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"Yeah okay, I understand, Miss Bingbing, just let me go. I understand, I will talk about it when I go to the company tomorrow." With the mobile phone in his right ear, his hands were busy digging out the keys from the bag, his neck was almost broken up.

The lights in the corridor turned on because of Shen Qing's voice, and before the key was found, the door was opened from the inside.Somewhat unexpectedly, Pan Siyuan didn't go to the radio station, but was wearing home clothes without makeup.The person on the other end hummed and threatened twice and hung up the phone. Shen Qing hurriedly took away the phone that was starting to get hot by her ear, stuck out her tongue, looked at Pan Siyuan's back as she was walking back, and obediently stood by the door change shoes.

Put down the bag, walk quickly to the center of the living room, and hug your beloved from behind.Burying his face in her neck, he sucked in her charming fragrance.With her nose raised like a puppy, Shen Qing still had a face full of intoxication, squinted her eyes slightly, and smiled contentedly after smelling it for a long time.

"Why, you've been crazy since you came back." Pan Siyuan twisted her body and tilted her head to the side, but she didn't avoid Shen Qing's intimacy.

"Can't you smell it? Thinking about you makes me go crazy." Shen Qing buried her head deeper as she spoke.

"What nonsense are you talking about at night, don't you see each other every day? Do you think so?" Pan Siyuan still maintained her original standing posture, and leaned back with a little relief.

"Seeing you every day can't relieve this acquaintance. I think about you every moment. Do you know? As long as I go out to work, I have thought about it since I closed the door. Every time I leave, I think about it more and more. When I arrive at the company, I can only work hard. Work, keep yourself busy, otherwise I would have gone crazy." Holding the soft body in her arms, she swayed gently.

"I miss you too." Pan Siyuan replied softly.

"I not only want to smell you, but I also want to kiss you." Shen Qing played tricks, and the mouth buried in Pan Siyuan's neck was still alive. The lips pressed against her slender and fair neck, moved up inch by inch, and moved to the earlobe. Move to the collarbone, sweep up, down, left, and right.

Pan Siyuan's legs were a little weak, and she instinctively wanted to break away from this tortured embrace, but was hugged tightly.The hands around her waist conveyed a strong possessive desire through the pajamas.Pan Siyuan followed her inner feelings, closed her eyes, and enjoyed this tenderness.

In fact, she and Shen Qing haven't been so romantic for a long time. Although Shen Qing doesn't change much from day to day, she can still feel each other's mood swings.It seems that something happened that troubled Shen Qing, and even made her feel a distressed melancholy when she was alone.She tried to guide Shen Qing to speak out, but she couldn't find a suitable opportunity. She also knew that she couldn't get Shen Qing to say what she didn't want to say.

So she has been waiting, waiting silently, waiting for Shen Qing to speak on her own initiative.

The two of them froze secretly like this, and it became strange after a long time.Obviously it's not a big deal, Pan Siyuan also felt a little ridiculous, why should she be obsessed with whether Shen Qing told her?Maybe it's not about the two of them, maybe it's just some business of her company?Why should I demand that she report everything to her in detail?

In fact, she knew very well in her heart that neither SARAH nor He Bingbing would affect the relationship between her and Shen Qing, as long as they did not cause conflicts among themselves.But whenever she saw Shen Qing getting close to others, she would feel uncontrollably uncomfortable, and would not hesitate to show her temper.Without Shen Qing, Pan Siyuan might never realize how narrow-minded she is.

"Sisi, you've lost your mind, I'm going to punish you." During intimacy, you can naturally feel the emotions of the other person at the first time, Shen Qing is fully devoted, but the person in your arms is actually distracted!

No negotiating, just a bite on the neck!

"En!" Shen Qing's bite was not heavy, but it was so crispy and numb that Pan Siyuan had to recover.

After making out for a while, the two changed from standing to sitting on the sofa. Pan Siyuan was held on Shen Qing's lap and leaned half sideways in her arms.Both of their faces were red. Fortunately, the light was very dim, but the heavy breathing made the night infinitely ambiguous.Shen Qing's hand still wandered dishonestly around Pan Siyuan's waist, and while touching it, she kept nagging: "Sisi, why did I make you so thin? It hurts me so much." After speaking, she squeezed a few times to express confirm.

"Wait for you to come back for dinner, don't come back until after supper is over, you'll take advantage of me as soon as you come back!" Pan Siyuan slapped off the wanton hands on her waist, wrapping her hands around Shen Qing's neck, making Pan Siyuan coquettish.

"I've been too busy recently. We have a big business. We are working hard. I want you to live a good life as soon as possible." Shen Qing smiled, and she told Pan Siyuan many times not to wait for her, so as not to be hungry.

"Business matters should not be rushed, the foundation must be stable, and the development will be smoother in the future." Pan Siyuan does not do business herself, but her family's business is big enough.I can't help you with the details, but I still can't help but care.

Shen Qing nodded obediently, expressing that he would listen to his wife's guidance.

Seeing that Shen Qing stopped talking, Pan Siyuan hesitated, bit her lip, and asked, "I heard that He Bingbing is in your company now?"

Shen Qing was a little surprised, not because of guilty conscience, but did not expect that this matter would reach Pan Siyuan.Then nod seriously.

"How could she?" Pan Siyuan instinctively wanted to ask, but in the middle of speaking, she felt that her tone was too questioning, so she stopped hastily.

Shen Qing hugged her tightly, his eyes shifted from her face to the front, looking at the TV cabinet opposite the sofa. "Bingbing and Zhao Bowei had some conflicts, and I just needed someone like her here, so we hit it off right away."

Pan Siyuan didn't have any objection to this explanation, and didn't ask any further.Looking at Shen Qing, they were silent for a moment, and then caressed her face with some distress. "During this period of time, you have lost a lot of weight and are haggard." Pan Siyuan knew that Shen Qing had been working really hard recently, and it was clear that her work schedule was against hers, but when she was working, Shen Qing unexpectedly Also still working.

"Hmph, then make me fat and fat, don't try to find excuses to dislike me." Shen Qing deliberately wrinkled her nose, and even showed her forehead lines, making an expression that saw through the other party's tricks.

"Hurry up and take a shower, I'll warm up the supper for you." After coming back for a while, seeing the coat that Shen Qing hadn't had time to change, Pan Siyuan stood up first and shook her shoulders.

"What's for supper? I want to eat you tonight." Pulling Pan Siyuan's hand and refusing to let go, Shen Qing smiled and acted like a baby.

"Don't make trouble." A blush flashed across Pan Siyuan's cheeks, and she deliberately turned her eyes away from her.

"I'm serious, we haven't seen each other for a long time..." Shen Qing then stood up and moved over, wanting to kiss Fangze, but was pushed by Pan Siyuan.

"Not tonight."

"Oh." Shen Qing smacked his lips regretfully, stole some incense, and happily went to take a bath.

It is estimated that Shen Qing will not come over tonight. Pan Siyuan is in the room, and she has no sleepiness after being so tender.Looking at the phone in hand, on a whim, he called his best friend in Paris.

"Miss, you think of me. Otherwise, I will go to China." The woman on the other end of the phone smiled a little flamboyantly.

"ELANE, when did I not remember you? Haven't I been sending messages to you all the time? Don't blame me." Pan Siyuan would never admit that she had Shen Qing, and indeed she snubbed her best friend.

"Yo, so what if you confess generously once? Anyway, your precious object will not be repaired by me, what are you afraid of." Elane didn't have time to settle accounts with Shen Qing, she was tortured to death by a child recently.

Pan Siyuan just chuckled on the other end of the phone and didn't continue the conversation. Elane joked a few words, then restrained herself a bit.

"Si, is there something on your mind?" A sweet person would not call to find a girlfriend for no reason.

"It's okay, but it's just that I've been a little messed up recently. Maybe it's just my own random thinking." It wasn't to call Elane to say something. Recently, she was always troubled by an inexplicable emotion, so she picked up the phone so naturally.

Perhaps over the years, Elane has really become the person she is most willing to talk to in her heart.

"About feelings?" Seeing that Pan Siyuan hadn't spoken for a long time, Elane made a guess.

"That's right." Sighing helplessly, she had never felt such an emotion before, and even she herself didn't know what it was.

"Tell me, you can't hold back your words, I know."

"I don't know how to say it. I just feel that recently, between me and her, there is something awkward and abnormal." Pan Siyuan pondered for a while, but it seemed difficult to express it in precise words.

"You two have a relationship crisis so soon? Have you quarreled?" Elane's relationship experience is not rich, but as a bystander, she always claims to see clearly than the authorities.

"We haven't quarreled before." He denied it with a smile, they really hadn't quarreled.

"That's, Cold War?" If it's not hot, then it's cold.

"No, yes." It was strange that Pan Siyuan interrupted this sentence, and Elane on the other end of the phone couldn't figure out what she wanted to express, whether it was affirmation or negation.

"What the hell is that?"

"She has something to worry about. I've been waiting for her to tell me, but she doesn't seem to want to tell me." She didn't understand why Pan Siyuan cared about this so much.

"Everyone has their own secrets. Even couples are independent individuals and have the right to have their own space. Don't forget, this is what you used to say." When ELANE was at a loss in her relationship, Pan Siyuan That's how to untie her.

"I understand that I don't have to ask her to say it, but if she doesn't say it, I will be afraid and feel anxious about what I will lose, which makes me very bad." Perhaps only in front of ELANE, Pan Siyuan is willing to admit her heart The most mindful thing.

"She doesn't love you enough?"

"Love." Pan Siyuan smiled again, thinking of Shen Qing's behavior since they met, she was simply led by her own nose, and even her so-called confession was within her expectations.

"You don't love her enough?"

"You know what to ask, don't you know if I love her or not!" Pan Siyuan answered her angrily. During these years in Paris, hasn't Elane figured out her attitude?

If she doesn't love her, why haven't she forgotten all these years? If she doesn't love her, why come all the way to find her? If she doesn't love her, why is she the only one?

"Then it's over, you can be sure of this, what else is there to worry about." Elane thought that her best friend was being bullied there, but it turned out to be a circle, and it was all mediocrity.

"What are you struggling with?" Elane saw that Pan Siyuan hadn't figured it out yet, so she couldn't help feeling a little helpless.

"I'm just a little scared, and I don't know why." Pan Siyuan tried hard to find the truth in her heart.

"Actually, I have always had a doubt that I didn't understand. Your liking is so sudden and long-lasting, which makes it difficult for me to understand. Why is she worthy of your concern and why does it make you hesitate?" Elane couldn't stop her friend from returning to China at the beginning, but But she couldn't be completely relieved in her heart.

"Perhaps, what I like is her carefulness and infatuation, and I even like her forbearance." Recalling the throbbing back then, Pan Siyuan realized that many feelings were still so clear.

"The only thing you're not sure about is whether you like her or not." Elane's words were like a sharp knife, piercing into the defenseless soft heart.

Pan Siyuan couldn't say a word, as if something was stuck in her throat. Elane's unintentional words seemed to have poked something, amplifying her fear infinitely.

From being attracted at the beginning, to the unexpected intimacy later, to the obsession later, she has also experienced struggles. She has not always guarded this person and this liking.She tried and worked hard, and wanted to give herself a chance to find a better person.But her heart told her that Shen Qing was the answer, so she came back.

If she didn't like Shen Qing, then what did she like?Is it the external factors that attract her?If it was someone else who was as careful as Shen Qing, would she be tempted?The longer she spent with Shen Qing, the more confused she became. It seemed that she was somewhat similar to what she had imagined at the beginning, but there were also many differences.

It's not that she didn't think that the life after cohabitation would be like this, but when all this became real, it made her a little conflicted.She likes to live with Shen Qing, like a small and warm family, but she feels unfamiliar with her own emotional changes. Gradually, a self that she is not even familiar with begins to appear, and she doesn't know whether to be happy or happy. sad.

After liking for too long, the distance is suddenly shortened, so that there is less time for each other to buffer and adjust.Pan Siyuan faintly wanted to keep some distance, but she didn't know how to tell Shen Qing, for fear that she would misunderstand.

"After a while, I plan to go back to Paris." After clearing her mind, Pan Siyuan said to Elane.

"You are finally willing to come back to see us. MONICA is getting more and more mischievous now." ELANE knew that Pan Siyuan's purpose of returning to Paris must not be simple, but she was still happy when she thought of meeting her friends.

The figure outside the door turned away gently, and the water droplets from her hair were still falling on the floor.

The author has something to say: miss you.