Betas who don't want to be an attacker are not good

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Late night

The phone screen emits a faint light, which is reflected on Li Rongyu's face.

He kept sliding his fingers left and right, flipping through the photos on his phone.

++There were not many of those photos, but he looked at them for nearly two hours.

Everything seems to have passed away, he kept using these few photos to strengthen his memory, and the only date now is engraved in his heart.

Li Rongyu didn't understand why he did this. Every time he recalled, his heart felt dull pain, as if a hand was pinching his heart to prevent him from breathing. Reason told him that the relationship was over and forgetting was the right answer. Sensibility told him He didn't want to deepen the wound when he was in pain, he still couldn't help turning on his phone in the dead of night and flipping through the photos of Xu Xiu sitting on the merry-go-round.

In the photo, Xu Xiu is not riding a white horse, but it shines like a prince, and the yellowish light shines into his gray-blue pupils and mixes into a deep green, like a rich emerald.

Li Rongyu was a little regretful, because he had two photos that were blurred with shaking hands, and they were almost deleted before.

How strange, they are over, but he himself has not let go, and he is always concerned about the latest situation of Xu Xiu, that person is also true, enlisted people will disappear, there is no news at all, except for him to know Xu Xiu didn't know anything outside of the army.

Thinking about Li Rongyu falling into a deep sleep, the light of the phone gradually dimmed until it was completely extinguished.

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In his junior year, everyone started all kinds of busy work. Li Rongyu didn't plan to take the postgraduate entrance examination, so he needed to prepare for the judicial examination in a few months. Apart from Leng Yi, he didn't have many contacts around him now. , Liu Shan was preparing for the postgraduate entrance examination, and Li Rongyu became a lone ranger after cutting off meaningless social interactions, and no longer took the initiative to make friends with others.

After reducing this part of the time, Li Rongyu spent all of it on studying. When he didn't want to study, he took the drawing board to a secluded place to sketch.

After getting used to being alone, he actually doesn't like to be noisy, not because of a kind of envy and jealousy, but only after the vacancy in his heart is filled, he realizes what he really wants.

As usual, Li Rongyu returned to school after finishing her life, but Li Rongyu's peace of mind was broken.

Because the front of their dormitory building was crowded with people, Li Rongyu deliberately retreated to the door holding the drawing board, repeatedly confirming that he was indeed standing in front of his own dormitory building, and he did not make a mistake, but there were so many people that the stairs were exhausted. People are just too abnormal.

Then he saw several people in dark green military uniforms and another flower on their chests.

With her heart beating violently, Li Rongyu rushed into the crowd with some anticipation and nervousness, ran amok through the crowd with brute force, and finally squeezed in front of the 609 door, looking inside and stood there in a daze.

Xu Xiu wore a dark green military uniform, with proper shoulder pads and waist, with a suit-like lining, slightly tight military trousers and half-length military boots, Xu Xiu's abstinent temperament was revealed at a glance only from his figure .

I haven't seen each other for two years. Xu Xiu used to be young with a sense of immature youth, which quickly precipitated in the past two years, and he has the charm of a mature man. This feeling of maturity does not come from age, but may come from him. The experience even has a feeling that makes Li Rongyu feel strange, mysterious and dangerous.

Finally, the eyes focused on Xu Xiu's face. Xu Xiu's slightly long hair of the heroine of the girl comics was shaved into a square inch, which made him less handsome and more masculine. There was an obvious scar from behind the ear to the collar, but it was a pity that he couldn't see the whole picture because it was blocked.

Xu Xiu's changes were so great that Li Rongyu felt that he no longer knew him, but he was still deeply attracted by Xu Xiu's new changes.

Li Rongyu opened his mouth slightly and wanted to say hello, but he couldn't think of what position he had to take the initiative to say hello, was it as a classmate or an ex-boyfriend?

Neither seems to work.

Closing her mouth, Li Rongyu hugged the drawing board tightly, sneaked into the crowd and returned to the dormitory.

Xu Xiu from 609 glanced at the door casually, then lowered his head to pack his clothes.

"Students outside the door, I want to rest, please go back." After collecting the clothes, Xu Xiu walked to the door, as if he couldn't see the curious and admiring eyes of Alpha and Beta from different grades and different colleges in front of the door, and then ordered to evict. Closed the door of 609.

Li Rongyu went back to the dormitory and closed the door, her mind was in disarray.

The reunion came too suddenly, he didn't have the slightest preparation, he just met Xu Xiu with this appearance, wearing glasses, looking troublesome to take care of, long tied up hair, and casually dressed sand beach with Patrick star pattern Pants and cool flip flops.

Although I really want to complain that Xu Xiu is still wearing a heavy autumn and winter military uniform in summer, it is not too hot, but comparing the two is the difference between heaven and vegetable fields. Xu Xiu is more handsome than before, but he is even more unkempt than before. Li Rongyu could only comfort himself that Xu Xiu might not recognize him now.

Lifting off the white T-shirt, Li Rongyu took a look at her belly. Fortunately, because at least she was still playing volleyball, the abdominal muscles were barely preserved, but it was not enough for the abdominal muscles that could not be seen without light.

In Li Rongyu's mind, he constructed a short-term crash plan for abdominal muscles.

"The hair has to be cut too... the bangs are too long and cover the eyes."

"The clothes are too dead, I need to change some new ones..."

Li Rongyu looked at himself in the mirror. In the past two years, he had never cared about his hairstyle or attire, but Xu Xiu's return disrupted all of this. Maybe, he couldn't tolerate the sloppy dressed himself now.

During the days when Xu Xiu left without saying goodbye, he complained, got angry, and worried, but after all his thoughts came together, he was even more afraid that Xu Xiu would be injured in the army, and even yin and yang would be separated.

He wanted to enlist in the army with Xu Xiu, but the last registration time had passed long ago, coupled with the unhealed injury, Li Rongyu's idea fell through.

Recalling the past, Li Rongyu's eagerness to change her appearance cooled down. What does Xu Xiu's return have to do with him?

It was me who proposed to break up, and I was the one who voluntarily gave up the relationship between the two of them. They are not much better now than when they were unfamiliar.

In fact, Liu Shan was right, he was always self-centered, until just now he was immersed in his own world, and never thought about whether Xu Xiu wanted to see him or not.

What a fool he is.

[The author has something to say: Sure enough, the speed of life and death cannot be achieved, and the quality will drop as soon as it is rushed.By the way, why is it different from actual enlistment, because the short-term enlistment of college students is similar to voluntary military service, that is, they have been serving as soldiers all the time, and only normal enlistment will have a change in rank. Here I set it without this The difference is that college students can also have a change in rank when they join the army, and this change can be relatively large.Because there are some self-designed components, there may be bugs, so we can’t get into it_(:з」∠)_]