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Theodore's perspective:

It's so quiet.

This is how I feel every time I wake up from the dark.

From a certain day onwards, my clan members decreased one by one.Instead, there is a growing cocoon in the castle.Until the end, the elder pulled me to the edge of the cocoon, stabbed me first, and then stabbed himself.

"In this way, we can usher in a new life... sooner or later we will die, sooner or later." Lying in a pool of blood, I heard him muttering to himself, a white thread stretched out from the huge cocoon, pulling his eyeballs out of their sockets Picked it out, and then the elder died.

I'm going to die too, I thought.

But I am not afraid.Because my mother is also dead, I miss my mother, after death, I will be able to see her, right?

Just can't see Rayleigh again... he was the first friend I ever made.

I lay on the ground and felt something crawl out of the cocoon, it was all slimy, crawled on me, opened my belly, and started eating my internal organs.I close my eyes, Pain, I said to myself, Pain flies away.That's what my mother used to tell me.

Before I was about to die, I finally saw what that thing looked like. It seemed to be a person, and it was a girl.

"If I eat you, I will be able to give birth to a child." She touched my cheek and comforted me gently. "Our Silver Dragon Clan cannot just perish..."

I don't understand her words.I just fell asleep.

It's just that I didn't expect that I could still wake up.When I woke up again, there was darkness all around, I felt very stuffy, struggling hard, I touched the soft silk, I scratched it, scratched hard, and finally saw a glimmer of light - I got out of the cocoon.

"I gave birth, I really gave birth, it's great, I can have a baby, she didn't lie to me!" Then I saw the girl again, the girl who ate my liver and made me fall asleep in pain.

"Why are you?" I asked her. "I'm not dead, did you save me?"

My question made her smile froze on her face.Immediately afterwards, I crawled out of the cocoon, and found that the entire castle became empty, with round cocoons stuck everywhere, and most of the cocoons had a hole in them, with shapeless and fuzzy lumps of flesh drooping in the hole.

I watched all this blankly, at a loss.

Then the neck was grabbed by the girl who rushed over.

"Why! Why is only you, the bastard, reborn!" She cried and pinched me frantically, and I couldn't breathe.

"I...no, know..." I felt like I was crying.

"It shouldn't be like this, it shouldn't be like this!" The girl cried and threw me aside, touching her face and muttering to herself. "By the way, it must be that I haven't eaten enough, it must be like this!"

Then I watched her start eating.

Eating those blue stones that she got from nowhere, eating one bite at a time, without eating one, her face would be deformed once, and she scratched her neck and retched, but she still didn't stop.

I can only watch her eat.

Then she finished eating and grabbed my neck again, and I lost consciousness again.

Then I woke up again... In this cycle, I was pinched by her again and again, and then I woke up in a cocoon.Finally, I began to understand that I was dying and then resurrected.

Those cocoons were created by the female dragon who killed me.I don't know why, only I will be resurrected, and the rest of the tribe will die.This fact made her often violent and tortured me in various ways.

I really want to run away, it hurts so much.It hurts so much that I can no longer say "the pain flies away", the pain will not fly away.

This long ordeal did not end until the arrival of a visitor.

I don't know who he is, he called himself "White Xing" and gave the mother dragon a bottle of blue potion. From that day on, other cocoons of the mother dragon also began to give birth to clan members. After that day, she finally stopped killing me casually , For several years, I haven't seen her again, and I became the young master of the Silver Dragon Clan again.

...life seemed to be back to normal, I was finally able to go out again, and met Rayleigh.

I played with him on the street until I broke into a strange circus and I smelled a strange smell.Those smells are exactly the same as those of the clansmen, the female dragon—or the "mother of dragons" as they call it.

I want to find out.

But I still died, but this time it wasn't the dragon mother who killed the man with the long purple hair.

Later, I died in his hands several times.But I don't feel much about death. After I die, the worst thing is to crawl out of the cocoon again.

I thought, although I died a lot more than other people, on the whole, life was very happy, and I made friends who didn't dislike my white hair and red eyes at all.One day, one day... I don't know what will happen after one day, but adults always like to use this sentence, as if something good will happen.

Unfortunately, good things didn't happen.

From a certain day on, Dragon Mother never received that blue potion again.Her hair began to dry out, and most of the tribe began to dry up, die, and fail like her hair.

except me.

I began to bring the corpses of the tribe back to the territory day and night, and then burned them.

Dragon Mother is still giving birth crazily.It's just that the life span of the clansmen born is getting shorter and shorter.

The look in her eyes made me feel pain, fear, and I wanted to run away, which I did.But I can't escape.

"Theodore, it must be because I didn't eat you completely, it must be like this!" She bit my flesh, "The prophecy clearly says that death can bring new life!"

I was eaten by her.Then from resurrection, in the final analysis, it seems that it is still not really eaten, because I am not dead.

I started to run away, and the farthest time I had run was a forest very close to the town, but I mistakenly killed a monster that shouldn't be killed while hunting, which resulted in a failure.The blue blood was attached to my body. Although I couldn't die, I couldn't bear the thought of meeting Rayleigh in this appearance. I stabbed myself to death with a knife and returned to the dark castle again. .

Dragon Mother is becoming more and more like a monster.

And I was with her day and night, watching her cry and laugh.I began to think that maybe I should find that young man named Bai Xing again and get some blue potion, at least I can get a moment of tranquility.

I grew up day by day, and Mother Long finally got tired of killing me and began to allow me to go out.I finally met the young man who gave Dragon Mother the potion on the black market—his appearance has not changed a bit over the years.I begged him to tell me the source of the potion, but he refused. He just told me that if I could promise him one condition, I would provide the Silver Dragon Clan with the "water of life and death" again.

I finally know the name of this thing.The water of life and death.

I said yes to him.

How much I want to be the normal Theodore again, so that I can invite him to come to my territory as a guest, and I will show him my still silver-white hair.

I miss him, miss him so much.Every painful day and night, I think about him. He is a faint light. He didn't intend to illuminate me, but I was illuminated.

Rayleigh, I love him.

Relying on the water of life and death given to me by Bai Xing, Longmu finally gave birth to a normal clansman, and I also started to do psychological training for myself. When I stabilized one day, I would go to him.

What I didn't expect was that before I could find him, he came to the door himself.

I don't know who brought him here, but when the maid found him, he was lying on the stone pavement in the garden.When I saw him again, my heart beat wildly uncontrollably. I knew that I couldn't refuse this "gift", even if I knew that someone deliberately designed me.

I just possess him.

The bestiality in me was running in my blood, screaming, making me unable to control myself.

I am a dragon, and he is the treasure I most want to protect.

I'm still too useless.Knowing that it was a trap, knowing that it was an illusion...but he didn't have the courage to break through.I'm facing another death in the underground palace, I hope this way, Bai Xing can let Lei Li go.

He is omnipotent, even if I have sharp claws, even if I fight bloody, there is nothing I can do to him.

"It's just the interest you owe me," he said with a smile.I do not understand. "Bringing the dead back to life requires a price."

I don't know what he did to Rayleigh.The memory after that became very chaotic, I only vaguely felt that Mother Dragon was dead, because I never smelled her scent on myself again.I forgot who I was, turned into a young dragon, and followed Rayleigh instinctively, occupying the place in my master's heart with that disgusting and dirty black fur fox. No... I just need to stay with him.

Unfortunately, such a wish is also extravagant.

I can recall all this because Bai Xing appeared again.When I remembered who I was, I attacked him for the first time.

It's just that he not only didn't hide, but also said a word with a smile.This sentence made me lose without a fight and be defeated.

"His love for you is all fake."

Bai Xing said.

"He knew long ago that the curse on you would not hurt him, so he deliberately came close to you, gave away your poor friendship, and made you think about it. Oh my god... I really feel worthless for you." Bai Xing said, Also shook his head.

I looked at him in a daze.

What is he saying?Rayleigh knows?what does he know

"He knows, knows that you are miserable, like a puppy on the side of the road, and knows that you will transform one day, so he uses you and gets close to you." Bai Xing's words made me tremble all over.I turned into a dragon, wanted to bite him, raised my neck, but couldn't help screaming.

I think he's lying to me, he must be.

"He doesn't care about your life or death. Even if you disappear now, he won't look for you." Bai Xing said with a cruel smile on her face, "Otherwise, let's make a bet?"

I lost the bet.

After Bai Xing took Wen De, the fox, and I together on the eve of the national exam, Lei Li never looked for us.

I'm so sad because even so, I still love him so much.

Even if his good things are all fake, I still can't let go——Theodore, he doesn't care about you, but why, I just can't forget him?

The author says:

Fill in the big hole that was dug in front

In fact, Qiangwei was crazy about things from the beginning to the end, playing tricks on people [