lonely patient

When I woke up the next day, I felt uncomfortable all over, and when I moved to get up, I felt an itchy pain in my chest.

I lowered my head and saw a deep to shallow wound winding from the chest to the lower abdomen, with a thin layer of blood scab forming on it.

"Hold……"

What the hell did I do?

Touch it again, and there is also a wound on the neck.

I closed my eyes and recalled what happened last night, and the memory stayed in Wen Lu's eyes that were hesitant to speak.Yesterday I was too drunk to notice, and today I realized it belatedly. He was very strange from the beginning to the end last night, looking at me as if he was hiding something to say.

And why is he...

Remembering that I pressed Wen Luming on the bed, my eyes went dark, and I wished I could dig a hole and get in right away.

I have lived for 28 years now, and this is the first time I kissed an alpha, and it was with an alpha who looked like he was frigid.

What's more, it's not just about kissing...

Fortunately, Lu Ming is not at home today.I got out of bed to wash, and saw a note stuck on the mirror:

"I went to school. There is porridge in the pot, medicine and vitamin C on the table."

Wen Luming's handwriting was beautiful, so I took a second look at the note, folded it in half and put it in my pajamas pocket.

Sitting at the dining table, I seriously thought, Wen Luming bit me, and I kissed him once, is it even?Then should I move out as soon as possible to avoid embarrassment when we meet in the future?

Said Cao Cao Cao Cao arrived, just thinking that the phone rang, it was Wen Luming.His side was not very quiet, there was a faint noise, I heard him ask: "Yan Qiao, are you up yet?"

I looked at my watch, ten o'clock. "Get up," I said.

"Breakfast is on the table. Remember to warm up the porridge in the pot when it's cold."

"Well, I've had a fever. I've also taken medicine."

After I finished speaking, I thought about it and asked, "Are you at school?"

"Just after class, I'm going to the laboratory." Wen Luming seemed to be in the corridor, and he even dealt with the students who passed by to say hello during his speech, "I'll bring food back from the cafeteria at noon, you wait for me to eat together."

It's that gentle imperative again.I found that it was always easy for me to listen to Lu Ming's words, and I didn't feel disgusted even with such an orderly tone.

So I agreed and hung up the phone only to remember that I was still thinking about moving out.

There was no embarrassment or unnaturalness in Lu Ming's voice on the phone, as if nothing happened last night.I don't think I was hallucinating drunk, or that he forgot about it when he fell asleep.

What does he mean by this?Pretend not to care or really don't care?

Things that I can't figure out are quickly left behind by me.

After breakfast, I called Qin Bei. He was still hungover and asked me in a daze what was the matter.

"You didn't do anything to Lin Chen, did you?" I asked.

"I don't dare to be one of yours." Qin Bei muttered dissatisfiedly, "It's you, are you okay? You fucking scared me to death last night."

"I think you're in a deep sleep, it doesn't look like you're frightened." I taunted him, then paused and said, "Lin Chen is not mine, so don't do this in the future."

"I know, I know. Yesterday was really an accident. I didn't know that Lin Chen would come. It's all because Zhang Hao's grandson said nothing."

Qin Bei got up from the bed, and after a rustle of movements, his voice was a little clearer than before: "What is the relationship between you and Teacher Wen? The more I think about the way he looked at you yesterday, the more I think something is wrong."

"What look?" I was so drunk last night that I didn't care to observe how Wen Luming looked at me.

Qin Bei clicked his tongue, and said, "It's like being caught by the real wife. My legs tremble when I stand in front of him."

"Stop talking nonsense."

Now I have an inexplicable sense of guilt towards Wen Luming, and I always feel that I have defiled him, so I can't listen to Qin Bei's arrangement.

"I'm serious, don't tell me you're tired of omega and want to be an alpha? Yan Er, we don't want to play like this."

"No, you're overthinking it." I categorically denied it.

The alphas were all as stiff as bricks, how could I... But yesterday when I touched Wen Luming's waist and abdominal muscles, they seemed to feel pretty good.

Thinking of it, I lowered my eyes to look at my fingertips, twisted them, and smelled Lu Ming's smell and body temperature as if they were still on them.I admit that I am a little interested in his skin now, but not to the point of seeing the sex.

Qin Bei was still nagging suspiciously over there, I got tired of listening to it, so I hung up the phone after a few perfunctory sentences.

Just as he put down his phone, the doorbell rang.

"Ding-dong-"

I was about to go to open the door when I heard the sound of the key being inserted into the lock and turning. ——Is Wen Luming back?Logically speaking, it shouldn't be this early.

Thinking of me getting up and walking to the living room, just as the door was opened from the outside, an omega lady about five or sixty years old came in with something, and she was taken aback when she saw me.

"You are……"

"you are……"

The two of us spoke at the same time. I saw that the face of the visitor was familiar, and I guessed who she was in a flash, and said first: "Hello, Auntie. My name is Yan Qiao. I am a friend of Teacher Wen."

The well-maintained and calm lady in front of her is indeed Wen Luming's mother.She still had doubts in her eyes, but she smiled politely at me and said, "Hi, I'm Wen Luming's mother, and I'm here to give him something."

It wasn't until I invited people in that I realized that I was dressed a little too casually, not to mention my pajamas, and my hair was limp, obviously just waking up.It's a little impolite to meet like this for the first time.

Wen Luming's mother also wears glasses, and the mother and son have a similar gentle temperament.While putting the ingredients she brought into the refrigerator, she talked to me: "Has Lu Ming gone to work?"

I nodded: "Today is Monday, Mr. Wen has class."

"I don't seem to have seen you before. Are you a colleague of his school?"

"No, Mr. Wen and I are just friends." I was ashamed to say that I was a rich second-generation idiot, so I thought about picking a better name and said, "I make movies."

"No wonder, you look young." Wen Luming's mother smiled kindly, "If Lu Ming didn't take doctoral students now, I almost thought you were his student."

I thought it would be more inappropriate for students to show up at the teacher's house with disheveled clothes. Teacher Wen's mother has changed the subject: "Lu Ming is busy with work and sometimes has no time to cook. I made sweet and sour fish today. I will wait for him to get off work." Come back and eat together."

I hurriedly said, "Thank you, auntie. Sit down, and I'll pour you a glass of water."

I found Wen Luming's tea from memory, made a cup of tea and took it to the living room, and found that Wen Luming's mother seemed to be looking at me.

She pushed her glasses and asked, "How old is Xiaoyan this year?"

"28." I replied.

"Four years younger than Lu Ming." The aunt nodded as if talking to herself, "Is my family here?"

Looking back, I knew that Wen Luming's mother probably misunderstood something, and I was a little bit dumbfounded, but I still replied cooperatively: "I'm a local, and my family lives in Yinwan District."

"Well."

After chatting for a while, the aunt said that she had something to do in the afternoon and had to leave first. Before she left, she would let me be a guest at home when she was free. She also said that Wen Luming had a dull personality and asked me to take care of it.

I pretended to be obedient and sensible and responded one by one. Not long after she left, Wen Luming came back with two meat and two vegetables packed from the school cafeteria.

As soon as I entered the door, I told him that his mother had been here. Wen Luming was not surprised at all. He walked into the kitchen and opened the refrigerator door to have a look, and asked, "Do you want to eat fish at noon or at night?"

I thought for a while and replied: "Let's go tonight, and eat what you brought back at noon."

"Okay." Wen Luming put on his apron and started to heat up the dishes, and made some soup by the way.

Sitting at the dining table, I said, "Auntie seems to have misunderstood something."

Wen Luming served me a bowl of soup, and said indifferently: "I don't socialize much usually, they may be more sensitive to this aspect. You don't mind?"

"do not mind."

When I brought the bowl to me, Wen Luming's long and thin hands flashed in front of my eyes again, which made me inevitably think of some scenes from last night, and I felt uncomfortable.

He looked normal, sat down and asked: "How do you feel today, is there any discomfort?"

"I can't exert any strength on my body, and my head is a little heavy." I replied.

Wen Luming sighed softly, "I tested the wine glass I brought back yesterday, and the results will come out this afternoon."

I didn't expect Wen Luming to be so cautious that he even brought back my used wine glass.I only heard him go on to say: "According to my judgment, there should be nothing wrong. Just in case, it's safer to have a test."

I didn't know what to say, hesitated for a moment, and said, "Thank you."

"You're welcome." Wen Luming moved the plate of fried shrimp with asparagus in front of me, "Alcohol hurts your stomach, eat less stimulating food these days, and eat more vegetables."

I looked up and almost blurted out to ask how you accurately picked out the only vegetable I was willing to eat among so many dishes in the cafeteria, but Wen Luming was not looking at me, so I looked back and swallowed the words.

Probably another coincidence.

The two ate relatively silently, but I couldn't help thinking about it in my head.

I don't know why, I clearly hope that Wen Luming will forget about what happened last night, but I feel weird that he is so indifferent.

Although I'm a beta, I think my figure and face are not bad, even if Wen Luming is a steel straight A who only likes omega, he shouldn't treat me like this after kissing and touching.

Is he really frigid?

Thinking about it, I unconsciously looked at Wen Luming, and suddenly found a piece of broken skin on his lower lip, which looked like he had been bitten.

The memory of last night is not clear, especially the part on the bed, it is very vague to think about it now, I am not sure if I bit him while kissing.

Eighty percent of them do, and it's not uncommon for drunks to do anything.

It happened that Lu Ming raised his eyes to look over, met my gaze, paused, and asked, "What's wrong?"

Without doing anything, I simply said calmly: "Teacher Wen, your lip is broken."

Wen Luming licked his lower lip reflexively, nodded and said, "Well, you bit it."

I didn't expect him to be more straightforward than me, and I was speechless for a while.I heard him continue to ask: "Do you remember what happened yesterday?"

Of course I remember, but at this time I can only pretend to be innocent and say: "I don't remember clearly."

Wen Luming said nothing, took out a piece of paper, wiped the corner of his mouth, and said, "It's okay if you don't remember clearly."

After dinner, I heard that Luming was going back to school again. I was a little surprised and asked him why he made this trip in such a hurry at noon. He said he was worried about me and came back to have a look.

"Teacher Wen, I'm not a three-year-old kid." I leaned against the door frame and looked at him with a smile.

Wen Luming changed his shoes at the entrance, and said without raising his head, "A grownup will not allow himself to be drunk and drugged."

These words were sharp, not like the way Wen Luming usually talked to me, I licked it and thought it was a bit interesting.

"Teacher Wen." I called again.

"Huh?" Wen Luming looked over this time.

I walked up to him unhurriedly, approaching him bit by bit, Wen Lu Ming's expression was calm, and finally when the tip of my nose was almost touching his face, his eyelashes trembled slightly, and he lowered his eyes to look at my face There was also something inexplicable in his eyes.

I clearly saw that his Adam's apple moved.

My lips stopped less than two centimeters away from him, I smiled slightly and said, "Your tie is crooked."

After I finished speaking, I raised my hand to support Wen Luming's tie, and then retreated to a safe distance.Wen Luming frowned and said nothing.

"Why didn't you push me away last night?" I took advantage of the situation to express my doubts.

Wen Luming looked at me, his gaze was like a sparkling black sea.

"Because I don't hate it."