Rebirth: Forced to Attack

Yan Lin's itinerary in France was only four or five days, and it passed by in a flash. After the matter was almost handled, he was ready to go back, and then at Gu You's insistence, he flew to Xinghai City together. "I'm only staying in Xinghai City for a few days, but I was busy a while ago and took a break." When Gu You said this, his expression was very calm. If the place he chose to take a break was not Xinghai City, Yan Lin might I really thought it had nothing to do with me.

The cold war is indeed not suitable for them. It is not that they have quarreled, but they usually reconcile within a day, and rarely ignore each other for more than 24 hours. Obviously, the distance brings more inconvenience, and the cold lasts for several months.It took two jet lags to really get better.

When I got off the plane, I received a call from Yan's father. The voice was still calm, the tone was obviously different from usual, and the content also made Yan Lin worried. His mother was hospitalized.Yan's mother has always had heart disease, and this disease can't be stimulated, but with Yan Lin as an unlucky child, she has been stimulated a lot in the past few years. She is good at self-cultivation, and she rarely gets angry. Life is fun, but as I get older, it seems inevitable that I will suffer from illness.

When Yan Lin and Gu You arrived at the hospital, Yan's mother had just woken up. After seeing Yan Lin, she was pleasantly surprised for a few seconds, and then began to complain to Yan's father, "Didn't you tell Xiao Lin not to tell me?"

Father Yan didn't say a word. How could he hide this from Yan Lin? He thought he was still in France and informed him. Now that he's back, it's even more impossible and unnecessary. "Mom, did I hide my illness from you?" In fact, as long as they thought at that time, hiding it from their parents who were still traveling abroad was a matter of making up a lie, but he didn't.

Yan's mother shook her head, her complexion was not as bad as Yan Lin imagined, and said: "I'm sick, don't worry, I will live to the age when your child starts to fall in love no matter what."

Everyone who heard this couldn't help laughing, but Father Yan frowned, "Didn't you say you want to hug your great-grandson? Grandson wants to leave after falling in love with someone early?"

Yan's mother nuzzled, "Why don't you leave early, without me, a yellow-faced woman, maybe you can still bloom old trees and have a second spring or something."

"Old and unorthodox."

Yan's father gave Yan's mother a slight look. In fact, they are well maintained, and their wrinkles are not obvious. They flirt and scold occasionally, which is quite interesting.

Yan Lin once had a shadow of the smell of disinfectant and alcohol in the hospital. From Su Xiaochu to himself, and now to his mother, the mental journey in between was too complicated, and now it has turned into a silent sigh in the body, gurgling water, quiet and deep.

Yan's mother noticed Gu You. In fact, he had said hello respectfully before, but she deliberately ignored it. Now the ward has quieted down after a few laughs. She raised her eyelids to look at him, but she didn't really want to be in front of her son. Putting on the posture of an evil mother-in-law, the person next to her son's pillow has a great or small impact on him. She believes that Yan Lin is a filial child, but men, their physiological structure determines that they often use their lower body to think, so that they will not be born. Trouble, small trouble but one after another.

"How are your mother and sister?"

"Don't worry about it, everything is fine."

When Yan's mother and Gu You were talking, no one in the ward interrupted, Yan's mother's breathing could be heard clearly, of course, Gu You's held breath could also be felt by Yan Lin.About 2 minutes later, Yan's mother waved to Gu You, "Okay, you go out." After speaking, she stared at Yan Lin.

After Gu You went out, Yan's father also left, and the others had no reason to stay, and soon only their mother and son were left.

Yan's mother closed her eyes and rested for a while, putting her hands on her chest. Yan Lin helped her adjust the bed to a more comfortable angle. She suddenly held his hand on the back of the chair with some force, "I saw him Not too happy."

"It's almost the same as seeing Su Xiaowu." Mother Yan sucked in her breath, "I'm just a child like you, you don't know how much my mother loves you, and whoever hurts you, I can't wait to fight with him. I've been dealing with those people in my dreams lately. I'm so worried, you and Gu You are together for a day, my heart is hanging for a day, you weigh it yourself, and you tell me, why is it him?"

"And Song Fan, tell me, what did you and your father hide from me?"

Yan Lin really hopes that she can think less, but when people start to feel that they can't even control their lives, they will go in two directions, either their thoughts are messy or blank, he has both feelings, the feeling that life is gradually passing It was crystal clear in his mind.It's a pity that even though he has lived for nearly 30 years, he is still as ignorant and immature as a child when facing many things.

"When you were sick, I wanted to replace you. Every time I stood outside the window and watched you being rescued, I really wanted to call those doctors to stop, and then I walked with my child in my arms. The torture you suffered is in my heart This place is magnified ten times, and it hurts me," Yan's mother pointed to her heart, "But you survived, and my mother also felt that she was alive. I didn't say these words when you got better, and I also I can’t say it, but now, now I want to tell you, although you have many things that you will no longer tell me. Just like you and Gu You, you never tell me, whether you don’t want to say it, or you don’t want to tell me. I don't know, don't you understand?"

While talking, tears fell like broken beads, "Son, it's good for you to be happy, but tell mom the truth, are you really happy?"

Yan Lin's head was always slightly lowered, and Yan's mother could barely touch his hair with her hand. She was crying, and he was crying too. Yan's mother couldn't see it, but she could feel it.

"With him, will you fantasize about your tomorrow, will you outline the future?"

"I haven't felt happy for a long time." Yan Lin put his head under his mother's hands and let her caress lovingly. "I seldom think about the problems between me and him, maybe because he I have been standing where I can reach out. He has seen all the unbearable, bad, and even twisted sides of me. Many times I feel that I am too much, but I can’t stop when I face him. I bully He, treat him badly, not to mention considerate, and even take it out on him when he’s in a bad mood. I’m embarrassed to tell you what your son looks like when facing his lover, it’s not like the one in your eyes .He loves me without a doubt, but do I like him? Not only he has asked, but many people have asked, but only now that you have asked, my dearest mother, I can finally answer, yes."

"I don't want to worry about the past, it's the same for everyone, so Song Fan, let's not talk about it, shall we?"

Yan's mother stared at her child for a long time, and finally only nodded slightly.

The past is over, it's time to turn a new page and continue writing.

Xiao Shirang and Li Li came to visit, for some reason, the first thing they saw was Gu You standing in the seemingly endless corridor.When Xiao Shirang saw his back, his nose became sore, he wanted to hug him, he was the person he trusted the most, he wanted to tell him that he was really broken in love this time, but the back was too lonely, and he suddenly couldn't move.

When Li Li saw Yan Lin walking out of the ward, somehow he gave her a completely new feeling. From the initial heartbeat, he has changed a lot over the years, but she always thought that the boy he once had never disappeared. , kind, and gentle.

She watched him walk towards him from a distance, and poked Xiao Shirang next to him with her hand, "Are you sure you want to go up and tell them that the shock is lost?"

Xiao Shirang shook his head, suddenly turned around and leaned against the snow-white wall, took a deep breath and exhaled, "Someone looks like a piece of solid ice, but inside is full of fireworks."

He smiled at Li Li again, "I wish I could share the fire in my heart with you, so maybe you will warm up and be willing to try it with me."

Li Li said: "Shut up, I've made up my mind, if I say no, you just don't want it."

"Girls, why don't you know how to use graceful words?"

Their voices could not be lowered, completely unaware that the gestures of communication between the two are far more intimate than lovers.

Yan Lin walked to Gu You, Gu You stood still, just waited for a while, turned to face him when his breath lingering at the tip of his nose became stronger and stronger, he raised his hand, very slowly and very lightly , fell on Yan Lin's face, maybe it should have been a slap, but it turned into such a reluctant scratch.

"I know what you're going to say, you want to give up on me again, don't you? You don't need to speak, I can feel it." He backed away in a daze, "I really hate myself for being like this, but Yan Lin, I use up With all my courage, determination and strength, I can only leave you, but I am destined not to forget you, so I will not let go, never in this life, I told myself long ago, as long as you take the initiative to come to my side once, then I will be with you You can only die and never leave, do you hear clearly?" At the end he was screaming, but he pulled him into his arms fiercely, holding him tightly, "Yan Lin, don't tell me Separate, don't want it temporarily."

"I don't need your mother to like me and treat me well, do you understand?"

For the first time, Yan Lin hugged Gu You, who was so fragile that his body was trembling, and put his lips against his ear and said, "I don't want to make you sad anymore, do you understand?"

Gu You's tone was a bit stubborn, "You're lying to me, aren't you?"

"You like heartache? Does it make you feel like you're truly alive?"

"I don't like the feeling of heartache, but you gave it to me, so I love it too, I can't stop it."

"Mr. Gu," Yan Lin called him, "Going back to what you said at the beginning, I think your feelings are always accurate, but this time you really feel wrong."

"kindness?"

"I'm here to tell you that I plan to marry you, and the time is still..."

Before he finished speaking, the person had already fainted in his arms and became heavy again.

Yan Lin patted Gu You's face, and pinched his nose with his hand, "Don't pretend to be dead, if you don't wake up within a minute, our wedding will not be held."

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== This should also belong to the category of fainting due to excessive stimulation.