Kinn Porsche The Series gangster fell in love with me

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"Have a good time, I have to say goodbye." I didn't listen to his begging, or the hand that tried to grab my arm, just as the elevator opened, I walked right in.

"Kinn...listen to Tawan first, will we meet again?" A trembling voice asked me, I pressed the floor number, hurriedly closed the elevator, turned around and smiled at him, and said no more, "Kinn..."

When I reached the ground floor, I was separated from Time, Tae and Mae. Although they looked worried and wanted to ask what happened just now, I kept silent so that no one would dare to interfere. I sat with my eyes closed for a long time. With a long sigh, he leaned on the seat and let the car move.And let all my emotions come out...

I don't feel the same way about Tawan anymore

But this time his reappearance will only scare me even more...

What the Tawan looked like in the past overlapped with what the Porsche looks like now, until I was completely confused.

When I got home, I ordered my men to disperse and rest. I also wanted to keep quiet and give myself some time to think. I walked into the room and was about to walk up the stairs. The first step was not over yet. Porsche walked out of his bedroom. He hurriedly followed I said hello, so I had to stop and smile slightly in response.

"Did you just come back?" Porsche said, walking towards me, and I turned to talk to him.

"Well, have you been back for a long time?" I asked in a normal tone.

"It's been a while"

"Then where are you going?"

"Going out for a cigarette...Huh? Let me do the work I left yesterday? I can go up in a while..." Porsche raised his eyebrows, I know him well, even if he asked for leave today, but we used to Every day together, I usually keep urging or asking him to be close to someone, but now I want to spend time alone, I want to think, and clear my mind, "Kinn, are you uncomfortable? Why do you look like that?" Porsche took a step towards me and I involuntarily took a step forward, causing him to pause with a surprised expression

"...you go to rest. You are off work today, you don't have to do anything..." I thought silently, trying not to look at the Porsche that seemed suspicious.

"…Um"

"I'm leaving." After I finished speaking, I turned around immediately, because I couldn't bear to see Porsche's trembling eyes anymore, even though I wanted to pull him into my arms and kiss his cheek as usual, but the other side's feelings resisted , I like him, but I'm not sure if I can take it seriously, and I'm afraid he will really be Tawan's replacement.

Let me take some time to clear this confusion from my mind, now may be the time to stop hurting Porsche and me further.

Once in my room, I sit on the couch and clench my temples, making it easier to decide if he doesn't come back now.

Seeing Tawan like I was trying to hide the feeling tortured me again.

Actually, maybe I'm not ready for someone right now...

Do I have to start evaluating my feelings again?

What exactly is this feeling that exists now?