Shangqiaotou Village, Qiaotou Town

Lesheng had a very long dream. In the dream, there was a boy named Gao Xu. He liked to draw very much. His paintings were much better than those of Wang Lesheng. He looked lazy, but where he stayed, there were many boys and girls like him. The clothes they wore were not seen in Qiaotou Village, but Le Sheng felt that they were not as good-looking as the ones Hong Sheng bought for him.

Gao Xu said words that Le Sheng could not understand, walked on the road that Le Sheng had never traveled, sat in a car that Le Sheng had never been in, and ate something called bread that Le Sheng had never eaten... ...Gao Xu often eats alone, unlike Le Sheng, who is always accompanied by Hong Sheng; but occasionally a man and a woman will appear at the table, they will ask him about his studies, about his life, and will touch his head with a smile , although Gao Xu always shook his head away in annoyance, but Le Sheng knew that he was actually very happy.

Gao Xu didn't like Chinese New Year and holidays, because at that time, their home was always occupied by waves of strangers and similar gift boxes, although Gao Xu's home was much bigger than Hong Sheng's, and many Many, the window panes are as high as the door, but Le Sheng knows that Gao Xu still doesn't like these people coming, and he doesn't like their gift boxes; Throw the gift box in the trash can.What Gao Xu dislikes the most is that he has to greet many uncles with smiles and answer questions that they don't really care about. The way those people smile, one by one, seems to be wearing a mask, although they are all good to Gao Xu , but he didn't like it at all.

Gao Xu has a dream. He wants to be a painter. If possible, he wants to be a poet-painter like Gibran. To describe his every thought about life with poems or paintings, it will be the most beautiful in the world. language.It's a pity that his dream didn't come true in the end; one day, the world seemed to be in chaos all of a sudden, the man and woman who would occasionally eat with him and touch his head bid him farewell in a hurry, asked the driver to take him to Hong Kong, and prepared to From there he was flown to Canada, where he was taken away by another wave just as he was going through security.At the beginning, life was not bad. Those people put him in a big house, where he had food and drink, but he was not allowed to go out, and told him that this house belonged to his parents, so he could live in peace of mind for a while; later, he tossed and turned. , He lived in various houses, he just talked to the couple on the phone once, and there was no news from them after that.

The last place where he was placed was the "nursing home". He didn't know why he wanted to live in the nursing home, so he made a lot of noise, and it got too serious. He just took a sedative and injected it, and his whole body became limp. I don't know anything anymore.He wanted to get out, he wanted to know what happened, he wanted to know who was going to lock him up, and what did the people who locked him up want?He also wanted to know, where did the man and woman go?But no one told him that here, he has nothing, including freedom!

For half a year, he escaped many times. He remembered it at first, but then it became blurred. He pretended to be crazy three times and sick many times. It seemed that someone else helped him escape, but he was still trapped there in the end. ;In the days that followed, Gao Xu only remembered the maple tree outside the window, which was green, red, and yellow again; but in the end he escaped, and when he escaped, he had already forgotten why he escaped, anyway. I came out; in fact, I was not very happy when I came out. Sometimes I would be hungry for a day. How many places have I visited, and I don’t know where I am going. One day someone asked,

"What's your name, young man, and where is your home?"

He thought about it for a long time, but he couldn't even remember it, but the name Gao Xu occasionally floated in his mind. As for where his home was, he really didn't know.It seems that when I picked up a newspaper, there was a photo of the man and woman in the newspaper, wearing the same vest, looking at everything outside the newspaper indifferently, but the newspaper was eventually blown away by the wind one night.

I have been wandering for too long, even if I walk every day, I will stop at one place, either I can’t find food, or I am driven to the next place, when food becomes a main need, one day He saw his shadow in a little wild dog running by the side of the road; he was sick and injured, and he came back to life after lying down, and his eyes were busy searching for food when he came back alive; once, it was an old woman, I gave him several meals in a row; so he thought, can he stay?Because he really didn't want to leave, sometimes he lived alone under the bridge, in the fields, in the forest, or even in the cave, tired and scared. At that time, he missed the men and women who appeared in a trance in his memory, and sometimes he would think, Where did they go?Why don't they own it!But his expectation of staying finally came to nothing. The old woman's son was still some kind of relative, and drove him away again. Their disgusted expressions seemed to be like a stray wild dog.

I don’t know how long I’ve been walking. When I’m sad, I cry alone. After crying for a long time, I feel tired crying, so he doesn’t cry anymore; except for strange people, strange dogs, and those strange people. The messy little bugs will also bully him, one or two of them occupy the territory arrogantly, so he learned to tie himself up as much as possible, the smaller the better.

One day, he saw a little wild dog trying desperately to please a little girl who stayed, but the little girl still didn't take it away. At that moment, he seemed to understand the loss of the little dog; Then one day, someone can stay for him and take him away, like taking away a little wild dog. His dream is so humble, but such a humble dream, he feels that he has been looking forward to it for a long time, for a long time, until that high... A tall, strong man with gentle eyes appeared.

The man brought him food every day, although not much, but at least he could last until the next day, because the man would come again the next day; but for a whole day, the man did not appear, he looked at the sky outside the cave a little It became brighter and darker little by little. It was as dark as he expected. Maybe he prayed too piously. The man finally appeared with food again; after the man appeared, he never disappeared However, he felt that there was finally someone who was willing to make him stop, and most importantly, that man once drove away the little devils who bullied him for him.

One night, he was woken up by a loud bang in his ear, and then he saw a large clod next to where he usually lay, and the small clod above his head seemed to be still falling, and subconsciously ran out from there , This night, the rain was really heavy, it kept falling, it kept falling, I don't know where there is another cave that doesn't fall into the soil, but subconsciously, he wants to find that man, maybe he will really be like Rong It is not necessarily a puppy to take in himself; so he walked to the village, passed by one house, and another house, the rain was so heavy that it hit his head and buzzed continuously, and then he sat down with a family by the door, waiting for the rain to stop or dawn.When the man appeared above his head, at that moment he really saw the angel's wings, emitting light, white light or golden light, thank God, someone finally took him in, had food, drink, and A place to sleep, no more wandering...

He just followed him like that, step by step. The first thing he did when he woke up in the morning was to confirm that the man was still there. He moved from one room to the other room of the man, from the side of the kang to the side of the man, and the man was gone. Such a gentle smile, pampering; suddenly the man said, you will be called Wang Lesheng from now on, okay?He was so happy that day, he was finally able to erase the bits and pieces that were almost gone from his mind, that day, like a newborn, he was called Wang Lesheng.

In Le Sheng's memory, the man treated him so well, especially the way he smiled gently, which made him feel that no matter what he did, the man would pamper him with such a gentle smile, so he remembered the other's name, Hong Sheng , Wang Hongsheng!Every day when he called, "Hong Sheng", the man would respond roughly, feeling so happy, even this name made people warm; people are greedy, and Le Sheng is no exception. Hong Sheng has been looking at him with such a smile, and has been pampering him so tenderly. He can't hold other things in his heart every day, and some of them are about a man named Hong Sheng.In the spring in my memory, Hong Sheng’s hands touching him were trembling. They hugged each other tightly, so tight that they almost grew together. Looking at the man's back again, I felt so embarrassed.

The greedy Le Sheng no longer only expects Hong Sheng to look at him all the time, but expects that this person will only see him, be gentle with him, pamper him, do those intimate things with him, even Only marry him as a wife.But Hong Sheng said with a smile, men marry their wives, how can men be other people's wives; Le Sheng doesn't care, other men can be other men's business, but he wants to be Hong Sheng's wife With Hong Sheng's daughter-in-law, they can always be together, and that person can always spoil him.

The day the second sister-in-law came, he was so angry that Hong Sheng's attitude almost drove him crazy. It was the first time in such a long time that the man attacked him, so he wanted to destroy everything. Attracted men to look at him, but he didn't, so at a certain moment he hated Hong Sheng, especially after seeing his own blood, he wanted to smash this house to pieces. After smashing, Hong Sheng couldn't marry Another daughter-in-law... Hong Sheng finally took him back again, and he didn't make him wait too long. Before the sky was completely dark, the man came and spoke softly; Hong Sheng gave him a " "New" home, worshiped heaven and earth with him, did more intimate things, and promised him that he would only have one daughter-in-law for the rest of his life.

Le Sheng thought that such a beautiful life would last forever, but he didn't expect that those people still didn't let him go. They were wearing white coats and holding big syringes. Everything in memory corroded his nerves, and he couldn't cry out, couldn't cry out , The legs are so weak that they can't even run.He felt that Hong Sheng would definitely come to rescue him, but he waited and waited for a long time, he thought, could Hong Sheng not find him?Did Hong Sheng not want him anymore?Did Hong Sheng marry another wife?So he told himself, don't be afraid, you are Hong Sheng's only daughter-in-law, Hong Sheng will definitely come, you are dreaming now, when you wake up from the dream, Hong Sheng will come, and you will lie on your big bed On the kang, Hong Sheng hugged you tightly, covered with a big quilt covered with red flower satin, you can see the "marriage photo" with Hong Sheng when you look up, and their "family portrait", Hei Bei slept on the kang At its feet, or on the ground outside, when it walked out of the house, it sprayed its big nostrils vigorously and waited to pull it to graze on the middle of the mountain...

It was a familiar embrace, and she didn't take it away when she went to sleep at night. She hugged him so gently and caressed his back for many days. There was a familiar voice, which was in my ears every day. Saying, "Le Sheng~Le Sheng~Le Sheng~", the voice was so gentle, so one night, Le Sheng tried to "wake up", hugged the long-wrapped body tightly, and breathed greedily The smell on his body, the man turned on the light, and called out softly, "Lesheng...what's the matter? Have a nightmare? Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, Hong Sheng is here..." He saw their red flower satin big After seeing their "wedding photos" and "family portraits", Heibei was indeed at the foot of the kang, got up from the kang, Hong Sheng chased after him and put clothes on him, but he rummaged through the boxes and chests to find out the clothes they used when they got married. A pair of red flowers, a red gauze scarf, and a pair of burnt wax clay wrapped in red paper; Le Sheng still couldn't believe it, did he really wake up?So I hurried to the yard again, the yard was dark, and there were big snowflakes floating at the moment, and they climbed to the edge of Dali's hay trough, and by the skylight, I could see Dali lying there, seemingly sleeping. Hong Sheng kept chasing after him, covering his clothes and letting him put on his shoes. It was so cold, he shivered a few times, but when he turned around and rushed into Hong Sheng's embrace, he felt It was so warm, so happy, it was really a dream, and he really woke up from the dream, and the situation after waking up was the same as he imagined at the beginning, nothing changed.

He said, "Hong Sheng, I had a long, long nightmare!"

He said, "Hong Sheng, I know you must be right next to me, so I'm not afraid!"

He said, "Hong Sheng, I dreamed that you came to save me, Hong Sheng, you still have wings, white, big wings!"

He said, "Hong Sheng, after a good night's sleep, I think I miss you, I miss you so much!"

He said, "Hong Sheng, Hong Sheng, Hong Sheng... I can't get enough of your name?"