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Shen Qing just smiled and didn't answer Pan Siyuan's question.She always felt that she knew exactly what kind of person she was and what she wanted, but when she heard this question, she couldn't find the most suitable answer.Pan Siyuan is a miraculous person. Her appearance made Shen Qing come alive, and her heart, which had been silent for a long time, gradually regained its vitality.The numb nerves also began to have a sensitive rhythm, and people became sentimental.

The dinner ended with a delicate dessert. When Shen Qing paid the bill, Pan Siyuan didn't stop her, but just said thank you lightly.After all, there was something different between them tonight, but they didn't get closer as Shen Qing expected.On the contrary, Pan Siyuan's attitude was a little unclear, even more elusive than the previous few times.

When going out to the restaurant, Shen Qing accompanied Pan Siyuan and waited for a taxi. The night wind was cool, and Pan Siyuan seemed a little cold, so she shook her shoulders inadvertently.Shen Qing saw it, but looked down at her body. It was only a T-shirt, and she couldn't make a chic undressing action to protect her beauty, so she could only hope that the taxi would come soon.

"I'll go over there and ask." After waiting for nearly 20 minutes, she still couldn't wait for a taxi, which made Shen Qing a little anxious.Normally, she wouldn't be so irritable, but when she saw Pan Siyuan biting her lip from time to time, she wished she could conjure up a car right away.

"It's unlucky, the road ahead is temporarily under martial law, so cars can't get through, we won't be able to wait for a while." Shen Qing ran to the front and asked the traffic police, and when he came back, his face was a bit depressed.

"Then let's go, the distance is not long anyway." Pan Siyuan didn't want to waste time here anymore, since she couldn't wait for the car in a short time, she might as well change to another place.

"But you... oh! Then let's go quickly!" Shen Qing knew that Pan Siyuan would definitely be terribly cold if he went on this road, but if he waited here, it would only get colder.

In such a season, the weather is uncertain, just like the human heart, which cannot be figured out.The temperature seemed to drop very low in an instant, and the wind blew on Shen Qing's face, making her feel cold.Pan Siyuan still tried her best to maintain her image, and did not start to run with small steps, but the frequency of brisk walking had already made Shen Qing a little out of breath.

The road became particularly long, and Shen Qing looked back at the way he came from from time to time, hoping to see the shining lights, but he was still disappointed.Unable to see Pan Siyuan frozen in the cold any longer, Shen Qing trotted forward and held her hand.

"What are you doing?" Pan Siyuan was frightened by this sudden action, endured the invasion of cold air, and also cared about the hand that was suddenly held, her voice inevitably became a little sharp.

"I'm afraid you're too cold, so it'll be warmer." Shen Qing didn't change his face, speaking extremely calmly and sincerely, looking straight at Pan Siyuan, hoping that she wouldn't mind her abruptness.

"I'm not that cold, don't worry." Pan Siyuan gently turned her hand, hoping to break free from Shen Qing's grasp.

"You're so cold!" Shen Qing tightened the hand she was holding, but she didn't try to compete with Pan Siyuan, for fear of causing her pain.

"Oh, then let's go." Shen Qing's firm expression and tone made Pan Siyuan stand in a stalemate for a while, not knowing whether it was really cold or unwilling to argue with Shen Qing, and finally Pan Siyuan compromised.

The palms fit tightly together without a trace of gap. I don't know whose hand was slightly hot, so that the two hands that were clasped could feel the obvious temperature.Not uncomfortable, but gradually warmed each other's hearts.Shen Qing slowed down, and with his arms half-stiff, maintaining the initial holding position, he walked slowly on the road, the wind blowing on his face became much gentler.

"Here we are." Pan Siyuan was led by Shen Qing, unable to look around her surroundings, so she walked to the subway station.

"Aren't you going to take a taxi? You want to take the subway home?" Looking up at the building in front of him, it turns out that the subway station is so close.

"Martial law is in the vicinity, and there are probably many roads around that will be severely blocked. Now that we have come here, it is better to take the subway. Do you want to come together?" Shen Qing's hand still did not let go, and Pan Siyuan wanted to gradually slip down It also seemed a little difficult to pull up the backpack.

"Oh, yes, yes, I happen to take the subway and drop by." Shen Qing seemed to be reminded by this sentence, and quickly nodded in agreement.

"You, can you let go first?" Pan Siyuan's mouth twitched, but she still spoke.

"Ah? Oh." Shen Qing felt the strength in her hand, and Pan Siyuan gently squeezed her hand before realizing that she was still holding someone else.

"Is it really convenient for you to change twice by subway?" Seeing Shen Qing follow her to the subway station with all her heart, Pan Siyuan recalled the last time she took Shen Qing home. It wasn't the best choice for her.

"I didn't expect you to be so familiar with the subway lines. I thought you would drive or take a taxi when you go out." Shen Qing didn't stop, but admired Pan Siyuan's sense of direction.

"Paris' subway network forces people to remember, otherwise they will definitely get lost underground." Pan Siyuan smiled at Shen Qing.

"Do you like Paris more or here?" The road to the entrance was a bit long, and Shen Qing's chatterbox opened again.

"Paris is a place where I grew up, and here is an unknown place. It's different. But I like them all." Pan Siyuan really thought about it seriously, and this answer is not perfunctory.

When the subway entered the station, a gust of wind blew Pan Siyuan's hair down on Shen Qing's face. The fleeting touch made Shen Qing want to hold it, but in the end she only felt silky soft. hair tip.Pan Siyuan brushed her hair back in embarrassment, and wanted to say sorry to Shen Qing, but when she saw Shen Qing's hand stopped in mid-air, she swallowed what she wanted to say.

Turning her face back in embarrassment, Shen Qing clearly saw the blush on Pan Siyuan's face.The two entered the subway next to each other. At this time, there were quite a few people, most of whom were going home from shopping, and because of the martial law in the nearby section, most of them chose the subway.

In the crowded carriage, Shen Qing always protected Pan Siyuan in front of him. From time to time, someone said excuse me, and while pushing and shoving, Shen Qing actually stuck to Pan Siyuan's back several times.She was a little taller, looking at the other's delicate neck and fragrant hair from a close distance, her legs felt a little weak.

"I'm sorry, I didn't hold you down, did I?" Shen Qing was pushed hard by the people behind who got out of the car, and hung directly on Pan Siyuan's body.Now, there is no need to deliberately scruple, it is really the most unimpeded contact.

"I'm fine, you weren't hurt, were you?" Pan Siyuan turned around and helped Shen Qing up. The man didn't hear the radio station announcement clearly just now, and rushed forward until the warning light flashed. Looking at Pan Siyuan, she had no choice but to try her best to lean to the side, but was pushed back by an aunt again.Someone stepped on her feet, and this time she was really attacked, so she couldn't resist and fell on Pan Siyuan.

Pan Siyuan didn't miss the painful expression on Shen Qing's face, and she didn't have time to pay attention to the intimate contact just now. In the limited space, the two of them cared for each other with the smallest movements, and the temperature suddenly rose around the carriage.

Sweat gradually began to appear on Shen Qing's forehead, and Pan Siyuan wanted to take out a tissue from her bag and hand it to her, but under such circumstances, she really couldn't help her to do this.Then look at the paper towel in his hand, it was just taken out while waiting for the subway.

"If you don't mind, I'll use this piece of paper to wipe it for you, okay?" Pan Siyuan shook the tissue in her hand. In fact, the paper didn't wipe anything, but she just wanted to ease the embarrassment. He deliberately found something in the bag to avoid Shen Qing's gaze.

"I'll do it myself." Pan Siyuan gently wiped the sweat on her forehead, as if something had melted in her heart, Shen Qing only felt her nose sore, this was the feeling she wanted.

The tenderness that was close at hand, within reach, made her feel like a dream.There were vaguely watching gazes from all around. Although Shen Qing looked more like a little boy, as long as he looked closely, there was still a girl's delicate and gentle look between his eyebrows and eyes. Coupled with Pan Siyuan's gentle and emotional movements, it was hard not to let people Some guesses.

Such a combination is not uncommon in this city. There are more and more such combinations among young people, and many people have already seen it.Usually, when Shen Qing feels this kind of gaze, at most she leans in the corner by the door, listening to headphones, swiping her phone, or thinking about her own affairs.But at this moment, she didn't want Pan Siyuan to experience this silent search like her.Whether it's true or not, she doesn't want Pan Siyuan to be labeled.

Gradually everyone in the carriage got down, and the distance between Shen Qing and Pan Siyuan gradually widened. The scene where they could almost feel each other's breath just now was like a dream, because it was so real that people couldn't believe it.Shen Qing was in a daze. From the moment she took Pan Siyuan's hand, she knew that she had fallen.It is no longer possible to avoid it easily as before.She couldn't push Pan Siyuan away from her life and heart, and she couldn't do it either.

She looked at the person beside her who seemed to be thinking, and an idea quietly came into her mind.She wanted to hold Pan Siyuan's hand often, instead of being tense and stiff like before.She wanted to enjoy Pan Siyuan's tenderness often, even if she had to pay the price of pain every time.This may be the mood of liking someone, wanting to get closer to her, wanting her to treat me well, and wanting to have my own gaze.

Shen Qing recalled those swings and escapes before, and couldn't help feeling a little shy.For this brand new relationship, she is still at a loss of uncertainty, and there are many obstacles that need to be resolved.Just how to overthrow the original vow in front of Zheng Ting is a big problem.But these are no longer the most important thing. The important thing is that she found the feeling of heartbeat from Pan Siyuan.

My heart can really move, it hurts for her because she has been wronged, it can't stop beating because of her laughter, and it can also sink deeply because of the gentleness she inadvertently reveals.If such a person just lets her go, Shen Qing doesn't know if she will have the courage to miss and regret in the days to come.

Accompanying Pan Siyuan to get off the car, Shen Qing insisted on taking her home, even if she had to go back and forth again, it didn't matter.If Pan Siyuan invited her downstairs for a cup of tea out of politeness, I don't know if she would keep her reserve.

In fact, she really wanted to know how many pairs of slippers were placed in front of Pan Siyuan's house.

The author has something to say: Well, I know that everyone thinks that I am updating too slowly. The main reason is that I am currently preparing for the English test in mid-August. I have to soak in the library every day, and I have less time to code words. Another one is I don't want to post Taishui's article either. You guys are not happy reading it and it's a waste of money.

I will try my best to ensure the frequency of updates, I hope everyone will not dislike me, okay!