When I got out of the car, it was gloomy outside and it was raining heavily. I didn't bring an umbrella, so I hurriedly opened the car door and saw Lu Jiuming leaning his head against the corner of the wall.As I approached, I smelled the stench of dried blood on his body.The rain trickled down the ends of his hair, and the drops made shallow pits on the ground.

I didn't know how to face him, so I stood over and didn't speak.

He looked up and said lightly, "Go home."

I handed him the coat I brought, but he put the coat over my head with his backhand.The rain was getting heavier and heavier, and it was crackling on the body. Gao Yang got out of the car and looked at us from a distance. Lu Jiuming glanced at him, then looked away, and said, "Go home."

I thought about it and agreed. I bought two umbrellas by the side of the road and gave one of them to Lu Jiuming, but he didn't pick it up. He took the umbrella from me and waved to me, "Come here."

I feel a little embarrassed, but I still get under his umbrella, my thoughts are a bit confused at this time, I have something to ask him, but I know he won't tell me, so I don't know what to do up.

He didn't say anything, just walked along the side of the road holding an umbrella, I had to follow, Gao Yang and the car behind gradually disappeared into a black spot.

The two of us were holding an umbrella, leaning a little far away, walking forward in the rain with one foot deep and one foot shallow. Lu Jiuming took my shoulders and said, "Come here."

I glanced at his face, his face was a little pale, and I asked, "How is your wound?"

"It's ready." He poked his belly, lifted one side of his shirt, and said, "Here, it's bandaged."

Then there was another silence between us.

I kind of can't stand the atmosphere.

He suddenly said, "Are you scared?"

"What?" I turned my head sideways in surprise, and accidentally bumped into the tip of his sideways nose. My face immediately became hot. He looked at me strangely, touched my face, and said, "It's red."

I:"……"

I hurriedly looked away, changed the subject and said, "What did you just say?"

"You're afraid of me." He looked into my eyes.He usually speaks very little. Although he speaks concisely, he always misses the point. This time he suddenly revealed what I was thinking, and I didn't know how to answer.

It's not that I'm afraid, anyway, so many things have happened, I always feel that the people around me are untrustworthy, especially for Lu Jiuming, who is a bit mysterious, and I have another emotion besides my apprehension. This kind of emotion is something I have never experienced before, and the other party is still a man, so I am even more anxious.

I kept silent and he didn't ask any more questions.

I always feel that something has changed in Lu Jiuming after last night. He used to be very clingy to me, but now he seems to be a different person.

I'm a little uneasy.

We simply ate something in the noodle shop outside the police station. Lu Jiuming ate very little and drank the soup without saying a word. I had prepared a few funny jokes before I came, but seeing him like this , It is estimated that pornographic jokes can't mediate the atmosphere, so I didn't show it to embarrass myself.We got on a bus. There were people smoking and talking loudly in the car. I sat near the window, and Lu Jiuming sat near the aisle. He looked sideways at the car on the other side with his arms crossed. window, I looked around, bored, and read all the text that could be seen on the car.

The car was speeding at high speed, it was raining heavily outside, the roadside lights were dim, the giant trees were bare, and the houses were receding.

I stared out the window, and suddenly saw his reflected face through the car window. His eyes were fixed on the other side of the car window, but he was looking at me in the car window.I meet his gaze, and our eyes meet in the glass.

At this time, an indescribable feeling rose in my heart.

I finally know where my inexplicable uneasiness came from this afternoon. I usually get along with Lu Jiuming and don't talk much. It's because body language replaces words. He always sticks to me for no reason. Pushing or not pushing him away is struggling.But today he seemed to have no intimacy with me the whole time except for hugging me under the umbrella.

I really wanted to die, I usually annoy him to death, but now that he has changed his sex, I feel uncomfortable all over.

I was nervous, and started to wonder if he was angry, but there was no anger on his face, and I did nothing wrong. It was not my fault that he was taken away by the police last night. Who told him to run around in the middle of the night? Woolen cloth.

But it's so annoying.

I'm so annoying.

I stared at the glass and looked into his eyes. For a moment, I felt that the surrounding hustle and bustle disappeared, and the houses and trees whistling by the road were against his face, as if he came from the past and broke into it. In an unknown fate.My mind was a little blank, and I suddenly felt that this scene was inexplicably familiar, and his face was the most familiar part.

My eyes were a little sore from watching, and I was about to find a position to sleep when I heard Lu Jiuming's voice next to my ear.

"He told me never to appear in front of him again, and never call his name again. He told me to get out, saying that he would not forgive me, and that he would no longer love me." He said so softly, and suddenly fell silent for a moment.

My nose was sore for some reason, probably because I was too tired, my eyes could barely open, and I asked, "What are you talking about?"

He turned his head, eyes were red, and said, "Do you think he is telling the truth?"

I was puzzled and pushed him: "You are sick."

He shook his head and said to me a little tiredly: "Go to sleep, I'm right here."

The bus drove at full power for nearly a night. When we returned to the city, I put down my luggage in a hurry and found that Yi Changshan had returned. He poked his head out of the kitchen and asked, "You're back."

He glanced at Lu Jiuming behind me, as if nothing had happened.

I first went to the balcony to look at my flowers and plants. I haven’t come back for so long, and several pots have been drowned under the heavy rain. I felt very distressed, and then threw these dead pots away.

When I continued to weed the flowers, I found that the green plant that Xiaohong gave me was still alive, and there was no water in the flowerpot.Strange, what kind of plant is this?I can't find it on the Internet. Could it be that the torrential rain that fell in those nights was absorbed by its tiny roots.

"Hello." I yelled towards the kitchen, "Yi Changshan, have you touched my flowers?"

Yi Changshan said violently: "No!"

That's even more strange. After looking at it for a while, I thought it was very ugly, so I picked it up and decided to take it down to the uncle guard.

As soon as I entered the living room, Lu Jiuming came out of the shower wrapped in a bathrobe.

I was stunned and roared angrily, "Hey, isn't that my bathrobe on you?"

He was wiping his hair, and the water was still dripping from his neck. He glanced at his body, and then said, "Oh, then I'll take it off." After he finished speaking, he actually pulled his belt.

I:"……"

"Forget it!" I said angrily, "I'll use it for you, don't ask yourself if you are a thief, do you know?"

He said lightly, "I don't know."

He paused, looked at the flower pot in my hand, and asked, "What are you doing?"

"Oh, this potted flower is so ugly I decided to throw it away."

Lu Jiuming frowned, rushed over, snatched the flower pot from my hand, and said, "Don't throw it away." Then he turned around and went to the balcony to put the flowers where they were.Looking at his back, I felt inexplicably heartbroken, and always felt that he didn't treat me as well as a pot of flowers.

He came back from closing the door on the balcony, and I seemed to see the potted flower move behind the corner of his white bathrobe.

wipe.

I'm hallucinating again.

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