Remember to forget GL

He Bingbing didn't remember how she broke up with her boyfriend, but she clearly remembered the first time she saw Shen Qing in the school square.It was her second year as the chairman of the Youth League Student Union, and she was gradually getting started with all the work, and recruiting new students was smooth.

Boyfriend is a handsome academic bully, and he is not bad, and his appearance can also enter the top three in his age. When he first entered school, he attracted a lot of mad bees and butterflies to circle around him. exaggerate.He Bingbing felt that this was the university life he had expected. He could do club activities and make friends easily after studying.

Shen Qing's appearance was an accident. He Bingbing never knew that someone would walk past him indifferently and would arouse his curiosity, let alone believe that he would pay attention to this person silently. Until one day, he couldn't help but want to go know.But she did it anyway, from the first time she spotted Shen Qing's back at the recruiting square, she could never forget it.

Shen Qing exuded an aura of independence from the world, accompanied by deep sadness and a touch of alienation, as if she didn't care about everything around her, her eyes were full of melancholy, and also carried a touch of literary and artistic atmosphere .Perhaps it was at the age of youth and agitation, He Bingbing had never been ignored like this before, so when she had no intention of striking up a conversation for the first time but failed, she started to pay attention to this person everywhere.

What about Shen Qing moved her the most?It must be ridiculous to say it, it turned out to be the attitude of not caring about her, which greatly aroused He Bingbing's hidden desire to conquer.There has never been a person who doesn't care about herself so much, but she forgot that this is love.

If you don't care about a person, it can only mean that you have no fate, and you are not the same person as each other, so what is there to care about?Love is the only thing that cannot be forced, like, like her and Lao Zhao.The news that she was going to leave spread quickly in the circle of friends. Even though she tried her best to keep a low profile, she only found out her popularity before leaving, which is really good.For this reason, He Bingbing is also quite self-comforting.

Before leaving, Lao Zhao made appointments again and again, and finally treated her to a meal.

During the dinner, Zhao Bowei was a little embarrassed. Something happened between them that made her leave angrily and pushed the friendship that she had worked so hard to maintain over the years to the end of the cliff.

"Bingbing, I'm sorry, I've said it many times, but you've always been unwilling to accept it. I know there are some mistakes, and it's hard to be forgiven after making them, but I still want to say it again."

"Old Zhao, I don't want to embarrass you, but I really can't accept it, and it's hard to forgive. I'm sorry."

"Bingbing, I, I don't know what made me dizzy at that time. At that time, I was really too jealous. I watched Shen Qing go out to set up his own family, and it gradually improved, but you kept talking Caring about her secretly and helping her, I really, really feel uncomfortable."

"I used to doubt your feelings for her, but I really didn't dare to think about it. You are the ideal wife in my heart. I don't want to accept or face this reality." Somewhat bitter, Zhao Bowei recalled Those years were really hard.

"Old Zhao, I said a long time ago that I rejected you not because of other people, but because we are not suitable, and I am not the person you are looking for." He Bingbing really has nothing but friendship for Lao Zhao. Feelings.

"When I hear rejection, no matter what I feel in my heart, I will not be reconciled. I admit that I was struggling to suppress it at the time, so I was impulsive once. Bingbing, you..." Asked her forgiveness, and said Countless times, but he really begged her, he felt ashamed, how could he say it out loud.

"Things are over, and I don't want to keep thinking about it. If you must hear me forgive you, it will not be so painful. I can..." Thinking of Zhao Bowei's waiting, waiting and caring for these years, He Bingbing also felt A touch of emotion.

In fact, Zhao Bowei is a normal man. After years of bitter love, he still got the ending of loss. The pain in his heart may be unbelievable to others.The person he likes is by his side, but he puts his heart on another person, just under his nose, showing a different kind of tenderness, which makes him suffer even more.So after that social gathering, he took advantage of his drunkenness to take her home in the car, regardless of her objections, hugged her, kissed her, and pressed her hard on the car seat.If it wasn't for that slap, I'm afraid it would really be a big mistake.For the first time, Zhao Bowei was grateful for the slap, which made him wake up in time. Even if he could only see He Bingbing's back from a distance from now on, it was better than him hurting her.

If you can't love you well in this life, at least don't let me hurt you.

"My aunt, what are you in a daze for?" Zheng Ting came from outside the room with a small bowl.

"Wait until you're hungry, then get up." Walking over by the window, seeing Zheng Ting lift the lid, the golden stewed egg is so beautiful.

She had a cold for a few days, and Zheng Ting thought of a way to cook her food, which was thick and full of the taste of her hometown.The relatives, friends, and those memories that she has deliberately forgotten are all brought back when she tastes the delicacies of her hometown over and over again.

Zheng Ting really came to accompany her. From the time they got off the plane, looking for a house, school, and dance teacher, Zheng Ting was by her side all the way.She will not interrupt, will not interfere with her own decision, just accompany quietly.I don't know when, she broke through her heart like this, and I don't know when, the door of her house was opened for her like this.After that, Zheng Ting moved in and became her roommate.

Maybe at the beginning, when she rented this two-room apartment, she thought that one day, someone would move in to accompany her.

Zheng Ting, to He Bingbing, is a very strange person.The first time I saw her was when she and Shen Qing went back to school to participate in the celebration. At that time, there was always an invisible pull between her and Shen Qing, especially when eating, she looked at Shen Qing several times without hesitation. , She was on high alert for a time, guessing whether there was an ambiguous past between them.After that, as the story progressed, she gradually realized that the woman sitting next to Zheng Ting was Shen Qing's heroine, so she and Zheng Ting became supporting roles.

She is different from Shen Qing, she will talk back to herself, likes to ridicule herself, likes to stab herself severely after seeing through her weakness.But that night, she did not expect that when she was walking alone on the street and was about to cry until she couldn't help herself, Zheng Ting stepped forward, handed her a pack of tissues, put a coat on her, and insisted on sending her she goes home.

She still remembers that time when they quarreled loudly. She hated Zheng Ting and hated her beating herself like this.

"Why don't you understand? You and Shen Qing are two different types of people. Even without Pan Siyuan, you two are useless. What are you still obsessed with?"

"That's my business, my feelings, you don't need to worry about it."

"Both of them are my friends. I can't bear to see you get hurt again. They are both women. I don't want you to continue to be stupid."

"I never forced Shen Qing to do anything, and I won't hurt your friends, so you can go back with confidence, I won't hurt anyone."

"You're not hurting anyone, but you're hurting yourself!"

He Bingbing paused unexpectedly.

"For so many years, you have been with Shen Qing, how much do you know about her? You think she likes to drink, but she doesn't like to drink at all. You think she doesn't like to wear watches, but in fact she only wears watches given by her lover. She doesn't care about anything, but her mind is more delicate than anyone else's."

He Bingbing turned his face away, not looking at Zheng Ting, and unwilling to respond to this.

"Can't you feel Shen Qing's attitude towards you and Pan Siyuan? It's not that I'm cruel and insists on exposing your scars. You're so smart, why can't you understand? People who don't have you in their hearts, no matter how hard you try, Even if Shen Qing and Sisi are separated, what you see will be the same Shen Qing you saw before, and the Shen Qing you see now belongs only to Pan Siyuan of!"

Zheng Ting shook the woman's shoulders a little hard, trying to make her wake up.She didn't know why, she couldn't see the sadness in this woman's eyes, she was such a beautiful woman, she had such bright eyes, she was the queen who should be held in the palm of her hand and loved, how could she be like this!

"Are you still eating?" The tableware in front of her was cleaned up, and He Bingbing still maintained the sitting posture just now, making Zheng Ting wonder whether she should take the spoon from her hand.

"I'll cook for you tomorrow." Sniffing, He Bingbing smiled so gently at Zheng Ting for the first time.

"Hiss, Bingbing, do you think my cooking is too unpalatable?"

"No way, I've tried it myself many times, and it's quite delicious."

"How about I change the dish tomorrow?"

"Why don't you speak?"

He Bingbing suddenly hugged Zheng Ting's shoulders, rubbed her turtleneck sweater with her face, and said nothing.

"You cook deliciously, but I also want to make a meal for you."

The author has something to say: I didn't just find Bingbing a new home, but I think everyone will have someone suitable for her.