With the paranoid male second he[Transmigration Book]

Compared to the hundreds of people in Yu Miao crying and sending thousands of miles away, Jiang Yu's funeral was so deserted that no one was there, and Jiang Ye got only a jar of ashes in the end.

There was a light rain in the sky.

He was about to go downstairs with Jiang Yu's ashes in his arms.

The door of Yu's house was open, and Yu Bai stood there for an unknown how long, staring at the floor in a daze, without blinking his eyes, until the door of Jiang's house opened, he didn't react at all.

Yu Bai just wore a thin t-shirt, his arms were still exposed, and now it's winter, so dressed, his hands were blue-purple from the cold.

"Don't approach him, that kid is dangerous."

"He is not the only one who wants to take revenge on me. Sooner or later, he will kill you too... You have to remember, you are a monster born by me. In this world, except for lunatics, no normal person will love you willingly." .”

This is what Jiang Yu said to Jiang Ye before his death.

But the boy finally couldn't hold back and walked towards him: "Why are you standing here?"

Yu Bai raised his eyes, those innocent deer eyes were full of guilt: "I'm waiting for you."

"I'm not like this?" He stretched out his hand to touch his face, his fingertips were piercingly cold, and he couldn't help but feel distressed: "Go into the house, don't freeze."

Yu Bai didn't move.

Jiang Ye watched him for a while, until he shed a few tears, and the tight string in his mind was completely broken.He couldn't care about anything else, he stretched out his hand and hugged Yu Bai into his arms, at that moment, there were mixed feelings in his heart.

"I'm sorry Jiangye..." Yu Bai choked up in his arms, and he also stretched out his arms to hug the boy, this was the first time he hugged him so actively.

Jiang Ye sighed in a low voice: "You have never been sorry to me."

"It was me... I was the one who killed Aunt Jiang..." Yu Bai broke down in tears when he said this: "If I could have prevented that man from going upstairs, this thing would not have happened. Aunt Jiang would not have gone to such extremes in the end step."

"..."

"Would you blame me?"

The person in his arms raised his face that was pink and tender from crying, looking aggrieved and remorseful.It's obviously not his fault, but he takes all the mistakes on his own shoulders, which makes him feel very distressed.

Jiang Ye hugged him tighter: "How could I blame you?" He buried his face in his neck, tremblingly said: "I only have you."

Yu Bai smiled contentedly.

After an unknown amount of time, Jiang Ye collapsed softly in his arms and fell into a deep sleep.He had never slept so comfortably, because it was so comfortable that he couldn't even feel his breathing, which seemed a little weird.

Yu Bai squatted in front of a dirty gutter, and poured handfuls of white powder ash into it with no expression on his face. Originally, he just wanted to throw it in, but for some reason, he attracted many cats to snatch the food. nothing left.

Those wild cats who had finished eating the powder screamed terribly downstairs, like the cry of a baby. I don’t know who was crying, and they woke up many sleeping families upstairs and downstairs.

Yu Bai went upstairs.

The stairs smell of tobacco.

Someone sat waiting for him in the dark.

Yu Bai stopped in front of him.

A deep and tired voice sounded in the darkness: "Why did you lie to me?"

Yu Bai lowered his head, suddenly didn't know what to say, and now he seemed powerless to say anything.The facts are there, he did the things, and he lied to the people, but he doesn't want to admit it, because once he admits some things are irreversible.

After a long time, he moved his pale lips: "What are you talking about? I don't understand."

The boy in the darkness smiled with a hint of sarcasm.He stood up unsteadily, stretched out his hand to grab the back of his neck, and brought him to him.

"You really think I'm a fool?"

A bottle of medicine fell hard on the ground, the white pills spilled out, and Gululu rolled down the stairwell.It was a sleeping pill that Yu Meili often took. The medicine was fast-acting, and she could fall asleep within a few minutes.

In response to the sound, the lights turned on, exposing the pale faces of the two teenagers to the light.Yu Bai glanced at the medicine bottle lightly, and stopped talking.

Jiang Ye grabbed his shoulder, turned his eyes red, and asked in a hoarse voice, "What do you want to do? Just tell me, okay?"

"Do you want to leave me because you have worked so hard to do these things?"

"Please speak up, please?" He could accept even a slap in the face, but Yu Bai didn't say a word, and let him fall into the ice cellar.

Yu Bai ignored him, walked away from him with his head down, and wanted to go home.Today he was going to keep a vigil for Yu Miao, and Yu Anshan had specially instructed him in the hospital not to wander around and stay at home.

"Don't make me..."

A hand quietly stretched out from the darkness and covered his mouth.Under Yu Bai's terrified struggle, the boy forcibly dragged him from Yu's house to Jiang's house.

The door of Jiang's house was locked.

Two bodies were tightly pressed against each other on a bed. The lamb was bound tightly, and the wolf bit it until it was dripping with blood. There was not a piece of good flesh on it.

Yu Bai felt so uncomfortable, he felt like he was going to die.

He couldn't help crying loudly.

The cry woke up the young man whose eyes were full of desire.

Jiang Ye was taken aback for a moment, and when he looked down, there was blood all over the sheets, everywhere, and the scene in front of him made him short of breath for a while.

The treasure he put on the tip of his heart was destroyed by him beyond belief, from crying out of breath at the beginning, until now he can't utter a single sound.

Jiang Ye gently held Yu Bai's blushing face, his hands were trembling, his eyes were filled with regret and distress besides disbelief.

"Yu Bai..."

He called out to him cautiously.

Yu Bai didn't respond, he just lay there numbly, his eyes were empty, like a puppet who lost his soul, his appearance was extremely pitiful.

"Sorry, I……"

Jiang Yehong stepped back from him with eyes wide open, and couldn't bear to look at him any more, and left the room shrouded in darkness tremblingly.

After Jiang Ye left.

Yu Bai calmly wiped away his tears, and got up from the bed expressionlessly.

He opened the curtains and sat by the window, the bright moonlight outside shone in, making his little face pale.Those white legs were still bleeding, and they looked a little poignant.

Downstairs there was a young boy who was sad, with regret and self-blame in those red eyes... The wild cats downstairs kept whining around him, as if they wanted to tell him something, but unfortunately they There was no other way but to watch.

Yu Bai stared at the picture, with a hint of excitement close to madness in his eyes, he quickly fetched paper and pen, and began to draw on the paper, each stroke depicting his morbid admiration for the boy in his heart.

It was still dark in the morning.Yu Bai put on his clothes and went downstairs, carrying a medium suitcase, he came to the boy.The wild cats downstairs saw him and ran away.

The young man stood under the streetlight with red eyes, standing in front of him, looking so at a loss.He is like a child who has done something wrong, retreating to a place where the light can't shine on him, not daring to face Yu Bai.

Yu Bai stepped forward, stretched out his hands to hold his face: "Don't blame yourself, I don't blame you."

Jiang Ye looked down at the suitcase in his hand.

Yu Bai knew what he was worried about, and said softly, "I'm going out for a while, wait for me to come back."

Because Yu Bai said: "Wait for me to come back."

Jiang Ye sat on the stairs where they met for the first time and waited, from morning to night, day after day, I don't know how long it took, the fireworks started outside, but Yu Bai still didn't come back.

Like an abandoned dog, he looked at the gorgeous fireworks outside with envious eyes.If Jiang Yu is not dead, he should be busy in the kitchen now, listening to Jiang Yu's endless complaints... Maybe he can trick Yu Bai over to eat the glutinous rice balls he made for him with all his heart.

He didn't do this before.

But there must always be a man in a family who can cook.

Jiang Ye buried his head in the crook of his arms silently, his eyes hurt so much, he endured it, and endured it again, but he still couldn't hold back the tears that fell to the ground.

He was wrong.

He was really wrong.

But that child will not come back.

A cold utility knife cut the flesh, and he let the blood flow out. This pain is far less than the pain he hurt the child.He was crying and begging him not to continue, but he still didn't stop, causing an irreparable big mistake.

That's it.

Jiang Ye threw away the tool knife and leaned against the cold railing.

The Wanjia lights outside are extremely bright, and the fireworks blooming in the night sky are extraordinarily beautiful.

That whole night, the boy sat on the stairs, listening to the laughter of other people's houses, and sat alone in the dark for a whole night. It was not until morning that he closed his trembling eyes.

[You have to remember, you are a monster born to me, no normal person in this world would love you willingly. 】

When Yu Bai came back with the finished painting, he was surprised to find that there were hundreds of cigarette butts scattered in the aisle between Yu's house and Jiang's house, and there were some bloodstains on the ground that seemed to have dried up for a long time.

He knocked on Eno's door.

No one responded.

The eldest sister upstairs happened to pass by and asked him, "Yu Bai, why are you back?"

Yu Bai smiled: "Something happened recently."

"Oh." The eldest sister saw him standing at the gate of Jiang's house, and asked again, "Are you looking for that child from Jiang's house?"

Yu Bai nodded: "Yes."

There was a trace of regret on the eldest sister's face: "That child...he committed suicide."

Yu Bai's smiling face froze: "What?"

"It's right there." The eldest sister pointed to the stairs in front of his house, which was Jiang Ye's favorite place to sit there and wait for Yu Bai to go out: "On New Year's Day, we found out that the stairs were covered in blood in the morning."

Yu Bai was a little unsteady, supported the wall, and said in disbelief, "Don't be joking, auntie."