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It was the first time for Shen Qing to sit across from Zheng Ting so anxiously. In his memory, although Zheng Ting had a quick temper, she was kind-hearted and simple. This was the reason why Shen Qing was willing to have a deep friendship with her.Shen Qing is not a person who likes trouble and complexity, she likes to live a real life, no matter good or bad, as long as it is real, she accepts it.

What is the reason that made Zheng Ting remind herself again and again that it is absolutely impossible for her to have a relationship with Pan Siyuan?What kind of inside story will Zheng Ting tell later, making herself in a dilemma?Shen Qing wanted to know, but was a little afraid to know, Zheng Ting knew herself, and the things that made her so sure, in her heart, couldn't possibly be Fengguo Wuhen.

"Don't keep it secret, there is something inside, hurry up and break the news." Shen Qing made a heroic expression, with a straight upper body and clenched fists, trembling imperceptibly under the table.

"It's not as exaggerated as you think. I just want to say, first of all, there is a 5-year difference between you and Sisi. This is a very real problem." Zheng Ting first revealed the cruel reality of the age gap.

"A difference of five years is not too much. There are many couples who are eight or nine years apart." Shen Qing didn't take it seriously when she heard this.

"Listen to me first." Zheng Ting made a gesture, indicating that this is not what she wanted to express. "You and Sisi are 5 years apart. It doesn't mean that you can't be together. It's just that these 5 years mean that your experience, your thinking maturity and ideas are all at different stages. Shang Sisi grew up abroad, you will have many differences, in terms of culture, philosophy, and even the details of life.”

Zheng Ting's worries are not unreasonable, these can almost destroy a relationship, and these are the reality that Shen Qing has to consider.

"I know that there will be many obstacles between me and her, and we need a long-term running-in, but I can't stop liking her because of these things. If I am not willing to make a little effort, then I am afraid that there will be no one in the world who is most suitable for her. All suitable people need patience and accommodation, as well as mutual sacrifices." Shen Qing thought of her parents, two people with very different personalities, who spent most of their lives in a noisy way, and now they seem to still retain their youth. The sweetness of being in love.

"OK, even if what you said can be overcome, do you know? Sisi has a person in her heart. I told you last time that that person is very important in her heart. But now, what I want to say is that that person Your status is more important than I imagined!" Sure enough, this move was the real trump card, and Shen Qing's expression changed.

"Sisi came here because of this person. Sisi is insisting on something. Although I don't know what it is, Sisi has not forgotten her feelings. I can feel it. A person who has someone else in his heart Man, how are you going to fight for it?" Zheng Ting really didn't want to see Shen Qing on the way of pursuit, covered in bruises.

On the surface, Pan Siyuan is an easy-going and gentle girl, but the stubbornness and persistence in her heart are unimaginable to others.At work, she has seen her silent tenacity too many times. In terms of feelings, although Pan Siyuan seldom speaks, but a person with her character, if she doesn't love her, will definitely make people feel distressed if she loves her. hold fast.

"Then are they still together now?" Shen Qing asked with some difficulty, as if she had never thought that there was such a strong rival in love.

"It should be separated. I don't know the specific reason for the separation, but there should be a drama." Zheng Ting recalled that Pan Siyuan's comments on that person seemed to leave a lot of room and did not sentence him to death.

"Since she is single now, I have a chance to pursue her. Who hasn't loved someone else? The important thing is who will be with her in the future." Shen Qing thought of her own situation, the position of senior sister was inadvertently replaced by Pan Siyuan, The whole process was so silent, and by the time she realized it, it was too late.

"Sisi is not the same person as you, she is very feminine." Zheng Ting couldn't find the right words to express it. She was not against homosexuality, but a woman like Pan Siyuan didn't look like LES at all.

"I just like her, not because she is a woman, but just because she is her. I don't deny that I am more attracted to women, but I am sure that I like her." It needs to be emphasized several times to make people Understand that my liking is just because I like that person.

"Okay, Shen Qing, don't make any promises anymore. You will overthrow the promise you made in the end." Zheng Ting still clearly remembers the last time Shen Qing swore to promise that she could tell whether she liked it or not. Pan Siyuan.

It's good now, it's only been a long time, and he just came to tell her that he fell in love with her.It's not that she doesn't believe in Shen Qing's feelings, it's just that she is afraid that Shen Qing will fall into unrequited love again. This cycle is too scary.People like Shen Qing, if they like it, they will probably continue to like it forever.

And how hurtful the feelings that have never been responded to, people who have not experienced it can't tell the truth.Empathy is always just a comforting sentence, and no one can really feel the pain of the person involved.The relationship with her senior sister had almost killed her. Now if she still clings to Pan Siyuan, the price will be no less than before.

"I know, I broke my promise, or maybe I have been lying to myself. But it turns out that I really can't lie to myself anymore, I really like it. I don't want to be like before, passively waiting, passively guarding I don't have a chance to speak until I completely lose it." Shen Qing spread her hands on the table, and a piece of the past disappeared from the loosened hands.

"I really don't know what to say. Shen Qing, you just started your relationship too lightly and persisted too seriously, which really hurts, you know?" Zheng Ting sighed deeply, and she could say more What?Only then can Shen Qing dispel the idea of ​​pursuing Pan Siyuan.If she still had expectations before the meeting, then now, she can only silently wish Shen Qing good luck.

"I don't know what to say. When people grow up, they are more and more afraid of regretting. Only after experiencing it can they know the pain of missing." Shen Qing said a bit vicissitudes, even though in her emotional world, there is only a long and long period of love. Miserable unrequited love, never had a real love experience.

"Shen Qing, how are you going to chase after him?" Zheng Ting knew that she couldn't persuade Shen Qing, if she could help, then try to help.

"I don't have actual combat experience, so I want to ask you for help." Shen Qing raised her eyes, and she also wanted to know how to chase.

"Don't make those fancy ones, I don't like them at all." People often send flowers on the radio station. Although they have never met the right owner, they can tell from the words on the card that he is also a persistent person.

It's just that Sisi always treats it indifferently, accepts the flowers politely, and puts them in the vase in the office politely, but never sets her eyes on it.Occasionally, when I think of it, I will change the water. Most of the time, I am embarrassed to ask it to clean it after being reminded by the cleaning aunt after it withers.

"Then tell me all the information you know, lest I do all the futile work." Shen Qing sat forward a little excitedly, leaning his elbows on the table, wishing he could eat Zheng Ting who was opposite him in one bite.

"Don't stare at me, you are all my friends, and I won't do anything to betray my friends." Zheng Ting leaned back and gave Shen Qing a disgusted look.

"Oh, don't think so. The palms and backs of your hands are full of flesh. You definitely don't want your hands to hurt, right?" Of course, Shen Qing hopes that Zheng Ting can help her. Zheng Ting is the only person who knows this feeling , and she is also a friend who can confess her feelings frankly.

"Shen Qing, have you been hungry for too long? You look like you can't wait. Let me tell you, Sisi is not a casual person. Don't act recklessly, and don't ruin your image. Be careful that you will be sentenced directly. Out." Zheng Ting took a bite of the fruit salad, and the apples were bouncing in her mouth.

"I'm the most innocent, okay?" Shen Qing almost raised his arm to show her the cinnabar mole, but she didn't either.

"Hey, don't get excited too early. I'll find a chance to help you find out what she's saying about her relationship with the same sex." Zheng Ting really felt that she was the most righteous friend in the world. I want to persuade people, how can I become someone's helper once I eat salad?

"I don't think she will reject it, right? She is half a foreign girl anyway, so she won't be so conservative in her thinking." Shen Qing said to herself, as if to cheer herself up.

"It has nothing to do with being foreign, and I don't see that foreigners are all gay and LES." Zheng Ting felt that when Shen Qing encountered Pan Siyuan's problem, she deceived herself terribly and was extremely stupid.

"Then hurry up and ask me, I'm ready." Shen Qing stretched her fork into the salad plate in front of Zheng Ting. Her set meal came with a vegetable salad, which was not tasty at all.

"You'd better be mentally prepared, I don't expect to see you dying." Zheng Ting thought of Shen Qing's virtue in high school, it was really painful and sad.

"Tch, I haven't tried it yet, who knows the result." Shen Qing said so, but his heart was extremely nervous.

This would really be an answer that would make her live or let her die. If Pan Siyuan had no chance of turning around at all, it would be such a pity.If Pan Siyuan was easy to bend, Shen Qing would not dare to continue thinking about it, because even she herself felt that this was almost impossible.

"Shen Qing, you've really changed now." Zheng Ting didn't know such a Shen Qing anymore. The former Shen Qing was always shy and reserved. The wind is light, and he doesn't care.

Now not only expressing her feelings bluntly, but also helping her to find out, not to mention the excitement of gearing up and eager to try, made her extremely strange.It seems that the university is really a good teacher, and society is also a good melting pot, which makes people who used to be shy and introverted become so thick-skinned.

"No way, when you grow up, no one will let you. If you want something, you have to fight for it yourself to have a chance, otherwise you will have nothing." Shen Qing is very grateful to He Bingbing for teaching herself how to survive in society, This is the belief she often instills in her ears.

It took Shen Qing several years from the initial disdain to the current recognition.At work, I stumbled and lost the contract, I was upset and frustrated, but I planted the seeds quietly in my heart.The burnout for so long is only for this moment, to meet what I really want.

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