lion tattoo

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Shen Minglan returned to the set to film. Although his acting state was very stable these days, through careful observation, Gu Tingshen found that he was always on the phone, often looked at his mobile phone, and frowned inadvertently.

During the filming, when he locked his ankles with his eyes, Gu Ting looked at him deeply and found that the lion's eyes became deeper.

What's wrong with Minglan?With doubts in his heart, he walked over during the break and asked, "Are you okay these days?"

Shen Minglan was drinking water, her sexy Adam's apple continued to roll and move as she swallowed, attracting Gu Tingshen's attention.

"Huh? Ting Shen, what are you talking about?" He took off the earphone in his left ear and asked, just now he was on the phone with Secretary Gu in his spare time. Although he didn't wear bluetooth in his right ear, his attention had already been drawn away.

Looking away, Gu Ting subconsciously pursed his lower lip, feeling a little flustered: "I said, is there something on your mind recently? I'm very worried about you."

Worried about me... Shen Minglan smiled, and suddenly felt the sense of being loved, and realized that lovers can also be the hardest armor besides family and friends, silently guarding in invisible places.

Gently poked the little idiot who was frowning slightly with his hand, and rubbed Gu Tingshen's delicate and soft black hair: "I will tell you everything you want to know, don't frown, you will become a little old man." I am lucky to meet you and cleanse the cold dust , to make you happy, is my entire understanding of "everything is fine".

It's a good thing he won't be in the next role, otherwise the appearance would have been messed up by now.Gu Ting gave him a deep look, "You don't like me anymore when I become a little old man?" He looked as if he got the wrong answer and turned around and left.

"In this life, in the next life, and in the next life, we will be together." Shen Minglan took his hand, wrapped it tightly in his palm, and smiled.

The sun is warming, which is the protection of the gods.

Leading him to the nanny's car, he told all the things he found out bit by bit, without hiding anything.

As he listened, something surfaced, and Gu Ting's complexion gradually turned pale.

"Ting Shen?" He stopped talking and called his lover's name softly.Although he didn't know what happened to his own moon, his state had deteriorated visibly to the naked eye, like a flickering candle that was about to go out, struggling violently before dawn.

Shen Minglan held his hand worriedly, and found that the temperature was very, very cold, bitingly cold.

Keeping silent, Gu Ting clearly understood that the dark past was soaking his heart, it was trembling, roaring and crying desperately.

The evil spirits in purgatory rushed towards him, eating souls and tearing nerves. His head was lying in a pool of blood, being crushed and trampled back and forth by sinners who would never be reborn as stepping stones.

Moaning unconsciously, wanting to tell his pain, even if it was just to say something, but those words were stuck in his throat, he stayed in the prison of despair called the past life, and it was useless to beat his head and bleed.

Even more desperate, he lost his voice.

"Ting Shen, don't scare me, okay?" Shen Minglan supported his shoulders with both hands, looking seriously into the other's eyes.

Seeing him blinking, the originally bright eyes suddenly dimmed, and silent tears rolled down from his drooping, crow-feather-like eyelashes.

Those tears fell vertically and heavily on Shen Minglan's heart.

His throat was also dumb, and more helplessness followed.

Shen Minglan shook his hands carefully and lovingly wiped off the mark on his face: "You told me what happened?"

But the moon shook his head, the pain overwhelmed him, and he couldn't speak.He could only cry helplessly while slowly raising his finger to his mouth.

The mouth squirmed a few times, but no sound came out.

Shen Minglan, who is so smart, immediately understood his situation, and his heart ached. He lowered his head uncontrollably, gritted his teeth and hated himself, and tried his best to hold back the self-blame. When he looked up, the corners of his eyes were already wet.

This was the first time Gu Tingshen saw a god cry, and he was crying for himself.He looked at the weak lion with clean deer eyes, and saw his helpless look through the misty mist, and a sentence jumped out violently in his heart: It turned out that the reason why he suffered so much was to meet him.

Seeing that Shen Minglan and Director Chen asked for leave and rushed to start the car to the hospital, Gu Ting leaned deeply against the car window and closed his eyes wearily.

When they came out of the hospital, it was already raining heavily outside.Shen Minglan took his hand and kissed his forehead: "I'll go and drive the car over."

Gu Ting nodded deeply at him.When the people around him left, he stood in the rain blankly, catching the raindrops with his hands, feeling cool.

The rotting swamp is my secret garden.Those things were my unrepentant, unspeakable sorrows.

The car gradually approached, seeing his lonely figure, Shen Minglan was pricked by the fine needles again.

He remembered what the doctor said to himself alone in the consulting room: "The patient suffers from depression and aphasia. This situation is a sudden trigger. The family members should try their best to accompany him and communicate with him more to prevent the patient from losing hope of life and causing suicide. "

Depression, aphasia.These two words are obviously very simple, but to Shen Minglan, they seem to understand it for the first time.What happened to Ting Shen?But just in his early 20s, life has already walked on the cliff, and every step is startling.

He sent Gu Tingshen home without asking what happened today, just like a loyal lion guard, escorting him back to the bedroom.

Gu Ting looked at him with puzzled eyes, Fangfo asked him through his eyes: "What's the matter, why don't you leave?"

"It's okay, I'll watch you sleep." Shen Minglan knelt on the edge of the bed, kissed his eyes, covered the quilt, and gently coaxed Bai Lu.

The fluorescent lights above his head were scattered all over his body, illuminating every inch of his skin.Gu Ting didn't sleep, and just looked at him without a hint of charm.

"Baby, what's the matter? Can't sleep?" A little worried about his mental state, Shen Minglan walked out of the bedroom after a little thought.The white deer's eyes also followed him out.

When people leave, my heart is empty.Gu Tingshen's eyes were a little slack, and a voice said in his mind: "You can't keep him, you are so dirty! Lock up the noble and expensive prince, trap him selfishly by your side, but don't tell him everything. If He knows what happened to you, can he accept it?"

If he knows what happened to me, can he accept me who is so unbearable?

Shen Minglan has a prominent family background, good cultivation, outstanding temperament, and excellent talent.Countless people were impressed by his talent and appearance, and half of the city fell for him.Such a person should have the most loyal, clean, and pure partner, not the self who rolled through the mire.

The wind was too strong, I was displaced, the flag was lost in the dilapidated sails, and I couldn't find the direction to leave the island all my life, so I was scarred.Now even the courage to love is lost.I suck.

He wanted to cry again.Gu Ting covered his eyes with his wrist.