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Before it was dark, Pan Siyuan opened the door of the house and was a little surprised to see Shen Qing's bag on the shoe cabinet.Seeing that the person was so anxious when he went out in the morning, he thought it was because there were too many things in the company, and he didn't call to ask her if she came back for dinner just now, because she was afraid that she would hurry back before finishing her work in order to accommodate herself.Now, I worry too much.

"Shen Qing, are you busy?" Shen Qing lives in the guest room, usually the two of them are at home, except for sleeping, Shen Qing hardly closes the door of the room, unexpectedly at this time, her door is closed tightly.

There were some sounds of stools moving inside, but no one responded, and no one opened the door. Pan Siyuan knocked lightly again.

Seeing that Shen Qing did not respond, Pan Siyuan stopped knocking on the door and went back to her room to change, made a cup of tea, and sat quietly on the sofa to read a book.At this point, I'm not in a hurry to make dinner. The most important thing is that she's a little tired today and doesn't want to make it.It is useless to count on Shen Qing, except for noodles and fried eggs, she has almost no other skills.

I have a silent plan in my heart, order a takeaway, and make a big meal tomorrow night. . .However, Shen Qing didn't seem to know that tomorrow was her birthday, and Pan Siyuan didn't think about whether to tell her or not.She was a little conflicted about this. First of all, she certainly hoped to spend it with Shen Qing on her birthday, but women would care about their age, especially since she was so much older than Shen Qing. If Shen Qing asked From the beginning, no matter how calm she is at this age, it will be difficult for her to speak out calmly.

Afraid of seeing Shen Qing's mindful expression, and also afraid that Shen Qing would not know her birthday, and would treat tomorrow as a meaningless day.The more Pan Siyuan thought about it, the more serious she became, and a serious and troubled expression appeared on her face, she didn't even know when Shen Qing left the room.

Ever since Pan Siyuan came back, Shen Qing knew and heard her knocking on her door.I wanted to open the door for the first time and see the face that made my heart flutter and was always on my mind, but when I thought of what I saw on the street just now, I felt uncomfortable for a while.Like an angry child, she tried her best to ignore her, but when her voice disappeared outside the door, Shen Qing became worried again.

The quarrel was just to make others care more, Shen Qing laughed a little self-deprecatingly.How long has it been since I had such a small emotion, and how long has no one made myself so immature?After waiting for a while, only a few sounds were heard in the living room. It is estimated that Pan Siyuan was sitting in the old place reading a book again. Shen Qing was embarrassed and went out immediately. After dawdling for a while, she awkwardly took the opportunity of pouring water to leave door.

What she didn't expect to see was Pan Siyuan's dazed look. Shen Qing was standing next to her, but she didn't realize it and was immersed in her own thoughts.Shen Qing coughed lightly, and then attracted Pan Siyuan's attention.

"Why did you come back so early?"

The two spoke the first sentence at the same time, and they were taken aback for a moment after they finished speaking.

"Well, I'll be back when I'm done with my work." Shen Qing sat on the sofa unnaturally, but it was at the other end.

Pan Siyuan frowned imperceptibly, something was wrong with Shen Qing.In the past, as long as she sat on the sofa, even if it was a single seat, she would find a way to squeeze over, but today she took the initiative to sit on the other end.Pan Siyuan put down the book expressionlessly, then stared at Shen Qing for a few more times, and saw that she didn't intend to move over.

"What happened today? Sitting so far away."

"It's nothing, I'm just a little tired." Shen Qing clearly answered the wrong question. Pan Siyuan didn't like this kind of Shen Qing, and she made people feel like she couldn't be grasped.

"Shen Qing, are you going to the company today?" Pan Siyuan guessed that it was something about the company that made her unhappy, so she thought about asking her.

"Then what did you do today?" Shen Qing felt that Pan Siyuan's question made her feel a little uncomfortable. Could it be that she knew that she was lying to him?But after thinking about it, I went to buy her a gift, but she told Jiang Xinfeng, hum!

Shen Qing's expression immediately turned cold, which made Pan Siyuan very puzzled, and what's going on with this slightly defensive and angry look?Pan Siyuan was a little embarrassed by being teased by Shen Qing, and the two of them suddenly fell silent.

"Shen Qing, shall we order takeout tonight?" Pan Siyuan stood up and started looking for takeout orders. Since Shen Qing came, they have made a special box to put all kinds of takeout orders. Love the kitchen.

"Okay." Shen Qing was a little weak, looking at Pan Siyuan's back, feeling sleepy for no reason.

"Shall I eat pizza?" Pan Siyuan had already picked up the phone to order food, looked up at Shen Qing, and waited for her answer.

"Okay." Nodding, hardly thinking, and not wanting to think.At this moment, Shen Qing almost forgot that she really didn't like pizza.

"Shen Qing, what's the matter with you today?" Pan Siyuan finished ordering and walked to Shen Qing's side. Now, she was sure that something was wrong with Shen Qing.

"Sisi, what do you think our relationship is?" Folding her arms, Shen Qing raised her head and looked at the person standing in front of her. She really wanted to hear Pan Siyuan answer these words.

"Shen Qing, what do you think is our relationship?" Pan Siyuan was furious. This person, suddenly in a bad mood, made such a statement, what does it mean?

What's the relationship between them?Even if she didn't say it clearly, couldn't she feel it?At the class reunion, in front of so many people, wouldn't her acquiescence count?Isn't it enough to explain their relationship by letting her move to my house, let her hug, let her kiss!

Shen Qing saw that anger gradually grew in Pan Siyuan's beautiful eyes, and her confidence slowly receded, she shrank her shoulders a little shyly, and unconsciously took the pillow next to her.However, there is something between the two of them that needs to be explained, otherwise Shen Qing's heart will hang in suspense all the time. She can give Pan Siyuan time and space, but she can't wait like this without any results.

She was afraid that in the end, it would be nothing but an affair.

"It's true that I didn't go to the company today. I went shopping. I saw you and Jiang Xinfeng on the street. I was very happy to see you shopping." Full of embarrassment and undetectable jealousy, Shen Qing said this When talking, she refused to look at Pan Siyuan, but hugged the little pillow tightly.

"You didn't go to the company? Did you see me?"

Huh, Pan Siyuan's tone is so weird?Why doesn't it look angry and not gentle, but there is a cold breath, which makes Shen Qing have the illusion that he is going to be skinned.

"Huh, I felt bad after I went out, so I went shopping and vented my emotions through shopping." Shen Qing explained why He Bingbing usually pulled her to go shopping, with a calm face.

"Then why didn't you call me when you saw me?" Pan Siyuan smiled. Shen Qing really wasn't suitable for lying. If she lied, her ears would turn red.

"Who would bother you? What if you coldly tell me to go home first." She pouted, her voice was not loud, but Pan Siyuan saw Shen Qing's narrow-mindedness.

"Maybe I'll come back with you. If you don't know how to know the result." She rubbed her red ears amusedly. Now, Pan Siyuan seemed to understand why Shen Qing's emotions were wrong.

He wanted to deliberately tease her, but Shen Qing couldn't help teasing her. Not only did he avoid her hand, but he even plausibly said that she lied to her and went out on a date?It's hurtful to say this, no matter how tolerant Pan Siyuan is to Shen Qing, she can't bear such an accusation, not to mention it's nothing at all!

"Shen Qing, you keep asking me, what is our relationship? Then I want to ask you, in your heart, what is between us? What about your past, have you let go of it all? You think about it, Will you just spend the rest of your life with me?"

Shen Qing smiled and shook her head, "I've said too many times about my attitude towards this relationship. It's you who have been avoiding me. I'm afraid of pushing you and putting pressure on you, so I don't push you every time. You want an answer. But what about you? You keep talking about my past. Who hasn’t? You always hold on to my senior sister, but me, did I ever mention you and Jiang Xinfeng!"

Pan Siyuan didn't expect that Shen Qing thought so in her heart. She originally hoped that the relationship between them would deepen, and she would tell Shen Qing the truth.Unexpectedly, this deliberately created "extended time" would actually make Shen Qing feel uncomfortable.

"Your past? Your past isn't limited to senior sister, isn't there a night of sex?" Pan Siyuan thought of Shen Qing's obsessive love for senior sister, but the nights she spent with her were called nightmares .

"I said before that it was an accident, just like being bitten by a dog or hit by a car while walking on the road! What do you want me to do so that you don't mind?" Shen Qing was really helpless. It seems that the original confession was an accident. mistake.

"Bitten by a dog? Hit by a car? It seems that this nightmare really tortured you, so why did you tell me? Do you want me to accompany you to have a nightmare together?" Pan Siyuan couldn't stand Shen Qing saying this , even knowing that she just wanted to get rid of that helpless relationship to prove her feelings and sincerity.But when it comes to herself, Pan Siyuan still can't control her inner emotions.

"Why? If possible, I don't want to say it, and I want to keep it a secret forever! But every time I hug and kiss you, I always fall into that kind of memory. I don't want to have that kind of memory in my future life." A ridiculous shadow, and I don't want the person I love to be shrouded in other shadows!" Shen Qing became excited, and she knew that telling Pan Siyuan would hurt, but not telling would hurt even more.

"What do you mean?" Pan Siyuan was stunned for a moment, but she didn't expect Shen Qing's reason to be this. She vaguely heard something, but she couldn't be sure.

Shen Qingmo sighed, and pulled Pan Siyuan to sit in her arms, pressing her forehead against her forehead, and tightly wrapped her waist with her hands. The soft touch and warm body made her heart throb.However, the next thing to say is to make people run away at any time, so they have to increase the strength of the hug in advance.

"You mean, every time you kiss me, you have that person in your mind?"

When Shen Qing spoke out the tangled knots in her heart in a deliberative tone, Pan Siyuan was silent for a long time, and then she concluded this sentence.

"Well, I know I'm mentally ill..."

"You are very ill indeed."

"I've thought about it. If I tell you that I still can't get better in the future, I'll see a psychiatrist."

"Seeing a doctor is very expensive, and the disease is not easy to treat."

Shen Qing lowered his head all the time, a little annoyed and depressed, and could not hear the teasing meaning in Pan Siyuan's words, nor did he see the gleam in her eyes.It wasn't until her hand touched her ear again that she looked up at her blankly.

"Then my bracelet, when will you return it to me?"

"When did I take your bracelet? Haven't you sent it yet?"

No, Shen Qing realized it was wrong after saying this.Bracelet!Pan Siyuan said bracelet!Just now, she said that after the woman left, she left behind a bracelet!Could it be that that bracelet belonged to Pan Siyuan!Then, that woman that night was Pan Siyuan! ? ? ?

This conclusion was so shocking that Shen Qing thought that his brain had opened up and he dared not face the reality, so he made random associations.But seeing that there was no anger in Pan Siyuan's eyes, only a soft light, the little seed in her heart sprouted uncontrollably, and then it got out of hand.

"Sisi, is the bracelet you're talking about the one you left at the hotel?" She opened her mouth with some difficulty, but her eyes were fixed on Pan Siyuan for a moment, for fear of missing her nodding expression of acknowledgment.

"Otherwise? Or, you have picked up many women's bracelets, huh?" The hand that kept touching his ear stopped at this moment.Shen Qing knew that if she nodded and said yes at this moment, her ears would be wrung off soon.

Looking at the person in her arms in disbelief, Shen Qing felt that one second she was still suffering in hell, but the next moment she was taken to heaven for hospitality, and no amount of food and wine was enough to satisfy the excitement in her heart.

"It's really you, it's really you! That's great, it's good to be you!" Shen Qing repeated incoherently that it was great, she was like a redeemed sinner, and got the most complete release.Nothing cheered her up more than such an answer.

It turned out that that face really belonged to Pan Siyuan. It turned out that she did nothing wrong, but she missed it all these years.

As the breath gradually approached, Shen Qing no longer had the boulder on his heart, and the person in his arms became even more exciting.The feeling that has been restrained and suppressed for so long can finally no longer be avoided, and she no longer feels guilty. She wants to have Pan Siyuan, and it is justifiable to have it!

No longer have to worry about overlapping images, no longer have to be sad about your own distraction, and no longer feel guilty because your emotions have the shadow of others.Sensing Shen Qing's intention, Pan Siyuan froze for a moment, but she didn't have any intention of avoiding it.The hand slipped from her ear, hooked on the back of her neck, and let her do whatever she wanted on her body.

The long-lost feeling many years ago gradually returned, and the two of them were adapting to each other amidst excitement and tension. From the sofa to the bedroom, Shen Qing took the shortest time.She never wanted to let Pan Siyuan escape, she wanted to enjoy her beauty from the inside out.It was not yet dark, but the room between the two was ambiguous. The dim light reflected the delicate skin of each other with a bit of temptation, and projected the undulating figure on the cold wall, melting everything.

Shallow groans, moans, and long breaths made Shen Qing intoxicated in this strange and turbulent ocean.It was the first time that the touch in her hand was so real, she wanted to keep this moment forever, she wanted to remember every inch her hand touched, what Pan Siyuan brought her was true happiness.At the happiest moment for each other, the two said love at the same time.

The pizza outside the door waited for a long time, but no one opened the door, so we had to leave it outside.

The author has something to say: Ang, what did I write?In fact, it’s nothing~~~ Well, in fact, under the current situation, it can only go to this level, otherwise it will not even pass the online review, we understand!

Alright, let’s float away, remember to throw more of your flowers~~~