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As soon as school was over at noon, he tidied up his desks in a hurry and ran to the school gate. After leaving the school gate, he subconsciously looked for the familiar black car, but he did not see the familiar black car in the familiar place. Instead, he saw the nanny car at home. Mr. Chu asked the driver to drive the car when he and his children sent him to school last week. He thought it was for convenience, and Mr. Chu asked the driver to drive the car. He ran quickly In the past, the car door opened, but unexpectedly saw Ava holding the child waiting for him in the car.

"Miss Ava?" Don't be surprised, "Mr. Chu is on a business trip again?" But when he came to school last week, he didn't hear that Mr. Chu said he was going on a business trip?

If Mr. Chu has work arrangements to go on a business trip, he will usually be notified in advance.

Ava shook her head, "Mr. Chu has something at home."

Noticing that Ava's expression was not relaxed, he didn't think he was in a hurry to pick up the child after getting into the car, he asked concerned, "Did something happen?"

Ava looked at it, and sighed softly, "Mr. Chu's grandfather passed away early this morning."

Don't think he was half-bending to place the schoolbag he took off from his shoulders. When he heard Ava's words, he was taken aback for a moment, and then subconsciously picked up the schoolbag that hadn't been put down. put it back.

"Today?"

Ava nodded, "This morning."

Don't hesitate to pause, "...Is it sick?"

Ava shook her head, "It's not that I'm sick, I left very suddenly, I was normal for the first two days, Nao Nao had some allergies a few days ago, so Mr. Chu took him back to live with his grandfather, Mr. Chu had to work during the day, and I followed along Went to Mr. Chu's grandfather's house, Mr. Chu's grandfather is very old, but he is in good health, I heard that everything was normal yesterday, early this morning, when Mr. Chu went to wake him up, he found that he had passed away."

"...Is it so sudden?" Mo Zhen asked softly.

Ava nodded, "Very suddenly." There was no pain or warning, and she left suddenly. Except for accidents, this was the first time she had encountered such a sudden departure.

Mo Zhen nodded, feeling a little depressed suddenly. He looked at the child who had been trying to get his attention, reached out and unfastened his seat belt, and hugged the child in his arms.

The little guy seemed to sense his father's depressed mood, and sat obediently in his father's arms without making a fuss.

Death is a heavy matter, the two of them did not continue talking, the car was very quiet, the driver sent them back to the apartment, the housekeeper had already gone to the old house to help with the affairs, there were people left at home, but the atmosphere was a bit dignified.

The little guy was very good today, and he didn't make any noise when he slept, so Mo Gan hugged and coaxed him and fell asleep obediently. After watching the child fall asleep, Mo Gan just sat on the rug beside the child's crib and lost his mind.

He thought of his mother and aunt.

In his short life, he sent off two close relatives one after another.

The mother's passing was not sudden, the pain had already hollowed out her body, and she had been so weak that she hadn't eaten for several days when she left. The doctor said that her condition should have been unbearable long ago, but she missed her child, and she insisted on staying for one more day to see more. When she was dying, she kept holding on to his and aunt's hand, kept saying I'm sorry, and was still crying when I left...

Compared with her mother, my aunt died suddenly when she left. Her body deteriorated suddenly, and when her condition deteriorated, she became aggressive. When she was about to leave, she suddenly became sober. She was going to be discharged from the hospital and went home. No matter what he and Ah Zheng tried to persuade her, she insisted on going home. Ah Zheng knelt down and begged her to go home. The doctor said she was at the end. There is no other way, just fulfill her last wish and take her home.

Ah Zheng knelt down and begged the doctor to think of a way, begging the doctor not to give up his lover, so sad and sad, even the doctors who are used to life and death were moved, but there was no way, they had tried their best, they couldn't save him They can't save such a fresh life, they can't do anything...

Powerless, in the face of death, no one can do anything.

Ava knocked on the door softly and came in. Seeing Mo Suan curled up on the carpet, she thought he was sad for the death of the old man whom she had never met, "Mo, do you... want to accompany Mr. Chu?"

Hearing Ava's suggestion, Mo Zhen shook his head after being slightly stunned, he has no identity.

Ava said, "Mr. Chu should be very sad." Although Mr. Chu did not appear sad, and his expression was very calm, how could he not be sad when his relative passed away?

Mo Zhen nodded, she was fine yesterday, but she passed away suddenly today, how could she not be sad?

Ava sat down next to him and talked about the past of her family's death, "My mother also passed away three years ago because of illness and tortured in the hospital bed. When she finally left, we were all happy for her. She Finally freed, no need to continue to suffer, although death is sad, but this kind of departure is something to be happy about, it is too painful for her to live."

Don't you think of your own feelings when your mother passed away a few years ago, have you ever been happy for her relief?It seems not, he was so sad that he almost collapsed, even though he knew that his mother was very tired and painful, if it was not because of him, he thought that his mother would have given up a long time ago, but at that time he was so selfish that he didn't feel that her mother's departure was a relief for her He only knew that he felt empty and flustered in his heart, that his dearest relative, the only dearest relative he had in this world, had left, and he would never see her again, and could no longer cuddle up to her when he was wronged. Crying secretly in his arms, no one can smile from the bottom of his heart just by looking at him... In his life, his relatives are not close. When his mother was sick, he prayed day and night, asking God to show mercy so that his mother could If he lived until his hair was gray and died naturally, he would be able to see her off happily at that time, but he couldn't ask for it in the end.

My aunt said that my mother was in too much pain, and leaving was a relief to her. At that time, he couldn't figure it out and couldn't accept it. He just didn't want to make my aunt worry, so he gritted his teeth and nodded, then hid in the quilt at night and cried. Now he is slowly able to let go.

"In our country, it is joy and mourning for an old man to pass away without being tortured by illness." Mo Zhen said lightly.

Ava agrees, "It's not just you here, we think so too."

Don't think that after staying at home with the child for an afternoon, he went back to school. When he was on vacation again next weekend, it was Chu Ting who brought the child to pick him up.

Except for a slightly tired look, Chu Ting did not show any other emotions. The little guy is very emotional. He has not seen his father and father for a whole week. He did not act very noisy when he suddenly saw his father today. In his arms, seeing Mo Suan getting into the car, he obediently stretched out his hand for his father to hug.

Seeing him reaching out to find his father, Chu Xuan followed his will and put him in Mo Zhen's arms. He didn't show any other emotions, but he could still see the impact of his grandfather's death on his emotions. His words changed obviously. A little less, and the mood is not high.

Don't think he hugged the child and sat quietly beside him, he didn't make any noise to tease the child, nor did the child make trouble.

On the contrary, it was Chu Ting who spoke first and asked him about his situation at school in the past two weeks, so he replied obediently, and then fell silent.

All the way back to the apartment without a word, everything at home has returned to normal, Ava is on vacation as usual, and the housekeeper has also returned, everything at home is as usual, but the atmosphere is somewhat indescribably silent.

After returning home, Chu Xuan informed Mo Zhen, and then went back to his study to work. He has been in the old house for a week, and the company's affairs have piled up a lot.

Mo Zhen hugged the child and watched him go back to the study. Looking at his back, Mo Zhen didn't know why, but felt an indescribable sense of loneliness.Obviously, Mr. Chu did not show much obvious sadness, and there was not much pain from the death of his relatives between his brows, but the faint loneliness that lingered all over his body was lingering.

"Sir, he is a little lost."

The butler's voice sounded behind him, he was definitely taken aback, he turned around abruptly, looked at the butler, and nodded slightly to him.

The housekeeper looked away from the short corridor of the study, and begged Mo San, "I hope you will be more tired these two days, and take care of the young master."

Mo Zhen said, "Don't say that, this is what I should do."

The child has always been very clingy to Mr. Chu. The little guy is very sensitive to the emotions of adults. He was obviously not very naughty when Ava brought him here last week. Today, the little guy is more obedient when he is with his father. He should have noticed his father The mood is low, so there is no noise or trouble along the way.

"Mr. was brought up by the old man, and his feelings are very deep. The old man left so suddenly, and I'm afraid that I won't be able to relax for a while." The housekeeper has been taking care of Chu Ting for a long time, and he knows that he is cold-tempered and disrespectful to his relatives. He is very close, but he has a lot of affection for the two grandfathers who brought him up single-handedly. Before the old man passed away, he was still worried about him, and the husband may feel even more uncomfortable.

Don't hesitate to nod, expressing understanding, "I understand."

The sudden death of a loved one, no one can accept it calmly for a while.

Knowing his temperament, the housekeeper didn't say any more. They just came back from the old house today, and there were still some things to take care of at home.

Don't think he knows Chu Xuan's love for Jing, although the house is spacious and soundproof, so he won't disturb him easily, but he still takes the child back to the room.The little guy is very obedient. After playing with his father for a while, he obediently went to take a nap.

After the child fell asleep, he opened the door and went back to his room to finish the homework for the weekend. The school is on a monthly holiday this week, so he doesn't have to rush back to school, but there is still a lot of homework.