Remember to forget GL

Following silently all the way, after Shen Qing let go of Pan Siyuan, she didn't speak again.In the elevator, Pan Siyuan glanced sideways at her and got a smile. Although there was a lot of reluctance in it, it also slightly eased the stalemate between them.

"I'll get you a glass of water, you can do whatever you want." After changing her shoes, Shen Qing still didn't intend to speak, and stood behind her blankly. Pan Siyuan pointed to the sofa and went to the kitchen by herself.

"Don't you have something to tell me?" Pan Siyuan sat on the other side of the sofa, that seat was facing Shen Qing's face, even though she kept her head down, she could still see clearly.

"I have nothing to say." The water glass in Shen Qing's hand shook slightly, and the pure water reflected her knuckles a little twisted.

"Then what are you doing here today?" Pan Siyuan took a breath. At first hearing these words, it really made people unhappy.

"What I want to say, I said it last time. I came today just to meet you. Also, just to remind you of what I said that day." The sound of the cup being placed on the tea table was a bit loud, and Pan Siyuan lifted it Looking at the person opposite.

Shen Qing's head had already been raised, and she looked at her with burning eyes. When she said these words, there were still traces of sadness in her eyes from time to time, but more, they were pure and firm.

Pan Siyuan didn't reply, but still looked at Shen Qing steadfastly. The two of them sat at the two ends of the sofa, separated by the coffee table.The air seemed to be frozen, and even the breath drifting in it had to stop.

Shen Qing lowered his eyebrows, as if he was brewing something, and his voice was calm but clear: "I know, what I said last time was a little abrupt, and it was a bit beyond your acceptable range. But, I thought, there was a lot of love between us. It is felt."

Shen Qing paused, seeing that Pan Siyuan didn't seem to respond, but she didn't stop her from continuing.

"I wanted to confess my love to you when I got home that night, but who knew you went back to Paris. When you were away, I realized how stupid I was. I kept putting off those words that should have been said a long time ago. When I was with you When you couldn't even be under the same sky, I started to be afraid, afraid of how I would live without you in the future.

Is it an exaggeration to say so?But that is my true feeling. Every day when you are not around, I become very sensitive. The flowers, plants, puppies and cats around me can easily touch my heart.I always want to share what I see, hear, and think with you as soon as possible.I want to ask you out shopping, I want to have dinner with you, I want to hear your voice on the radio, and I miss everything about you.

If you have never been separated, you will not know how deep your miss is. "

Shen Qing's words seemed to be addressed to Pan Siyuan, but also to herself.She spoke very slowly, and sometimes paused, pondering which words could express her feelings more accurately, and seemed to be carefully recalling the scene at that time, the invisible but deep-rooted concern made her Sad and sweet.

"Shen Qing, actually, it's good for us to be friends." Pan Siyuan remained silent for a long time, but Shen Qing didn't rush her, and just drank his own water quietly.

"Friend, friend." The cup on Shen Qing's lips shook, and the other hand was folded on the back of the hand holding the cup, as if this could increase his strength to calm him down.

Shen Qing couldn't see the struggle and hesitation in Pan Siyuan's eyes, maybe she still couldn't understand, she had been thinking about it for a long time to come here tonight and say this frankly.She never thought of giving up like this, but she couldn't find a way to continue.

"Shen Qing, I want to explain that last time, I wasn't discriminating against your feelings." Pan Siyuan sorted out her emotions and began to speak.

"Huh?" Shen Qing didn't seem to understand what Pan Siyuan meant by saying that.

"What I rejected was not a relationship between women, but that I was not ready to start with you." Pan Siyuan spoke at a moderate speed, but she still saw the fluctuating expression on Shen Qing's face.

"So, you're just rejecting me, aren't you?" Shen Ting listened to the first half of the sentence, her mood brightened, but when she heard the last sentence, she fell hard again.

"Shen Qing, do you understand Chinese?" Pan Siyuan took a deep breath. What she said just now always left a pessimistic message in her ears, right?

"I know, you are such a beautiful person, there must be many people who pursue you." Shen Qing didn't answer Pan Siyuan's question, as if trapped in her own world, she started talking to herself again, but she couldn't help it. Dare to look at each other again.

"The person chasing you is much better off than me, and I don't have any advantage to win. I only have one sincerity and one persistence." Shen Qing stopped suddenly, and let Pan, who had been listening to her, Si Yuan's heart suddenly tightened.

As if gathering all the strength in her body, Shen Qing swallowed, stared at Pan Siyuan, tightly tightened the drooping corners of her mouth, and licked her lips that were not dry: "But, the one who was moved by the first sight How can people be willing to be friends?"

In Pan Siyuan's heart, a string that had been stretched for a long time broke.

"You... I am very moved by your words." Pan Siyuan's originally calm eyes were filled with unknown emotions, as if her long-standing expectations had finally been answered, or as if she was suffering The suppressed struggle finally reached the breaking point.

"So, if you don't hate me so much, please give me a chance?" Shen Qing got up and walked in front of Pan Siyuan, and slowly squatted down.

"Just because you don't hate it, doesn't mean you like it." Pan Siyuan didn't struggle with the held hand, but she still refused to let go of her mouth.

"If you don't dislike it, you may develop into liking it. When you like it a lot, it's love." Shen Qing increased the strength in her hand, and Pan Siyuan's hand warmed up in her palm.

"You mean, coercion?" Pan Siyuan's mouth curled into an ambiguous smile, which flashed past, but was caught by Shen Qing.

What He Bingbing said is indeed true, women are always duplicity, as long as she does not reject you, it means that there is a great chance.

Zheng Ting's strategy is indeed correct, as long as she has a thick skin, ignore when it should be ignored, and be sharp-eyed when it should be sharp-eyed.

"Sisi, I really mean it." Shen Qing stood up, and gently embraced the person in front of her, her small struggle gradually subsided in the warm embrace.

"I haven't promised you yet, it's a little too much for you to do this." The voice came from the shoulder, muffled, but there was a warm current in Shen Qing's heart.

"Just now, you gave me the answer without pushing me away. You have never been a person who expresses with words." Shen Qing smiled slightly, stroking the ends of Pan Siyuan's hair with her hand, which was what attracted her in the first place .

The body in his arms suddenly stiffened, and then he was pushed away.Pan Siyuan was a little annoyed, this person seemed really too confident, right?When I saw her pitiful look just now, I felt soft-hearted for a moment, but who knew that she made an inch of it, and she is still complacent, so I really don't want to teach her a lesson.

"Shen Qing, your language was taught by Pakistanis." Pan Siyuan gritted her teeth and faced the person in front of her.

"Anyway, it's better than you, that's right. Your Chinese was taught by a Parisian." Shen Qing's brows and eyes had a brilliance that had never been seen before. Such Shen Qing made people's hearts flutter.

"You look the same as before." Pan Siyuan couldn't help but caressed her cheek and murmured.

Shen Qing raised her eyebrows, obviously doubtful about Pan Siyuan's words, but now is not a good time to ask further, thinking maybe Zheng Ting told her about her high school appearance.

Pan Siyuan still didn't formally agree to Shen Qing, but she was allowed to hold hands and hug her tonight, and she didn't push away her overtures.This is a kind of acquiescence, at least Shen Qing took this kind of understanding when he left.The two chatted on the sofa for a while, seeing that it was late, Pan Siyuan got up to see off the guests.

"Hey, you still seem to be indifferent to me, Sisi, you should be more enthusiastic." Before going out, Shen Qing turned around and complained.

"You don't want it, make an inch!" Pan Siyuan was messed up by her tonight. Unprepared, Shen Qing suddenly appeared, and it was another confession that was different from what she expected. The act of playing a rogue made him unable to refuse.

The moment the door closed, Pan Siyuan smiled.

She couldn't remember how long she had been waiting for this moment.

In the past, Shen Qing was not like this. At that time, she always seemed to have deep concerns, but at that time, Shen Qing seemed to be like this again. Her eyes were full of unresolved tenderness, but it only belonged to one person.

Pan Siyuan didn't want to delve into how many people Shen Qing relied on for tonight's drama.The person who was very angry at Shen Qing's disappearance finally relieved his anger tonight.I thought that according to Shen Qing's character, the last refusal would make her hide for a long time to heal her wounds, but she didn't expect that she would recover so quickly, let alone that she would come again so bluntly.

Shen Qing said a lot tonight. Someone may have said these words to her before, but Pan Siyuan didn't remember them clearly.But when Shen Qing spoke, every single word made her heart beat faster, and there was one sentence that touched the bottom of her heart:

"How can someone who is tempted at the first sight be willing to be friends?" Her heart softened completely. The wounds in her heart seemed to have been smeared with good golden sore medicine, and those scars that had been covered in dust for many years were like It was brushed by the magical feathers, and I no longer felt ferocious.

Sitting alone in the place where Shen Qing sat just now, Pan Siyuan slowly stroked every inch. Before returning to China, she imagined it many times, but the scene where they met was always beyond her expectations.Pan Siyuan leaned on the soft cushion, there was still half a glass of water left in front of her eyes.

The tea is cold, but it warms the hearts of two people.

Shen Qing, who walked out of Pan Siyuan's house, was so excited that she almost punched through the walls. Her whole body seemed to be filled with countless energies, but she had nowhere to vent them out.The sweet and sour taste in my heart is so satisfying that I can't describe it.What happened just now was as unreal as a dream, but Pan Siyuan's breath in front of her eyes and the hug she had dreamed of many times made her believe that she really approached Pan Siyuan Yuan.

The author has something to say: Sorry, I forgot to update the article when I was busy (ˇ?ˇ)

I will take the IELTS test next month. During the period, I will update a chapter every Saturday at 11:00. If there is no chapter, it will be gone that week. It will come back on August 8, and I will make up for it. Sauce purple looks cooler.

I still love you very much, okay!