Wrong Changhuan

Lin Changhuan didn't know what An Cuo had experienced before, but he could feel the great sadness, remorse and helplessness in her tone, "What happened? Do you want to talk about it?"

An Cuo stared blankly into the distance, slowly telling her past:

When I was six years old, I was taken in by Mingyue Building and entered the killer camp.

When I first entered, there were hundreds of children with me.A year later, only 60 people survived.Two years later, there are less than 30 people left...

Mingyue Tower never raises worthless people.

The Killer Camp is a dark prison. If you want to get out, you must pass the assessment and become a killer and enter the Killer Hall; or you will be killed, and you will be carried out after you die.There is no other way.

The life of the killer camp is very simple, except for eating and sleeping, it is to learn how to kill and prevent being killed.But I live in trembling every day, very tired.

Have you ever seen a child kill someone?

There is a good-looking little boy in the killer camp, with that immature face, he was talking and laughing one moment, and stabbed the knife into the opponent's belly the next moment, without the slightest hesitation, even if that person was his friend and friend. partner.

I will never forget his eyes, which contained nothing but ferocity.But he seems to enjoy the process.He drew the knife neatly, even if the blood sprayed on his face, he didn't care.Then he looked at me and smiled.

Can you imagine that picture?

I never believed in the devil, but since that day, I have believed.

I believe the devil is alive, it could be a child, it could be anyone around, it could still be smiling at you.

It devours the cleanest part of your soul, turning you into an empty shell, a walking corpse, filled with fear and cruelty.

That kind of life is a torment for me every day.Just when I feel like giving up.Another little girl was thrown into the Killer Camp. She was very special, unlike other newcomers, she was very quiet, neither crying nor making trouble.

I still remember that her eyes were so clean from beginning to end, A Huan, just like your eyes, clean.

I hid in the corner to watch her, and when she saw her, she squatted in the corner with me.

We didn't speak at first, just sat there for a long time.Later she took out a brand new blue cloth bag and took out two candies. She picked one up and put it in her mouth, but handed the other to me.

That was the first time I ate candy. I always remember the taste, very fragrant and sweet.Only then did I realize that apart from pain and suffering, there is such sweet candy in this world.

Then she told me her name.

She said, my name is Nuan Nuan.

I was eight years old, and she told me later that she was six.But we are about the same height.

She does not train with us every day, but when we return to the residence at night, she is there.

I don't like being around other people, but with her, I let my guard down.

I asked, why don't you go to training?

She said, I'm waiting for Daddy to rescue me.

I said, if your father can't come in, you can't get out either.

She said, my father is very powerful and will definitely come.

For a long time, I didn't understand why I was attracted to her, and I could become friends with her. Later, I discovered that there was something in her that I didn't have, but it was what I yearned for.That is to be hopeful.

I like chatting with her.She knows a lot, a lot of things I haven't seen, a lot of things I don't know.Although she was the one talking most of the time, I would occasionally chime in with a sentence or two.

She told me about her family, her hobbies, and taught me a lullaby.

She said, my mother's cooking is the best, and I like the fish she cooks the most. There are a lot of fish in my family.My dad is very good at martial arts.My elder brother likes to bully me the most, but every time I cry, my father will teach him a lesson, so my elder brother is most afraid of me crying.

She said, I like to watch my mother write and draw, I like to tease my brother, and I like to play snowballs and make snowmen when it snows.

do you know?When she told me these things, I envied her so much.I envy her that she has a family and that she has had so much happiness.

And all of this, I don't have.

When I can't sleep at night, she teaches me to sing a lullaby, and I will sing it to you--

It's warm, the sky is fine, the clouds are floating, the fish are jumping, the baby is sleeping, and falling asleep.

Later I learned that when she couldn't sleep, I would hum to her.She can fall asleep to this song.

She is a beam of light that shines into my life during my most difficult time, making me imagine that I can have a tomorrow and hope.But this ray of light only existed for a short period of two months.

One day two months later, a woman came to the training ground. At that time, I didn't know that she was Jing Jiuge, the host of the second floor.And she brought warmth.

Everyone on the training ground retreated around, only me and Nuan Nuan were left, and the two short knives they threw were lying on the ground.

Jing Jiuge said, if you kill her, you can live.If you don't kill them, neither of you will survive.

In a word, blocked all my way.

There were shouts of "kill" all around, and I froze there all of a sudden.I looked around and everyone was staring at us.They kept barking and laughing.

I cried and begged them, no.However, no one cares about me.

We still picked up the knife.

Nuannuan said, I can't wait for my father.

She said, I am going to die today.

Like she knew exactly what was going to happen.

She said again, I don't want you to die too.

As soon as she finished speaking, she raised her knife to chop.

I instinctively sent the knife forward, and she fell down.

do you know?It turns out that the knife can penetrate the body with a little force.

I watched her lay there with blood gushing from her mouth, a lot of blood.She is still so small, but the blood seems to be endless.

When I realized what I had done, when I finally mustered up the courage, I took her hand.

She looked at me and said the last word to me.

She said, under the pillow...the blue cloth bag...and the last candy...I wanted to...give it to you during the Chinese New Year...my dad...is calling me .

Then, she fell silent, motionless.

When I looked at her eyes, they were still as clean as when I first saw them, but they never moved again.

Then, I saw that good-looking boy in the crowd, standing in the most conspicuous place, smiling at me.

He didn't speak, but he seemed to be saying, you and I are the same, both are murderers, and both are devils.

That was my first kill.That year, I was eight years old.

I never thought about giving up after that.I know, I don't want to die yet, I haven't lived yet, how can I die so easily.Not only do I want to live, I also want to live with Nuan Nuan.

I told myself that one day, I would escape from that cage and be truly a free person and myself once.Live the life I want to live, no more blood and killing, no more being at the mercy of others but powerless.

From that day on, I never cried again.

It was as if all the tears had been shed that day.

I thought I had no more tears until I met you, A Huan.

When your uncle told me that being around me would bring you danger, I was actually terrified in my heart.

I'm afraid I can't protect you, I'm afraid what I bring you is not happiness, but hurt.

I am even more afraid that one day, I will lose you.

Ah Huan, tell me, what should I do?

An Cuo spoke quietly up to this point, tears streaming down his face.

Lin Changhuan gently wiped away the tears from An Cuo's face, his eyes were also red, and he held her hands tightly with tears in his eyes and said, "No, you won't lose me, we still have to build a bamboo house and live in seclusion together. There are still so many things to do... I will definitely be able to get the antidote."

With a nasal voice, An Cuo asked, "The antidote for the lead?"

Chang Huan forced a smile and continued to comfort him, "You forgot, there are two doctors in my family, and one of them is the Sage of Rejuvenation. The antidote for Yixian is called Hundred Days Red. When I get this Hundred Days Red, we will Fly away."

An Cuo murmured, "Fly away...Fly away..." Everything is so unreal, but everything seems within reach.

Chang Huan's affirmative look made An Cuo feel very at ease, as if he had settled down.

Yang Yan's call came from far away, from far to near.

An made a mistake, "We should go back."

The two walked back side by side, turned into the bamboo path, and met Yang Yan.

Yang Yan said somewhat uncomfortably, "Axun asked me to come and see, and said it's time for lunch."

The three walked side by side, and no one spoke again.

When he reached the gate of Bieyuan, An Cuo stopped and said, "I should go. I have a mission this time, so I can't stay long. I won't go in to say goodbye. I think your second uncle doesn't want to see me either." He glanced at Yang Yan.

Chang Huan grabbed An Cuo's sleeve anxiously, and said with reluctance in his eyes, "Then, how long will it take this time?"

An Cuo approached and touched Chang Huan's head, and said in a doting tone, "As soon as I'm free, I'll come. It won't be long."

Before An made a mistake and turned around, Chang Huan said in a hurry, "Wait..." As he spoke, he took out a red silk bag from his bosom, and two jade pendants, one red and one white, lay there quietly.Chang Huan took out the Heart and Blood Jade, handed it to An Cuo, clenched it tightly, and said, "You put this away."

After Chang Huan finished speaking, he put away the red silk bag next to his body.

An Cuo opened his palms and looked up, raised his head and said, "I will always carry it with me, and never leave my body." Then, he took out the blue cloth sachet from his bosom, handed it to Chang Huan and said, "I'm fine. As for my belongings, this sachet is the longest with me, if you don't dislike it, please keep it for me first."

Chang Huan took the sachet with a clear mind, and said, "I'll keep it for you. When we see you next time, remember to exchange it with a gift."

An made a lot of mistakes and replied, "Okay."

A whistle sounded, and a brown horse ran out of the forest and stopped in front of An Cuo.

An Cuo jumped on the horse, turned his head to look back at Chang Huan, and rode away.

Until the fading figure disappeared from sight, Chang Huan still stood there.

Yang Yan patted Chang Huan on the shoulder and said, "People have gone far away, let's go back." At this moment, he panicked that the girl he brought up by himself was not only in love, but also deeply rooted in love.