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Pan Siyuan left very suddenly, she just told Shen Qing the night before, and left immediately the next day.I searched almost all the agencies, but failed to buy the same day's air ticket. Later, I went to Beijing to catch up with the flight that night.These are all what Shen Qing heard from Pan Siyuan later, and at that time, Shen Qing couldn't recover until the next day, so how could she care so much.

Shen Qing received a call from Pan Siyuan, and before she had time to inquire carefully, she was hung up by the other party with an apology. Presumably, under such a sudden situation, Pan Siyuan must have many people to notify and many things to deal with. She should stop making trouble.

An extremely complicated mood was rolling in Shen Qing's chest. She was lost, and finally brewed a good mood. She originally thought of making a small confession tonight to explore the way. If the other party did not show obvious resistance, then She's officially attacking.Even how to say it, she had already thought about it, and she waited until she got home and lay on the bed to say it slowly.But before she could perform well, the object ran away without even warming her hands!

At the same time, she was also very happy. When she took the initiative to hold Pan Siyuan's hand today, she was not freed. There was a trace of shyness on Pan Siyuan's face, but she did not see any anger or displeasure. This gave Shen Qing a great deal of relief. Courage will also give her the courage to announce in advance that there will be more follow-ups in the evening.And at such an urgent moment, Pan Siyuan called her immediately. Doesn't this mean that she is important?

Sometimes, you don't have to rely on words to say it to really care.Every move of Pan Siyuan made Shen Qing feel warm in her heart, and the subtle details made her clearly perceive the other party's care more and more time after time, making it more real than saying it.

It's been more than a month since Pan Siyuan left, and "Waiting" was replaced by the program whose supporter's voice was so boring and the content was so vulgar. Shen Qing no longer had the desire to turn on the radio.I had an appointment with Zheng Ting a few times, and each time I wanted to ask about Pan Siyuan's recent situation, but Zheng Ting didn't know much more than herself.

It seems that after returning to Paris, Pan Siyuan has returned to her own world, and has nothing to do with it.

Shen Qing tried to call Pan Siyuan's mobile phone, but there was nothing else except the message box prompt.She has never tried to leave a message for others. Although she has watched a lot of Hong Kong dramas, when it is her turn, she is timid again.I'm sorry, but I really don't know what to say.

"People are forced out! If you don't go all out, it means you haven't been forced to a dead end." After taking a shower, Shen Qing walked back and forth in the room with her messy hair on her head, with her mobile phone in her hand, chanting words, this is already Today's tenth time to cheer up.

"Just die, it's better than being suffocated by yourself." Shen Qing took a deep breath, like a student who was about to embark on the battlefield of the college entrance examination. In fact, she was not nervous when she was in the college entrance examination.

"Hello, I'm Pan Siyuan. I'm very glad to receive your call. If there is anything urgent, please leave a message after the notification tone. I will contact you as soon as possible." words.

"Hi, I, I am, I am Shen Qing. Actually, it's nothing wrong, that is, it seems that you have been away for a long time, and I want to ask you how you are doing over there? I am not used to eating habits, have you reversed the jet lag? What?" Shen Qing spent half of his energy when he said this, during the whole process, he almost forgot to breathe, and his heartbeat was so uncontrollable, it was worse than running 800 meters.But such a few short sentences were filled with so much longing and concern. In fact, she just wanted to know, Pan Siyuan, how are you doing in Paris?

When you like someone, you will feel that she is stupid and knows nothing.When she is not by your side, you can't help but imagine whether she will forget to bring her keys and wallet when she goes out, whether she will encounter thieves on the road, if it rains, will she be caught in the rain because she doesn't have an umbrella, and then Can think of a series, Shen Qing can't wait to fly to Paris immediately.

In fact, it is Shen Qing who is stupid. Pan Siyuan grew up in Paris and has lived in Paris for so many years. How could she return there and not get used to eating?Been gone for over a month.How come the time difference has not been adjusted?Isn't what she asked about fighters in nonsense?When you like someone, while imagining that the other person is stupid, you will become more stupid.

It was because she was more and more troubled by these hypotheses that Shen Qing finally had the courage to make this call. She thought that even if Pan Siyuan wouldn't talk to her more, she would at least text her back and say hello.This will also allow my restless heart to gain temporary peace.

However, Pan Siyuan seemed very puzzled, like a kite with a broken string, soaring in the sky, and there was no response for a long time.Shen Qing has developed to the point where she has to look at her phone every half a minute during the day, and she is reluctant to turn it off at night when she sleeps.After going through this for a few days, until she felt that she was going to have a nervous breakdown, and she struggled to get rid of this annoying mobile phone completely, the news from Pan Siyuan was long overdue.

"I'm fine, thank you for your concern. Is it convenient tonight? I'll call you." Such a short message almost effortlessly earned Shen Qing a few tears.

"Shen Qing, are you crying? Why are your eyes red? Are you okay?" Fortunately, it was in the bathroom, otherwise Shen Qing's embarrassment would have been watched by more people.

"I'm fine, why do I always run into you every time I go to the toilet." Shen Qing avoided He Bingbing's probing eyes, turned on the faucet to cover up, and splashed water on her face.

Now, the waterdrops and teardrops can no longer be distinguished.

"Shen Qing, don't go to the toilet until you cry, it's not good for your kidneys." He Bingbing patted her shoulders that were leaning on the sink meaningfully, and walked straight into the room.

"You're crying!" Shen Qing was choked by He Bingbing's cold words. She was still worrying about how to explain the tears on her face when she was washing her face just now, but she didn't expect He Bingbing to interpret it like this up.

Facing the big mirror in front of her, she waved her small fist, Shen Qing looked at the back figure that was gradually going away in the mirror, unable to get angry.But I also thank her for this distorted explanation, which saved her embarrassing cover-up.He Bingbing doesn't like others to lie to her, and Shen Qing doesn't like to lie to others even more.

At lunch, He Bingbing took her outside to eat. She was always in a state of excitement, but she couldn't whet her appetite. She forced a few mouthfuls, and even had the desire to vomit.This really made He Bingbing worry, and even wanted to take her to the hospital, but she refused her in spite of everything.He Bingbing kindly gave her half a day off, and asked her to go back and have a good rest.

"Anyway, there is no urgent matter to deal with in the afternoon, so don't screw me up and go back quickly." He Bingbing settled the bill, and dragged Shen Qing to the company quickly. If it wasn't for the afternoon, she would go to meet the client with Zhao Bowei, I really want to drive her home personally.

"I'm not so delicate, Ann, it's just that I ate too fast just now." Shen Qing was half pushed and half dragged forward, saying no, but her heart was slightly shaken.

In normal times, she would never agree to this proposal. Why waste half a day off for no reason, especially in the afternoon when there is no task like this, it is best to mess around, and listen to mother nagging after returning home. The company is comfortable.It's just that today, I really can't wait to be free, go back quickly, so that I have time to prepare.

"Shen Qing, what are you thinking? Watch the road!" As she walked, He Bingbing noticed that the people around her were distracted. The pit in front of her didn't affect the direction and speed of the person's progress at all, and it took her a lot of effort Only then did she hold her back.

"You didn't pull me, it's your business to watch the way." The smile on the corner of her mouth faded, and Shen Qing returned to normal. She was a little frightened by the firm grip.

"Forget it, it's not a day or two since you've been abnormal, and there's no point in arguing with you! You pack up and go home, and I'll call to check on you later." Standing by the desk, he supervised Shen Qing's backpack Packed up, then pushed her to the elevator entrance, He Bingbing hugged her chest, and used orders instead of saying goodbye.

"You are always so fierce, who will dare to marry you in the future." Before the elevator door closed, Shen Qing murmured to the people outside the door with her bag in her hand.

The door was closed tightly, and the light was isolated in another space. Shen Qing couldn't see it, and she didn't know He Bingbing's expression after hearing this sentence. She didn't know that she always hurt He Bingbing unintentionally.There used to be people who would cry behind her back because of her, but she only cared about the people she cared about.

Shen Qing's company is located in a relatively prosperous part of the city, and it's not rush hour at this time, there are very few pedestrians on the street, and it's not yet a hot day, so she is not in a hurry to go home.As she walked, she walked to the commercial street. She hadn't deliberately gone shopping for a long time, and suddenly became interested.

She wanted to buy a gift for Pan Siyuan, for no reason, she just wanted to buy something special for her.This is an unbearable impulse, this is Shen Qing's special mental activity when she falls in love with someone, she just wants to keep being nice to that person, and present everything she can get to him.

What is suitable to send?Shen Qing hasn't picked out a gift for a long time, but when it comes to buying gifts, she buys them quite often.Her classmates and friends of the same age have all gotten married or had children in the past few years. Whenever they hear such good news, they will inevitably add red envelopes and gifts.It is already far away to choose with heart. The purity and heart engraved in the student days have already been covered with too much dust.

"Miss, what do you want to choose?" The shopping guide lady's beautiful voice sounded, making Shen Qing feel a little embarrassed for a while, although her gender is female, it's true, even though every time she sees a customer, she will be politely called "Shen Qing" Miss, but she is still a little awkward, always feel like this, so strange.

"Well, I want to buy a gift for a friend, but I have no idea what to choose." Shen Qing shook her head, and just scanned around the counter. Shocking price list.

"Can you tell me about your friend's situation in detail? This way I can recommend you better." The shopping guide lady is always polite, but such stereotyped words do not arouse Shen Qing's desire to shop, and she is even unwilling to put Pan Si Tell her about Yuanyuan's image and hobbies.

"Well, I want to take another look." Shen Qing replied politely, and the shopping guide lady took a half step back knowingly, without being too entangled.Famous brand stores have this advantage, they never worry about customers, and naturally they won't be able to get rid of them once they get entangled.

Shen Qing lingered in the store for a while, but there was still no suitable choice. Looking around, there were very few office workers like her who came to shop, and most of them were either rich second generations or many bosses' second rooms or It is room N.Those people's consumption levels are not comparable to their own. Most of the products here win by price. When it comes to uniqueness, I'm afraid they may not be satisfactory.

Shen Qing likes unique things, the kind of existence that is unparalleled in the world, so that she can feel the feeling of cherishing them even more.No matter it is precious or not, that kindness is the most sincere and cannot be copied.What she once did wholeheartedly for others, she will never do for another person again. Every person, every road, every relationship will have its own uniqueness.

In the bustling city, can't you not find the uniqueness that belongs to Pan Siyuan?Shen Qing smiled, teasing herself for being too arbitrary. It seems that she has been in this workplace for a long time and is used to measuring value with money. Most of her thinking and judgments rely on the price system as a basis.

As long as you put your heart into it, what is there that is not?

He raised his hand and looked at his watch, wandered outside for more than an hour, took a taxi home, took a late afternoon nap, and should be refreshed at night.This time, it was Pan Siyuan who took the initiative to call her. She must behave well, and she must not embarrass the people of Shanghai anymore, let alone let the courage she had gathered so hard go away without a trace.

In any case, tonight will be a different night.There is a kind of mind, once you move, you can never stop.From the moment Shen Qing decided to pursue Pan Siyuan, she had a determination to never turn back.She missed it once, and that regret lingered in her heart for too long, and it gradually became a habit. She put this fear and slight regret in her current relationship.What she had never had the chance to have now made her work harder to hold it.

The long-lost heartbeat, the strong emotional tide, came wave after wave. At first, Shen Qing hated it, but she couldn't deny that the numb feeling in her heart, like a warm current, was too attractive, and she couldn't stop it.She was still immersed in the half-fantasy joy, and the mobile phone rang in her hand, and the long-lost name jumped on the screen. That person, those three words, could easily touch her even if they were thousands of miles away. Heartstrings.

"Is it Shen Qing? I'm Pan Siyuan." The voice on the other end of the phone was still so pleasant. It had been a long time since I heard it on the radio, but it didn't affect Shen Qing's longing at all. It was just the slight exhaustion that made Shen Qing feel a little tired. Distressed.

The author has something to say: I will continue to update today~~~ I will enter the intensive review stage next week, and the next chapter is estimated to wait until Thursday (top the pot, don’t shoot o(╯□╰)o)

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