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The wooden box was carefully opened by Shen Qing. The box was not very deep, and it was covered with wine red soft cloth, which complemented the wooden box engraved with many dark patterns.A string of bracelets lay quietly in the silk cloth, Shen Qing frowned inadvertently, and soon calmed down again.

Some tremblingly took out the bracelet, it was a string of translucent lavender crystal bracelets, some held it in their hands in disbelief, looked and looked, and finally raised their heads to confirm to Pan Siyuan: "This, really Is it for me?"

Pan Siyuan raised her eyebrows. She had seen all of Shen Qing's actions and changes in expression just now, but she didn't speak, nor interrupted. Now Shen Qing's question made her somewhat unhappy.

"Don't you like it?" The voice was a little cold.

"I like it very much, I like it very much, but I didn't expect it to be given to me." Shen Qing held the bracelet even tighter, fearing that Pan Siyuan would snatch it back.

"I saw this by accident in a store in Provence. I thought it was very suitable for you at the time, so I bought it. If you don't like it, don't force it." Making a gesture, she was about to get up, and Shen Qing retracted her hand in fright. behind.

"I like it so much!" After that, Shen Qing put the bracelet on his left hand as if to show his determination.

"Hey, don't be so impatient. The crystal has a magnetic field memory. You have to purify it before you go back and wear it." Seeing Shen Qing's appearance, Pan Siyuan couldn't help but smile.

Continuing with the action just now, she got up and left the living room, walked straight to the kitchen, and made the sound of opening and closing the door.Shen Qing turned his head and looked over there, but saw nothing.She took a breath, it turned out that she didn't want to take back the gift just now, but she was so scared.

Looking down at the bracelet on her left hand, feeling a little complicated, she stroked it carefully with her hands, and after hearing what Pan Siyuan said just now, she reluctantly put it back into the wooden box.This gift touched her heart unexpectedly, Shen Qing never thought that Pan Siyuan would give this to her.

Regarding the bracelet, she thought of a person who appeared when she suffered a major blow for the first time in her 18-year-old youth.And that person, apart from a fantastic dream, left her with a string of bracelets.Of course, there is also the shadow that has been lingering.

"There's nothing to eat at home, why don't we go out to eat?" Shen Qing was still stuck in memories, Pan Siyuan came out with one hand on her hip, a little helpless.

"You're already very tired, it's too troublesome to go out to eat, why don't you order takeaway? Do you have a takeaway order at home?" Shen Qing walked up to her and checked the time. She didn't want to leave Pan Siyuan's house.

"It should be there, but it seems that you have thrown it away as garbage." Pan Siyuan walked to the coffee table and looked through the drawers below, as if when Shen Qing was cleaning the place just now, she picked up the pile of worn-out lists They were all thrown away.

"No way..." Shen Qing's face was like a vegetable, it was rare for him to be diligent, but he did something bad with good intentions again.

"We can eat whatever we have at home. You don't even have the most basic rations for survival, do you?" Shen Qing passed Pan Siyuan and ran to the kitchen by herself. She remembered sneaking a glance at the cupboard while cleaning, as if There are so many packets of instant noodles.

"Hey, I really have reserves! Let's eat this tonight." Shen Qing stepped on his feet, took out two packs from the depths of the cabinet, and waved them triumphantly.

"I'll cook, you rest." Seeing that Pan Siyuan was about to say something, Shen Qing pushed her back to the sofa, pushed her down, moved the teacup in front of her, and returned to the sofa by herself. kitchen.

"Don't worry, I'm already familiar with your kitchen." Shen Qing gave her a confident smile before turning around.

As soon as she stepped into the kitchen, Shen Qing's face collapsed immediately. What kind of fat person is she? She doesn't even know where the soy sauce bottle is at home. At most, she can boil water and turn off the fire for her mother.Now it's all right, although the staple food is only instant noodles, but, but, she is not completely confident that she can make it well.

"Hey, Bingbing, do you know how to make instant noodles?" Shen Qing stretched her head to look outside, and saw that Pan Siyuan had turned on the TV, and she was waiting for her in peace.Gently closing the kitchen door, Shen Qing had no choice but to call for help.

"What? Instant noodles? Shen Qing, are you a pig? Of course the instant noodles are soaked, otherwise what do you think?" He Bingbing received this call in the midst of his busy schedule, thinking that Shen Qing hadn't seen him for a long time, so he specially The person who came to greet himself, who knew that he would ask such an idiotic question.

"Besides boiling water, is there any other way? Something special, something delicious?" Shen Qing lowered her voice, for fear that people outside would hear it.

"What are you doing? Being a thief in someone else's house? So sneaky." He Bingbing walked out of the conference room. Compared to the environment around her, Shen Qing's side was quiet and weird.

"Say it quickly!" Shen Qing was like a thief who would be discovered at any time, with sweat dripping from his forehead.

"If you don't want to soak it, then you have to fry it. You can cook it as fried noodles, then add a poached egg, and get a few square legs." He Bingbing heard Shen Qing's anxiety, and ignored it, and put himself The usual way of speaking out.

"Fried noodles, poached eggs, square leg meat." After hanging up the phone, Shen Qing looked at the tools and raw materials in front of him, and did not forget to cheer himself up.

"Okay, it's time to eat." Shen Qing came out with two bowls of steaming hot noodles, and the aroma really wafted over, successfully attracting Pan Siyuan who was also hungry.

Putting down the remote control and walking over with a smile, Shen Qing came to open the stool in a gentlemanly manner, and made a gesture of invitation.

"You did it?" Pan Siyuan picked up the chopsticks and glanced at the person who was following him before starting.

"I thought about it, it's safer to eat it soaked, but I fried 2 eggs."

The bowl is very refreshing, except for the noodles, there are only eggs.

In Pan Siyuan's refrigerator, except for the eggs, which were still edible, Shen dumped everything else out.

"It's not bad, it tastes really good." Pan Siyuan took a bite of the poached egg. The edge of the egg was slightly burnt, but there was no bitterness. The yolk was dispersed in the white, and the whole egg looked like it was overflowing with gold.

Shen Qing nervously waited for Pan Siyuan's comment, and felt relieved when she heard this sentence, and began to eat big mouthfuls.I didn't expect to play so well this time, but fortunately there was no embarrassment.

For a while, the two of them stopped talking and concentrated on eating noodles. This should be the simplest meal they had together, but it made Shen Qing feel extremely satisfied.This made her feel very intimate, which was completely different from eating delicacies from mountains and seas.

"It's too late, you should go back early, thank you very much for doing so much for me today." After taking the initiative to wash the dishes, Pan Siyuan poured a cup of tea for Shen Qing, letting her rest for a while.

When she came out of the kitchen and checked the time, she felt sleepy too, so she got up to see off the guests.Shen Qing reluctantly stood up, all the excuses she could have tonight have been used, and she dared not use the last one left.Since that hug, Pan Siyuan has cleverly avoided her gaze and her hesitation to speak, not giving her any chance to speak and continue.

"Wait, I still have something to say." The door had already been opened, and Shen Qing changed her shoes, but turned around and blocked the door unwillingly.

"Shen Qing, it's very late, if you have anything to say, we'll talk about it next time, okay?" Pan Siyuan could guess the meaning of these words, but she had no intention of breaking it.

"What I said before was sincere. It's all from the bottom of my heart. I've kept it in my heart for a long time." His hand was still on the door, his knuckles turned white from the force.

"Shen Qing, it's not suitable to talk about this right now." Pan Siyuan sighed lowly, she had no choice but to be in such a deep mood.

"Where is it inappropriate?" Shen Qing pushed the door forcefully, Pan Siyuan let go of her hand, let Shen Qing go back into the room, and closed the door behind her.

"I don't want to talk about feelings, at least for now." Pan Siyuan cut her hair, and she also thought about this sentence all night.

"Do you not want to talk about feelings, or do you not want to talk about feelings with me? Huh?" Shen Qing was very sad. Hearing this sentence was not a formal rejection, but she wanted to know more.

"Shen Qing, between us...it's not a good time to start..." Pan Siyuan's words hurt Shen Qing.

"I thought you would not be so conservative when you were abroad, and you would not discriminate against such feelings." Shen Qing shook her head in pain. It was she who thought too much about Pan Siyuan, but forgot that she was still a Chinese girls.

"I'm not discriminating, but..." Pan Siyuan saw the sadness in Shen Qing's eyes, and the once-familiar depression hurt her heart.

"Let's make it clear. I'm destined to be hurt anyway, so I might as well hurt it all at once." Shen Qing's tears were well controlled by her, the wooden box in her hand was tightly squeezed, but her eyes still refused to leave Pan Siyuan.

"Shen Qing, there are some things that cannot be said yet. But, I hope you understand that you haven't fully thought through this relationship, and I don't want you to blindly invest in it because of a momentary infatuation." Pan Siyuan said deeply. After taking a few breaths, I don't know if this explanation can satisfy Shen Qing?More importantly, whether Shen Qing understood.

"A momentary infatuation? Blind devotion? In your eyes, am I such a reckless person?" Shen Qing had already been distracted by the previous words. At this moment, she was just pretending to be calm, and she was completely incapable of distinguishing what Pan Siyuan meant.

"You do sometimes, that's true." Pan Siyuan saw that the person in front of her looked like a lion cub before she got angry, and her tone became a little aggressive.

"I'm sorry, I gave you such an impression. I'm sorry to offend you, but my feelings are not just words. I hope you can change your mind about me in the future. Excuse me!" Shen Qing heard Pan Siyuan say that to her , the last hope in my heart disappeared.She didn't want to be too rude in front of her, she wanted to say goodbye gracefully, but it was very difficult, so she had to leave pretending to be indifferent.

Shen Qing pressed the elevator button repeatedly, almost kicking the elevator door that hadn't been opened for a long time.The sound of closing the door behind her was crisp and loud. Shen Qing had been waiting for the sound behind her to sound again. She thought, hasn't Pan Siyuan been very gentle to herself all this time?Why, tonight, be so cruel?

"Ding dong." The elevator came, and Shen Qing stood still, but there was still no sound behind her. The lights in the corridor flickered, just like her heart, flickering and fading.

"Shen Qing, don't blame me, I'm doing it for everyone's benefit." After closing the door, Pan Siyuan kept sticking to the back of the door. She couldn't see the elevator entrance through the peephole, so she stuck to the door and listened to the sound of the elevator arriving.

Finally, that ding-dong made her cry and couldn't stop anymore.

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