lonely patient

Lin Chen and I have been together for more than half a year, and most of my friends know him. Some of them, such as Qin Bei, even thought that we might last forever.

I watched Lin Chen sit down next to me, and I probably understood what he wanted to do, but what I couldn't figure out was why these old men were so unscrupulous, they wanted to find at least a few fresh faces to treat my emotional injury Well, what does it mean to call an expired lover?

Lin Chen opened his mouth as if he wanted to say something, so I asked him one step ahead, "What are you doing here?"

When I was talking, I glanced at other people, and sure enough, someone couldn't sit still, clasped his hands together and begged me for mercy: "My, my, I slipped my tongue."

I squinted at that bastard, and didn't bother to pay attention to him.

"I want to have a good talk with you." Lin Chen lowered his eyes and said, "Just once."

I really liked his cute and pitiful look before, but I don't have much interest now.

"I've already said what I need to say." I shook the wine glass gently, "I'm in a good mood today, don't disappoint, be good."

Qin Bei was not very happy to see me, and was the first to come out: "Oh, Lin Chen, I haven't punished you for being late, drink and drink, let's talk after drinking."

Lin Chen took a glass of wine from Qin Bei and asked me, "Then how about I stay here with you, I'm afraid you'll feel uncomfortable if you drink too much."

"As you like." I leaned on the sofa, "This place is not owned by my family."

Maybe it was because I was afraid that I would get angry, this group of people started playing blackjack after Lin Chen came, as if they could pretend that this hadn't happened by drinking themselves.I was so happy to see them go crazy, the weirdness in front of my eyes was like hallucination, and I drank too much before I knew it.

I didn't feel drunk, but my limbs gradually became weak, and my head was a little heavy. Looking at other people, one or two were not so clear.

Lin Chen was with me all the time, and at some point he leaned against me.

"Yan Qiao, you're drunk." He said.

I looked down at Lin Chen, under the dim light, his eyes were very beautiful.

Seeing that I didn't seem to resist, Lin Chen boldly sat on my lap, stroked my face and whispered, "Yan Qiao..."

Then, his lips pressed against it.

I frowned and wanted to push him away, but for some reason, my arms were too weak to lift.And Lin Chen kissed passionately, his eyelashes flickering, as if he couldn't feel my indifferent gaze.

The people around were drunk, and when they saw us kissing, they all started booing.Lin Chen was finally willing to let me go, his petal-like lips were still stained with ambiguous water.He stood up and said to Qin Bei, "Yan Qiao is drunk, I'll take him upstairs to rest."

There is a suite upstairs in the clubhouse, Qin Bei will not fail to understand what Lin Chen means.He was also a little drunk at the moment, so he sold me out without even thinking about it: "Okay, then you guys go early, go to bed early."

"I dont go……"

As soon as I opened my mouth, Qin Bei interrupted: "Hurry up and go to sleep, you are so drunk."

"Then let's go first." Lin Chen picked up me who was weak and easily led me out.

Leaving the private room with chaotic light, my consciousness was finally not so chaotic, but after walking a few steps, my world was spinning again.

"Lin Chen..."

"Shhh." Lin Chen raised his index finger and pressed lightly on my lips, and said softly, "You're drunk."

I am not drunk.

But my body didn't listen, and my mind was muddled.

Back in the room, Lin Chen put me on the sofa and didn't know what to do. I leaned on the backrest in a daze, and when I was half asleep, I felt someone touching my face.

When I opened my eyes and saw Lin Chen, he brought a glass of water to my lips and said, "Come, drink some hangover tea."

I kept my mouth shut, Lin Chen smiled: "Do you want me to feed you?"

While talking, he began to unbutton me slowly, from the neck down, one by one, the cold fingertips mosuo my skin, bringing a strange touch.

"Yan Qiao, open your mouth." He said softly.

My consciousness seemed to be out of control again, I opened my mouth unconsciously, and drank the cup of bitter and astringent water one gulp at a time.Lin Chen unbuttoned all my buttons, and the shirt fell half open on my arm, exposing the entire shoulder, neck and chest.

Pressing my heart with his five fingers, he asked softly, "Do you really have a heart here?"

Maybe it was the so-called hangover tea that helped, my mind cleared up a bit, but my limbs were still limp.Strangely, there seemed to be a heat rushing through the blood in my body, and it didn't take long for me to start feeling hot all over.

What's going on... There is a problem with the wine, or there is a problem with the tea...

When I realized it, I couldn't help being a little sullen. Lin Chen was the first one who dared to drug me in so many years.

"Lin Chen, what do you want to do?" I finally finished a sentence.

"I want you to spend more time with me." Lin Chen looked at me innocently, and said, "But there are many people around you, and you give me too little attention."

"There is another Xu Yang. He has been dead for so many years, why should he still occupy you?"

"Shut up," I warned him.

"I'm sorry." Lin Chen apologized indifferently, half kneeling between my legs and said, "I just like you so much."

As he said that, he leaned forward and kissed me, from his lips to his Adam's apple, the kiss was serious and pious, as if he wanted to arouse my lust.

I watched coldly and asked, "Is it useful for you to do this?"

Lin Chen stopped his movements, raised his head to meet my gaze, and was slightly taken aback.

"So what if I sleep with you once today?" I asked, "Do you think I care?"

"Yan Qiao..." Lin Chen's eyes sparkled, "Did you really never like me at all?"

This is obviously a question that doesn't need an answer, and if I had, he wouldn't be here now.

"Why am I the only one who loves you so much..." Lin Chen's tears fell on my chest, "It's not fair."

"Fair..." I couldn't help but want to laugh, "Money and goods are the most fair."

I tried my best to appear indifferent, trying to force Lin Chen away.

The heat in my body became more and more intense, coupled with the catalysis of alcohol, my sanity was on the verge of losing control. I knew that if Lin Chen didn't leave, I might really do something.

And Lin Chen didn't mean to let me go at all.He leaned on me, hugged my waist and said, "But I don't want money and goods, I want you to love me."

I gritted my teeth and said, "Impossible."

"Yan Qiao, why do you have to force me..." His tears welled up and quickly wet my skin, "Can't we be together? Why do you force me to hate you?"

After the words fell, a sharp blade came out of nowhere and pressed against my chest, and the cold touch made me wake up a little bit in an instant.

I lowered my head and saw Lin Chen was holding a thin dagger in his hand, aiming tremblingly at the tip of my heart.

He looked at me and asked with a sob: "Is Xu Yang always the only one in your heart and never me?"

I was still worried about losing control, but when I saw Lin Chen pretending to be calm despite being scared, I became indifferent.

"Yes." I chuckled, "What are you going to do, kill me, do you dare?"

As I said that I was facing his dagger, Lin Chen couldn't dodge in time, the sharp point of the knife pierced my skin instantly, and cut a long bloody mouth.

Beads of blood ooze out, and pain ensues.

I watched my blood slowly overflowing, flashing a coquettish luster under the light, and I actually got a strange sense of satisfaction from it.

Alcohol and drugs are illusory, only the pain is real in this moment.

"Yan Qiao!" Lin Chen didn't expect me to be like this, he didn't hide or not, he straightened his arms and pointed the dagger at me in a panic, "Don't move!"

I ignored him and continued to approach, the blade grazed my neck, and there was another shallow gash of blood.

"Is this scary?"