't make much difference whether he's there or not.

Of course, Yan Zhiming didn't have nothing to chat with him. Xiao En cried with him for a long time, saying that brother Ji Xu should go to work early. came back!

"There's one thing I want to—"

But before he finished speaking, someone turned his head and looked over, narrowing his eyes and staring at Lin Zhao unhappy.

"Find him something else to do." Under Ye Tinghe's gaze, Lin Zhao could only say, "We are on our honeymoon, and we don't want idlers to come and disturb us."

He hung up the phone, Ye Tinghe came over, raised his head and asked him with a smile: "Do you want to see the green peacock?"

He seemed to have something planned, but—

Lin Zhao glanced at the screen, frowned slightly, and was a little puzzled: "You seem to have been blocked."

The bear in spring and "Miss, will you roll with me?" Quoted from "Norwegian Wood"

What a strange, astonishing creature man is!He had the strength to die, but not enough strength to refuse cookies and rock candy.If a hand touches your head and pats you on the shoulder, that hand becomes an invincible hand, and you can no longer push it away. -- Grossman, "Life and Destiny"