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He Bingbing raised his head, and the person in front of him silently handed over a resignation report. There were only a few lines of words on it, but the meaning was obvious.Frowning inadvertently, he put down the pen, scanned it casually, looked at Shen Qing, and beckoned her to sit down.

"What do you mean?" He Bingbing put the resignation letter back on the table, to be exact, he threw it lightly.

"I want to leave and change the environment." Shen Qing sighed.

"Reason?" He Bingbing hugged her chest, her eyes fixed on Shen Qing.

"Shen Qing, look at me." Shen Qing's attitude made He Bingbing a little angry. During this period of time, they were indeed alienated than before, but they would not resign.

"Bingbing, I've been here for almost five years, I need more space, and I hope I can do better."

"Shen Qing, I know about the last time you invested in shares, you..." He Bingbing paused, but then brought up the matter again.

"Not exactly, Bingbing, I'm starting to know what I want now, and I hope to seize the opportunity." Shen Qing shook her head and interrupted He Bingbing. The matter of buying shares did make her uncomfortable, but she didn't want it The underlying reason for leaving.

The two were silent with each other, and He Bingbing was not satisfied with Shen Qing's answer, nor did he believe it.Because it's too high-sounding, it's not like what Shen Qing said, and it's not like the person she has known for many years in her mind.

"Shen Qing, did you leave because of me?" He Bingbing stood up, walked around to Shen Qing, and leaned against the table.

"Bingbing, you should know me. I won't impulsively say that I want to resign because of my feelings. This is my job and my ration." Shen Qing still shook his head, this time with a little smile.

Bingbing breathed heavily, his chest rose and fell, and the way he looked at Shen Qing changed again and again, and in the end he pushed his hair back without opening his mouth.

"Shen Qing, I don't care how many lies you've told me over the years. But this time, are you going to lie to me even when you leave?"

Shen Qing was a little surprised, wondering why He Bingbing suddenly fell so low, it was just a resignation, so why did it have to be a farewell.After thinking about it quietly, and looking at He Bingbing's back, it is not difficult to figure out the psychology of a woman.

"Bing Bing, I want to leave because of you, because of her, and even more because of me." Shen Qing knew that Bing Bing could already understand it, and no matter how cruel it was, there was no need to say it.

"I should have expected it. During this period of time, you often look out of the window in a daze in the corridor, always looking thoughtful, very similar to when you used to be. But there are countless expectations in your eyes, and you are so excited." The corners of the mouth will involuntarily rise after the daze, and it is completely different from the past."

He Bingbing had a somewhat lonely voice, as if recalling, but also expressing emotion.

Shen Qing remembered Pan Siyuan's actions that night, and her heart that was about to soften hardened again, and then she stood up, walked to He Bingbing's side, and stood side by side with her, looking at the road outside the window together.

"Bingbing, I'm not living alone now. In the past, I didn't mind whether life was good or bad, because good and bad were the same for me. But now I want to give her a better life, not for The comparison is not for vanity, maybe there is a little inferiority complex or fear in my heart, and more, I want to give her some stability."

As soon as Shen Qing started speaking, He Bingbing's shoulders trembled slightly, but he continued to listen without interrupting.

"I want to become better, so that I can be worthy of her, and also allow her to have more choices in her future life, instead of working hard to survive."

"She is a happy woman." He Bingbing was jealous, but also envious.

"I am the one who is happy, and this happiness is given by her, so I have to cherish it even more." The corners of Shen Qing's mouth loosened, Pan Siyuan appeared like a gift from heaven, and she easily captured her heart by appearing like this .The feeling of heartbeat that hadn't been felt for a long time, appeared again and again in front of her.

"I have nothing to say about the resignation alone, and I have to wait for Lao Zhao's opinion." He Bingbing lowered his head, signed the resignation report neatly, and handed it back to Shen Qing, but stopped looking at her glance.

"Well, I know, when he comes back from a business trip, I'll go find him." Shen Qing nodded and took it. Old Zhao should be hoping that she would leave voluntarily.

I left He Bingbing's office with a bit of bitterness in my heart. In the past five years, this should be the heaviest time to leave.If you can't let your hand fall off the handle for a long time, if you don't feel it, you won't be so sad when you think about it.

It's just that greed has no good results in this world. Shen Qing has suffered for so many years and prayed so many times. When the innocence really fulfilled her wish and sent a person who is willing to join hands with her, how could she waste it again and again?Leaving is an inevitable choice, and leaving is also a doomed ending.

Returning to her seat, Shen Qing looked at the resignation report in her hand. The corners had been wrinkled by He Bingbing just now, but it did not affect its effectiveness. The signatures on it were signed by the direct leader He Bingbing and the human resources director. The next one is the general manager Zhao Bowei.

When did it start, people who had fought side by side would start to have a gap, when did it start, every time they reported, they would be embarrassed by many things, although Zhao Bowei was not the only one who criticized.Maybe it was He Bingbing who protected her too well. Over the years, she has been familiar with business, unfamiliar with socializing, and depressed at work. Like a duck to water.

Now, she realizes that there are too many things that need to be tolerated, faced, and borne by herself.But now, it is no longer possible for He Bingbing to do this for herself.Those who used to be indifferent, turned a blind eye, just because they didn't want to tear apart the small curtain between them and embarrass each other, but now they have reached the point where they have to make a decision.

A few days ago, I had an appointment with Zheng Ting for dinner, but I inadvertently inquired about it but got a shocking answer.Zheng Ting hesitated to speak, Zheng Ting's distressed face and faint worry all made Shen Qing's heart hang in the air.

"Shen Qing, Sisi is on the radio station, and her situation is not very good."

"Sisi's situation of being excluded is becoming more and more obvious. The most disgusting thing is the leader of the station. His face becomes faster than turning the pages of a book, and there are a few who are eyeing her."

"Shen Qing, Sisi, in fact, I have considered resigning from the radio station and changing jobs."

"Then do you know what she wants to do?" Shen Qing's heart aches enough just to hear what Zheng Ting said, and seeing how tired she was when she came home in the middle of the night, she can't wait to hug her immediately.

Zheng Ting just sighed and couldn't explain clearly, and occasionally heard Pan Siyuan mention a few words about the plan of the independent studio, but there was no further comment.Until now, it has never been mentioned again.

Zheng Ting didn't understand why Pan Siyuan still gritted her teeth and persisted now that the situation was getting more and more chaotic. She obviously didn't rely on this income to make ends meet.And getting along these days, Zheng Ting assured that Pan Siyuan was not a vain person, those so-called fame, how famous she was, was never her primary consideration.

So, what was it that made Pan Siyuan reluctant to leave?

Zheng Ting asked Shen Qing if she knew the reason, Shen Qing was silent for a while, smiled lightly, and just said she didn't know.After Zheng Ting finished nagging, she would not ask again. Even if she knew that Shen Qing had successfully moved to Pan Siyuan's house, she also knew that the two of them hadn't made much progress.Talk about their interesting stories wittily, and after relaxing, say goodbye, and meet each other with a smile next time.

When she got home, Pan Siyuan was lying on the sofa reading a book, and there were several plates on the dining table, which were well covered.Seeing her come back, she put down the magazine in her hand, got up and walked over.He took her bag, put it on the stool next to the shoe cabinet, and went straight to the kitchen.

Even if they don't talk too much, the two of them gradually have a tacit understanding. When they meet each other's eyes, they can see the flash of longing and joy, and then a touch of happiness and satisfaction.

"It's a bit late today, and the dishes are getting cold." Pan Siyuan said while putting the dishes in the microwave to heat them up.

"Sisi, don't be busy, I'll do it myself, and you can just rest." Shen Qing washed her hands and took the plate in her hand.

In a blink of an eye, she saw two rice bowls on the dining table, no need to ask, Pan Siyuan prepared dinner, but she didn't eat it first, and didn't call to urge her to come back early.

Shen Qing likes this feeling of going home more and more. Although she used to be at home, her parents were also like this. The first moment she arrived home, they became busy, and the division of labor was clear. Dad started cooking in the kitchen, and mom was in charge. Set the table.Shen Qing didn't know that a non-blood person who was not her parents could also give her the same warm feeling, even stronger.

Pan Siyuan doesn't like Qiong Yao's style of love talk. Shen Qing said a few half-truths by nonsense, and all she received was Pan Siyuan's indifferent response. .She found that whenever she cleaned up all the food on the table, Pan Siyuan's smile was the strongest, and when she obediently washed all the dishes, there must be a cup of tea waiting for her on the table after she came out.

It's such a good feeling to be waiting for someone you like.

Shen Qing hesitated a few times, and wanted to ask Pan Siyuan about work, but the words lingered in his mouth for a long time, but he couldn't find a suitable explanation.After thinking about it, it seems that Pan Siyuan never took the initiative to ask her about her work, but she couldn't help nagging her, and Pan Siyuan just listened quietly, occasionally explaining her a few words, but she didn't think she was someone who had come before. status, give her experience or make her endure.

If she didn't want to say it, but she asked herself, would Sisi be unhappy?Shen Qing knew that if she spoke, Pan Siyuan would answer. Most of what she heard would be about the benefits of work or rational thinking, but it was not the answer she wanted.Pan Siyuan didn't deliberately hold her back, but she never let her see all of herself. She couldn't step on the so-called "one beige line".

Shen Qing was apprehensive and confused about their relationship, but when she saw Pan Siyuan in front of her eyes, the sparkle in each other's eyes was definitely not fake.So in the end, what is it that prevents each other from taking the last step?

"Sisi, I'm resigning. I'm going to start my own business and create my own future."

"Action so soon?" Pan Siyuan heard Shen Qing mention it a few times a few days ago, but she didn't expect that she really acted this time.

"Well, this time I don't want to be lazy anymore, just think about it. Time is money, so do what you say." Shen Qing is full of ambition. Ever since the matter of investing in shares fell through, she has faintly had this idea in her heart.

The reason for moving out before was also that he wanted to start a business with his colleagues, and it would be more convenient to move out to live. It was only after talking about it that Shen's mother was persuaded, and she agreed with suspicion.

Now, a different path is about to start, Shen Qing holds the hands of those around him with longing for the future.It is no longer a gentle push away, but a rather forceful grip, which gave Shen Qing the fighting spirit to fight for his family.

The author has something to say: I accompanied my classmate to do the full femtosecond myopia correction surgery today, and after serving for a day, I was sleepy, and the update was late, sorry, sorry~~~

The author wants to rest on weekends, so everyone knows, have fun by yourself, quack quack quack quack.

Well, in fact, people are thinking about how to get them to get out of here quickly, especially if they apply for the list in the next issue.Well, the next update is under a lot of pressure, let me take it easy o(╯□╰)o