Girl, do you dare to be more cute?

Nothing seemed to have changed. Qin Wan sat quietly in the cold restaurant, opposite Song Yuhuai flipping through the menu casually, and asked calmly, "Would you like pasta or fried rice?" as if nothing had happened.

After ordering, Qin Wan played with her mobile phone awkwardly, not knowing what to say, and didn't even dare to look Song Yuhuai in the eyes, feeling as if she had betrayed him.After being silent for a long time, while the food was being served, Qin Wan finally asked the doubt in his heart while holding the fork: "Why did you end up today..."

Song Yuhuai pushed up his glasses and said with a smile: "Otherwise? Can I still refuse to forgive?" He sighed, "Wan Wan, when I knew that you had recovered your memory, the first thing I thought of was happiness, and it was you You can still come back to me. However, after I calmed down, I told myself that my Qin Wan would not be so kind and let me go easily. I knew it clearly, but I still couldn’t refuse you for thousands of miles. Probably because I understood myself I have done too many sins, and I feel too much guilt.”

"You already knew the purpose of my approaching you?" Qin Wan's heart tightened.

"Yeah. I just made a rough guess." Song Yuhuai shook her head and said, "Qin Wan used to be domineering and self-willed. Even if she lost her memory and had another completely different memory, when her own memory came back, she would also It won’t be diluted by those illusions. You were so gentle and caring earlier, it’s like you’ve become another person completely.” Song Yuhuai pondered for a moment, then said, “Actually, I was the one who was crazy during that time, Wanting to push you away crazily, hurt everyone crazily. Wanwan, I'm sorry, really. Also, in fact, you don't need to change, I like it."

Qin Wan smiled helplessly: "What's the use of what you say now? I just sympathize with you and Yijia. Yijia is sincere to you. You feel guilty towards me, but you don't feel guilty towards her? Why don't you make it up to me? What about her? Why spend time on my past tense? If you can figure this out, then there is nothing I can do. "

Song Yuhuai said: "I feel guilty towards her, but I know that I hurt you more deeply. This is probably why I only hide two audios, instead of hiding them all or deleting them directly. I hope that one day you can find your memory, You and my memory. You really did it. Wanwan, I still dream that you can really come back to me, even if there is only a little possibility, I don’t want to give up. However, when I received your complaint I knew that what I was worried about finally happened without accident, and everything was over, but I don’t blame you, I deserve it. I have thought a lot these days, and for the past, what I can do The only thing you can do is to let you beat me effortlessly."

Qin Wan lowered his head and said nothing, the food in his mouth seemed to have lost all flavor and was as dry as wax.

"It would be great if time could be turned back. You are so radiant and confident. Do you still remember when we first met, you sat in my seat by yourself, and I didn't know until I packed up my things and prepared to change places?" Afterwards, I realized that I was sitting wrong. Your eyes are so bright like stars in the sky, and your back is facing the sun, with a circle of warm light, like an angel sent to me by heaven. I never told you, in fact, I never From then on I fell in love with you, from your eyes."

Qin Wan wiped her mouth, opened her eyes wide to suck back the involuntary tears, and said with a smile: "Actually, I never told you that I did it on purpose. I'll wait for you to tell me that I sat wrong , but you are planning to move...Of course I can only take the initiative." Qin Wan sighed and said hastily, "Stop talking, the court will start soon, let's go there earlier."

Song Yuhuai nodded and said, "I ruined all of this with my own hands, and ruined us. I often think, why couldn't I tolerate it at the time? If we could communicate well, we would definitely not have come to where we are today. Talking more is useless. Qin Wan, you are a good girl, don't be influenced by me, and don't feel guilty, you deserve better."

Qin Wan pretended to rub his face to wipe away the tears that jumped out of his eyes, and gave a big smile with red eyes, as bright as when we first met many years ago: "Okay, thank you."

Before the trial started, Qin Wan suddenly remembered something, gritted his teeth looking at Song Yuhuai who had been calm and silent, walked over and pretended not to care and asked, "By the way, I have another question..."

Before Qin Wan finished speaking, he was interrupted by Song Yuhuai, as if he had expected it: "Do you want to ask about the admission record?"

Qin Wan looked into his unfathomable eyes, but didn't say a word.

Song Yuhuai sighed and said, "I just want to tell you that I didn't do this. I don't know who destroyed the records, sorry."

After finishing speaking, Qin Wan had no time to think about it, and the judge announced the opening of the court.

The result of the trial came out quickly, and without any surprises, Song Yuhuai returned Qin Wan's existing real estate, car and certain mental damage fees, and sentenced him to five years in prison, which was reduced to three years because of his positive confession.

When he left, Song Yuhuai didn't look for Qin Wan again, what's more, Qin Wan didn't even see his back.

In the evening, Yu Shan celebrated for Qin Wan, and before she had time to happily hold her mobile phone’s Weibo interface, she told Qin Wan that there was an unstoppable public opinion on the Internet. As soon as Qin Wan sat down and pretended for a long time, the mask fell apart, and she covered her face. Weeping loudly, just pressed the mute button.

Yu Shan took back the phone resentfully, thankful that she picked a place where no one could see, otherwise she would be ashamed...

"Yu Shan, you know, what he said made me feel so sinful, as if I was the one who did the wrong thing. He said it so lightly, but every sentence stuck in my heart, what's 'it doesn't matter' 'No matter what, I love you all''Sorry'. The past that I couldn't bear to recall was mentioned so easily, I am so painful, these memories are obviously so blurred, why are they still so vivid when I think of them, as if Yesterday? Why, I used to be so firm in saying that we could live together until we die together, but it has become like this in just a few years? Why did he plead guilty, why didn’t he destroy my admission records, why did he say he still loves me, why did he say that he still loves me? So pitiful? I have no reason to hate him now, and I even started to blame myself. Tell me, did I really do something wrong..." Qin Wan snotted and burst into tears, like a painted face.

"Uh, I have to say, you cry so ugly. I'll take a picture of it for Song Yuhuai now, and he will never want to love you again." Yu Shan gestured to pick up the phone, but Qin Wan stared back at her. She flattened her mouth and said, " Come on, don't be hypocritical. I pretended to be so strong and black-bellied before, and thought you really didn't care. Now I'm making myself look like a virgin. He deserves what he deserves. If he didn't do those things, you would Is this so? Who is to blame? Blame him! Don't get the point wrong!"

Qin Wan blew her nose, calmed down a bit, and said sullenly, "But, if I wasn't too selfish before, would he be able to do this?"

"Did you make a mistake? Are you being nice to him and showing love well? What's wrong with a woman in love who is possessive? Besides, he can't say what he has in mind? He has to force you to death? His psychology Be perverted! Even if it wasn't for the records he destroyed, can he be forgiven for what he did? What is there to sympathize with? These are just psychological tactics he uses to confuse you. Don't fall into it again stupidly. A trap. Besides, I don't believe that he didn't destroy the records, he is a scumbag and a liar!" Yu Shan looked cynical.

Qin Wan was taken aback by her words: "Well... But, tell me, what is love? How should one love someone? I feel like I suddenly don't know how to love."

Yu Shan took a sip of milk tea: "Non-mainstream, you..." She looked into Qin Wan's bewildered eyes, changed her face into a confidant sister, and persuaded, "Okay, don't think too much. Love as much as you want , There are so many people in the world, and everyone has their own views on love. There is no need to cater to it, just be yourself. When the right person comes, just treat him wholeheartedly. Besides, the most important thing in love is Communication, if you have a problem, don’t you just be an idiot if you don’t talk about it, and abuse others and yourself. So, don’t worry about it.” Yu Shan bit her straw and thought for a while, then asked, “Also, let me ask you, after his sugar-coated shell bombardment, Do you... besides the misguided self-blame, do you have anything else, such as distressed, wanting to go back to the past?"

Qin Wan shook her head without thinking, and then suddenly thought of Lin Yue. She lowered her head and took out her mobile phone. She paused on Lin Yue's page for a long time before sending out a string of words.

It's over, I miss you so much.

After that, Qin Wan lay on the bed for two days and two nights, as if he suddenly lost his goal and fighting spirit.She knew that what Song Yuhuai said in the last conversation was true and false, and she shouldn't be hurt by those words anymore.However, she still has a knot in her heart, and she can't get rid of it no matter what.

She thought she could step over with a smile, she overestimated herself.After all, this is a memory of nearly five years, how could it be possible to let go of it, especially after Song Yuhuai's last "teaching", Qin Wan felt that his heart was blocked.

She thought of Lin Yue, and thought that if Lin Yue was by her side, she would definitely hurt her to pieces.

But even so, Qin Wan couldn't wait to see Lin Yue, let out his depressed mood, didn't speak, just hugged her quietly, thinking about it seemed to have the strength to move on.

However, nearly a month later, she still has no news.

Thinking of this, Qin Wan finally sat up from the bed holding his heavy and stinging head. The brain cells that were on strike began to work slowly. After thinking for a long time, she finally made up her mind.

"Chen Kai, do you know the address of Lin Yue's house?" Qin Wan cleared his throat for a long time before returning to normal.

"Yo, finally decided to find her?" Chen Kai said happily, "but I have some unfortunate news for you, she has moved house, I don't know where she is now."

Qin Wan was in despair for a long time, and a small light bulb suddenly lit up in his mind.

"Yu Shan, is your Lin Xuan there?" Qin Wan asked excitedly.

"A Yue...something has happened these few days." Lin Xuan said lightly.

"What the hell happened to her?"

"It's nothing, you can go find her. The address will be sent to your mobile phone."

Hearing Lin Xuan hide and hide, Qin Wan didn't want to ask more questions, the two were not familiar with each other after all.

She looked at the address sent by Lin Xuan and sighed.It is estimated that the chances of finding it are very small.However, she got up tenaciously, took a shower and changed clothes to try her luck.

Standing under the magnificent European-style building, Qin Wan suddenly thought anxiously, what would happen if Lin Yue turned his back on Ma Dan?

That's right, Lin Yue has never said that he likes himself. In the final analysis, those are all imaginations of Chen Kai and himself. If she didn't mean it at all, wouldn't he be ashamed?If Lin Yue asked coldly, "Why did you come to see me?", Qin Wan was choked by his own simple question, and anxiously didn't know what to do for a moment.

However, before Qin Wan could figure out how to answer this question that normal people would answer with a sad face, the door opened.