Betas who don't want to be an attacker are not good

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Returning to the dormitory in a low mood, Ding Huilei was the only one left in the dormitory at this time. Near the end of the semester, Ye Jing went to the library to spend the night, and Lin Xiaonan was also busy arranging the venue for school activities. Thanks to this, they had no time to take care of Ding Huilei recent exception.

"Rongyu..." Ding Huilei rubbed the quilt impatiently.

Li Rongyu understands that he is only affected by Xu Xiu's pheromone, but he can't help Ding Huilei, at most he can give him an inhibitor, let alone that he is very irritable now, even if Ding Huilei asks him to talk to him, he can explode He sees.

After taking a shower and climbing into bed, Li Rongyu ignored Ding Huilei's unbearable stereo surround sound. He didn't respond to calling him just now. He probably lost consciousness and didn't know what he was doing.

Li Rongyu curled himself up under the quilt, he didn't want to hear the voices outside, and he didn't want to care about the outside affairs.

What's so good about Alpha and Omega? Even if they only account for [-]% of the population in this world, what about being able to find a suitable lover through pheromone matching?When it comes to estrus, not everyone can?Nothing compares to animals.

Finding true love in such a world is really whimsical. My mother is like this, and so is Lengquan. But in the end, there are always people who succumb to their instincts, and how many people can reverse their established destiny?

Li Rongyu smiled self-deprecatingly, the most perfect love in the world is the love that hasn't started yet, and if it stops at the beginning, there will be no disappointment.

With a dull pain in her heart, Li Rongyu hugged herself tightly and fell asleep slowly.

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When I woke up the next day, Ding Huilei was no longer in bed.

Li Rongyu was a little worried, but he also said that he would not take care of his affairs anymore, so that Ding Huilei could know that his choice was wrong, and it was useless to deceive himself.

The clenched fists were relaxed, and the breathing was adjusted back.

He's not wrong, he's right.

Putting on her bag and skipping over the messy desktop, Li Rongyu left the empty dormitory.

Xu Xiu didn't come to class.

No matter how many times Li Rongyu turned her head pretending not to care, the familiar figure was still not seen in the classroom, but she and many classmates looked at each other in embarrassment many times.

He didn't ask for leave when checking attendance just now, Xu Xiu would never be absent from work, even when he didn't know the reason last time, Xu Xiu also asked for leave.

Is it because of him?

Li Rongyu scribbled lines on the textbook irritably, his mind was like the lines he drew—a mess.

Did his words have that much influence on Xu Xiu?

In Xu Xiu's mind, could one word make him so sad that he couldn't come to class?

This kind of thought made Li Rongyu's heart beat wildly, his eyes became erratic, and his brushes became more messy.

Close your eyes and take a deep breath, suppressing the corners of your mouth that wanted to rise.

Impossible, although thinking like this makes him feel very excited, but intellectually he also understands that it must be a sudden situation that makes Xu Xiu absent from work, and it cannot be because of him.

Resting her cheek with her right hand, Li Rongyu sighed.

It is also a kind of sadness to live too realistically.

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Shen Shiqing opened "Night Love at Night" and read it carefully. On a clear summer day, the sun was shining, and the sunlight was so dazzling that it entered the air-conditioned library through the window. There was only a little warmth left, so reading was just right. .

The chair beside her was slightly pulled away, and Li Rongyu's navy blue short-sleeved paired with high-waisted jeans matched Shen Shiqing's pink dress by the side quite well.

"Student, is there anyone in this position?"

Li Rongyu raised a kind and hearty smile, which was hard to refuse.

"Of course." Shen Shiqing returned the same bright smile and nodded towards Li Rongyu.

Sitting down, Li Rongyu took out books and notebooks from her schoolbag, and quickly entered the study state, and began to review the contents of the notes and textbooks.

after an hour

Shen Shiqing glanced sideways at Li Rongyu, who was still studying without distraction, and raised an eyebrow.

three hours later

"Gollum..."

This is already the third time, it seems that I am going to eat...

After patting his reverberating stomach, Li Rongyu stood up and stretched his waist. After sitting for four hours, his buttocks were numb.

Looking around, everyone who was sitting around had left, including Shen Shiqing.

It seemed that he was so focused that he didn't notice when she left.

Li Rongyu pursed her lips, picked up her bag, and walked out of the library.

Sure enough, studying by the side of the person he likes is really efficient. These four hours at least made up most of the lessons he missed due to various reasons.

The uneasiness caused by the lack of courses in her heart has also been enriched a lot. Li Rongyu smiled and looked at the sun that was about to set in the west.

Let's study beside Shi Qing next time.

"Rongyu..."

Li Rongyu turned his head, and Lin Xiaonan came out of the gymnasium. He was dressed in short-sleeved shorts and the sweat dripping from his body meant that he had just finished exercising.

"I just finished training, why are you here?" Seeing Li Rongyu, Lin Xiaonan's eyes lit up, and his expression was also surprised with surprise.

"I just came out of the library and was about to go to the cafeteria."

"I just want to go too, let's go together!"

"Okay."

The two walked side by side for a few minutes without speaking, and the atmosphere was a little awkward.

Although Lin Xiaonan is a roommate, but they are not in the same department, the time is often staggered, and they don't spend much time together. Li Rongyu feels that he is not that familiar with him, so she doesn't know what to say.

"Rongyu, has something happened to you recently?" Lin Xiaonan asked with concern.

"Me? No, it's been fine recently."

"I saw you looking haggard for a while, as if you didn't sleep well."

"Haha, that's what I stayed up all night. Recently, the game launched a new event, which hurts my liver haha..."

"Then don't sleep too late...it's not good for your health..."

Familiar with the long-winded, different people said, Li Rongyu thought in his heart to refute how he had nothing to do with others, but smiled and nodded in response.

"Haha I'm embarrassed that you care so much about me."

Lin Xiaonan suddenly patted Li Rongyu's head, "It's good that you know."

Li Rongyu wanted to avoid it as soon as he turned his head. He didn't like to be touched on the head.

Fortunately, Lin Xiaonan quickly withdrew his hands, but Li Rongyu felt a little nervous when he saw his gentle expression that was about to overflow.

From Lin Xiaonan's point of view, the ambiguous atmosphere, from Li Rongyu's point of view, is a top-level embarrassing scene.

[The author has something to say: Dendendenden~

No prize quiz announced the answer

Shen Shiqing—Azurite—Description of ancient gray-green—Green 233 (two meanings)

Our Xiaoshou is really a bit perverted...

And Li Rongyu's large-scale double standard scene]

Extra episode ([-]) Li Rongyu

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Li Rongyu first came into contact with the reality of this world. When he was three years old, he was taken to a big house by his father whom he rarely saw. There was a handsome man sitting in the living room. His father walked up behind him and gently Gently sniffing the back of his neck, the two seem so close, even if he grows up and forgets the man's appearance, the gluey look of the two is engraved in his mind and can no longer be erased go.

My mother is an ordinary-looking Beta, but she has a strong personality and ability. When I was in college, I met an Alpha who admired her, that is, his father. At that time, my father was very rebellious and resisted the attraction between AO and AO. The relationship, the unique mother stood out among the betas, so dazzling, the two quickly attracted each other, and there were countless vows and vows, and he was born in the third year of their acquaintance.

The reality is naturally bloody and cruel. My father met Omega, who was almost destined for him. The match between the two is extremely high and close to [-]%. They fell in love with each other almost immediately after meeting. Li Rongyu The last memory of his father was when he was six years old, holding the second child born to him by the man, and finally saying goodbye to his mother and leaving the city of his birth.

The mother who lost her father is like a dusty pearl. She drinks heavily day and night, fails to graduate from school, and randomly finds a few jobs to make a living. But at first, her father will pay enough living expenses on time. Therefore, I did not become obsessed with money prematurely, and became a miser without money.

After an episode of alcoholism caused by excessive drinking, perhaps a revolving lantern flashed in front of her eyes, the mother came out of the past and finally began to seriously plan her future life.

She no longer drinks alcohol, or even a drop of alcohol, works seriously, cheers up again, but ignores him, often leaving him at home, a primary school student under ten years old, spending weekends without his mother alone, From day to night.

Li Rongyu hugged the only gift his mother gave him - a huge teddy bear, talked to himself, secretly wiped away the tears that kept welling up, and then fell asleep when he was tired from crying. He looked expressionlessly at his eyes swollen like big walnuts.

As for the only interest he has, it is probably painting. Painting only needs a pen. As long as you can leave traces on books, tables, and walls, you can draw. Reading comics is also to imitate Inside the character scene, draw more things.

When he was not accompanied by anyone, he was accompanied only by textbooks and homework books that had been painted beyond recognition, as well as a bunch of empty pen refills that had been used up.

Loneliness is his daily life, and only painting can relieve him.

But as he grows up, he knows more and more about his family background, and he understands how expensive it is to be an art student. Although his family is enough for him to eat and wear, if it is for him to study art, it is inevitable. It is more than enough but not enough.

So he put down his paintbrush, which was just a pastime anyway, and there was no need to treat it as his own career. Since then, he began to focus on his studies.

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The first time the heart sprouted was in junior high school. He, the representative of the math class, and she, the class monitor, were like many shoujo manga depictions. They always competed for first or second place in grades. This feeling is very special. He has never been taken seriously by others. For the first time, only he is left in the eyes of others. He enjoys this feeling of being cared about, even if he can't tell which girl Either love or hate him.

He started to provoke her constantly and quarreled with her. In the end, the girl really hated him, so she didn't want to quarrel with him anymore.

He was a little disappointed, but since then he has found something that can replace painting, which is love.

More precisely, a crush.

He can't make others see only him, but he can make himself see only that one person.

Maybe in my heart, I want to be thought of so intently, so I devote all my attention and long for the other party's response, even if he can't tell whether he is admiring or stubborn.

It is also thanks to these experiences that his short-term attention can be concentrated to a degree of ecstasy.

In fact, quite a few people were really moved by his persistence and wanted to associate with him, but he felt a little bored. It was just this way to be moved. How cheap is such a liking? Instead of waiting for bad consequences to find It's better not to start when you come to the door, so that they all maintain the most complete posture, there will be no disappointment, no difference, and no breakup.

There is another way for him to be watched, which is to achieve excellent results. As a Beta, he is surrounded by Alpha when he is commended. No one below or beside him will not watch him, as if See rare animals in the zoo.

The consequence of showing one's sharpness is to be strongly suppressed, and the increasingly inflated vanity is pierced by the embroidery needle that is intentionally ground, leaving behind a sense of uneasiness and fear that cannot be dispelled.

+Afterwards, he restrained a lot, no longer intentionally attracting attention, and no longer fighting for the top position. He is still a rare front row in Beta, but he is no longer the front row that must be stronger than Alpha.

Before meeting Xu Xiu, he had never been actively approached by others. Even as his new crush, Xu Xiu should wait for his constant approach instead of actively approaching him, step by step with him. The road to harmonious and friendly friends.

Liu Shan has been in the same school with him since junior high school, and is one of his few friends. Since he restrained his personality, he has gained a lot of "friends" who can talk, but only Liu Shan knows a part of him To be honest, he never thought of letting other people be by his side as heart-to-heart friends.

When Xu Xiu was a friend, he was very talkative. He often felt irritable, like a child who didn't want to listen to his parents' nagging. The feeling of caring is so warm, which makes him look forward to it.

Even though he has not only good feelings for Xu Xiu in his heart, but also infinite envy and jealousy——

He will never have a lover who is destined to attract each other like his father or Xu Xiu, because he is a Beta, has no glands, and cannot emit and receive pheromones.

He hated his father for abandoning him and his mother, but he also longed for a fateful love like him.

He is always contradictory.

[The author has something to say: Kawen is _(:з」∠)_, but writing extra stories is extremely smooth]