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"Mom, Mom, I'm back." Shen Qing opened the door of the house, but there was no one there.

"Wait, you can eat right away." Mama Shen's voice came from the kitchen, and at this time, Papa Shen, the chef, went somewhere.

"Where's Dad? Just the two of us for dinner tonight?" Taking an apple from the table, Shen Qing leaned against the kitchen door and watched his mother's busy figure.

"Well, go over here, don't get in the way here." Shen Ma said in a disgusted tone, and she didn't look at Shen Qing, most of the time she turned her back to her.

"Hmph, I'll show you how good I am in the future." Shen Qing stuck out her tongue. Now she has just taken two cooking classes, and she doesn't have any skills that she can show.

Shen's mother ignored her and continued to be busy in the kitchen. Most of these things were done by Shen's father in the past, and she was used to it, so she didn't bother to cook too much when she wanted to do it suddenly.The most important thing is that she is not in that mood, so naturally she is not willing to spend too much energy on this aspect.

The conversation after dinner was the focus of calling Shen Qing back today.After thinking about the scene later, Shen Ma's heart became heavy again.

"Mom, why do you see me looking like a ghost?" The bowls and chopsticks have been set, Shen Qing sat at the table and waited for her mother, seeing this expression, she joked as usual.

"You are scarier than a ghost!" Shen's mother gave her an angry look, pulled the stool and sat down.

"Where's Dad? Why are you alone at home today?" In front of her was her favorite fish, and Shen Qing hadn't eaten her mother's dishes for a long time.

"He went out to meet his old colleague for a drink." Shen's mother deliberately dismissed the old man today, and she really didn't know how to say something in front of the old man.

"Didn't you stop Dad from smoking and drinking? Why is there an amnesty today?" Shen Qing was a little surprised, but after thinking about it, he thought it was nothing. Dad is a face-saving person. It is rare for an old colleague to invite him, so he must go.

"Eat quickly, don't talk too much." Shen's mother was upset for a while, and she was not happy to joke with Shen Qing.

Shen Qing faintly felt that her mother's mood was not right today, but she couldn't tell what was wrong.At first, I thought it was my parents who were quarreling again, but when my mother mentioned my father just now, her tone of voice was quite normal, and it seemed that it was not what I thought.

The two finished the meal with their own concerns. There were not many dishes, and Shen Qing didn't speak, so he ate as much as he could. In the end, there was only half a pot of soup left, and everything else was cleaned up.Shen Qing took the initiative to ask Ying to wash the dishes, which was much more comfortable than meeting her mother's eyes without saying a word. Who knows what kind of evil my mother has suffered today, she always seemed hesitant to speak, and she refused to speak when asked, And always worried.

"Shen Qing, put the bowl in the pool, come here." As soon as he entered the kitchen, he heard his mother calling.

Shen Qing's face collapsed, it seemed that my mother was looking for trouble for herself today.Deliberately dismissing my father is probably going to take a strict line.Thinking about it carefully, it seems that I haven't done anything to offend my mother recently. I have been busy with starting a business. At most, I have gone home less often and called my parents less.

Sitting down honestly, Shen Qing felt nervous for the first time.Mom kept staring at herself, but never said a word.Obviously she saw her mother's throat moving, and her brows were furrowed, but she just didn't speak, which frightened her to death.

"Mom, what do you want to say?" Shen Qing had to take the initiative to speak, because of such a stalemate, I don't know when it will last.

There was another silence, Shen's mother was organizing her words, and Shen Qing fell into an increasingly obvious anxiety.What is it that makes mother so embarrassed?Could it be that one of the parents has a health problem?Thinking of this, Shen Qing's face immediately turned pale, and his back straightened up.

"Shen Qing, you...who gave you your bracelet?" Originally, I wanted to ask my daughter directly, did she become a friend?In the blink of an eye, he saw the kind silver bracelet on his wrist, and with a thought, he changed the subject.

"Uh, it's a gift from a friend, you don't know it." Following her mother's gaze, she locked on something on her wrist.Shen Qing couldn't help but wanted to laugh, but held back.His relationship with Pan Siyuan still had to be hidden from his parents.

"I don't know? Friends who don't know you well, you will accept what they give you?" What Shen Ma said was good and perfect.

For a while, Shen Qing didn't answer.That's right, she always keeps a distance from people she doesn't know well, and she will never accept gifts from others for no reason, and she will not wear them so actively after accepting them.If her mother doesn't know someone she knows well, how can this be explained?

"I remember you said that it's inconvenient to wear things on your hands, so you don't even want a watch. Now it's not too troublesome to wear a bracelet?" Seeing Shen Qing's silence, Shen's mother continued to speak.At the time of the college entrance examination, Shen Qing refused to wear a watch, and insisted on putting the watch and pencil in a transparent bag as a "desk watch".

"A friend who hadn't contacted me for a long time came back from abroad. I met a while ago, and then gave it to me by the way. I'm too embarrassed to refuse other people's kindness. Besides, this bracelet is very beautiful, so I wear it." Shen Qing seemed to see something different in his mother's eyes, and his heart sank, thinking of just checking out his mother's attitude.

"Chen Sha?" Shen Ma tentatively called out a name.

"Ah? Have you seen her? Ah, no." Shen Qing was stunned by the name, he hadn't heard it for a long time, and he didn't realize it all of a sudden. It turned out that he was saying, senior sister.

Except for the teacher, except for the elders, it seems that no one calls Senior Sister that.Even before, she honestly called her senior or SARAH, Chen Sha, this name seemed a little strange.

"Well, I saw her once near the community a few days ago. She said she came back to work and lived near here. You are the same, why don't you ask her to come back and have a sit down?" Judging from Shen Qing's reaction, this bracelet It wasn't from Chen Sha.Then, there is a high probability that it is the girl she saw holding hands with Shen Qing that day.

"Well, she's busy." Shen Qing didn't expect that the senior sister would meet her mother, and she was upset again.In fact, she didn't know what she was bothering about. It was obvious that her senior sister had no intersection with her life.

"It's not Chen Sha, it's not Bingbing, who else is there?" Shen's mother pressed her every step of the way, unable to ask an answer, she couldn't feel at ease.

"It's just a friend, I'll bring it back for you to see some other day." Shen Qing was a little risky, answering like this, wondering if my mother could hear something else.

"Of course it's good for you to make more friends. I haven't seen who you get close to in the past few years. It's not good. But at your age, you really have to start thinking about emotional matters. Mom is not forcing you , but if you don't think about it, when you get older, you will only be left to be picked by others." Speaking of this topic, Shen Ma's face became even more serious.

"Mom, in fact, I recently met a new friend. She is very nice, and I also get along with her. She and Zheng Ting are colleagues." Now that Mom has opened the topic, let's also talk about Pan Siyuan's situation.

"Huh? Radio station? What kind?"

"Just the host. I grew up in Paris. She is a nice person and has a good personality." Speaking of Pan Siyuan, Shen Qing really felt that she was good everywhere.

How could Shen's mother fail to see the obsession in Shen Qing's eyes? No matter how much she tried to hide it, she would not hide it from her. What's more, she had the intention of probing it. From this point of view, that person was the friend she was talking about. up.Now, Mother Shen hesitated a bit, should she continue to ask, and what should she say if she asked?

"Mom?" Seeing that her mother suddenly fell silent, Shen Qing didn't know why.

"How is your relationship with her?"

"Ah, it's not bad. It's quite easy to talk to. I feel that being with her will be very happy, every day will be very happy." What Shen Qing said is not a lie, Pan Siyuan is her sunshine and her goddess.

"Shen Qing, tell mom honestly, is your relationship with her just a friend's relationship?"

Shen Qingmo, she guessed that her mother would ask this question one day, but she didn't expect it to be today.Should she say it?Regarding her attitude towards her family, she hadn't talked to Pan Siyuan yet, and she didn't know if Sisi would be willing to be pushed in front of her parents prematurely, at the beginning of their relationship.

"Mom, me, if the relationship I choose is different from most people, will you be sad?"

Shen Qing still said that the truth that had been suppressed for many years was released in this short sentence.She doesn't want to lie to anyone, especially someone close to her.She wants to live authentically, her feelings, what's wrong?She doesn't want to hurt anyone, but she can pretend to live according to other people's expectations, she really can't do it.

"For a while, I saw you on the street. I saw you shopping with a girl and holding hands."

"En." Shen Qing recalled, it should be the day after Pan Siyuan's birthday, and nodded.

"It's okay for two girls to be intimate when they go shopping..."

"Mom, it's as you guessed." Shen's mother was interrupted before she finished speaking, Shen Qing didn't want to make her mother find a reason to explain, and she had already heard her mother's meaning.

The silence between the two of them made the time longer, Shen's mother closed her eyes in despair, what else could she do except sigh?Shen's mother occasionally opened her eyes and looked at the daughter in front of her. This is her daughter. She once did what a mother should do because she was afraid that she would be infatuated with her senior sister by mistake.But now, I am afraid there is no way to stop it.So, accept it?How can she accept this?

The complicated expression made Shen Qing feel very uncomfortable. She imagined how her mother would react when she knew the truth one day?She knew that she had hurt her mother's heart, but she neither flinched nor avoided. She liked the feeling of being with Pan Siyuan. Pan Siyuan had done so much for her, and she was very grateful to have this relationship.This is the biggest gain in her life, she will not give up easily, but, can this harm be made smaller.

"If I say, I'm sad, you two will separate?" Shen Ma said with a hoarse voice.

"Mom, I don't want to be separated, and I don't want to be separated." Shen Qing shook her head, just assuming it made her panic, how could she be separated from Pan Siyuan?

"We must separate, or don't call me mom again." Shen's mother got up and went back to the room.

Shocked, Shen Qing stood up, and before he could take two steps, he heard the door slam shut.

How could it suddenly turn into this?Wasn't there a sign of improvement just now?Mom's attitude has changed too quickly, right?So scary and totally unexpected.

But it seems to be expected, this is the reaction Shen Ma should have.Mom rarely beats and scolds her excitedly, but her attitude will not change easily.When she was a child, she was always dictated by her mother's orders. Now that she has learned to make her own decisions, she gradually has conflicts with her mother.Could it be that different opinions can only hurt each other?

Subconsciously touched the chain on her wrist, Pan Siyuan's expression when she forced her to put it on after taking care of it still vividly appeared in her mind, and she received an ultimatum from her mother.If they are not separated, they will no longer be mother and daughter.There was no noise, no heart-piercing cries, no words, no chance to even ask her to explain, guarantee, just like that, only a back view.

She hid in the cabinet for a long time, and now she finally came out of the cabinet, but she did not encounter the intense scene she imagined.Sometimes, silence is the most lethal. Only when we know each other too well can we clearly know the firmness revealed in the other's simple words.

Shen Qing drove aimlessly on the streets, and didn't want Pan Siyuan to see her like this, didn't want her to worry about the current situation, and didn't want her to have any worries about their relationship.

The author has something to say: Happy Mid-Autumn Festival everyone~~~! ! !

I don’t have fresh meat mooncakes to eat, so send me a few small flowers. Recently, Wenxia is so depressed and my heart is so broken. . .