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"Sisi, what do you think of this set?" Shen Qing stood in front of the fitting mirror, with his hands hanging by his sides in a state of bewilderment, and nervously asked others for their opinions.

"It's a bit too tough, and it doesn't suit your style." Pan Siyuan shook her head pretending to be deep, and sure enough, Shen Qing lowered her head, obediently returned to the fitting room, and prepared for the next one.

"How about this one?" I don't remember the first time I changed clothes, every time I went in with my head down, and my eyes were full when I came out.

"It still doesn't seem appropriate." Pan Siyuan feigned regret, seeing that Shen Qing turned around and was about to return to the fitting room, she quickly stepped forward and grabbed her.

"En?" Shen Qing was still a little dazed, and turned back to wait for Pan Siyuan to speak.

"You look good in this one, you don't need to change it again." Gently straightening the collar for Shen Qing, Pan Siyuan revealed her fragrance, making Shen Qing's face steaming.

"Sisi, you're too close to me." She stammered a bit. There were people coming and going in the mall, and Pan Siyuan's behavior was so ambiguous that people had to pay attention.

"You started to dislike me so soon? You haven't met your parents yet, do you want to regret it?" Wei Wei tightened Shen Qing's collar, and sure enough, he saw the man's face change.

I don't know if the collar is really too tight or if Pan Siyuan's joking words made Shen Qing nervous, her face turned red and pale, and although she couldn't say that her words were not expressive, she was still messy for a while.

When you come to the fashion capital, shopping for fashion is nothing new.The problem is, the two of them wandered around the mall today, trying and trying, in order to choose a dress that they could wear to meet their parents.It's not that Shen Qing didn't have clothes to wear out, let alone brought clothes, but after all, it was the first formal meeting, so it shouldn't be too casual.Shen Qing didn't know much about French etiquette, and she was afraid that her little omission would displease Pan Siyuan's parents, so she dragged Pan Siyuan out to accompany her to choose clothes.

This is great, I dug a hole by myself, jumped in by myself, and I can't complain!No matter how much she tried, Pan Siyuan always seemed dissatisfied, so Shen Qing had no choice but to cooperate.Who is her parents, who does she know best?Of course, what she said was what she said.

Now Pan Siyuan suddenly said that this one is ready, what does it mean?But just now I also looked at it several times in the mirror. It is true that I am dressed very well. It is both slim and refreshing. Anyway, it is normal.If she could pass Pan Siyuan's level, she wouldn't bother to try again, the whole morning was really enough!

"Shen Qing, you can wear whatever you want. My parents want to see your people, not your clothes." Holding hands and walking out of the shopping mall, Pan Siyuan put away her fun.

In fact, Shen Qing tried several sets of clothes that were good, and Pan Siyuan was not worried that she would not be able to buy suitable clothes, but just wanted to tease her. It was really interesting to see her so serious and nervous.Regarding this meeting, Pan Siyuan was lying if she said she was not nervous, but at least it was her parents, so she knew it.No matter how much you don't support it, you won't make a rude move in person.On the contrary, he was worried that Shen Qing would collapse for several days because of being too nervous, which was completely unnecessary.

"Didn't I want to behave better?" Shen Qing curled her lips and looked at the bag in her hand again.

"You just need to perform normally, just be yourself, my parents are not scary." Shaking Shen Qing's arm, Pan Siyuan leaned on her shoulder like a little woman.

"Sisi, trust me, no matter what happens, I will never let go of your hand." Shen Qing lowered her head slightly, rubbing her cheek against Pan Siyuan's hair.

"Emotion is a matter between the two of us, and being together is also a decision we made together. Meeting my parents does not require you to make a lot of vigorous promises, as long as you show us our usual true state. So, you too Don't always put too much pressure on yourself, you know?" Pan Siyuan felt sorry for Shen Qing, she could feel some things, but if Shen Qing didn't say anything, she wouldn't ask.

To a certain extent, she understands Shen Qing, and she also understands Shen Qing.She can feel Shen Qing's pressure and hard work from many details in her life, but it is difficult for her to understand the way Shen Qing faces this pressure, especially when she puts all these things firmly on one person, which makes her feel sad. She felt very bad for a while.When two people are together, the future life is agreed to be faced together, how can we share the blessings, but not be able to share the difficulties?

Pan Siyuan knew that she was not good either, she had already discovered the problem, but she insisted not to speak, waiting for Shen Qing to change.However, due to the habit of more than [-] years and everyone's personality, it is too difficult and unrealistic to change a person for no reason.He was proudly unwilling to speak first, and even less willing to show that he forced Shen Qing to change, so he had to let himself wait silently, waiting for a miracle that was almost impossible to achieve.

After going through this separation, Pan Siyuan made some things clear.When two people are together, they must not only learn to adapt and get used to it, but also learn to change.It is also a kind of happiness to be willing to change for the other party.The two of them had a sweet relationship on the Xinqiao that day, and Pan Siyuan also expressed the pimples in her heart. Unexpectedly, Shen Qing looked at her in amazement, with a hint of embarrassment.

"Sisi, so, you can tell. I thought I was covering it up very well." Shen Qing really didn't expect that Pan Siyuan would see everything about her.

"Shen Qing, I love you, so I can't help but want to know and care about everything about you, but I don't want to become your burden because I love you. We love each other and shouldn't make each other more tired. "Pan Siyuan's words were like a flash of lightning, and the confusion that had been lingering in Shen Qing's heart instantly found a signpost.

If your lover never forced those so-called conditions, why should you be bound by those worldly concepts?Love is a responsibility, but it shouldn't be a burden. It's ridiculous that you want to give it all you want, but it's not what the other person wants.The love Pan Siyuan wants is actually very simple, that is, to be happy with Shen Qing and simply depend on each other.

The two of them chatted until very late that day, and they talked a lot, many things that had been kept in their hearts and things that they thought up randomly, they were all open and honest, which made each other feel refreshed.It turns out that frank communication is so wonderful, getting twice the result with half the effort!For this reason, the two also made a wish on the Pont Neuf facing the Seine. From now on, they are not allowed to hide secrets in their hearts, and they must communicate with each other in time when they have something to do. Such inexplicable separations are absolutely not allowed to happen again.

The meeting with Pan Siyuan's parents was a bit unexpected. It was not arranged in a luxurious hotel, nor in a romantic castle villa. The location was chosen in an apartment near the urban area of ​​Pan's family.The chef at home cooks a table of good dishes, just like a Chinese tradition, and invites Shen Qing as a guest to have a dinner.

During the dinner, Pan Siyuan's parents didn't talk much, they were very polite and polite to her, especially Pan Siyuan's mother, who had received a good education and family influence, was very intellectual and gentle, Occasionally laugh at her.

However, Shen Qing's legs were still a little uncontrollably tense, and the dinner finally came to an end with each other's courtesy.Not long after I sat down in the living room, I heard Father Pan say: "Shen Qing, please come to my study. I have something to talk to you about."

Pan Siyuan was a little unhappy, but she could only make some innocuous protests on her face. Mother Pan still had a graceful face, touched her daughter's arm, and shook her head to signal her not to be too nervous.Shen Qing followed Father Pan to the study, and also squinted at Pan Siyuan, giving her a reassuring expression.

"Sit down, don't be restrained, I asked you to come, I just want to chat with you." Father Pan is a very elegant person, not at all like a businessman, if he doesn't say it, probably no one will guess his occupation.

"Thank you, uncle." Shen Qing gently closed the door of the study room, walked steadily to the desk and sat down.

After saying this, Father Pan was not in a hurry to say anything else. He sat on the chair, his eyes behind the lenses were very sharp, he kept gazing at Shen Qing's face, and tapped his fingers lightly on the armrest.This is a movement that Shen Qing also loves to do when thinking about business decisions. Seeing this detail, she can't help but smile inwardly. She never imagined that her father-in-law would have this habit in the future.

Shen Qing was a little uncomfortable by the low air pressure surrounding the room, but she couldn't show it, so she tried her best to keep calm and waited quietly.

"I often hear Yuanyuan mentioning you. Her attitude is very firm. Because of this matter, she had a very unpleasant fight with me and her mother. In the past, she was always a very good child." As a father, whether it is He is reluctant and unable to support his daughter's choice of such a relationship that is different from ordinary people, or to go thousands of miles away to find a relationship that is almost impossible to continue.

"Uncle, I..." These are the expected words and attitudes. There should not be many parents who will give their blessings very generously at the beginning of knowing their children's emotional choices.

Father Pan raised his hand to tell her not to speak in a hurry, he hadn't finished speaking yet.

"Don't be in a hurry to express your opinion to me, and you don't need to tell me how deep your feelings for Yuanyuan are. The purpose of talking to you today is not to understand how deep the relationship between you is, but the way forward , what are your plans?"

It's not that Shen Qing didn't think about Father Pan's question, but he didn't expect to bring it up so quickly.Moreover, Pan's father's attitude is a bit unpredictable.She looked very much like Pan Siyuan when she first met her, remembering that she was making her froze at that time, Shen Qing couldn't help but blushed.

Straightening his back, Shen Qing was like a warrior, with a steady breath and torch-like eyes, and calmly met Father Pan's gaze.

"Uncle, I know that many people don't understand and disagree with the relationship between women, and most of this disapproval stems from a lack of understanding of same-sex relationships. Relatives object because they feel sorry for their children , I am afraid that the child is just impulsive, and life will be difficult in the future. And outsiders object, just because this phenomenon does not conform to their conventional cognition, it is a habitual objection."

Seeing that Pan's father was listening carefully and didn't intend to interrupt, Shen Qing continued: "My relationship with Sisi is by no means impulsive, we are both adults, and we have enough love at our mature age. After the experience, I choose to walk together, look forward to the future life together, and are willing to work hard for it. What we do now is for a better life in the future. I really can’t predict what the future will be like, but I can be sure that we all want to maintain this relationship very seriously, and try our best to care for each other. Maybe it is because of the special nature of this relationship that we cherish it, and it is impossible to discard it at will on a whim The harder it is, the more you know how to cherish it, and the rarer it is, the more precious it is."

"I'm not a perfect person. I even have many shortcomings. In some objective aspects, I can't be regarded as a close match with Sisi." Before that, Shen Qing's speech speed was even and the volume was softer. , she paused, exhaled, and said more firmly and forcefully: "But I am not inferior to others. In terms of whether I can give Sisi happiness, I think I am better than others. I love her, she Love me too, I am working hard to start a business and let her live a good life. Of course, in addition to material satisfaction, this so-called good life is more about spiritual joy. I will try my best to make Sisi and me happy. When we are together, I feel happy and happy. What is happiness may be vague, but for Sisi and I, it means being able to go home as soon as possible after getting off work on time, preparing a dinner for my lover, or maybe it is a weekend Even if you don’t go, just sit on the sofa and watch a movie together. Even if you don’t say anything, you can feel each other’s heartbeat while walking hand in hand on Huaihai Road where the phoenix leaves are falling. These are the feelings that others can’t give , I think, this is the only happiness that belongs to each other."

Father Pan listened to Shen Qing without saying a word. Occasionally he would raise his head and stare at Shen Qing a few times, but there was no hatred or disgust in those eyes, it was more of an inquiry.Father Pan may be able to tell whether these words are true or false based on his life experience, but these words touched him quite a bit.

Perhaps, to a certain extent, this man named Shen Qing knew his daughter better than himself.Since she was a child, Pan Siyuan seldom disobeyed his wishes, but this did not mean that she would obey all the arrangements of her parents.Pan Siyuan has had her own opinions since she was a child, and she insists on what she believes in.

Just like back then, she obviously wanted her to study business and inherit the family business in the future, but her best friend Elane reluctantly obeyed the family arrangement and became a strong woman in the business world.As for her, not only did she not give up her art major, she also went to minor in broadcasting and hosting, which almost made him faint at the time!

But it is undeniable that her daughter's choice has nothing to be regretted by her. The persistence at the beginning, now it seems that her daughter has won. Elane's life is getting more and more unhappy, but her daughter is full of passion, especially this time when she returns to Paris, her face is radiant and radiant, even if she is lonely occasionally, it is only because of missing.

He had also been young before, knew that persistence and firmness, and eagerly wanted to express it so that others could understand and be willing to believe in his heart, but in the years of experience, how many people would still remember that time? original intention?Even so, that was the child's life, no matter what, it was impossible for him to force her to accept the path he had arranged for her.

Back then, she was not prevented from going back to China to look for Shen Qing who had long since disappeared into the vast sea of ​​people. Now that the two hit it off, it is even more impossible for her to be this villain.But after all, she was still worried, and just handed over her precious daughter to a complete stranger.Shen Qing's career and basic situation, and his contacts in the country have also been checked for him. He is innocent, ordinary people, honest and responsible. Three generations of his family are intellectuals, but there are no outstanding talents.

After thinking about it, I discussed it with my wife, and I still took the opportunity of meeting to test it myself.This led to today's conversation.

The author has something to say: In the past few days of the holiday, there are crowds of people everywhere, you should stay at home and watch the news broadcast, and enjoy the magnificence of the scenic spot~!

I continue to stay at home and read books, and now I have obsessive-compulsive disorder. I feel uncomfortable every day if I don’t read English. I feel that I am not far from crazy →_→ Why don’t you hurry up and comfort me. . .