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There are very few guests in the restaurant, and the intervals between each table are so large that if you want to greet each other, you can only shout if you want to get up and walk over.Shen Qing stared blankly at the performance on the high platform in the distance, the paella in front of him moved very little, and the cup was filled with pure water.

The enthusiastic flamenco dancer is not as coquettish as Carmen, nor does it arouse Shen Qing's heartstrings.This is the second time that Senior has invited her after she returned to Shanghai, and she chose a Spanish restaurant specially.Shen Qing had already let go of her mind for her senior, and was stuck in the company's affairs every day, and she didn't have the thought to cherish it with emotion. Occasionally, when she thought of it, she looked like an old friend with a vague outline.

"Every time I eat with me, you always eat very little, do I really make you feel so nauseous?" The knife and fork in SARAH's hand seems to be rarely idle, not only eating by himself, but watching how Shen Qing eats, just Take the initiative to prepare vegetables for her.

"Senior sister, you're joking that it's getting colder and colder, and this winter is about to pass." Shen Qing was not nervous at all, being teased by the senior sister, he was pulled back from his distracted state.Pointing out the window, he even made a movement of unbuttoning his shirt.

"Then explain why every time I eat with me, you hardly touch your hands?" SARAH is funny, Shen Qing's mind-wandering ability has not declined but increased, as people grow up, mind-wandering becomes even more powerful.

"I don't eat much now." Shen Qing moved her lips, thought for a while, and didn't know if this explanation was reasonable.

It seems that she doesn't eat much, but it is untrue to say that she can't move chopsticks.At least at the beginning, every meal with Pan Siyuan was very fulfilling, and the only concern was that the food was not elegant enough.Every time Pan Siyuan cooks at home, she must eat up everything in the bowl, but Pan Siyuan has a tendency to cook more and more, it is inevitable that Shen Qing will become fat.

"You are much richer than when I saw you last time, and you still say you have a small appetite?" SARAH saw through Shen Qing's excuses, but still exposed them face to face, really not as kind as before.

Shen Qing slandered in her heart, why do women who come back from Paris like to torture people like this, knowing that they are already embarrassed, but they still say it on purpose, just to see themselves blush?Thinking of that time when Pan Siyuan said that she was a man and grandpa of KFC in the campus corridor, she couldn't help shaking her head and smiling.She is obviously a mature and beautiful woman, but she is always so childish.

She stayed in Pan Siyuan's room last week. After making love, she leaned on Shen Qing's arm and measured the distance from her face to Shen Qing's heart inch by inch, which made her heart itch.Pan Siyuan, on the other hand, seemed unaware of her teasing skills, she concentrated on measuring with her hands, and Shen Qing had no choice but to force herself to persevere.Originally thought she did this on purpose, in order to add some fiery atmosphere, but when Shen Qing looked down into her eyes, what she saw was pure and innocent like a child.Sure enough, it was only her own arm that attracted her, right?

"By the way, the biggest difference between you now and before is that you no longer pay attention to me." SARAH said quietly, took a bite of the fried fish, and looked at Shen Qing slightly disappointed.

Shen Qing still smiled slightly, thought for a while, picked up the cup in front of him and drank it down in one gulp, although what he drank was only plain water.Drinking a large glass of water can be regarded as emboldened, Shen Qing sorted out her thoughts and sat up.Swallowing his saliva, it was as formal as a speech in a meeting, which made SARAH who was sitting across from her nervous, put down the fork in coordination, and quietly waited for Shen Qing to speak.

"Senior sister, I have something I want to tell you." Scratching his head, Shen Qing opened his mouth, somewhat discouraged. In the battle just now, he thought he was going to say some bold words, but the voice that floated out was still gentle Wire.

"Let's talk." SARAH's eyes were full of smiles, as if she had seen through Shen Qing, and had already anticipated what she would say next.

Shen Qing only cared about what he was going to say later, and couldn't care less about observing the senior sister's expression. She lowered her head halfway, bit her lips, and made up her mind.Raising her head, she met the shining eyes, those eyes that had fascinated her for many years, could no longer bring her any heartbeat, and even lost the courage to look at each other.

"Senior sister, although, I used to like you. Cough cough, but now, I already have someone I love very much, and I want to be together seriously. So, we, so we, are impossible." Intermittently, at any rate, he told all the thoughts in his heart.Shen Qing didn't care about being shy, and took another big sip of water to suppress her shock.

The smile on SARAH's face receded, and she didn't answer right away, the two of them just remained silent.Shen Qing felt a little uneasy, although she didn't do anything to be sorry for her senior, but after all, this secret love was only buried deep in her heart, if she said it suddenly, would she scare her senior?I can't control that much anymore, what she wants to express is the latter, and those are the key points.I just hope that senior sister can understand what she means, and let her go when they finally miss it.

Although she is very self-aware, she has never fantasized about being spotted by a beautiful woman and still pestering her.But I have watched a lot of Gouxue Lei dramas, and many people want to look back at the gentle care in the past when they are injured. When they feel soft-hearted, they mistakenly think that they also like that kind of tenderness.Shen Qing doesn't want to have any emotional involvement, especially after she has Pan Siyuan, she can't and won't do anything to sorry Pan Siyuan.Of course, she is also very unwilling to tear up her face with her senior sister. It's the best thing to do as usual.

The Spanish dancers left, and only a light melody remained in the restaurant. At 9:[-] pm, the Spanish dinner officially started.Shen Qing drank the water calmly, it was strange that she didn't have the time to go to the toilet, just sat like this, the senior sister didn't say to go, and she couldn't say that she wanted to leave first.

"Shen Qing, I asked you out today. I really want to talk to you about our relationship." SARAH stopped joking and became very serious.

It was only then that Shen Qing realized that the serious senior made her feel strange, a side she had almost never seen before.She can imagine how much aura the senior sister galloping in the workplace has, and how much hardship she has put in to get to her current position.Not every woman can control the general agent of a multinational company in China, but her senior sister did it.

"In fact, I already knew what you thought about me before." The senior sister also sorted out her thoughts, but this opening scared Shen Qing.

"You know?" His eyes widened. Isn't this his crush?

"Well, you often took me to your house for dinner, and you always gave me small gifts. Every day after school, you waited for my car. I'm not a fool." Nodding, that time was really contradictory and warm .

Shen Qing sighed lightly and said nothing more.

"At that time, I was hesitant to go to Paris. In fact, staying in China to study in university is not bad. It's just that something happened that made me change my mind." Shen Qing really became curious.

After listening to the reason, Shen Qing didn't know how to answer. It turned out that everything was different from what she thought.She thought the other party didn't know, but in fact the other party knew everything. She thought she knew, but she didn't understand anything.Shaking his head, he couldn't believe it, such a fact.

Instead of SARAH comforting her, she also made a lot of determination for tonight's invitation. After all, it is not easy for Shen Qing to find her own happiness, and she doesn't want her to get hurt again.In those years, how did she and Shen Qing get along better?

"Okay, I've told you everything, why are you still crying?" She pulled off the tissue paper and stuffed it into Shen Qing's hand.

"I went back to China this time just to find her. Seeing how courageous you are, I can't show weakness, right? I used to always think about escaping and being pessimistic. It almost became an eternal regret, no matter what. , I should try my best this time and learn from you." SARAH watched Shen Qing cry excitedly, and she was also infected.If it weren't for such an occasion, I don't know when I would be able to confide these words that are pressed in my heart.

"Then you, why have you never told me, I thought, I thought that foreigner was your true destiny." Wiping away her tears and controlling her emotions a little, Shen Qing understood what the senior sister said just now.It turned out that it wasn't my own illusion, the senior also liked girls.

It's a pity that the person senior sister likes has never been her.Fortunately, the senior doesn't like her.Shen Qing felt that she was crazy, did she want her senior to like her or not!

"Okay, as a big sister, I can only help you so far, and you can work hard for the rest. I have to make plans for myself, alas, if you drag it on, you will be old." After all, SARAH still Pretending to be sad, he touched the side of his face.

"I lost to you, senior, your acting skills are still so good, how long has it been since you left the drama club!" Shen Qing completely forced back the tears, the senior is still as cute as before.

"Okay, it's rare to ask you to come out for dinner, and you show me a face every time, if you don't say everything clearly, next time you see me turn around and leave." SARAH pretended to be dissatisfied, pouted, and put The paella that Shen Qing had barely touched just now was pushed in front of her.

"That's not the case." Scratching the back of her hand in embarrassment, Shen Qing had to admit that ever since she was with Pan Siyuan, with her encouragement and support, her self-confidence gradually increased.

In the past, she lived through night after night with a secret love. She was so inferior that she thought that no one in the world would like her, let alone accept her so-called special feelings, and even the longed-for love in her heart. Dare to have extravagant hopes.But Pan Siyuan appeared like a goddess, she brought new throbbing, she brought love, and she also brought perseverance that she never dared to ask for.Therefore, it is no wonder that she is occasionally overly narcissistic, thinking that women who are gentler to her tend to like her.

Oh, love really makes people bursting with confidence.

"Eat this meal well, and let me practice it. My flight the day after tomorrow will probably take a while to leave." Speaking of this, Shen Qing remembered what her senior said just now, and she wanted to leave temporarily. Shanghai.

"How long have you been going? Now beauties are so fierce, they like to chase after them." Shen Qing rubbed his chin, thinking of Pan Siyuan's deep affection, the more beautiful a person is, the more she chases after her.

"What are you chasing after? I didn't say to chase her, you're thinking too much." It was rare to see a blush flash across the senior sister's face.

"Hahaha, it's easy to say, if you need experience, you can come to me, or my Sisi, and we can provide technical support for free." After Shen Qing relieved her embarrassment, she joked boldly.

"If I call you in the middle of the night, the person in your family will probably have to expose your skin."

"No, no, my Sisi is very gentle."

"Shen Qing, don't be too careless. A woman's mind still needs to be studied more carefully, don't just look at the surface."

"Why do you make it sound like I'm not a woman?" Shen Qing was unwilling.

"Apart from those few days of the month, when do you look like a girl?"

when!When did the senior sister like to mock her like Zheng Ting?This is not good!

Shen Qing ate with a blushing face, SARAH smiled lightly, Shen Qing, I wish you good luck and don't be tortured too badly.When I saw Pan Siyuan in the box, as soon as I entered the door, I felt that well-disguised gaze from a distance. Although there was no hatred, it was not friendly.When Shen Qing approached a little, that ice-like gaze showed too much possessiveness and care. To be liked by such a woman, it depends on Shen Qing's fortune whether it is a washing utensil or a cup utensil.

After finally having a satisfying and relaxing meal, when Shen Qing walked out of the restaurant, she felt that the Huangpu River not far away was very clear, and the wind blowing against her face made her feel good.With a wide grin, he waved goodbye to his senior sister and made an appointment to send him off to the airport the day after tomorrow.Compared with the scene after the meal last time, it was a heaven and a world.

The only thing that was the same was probably the silver car parked not far away, the windshield was not turned on, and the people in the car looked even worse.The smile on the corner of Shen Qing's mouth that was still full of meaning pierced the waiting person's heart even more.

The author has something to say: Alright, everyone don’t need to misunderstand anymore, the senior sister didn’t come here specially to chase after Shen Qing~~~ She is a good person and helps Shen Qing~~~ (I really like the senior sister)

Enen, hey, today I did 30 G SC questions, and I had the urge to die. I really gave birth to a pig's brain, and there is no way to save it!