Kinn Porsche The Series gangster fell in love with me

"Look at how stupid I am." My heart twitched for a moment, and I opened my eyes wide, which seemed to be filled with clear tears and gradually blurred my vision. A weak, defenseless, and extremely lonely The Porsche appeared in front of this man again, and I couldn't stand it anymore. The hands that were tightly grasping the collar of his shirt were slowly released, and then slowly slid down to my side.

"Porsche... It's over." Kinn also looked at me with wide eyes in surprise, he wouldn't expect me to suddenly appear in such pain in front of him again.

"But that's my parents' house, Kinn?" I bit my lip, trying to hide my weakness, but it seemed difficult.

"My parents' last remaining property, why are you doing this to me?" Although the anger inside me was almost exploding, when I glanced at Kinn's face, he was looking at me.I have never dared to easily expose the solid armor that can be used to protect myself every time, but when I see the comfort in his eyes, the lonely side will not help but radiate out, making me unable to stop.

"Dad, I really, really want you here, because you are the best for Porsche." Slowly covering his cheeks with his hands.

"How could you do this? How could you do this to me?" I said silently to Kinn in almost silent noise, and slowly slumped on the floor, anything about my parents was right for me Greatest mental impact.The fact that the First Family did this is like playing with my feelings, have you ever thought about it?How much pain and suffering will it cause me to learn that the last remaining property of my parents has disappeared before my eyes?

Because that house was like the only thing that chay and I knew and felt like they were still with us.

"Porsche, but now the house is yours, Dad gave you everything back." Kinn sat in front of me, trying to hug me tightly.

"The way I felt, can you take that back!" I pushed on Kinn's chest until he stumbled backwards.

"Porsche, I'm sorry... I admit, I knew from the beginning that your uncle's mortgage is invalid." Kinn pushed himself up from the ground, trying to hug me all the time.

"Then why..." I fixed my eyes on Kinn, and my crooked eyes seemed to be full of self-blame, but you are gradually weakening my trust in you.

"It was my father who thought you were amazing, so he wanted you to take care of me, and I didn't like your face at the time...so I let him arrange it." Kinn looked nervous, and his eyes seemed very nervous. obvious. "But now I love you, Porsche, and I'm ready to do anything to protect you." Kinn hugged me tighter.

"So you're as stupid as I am? Athe doesn't know...what are you guys going to do?" I swallowed, and countless questions kept popping up.

"I don't know... your uncle he just wants money, that's all, I'm sorry." Kinn grabbed my shirt from behind, it was crumpled and shivering His voice and expression showed that he was suffering and suffering just like me.

"...When you guys took my parents thing as a laughingstock, used it to threaten me, just because you wanted me to do work for you, but do you know how miserable I was? Mine What are the feelings? Will my brother be sad? Have you ever thought about it!" I pushed Kinn away, stood up from the ground, and walked out of the room in grief.

"Porsche! Listen to me!" Unknowingly, both sides of my cheeks were soaked. At that moment, I felt that all my senses were extremely fragile, and I was completely confused and confused.I used to have a house left by my parents as a souvenir, and Chay reminded me in my mind that I must live for important people, and being with Kinn feels like it allows me to live and understand the meaning of the future.But now, I use the most precious things in my heart to play with and desecrate their existence. I really don't know what to do next...

All the while, even though I've been hurt countless times by this man, I've believed every day that he loves me, and I've always believed what Kinn said.But I never expected that one day, because of love, I would feel the pain over and over again.

"..." I walked past a group of stunned bodyguards like a walking dead, and just as my feet were about to set foot on the stairs and walked down quickly, Kinn's voice caught up with me.

"Don't leave this house!" Kinn said eagerly, half-walking, half-running towards me, but his love was still lingering in my mind, whether it was actions or words, it would affect me.I stopped immediately. Although my brain ordered me to leave the house, in a sense, I stopped looking back at him, stopped here and stopped running, and subconsciously followed his instructions. Do.But now I don't want to see him, so I decide to go straight to the room on the right and close the door quickly in Kinn's face.

"If you have Zomben, break up with him like this..." The music in the room stopped suddenly, and I slowly slumped on the ground, with both hands stuck on the knob on the doorknob, and locked it tightly.I leaned against the door, sat down on my knees, bowed my head and did not move.

"Porsche! Open the door!" Kinn's voice followed, followed by the sound of the door knob, alternating with the knock on the door, "Come out first, let's talk." There was no sound in the room, even the owner of the room Also silent, I don't even know how many people there are, I just know that it is calmer and more secure than ever.

The barrier in my heart used to be so steep that no one could break it, but Kinn was a person who dared to climb, until I unlocked many locks, it finally crossed into the desolate forbidden place in my heart, making a gray and bleak world become It is colorful, embellishing the walls with various colors, bringing a feeling of freshness and vitality.Like a dehydrated plant, someone watered it and planted very beautiful flowers around it, making each day feel precious to me.

Now the door that was blocking us sent a signal again, as if foreshadowing again, and slowly the line that had been pulled low in my mind pulled it back up again to stay high, and I felt that the color that filled my heart was moving As the word "trust" is disappearing bit by bit.

"Porsche!...It's over!" Kinn's voice softened after shouting for a long time.

"...yeah...it's all over, but I feel like a fool if I don't doubt it, it's always a joke, right?"

"I don't think anything attracts you." His voice felt very close. If I guessed now, he might have sat down on the other side of the door like me, "I never took your parents as a joke, I Admit that I wanted to beat you back then too, but that's all changed now," Kinn said.The picture of him threatening me on the first day, the scene of chay crying that day, has been pressed in my mind and I can't get rid of it.

"..." I hugged my knees and buried my face in it. Now I seem to be isolated from all the outside world, only the faces of my parents and chay flash from time to time.

"We're happy now, aren't we..." No... I really wanted to refute him, but my throat was so dry that I couldn't even make a sound.

are we happyBut you didn't tell me anything, if I asked about that picture, would I be the clown again and the laughing stock of your family?Who knows nothing?Have you ever told me what's going on in your family right now?How did my parents know your father?And about the title deed, have you thought about telling me?

The word 'weakness' popped out of my heart, a weak Porsche, a very weak Porsche, too weak, filled the whole room, no one was ashamed at all, the strength and toughness that had always been displayed, turned out to be just It's just a cover to prevent others from finding out how sensitive and fragile you are deep inside, that's all.

Kinn's voice fell silent for a long time... until he finally spoke again...

"Do you know how much I wanted to beat you in the first place?"

"..."

"People like you are so stubborn and annoying. Hehe, I still remember the day we first met." I swallowed hard a lump in my throat, hurt by the fact that he lied to me, What's more painful is that I don't know how to stop loving him.

"..."

"That idiot, he didn't come to help when he saw someone fighting. What the hell is that? You're still dangling in front of me and smoking a cigarette with no expression on your face. Also, when I went to beg you, you asked me first. Ask for wages."

"..."

"I can't believe there are people like this on Earth." Kinn snorted with a smile. I closed my eyes, and the scene Kinn said kept reappearing.

"..."

"Then, when my dad said, I have to find someone as good as you to be my bodyguard, my world just fell apart and I didn't know how I could live with you."

"..."

"You came to work on the first day and you made me take medicine for migraine every day... People like you have eyes above the top, you are never afraid of anything, you insult the second family, you are going to fight Macao , my eyeballs almost popped out, you peed in the fish pond, you set fire to it, you scolded my friends, you messed up all my brothers, you got into fights with everyone else in the house, I'm getting annoyed by your nonsense."

"..."

"Your every move is in my sight, you ask me when I fell in love with you... I can't answer. Actually, I may have liked you since day one, because you are unique .” Kinn’s voice became more and more firm, and I was numb all over, and I was at a loss, unable to listen to anything.

"..."

"I got to know you again on the day when you were weakest. I realized this. You are the person I want to protect the most. I don't want to see you hurt, I don't want to see you cry, I don't want to see your weakness, but It is also because of me that I have hurt you many times."

"..."

"You might think my dad and I both treat the title deed as a joke? Maybe not. But I don't see it that way, and I even thank dad for giving me an ultimatum that you have to be my bodyguard no matter what. If it wasn't for that day's Thing, the two of us wouldn't be so happy, Porsche? I'm still the same Kinn who was afraid of love and always took life seriously, but because you let me see the world bigger, you gave me the courage to be myself even when I had to Don’t carry a lot of things, but I’m with you, I’m just an ordinary person with feelings, dare to show myself, dare to love again, and love with my heart.”

Every word Kinn said, I couldn't stop sobbing, the flesh in my left chest was squeezed tight, it was extremely uncomfortable, I really couldn't give up Kinn. Tle's words are also constantly recalling "No matter how much he is wrong, if he still loves me, I am ready to forgive him." I weighed it over and over again in my heart, it can touch my heart, because it is about my parents and chay , and what makes me more depressed, Kinn? is my favorite person.

"It's okay, you..." I don't know when this bastard Kun came in front of me, he knelt down slowly and patted my shoulder lightly.

"...Well." The sobbing voice echoed around me, constantly emphasizing my real weakness.

"You are my other brother, Porsche... No matter what happens, I will be by your side." Kun gently stroked my head, which made me feel that this person is another kind of comfort and dependence, even He looks crazy, reckless and agitated.But believe me, Kun may have the same shield to protect himself as I do, and someone like him, if he wants to protect someone, he will show the temperament of a big brother like this, showing the warm side of a brother, no wonder the three brothers Love each other so much, because no matter what, they are also a balanced part of this family.

The bastard Kun rubbed my shoulder and sat down with him like a friend, comforting me without saying a word.

"Would you like water, you?" I raised my head from my knees and found that there were only Kun and Pol in the room. I reached for a glass of water and took a sip.

"Talk to us slowly." Kun took the water and looked at me with concern while tidying up.

"I don't know what's going on, but I seem to listen roughly, and I feel very uncomfortable. Kinn loves you very much. I have never seen anyone like you. As for my dad, he likes you very much, and even said that I , also love you like my own brother, I think Kim is no exception...so let that guy go." Kun took my arm from the background where we sat for a long time, not knowing when The noises outside also fell silent, Kinn should have gone downstairs to talk to his dad about today's meeting.

"..."

"Or if you haven't calmed down, do you want me to beat him up?" Kun took me to the sofa in the room and sat down.

"Master, we don't know what they are arguing about yet."

"Just sauce! He made Porsche cry so hard, I'm going to let him eat fried pork with bamboo shoots! Hmph!! How dare you come to provoke my dear brother!" Kun pressed his hands back and forth and clenched his fists, looking angrily outside the door.

"Good job, choose the safest side." Pol whispered to Kun.

"I don't care who is right or wrong, but I'm on Porsche's side because it's him! I'm sure to win!" Kun turned his head and gossiped in Pol's ear again.

"Deal! Then we'll be on the side of Porsche, oh!" Kun and Pol cheered each other up by shaking hands, and I squinted at them.

"What are you doing?"

"No reason!" The master and servant said in unison, and I was speechless.Since the events of today, the brain has been working on a lot of things, and I don't know if Kinn has anything else to hide from me right now.About my parents, they know and agree not to tell me, will you feel sorry for me?Having said that, the level of trust has been greatly reduced, which makes me question myself...if that's the case, who else can I trust now?

"Master Kun, I want to ask you a question." I took a tissue, wiped my face lightly, and rubbed my eyes again.

"What, tell me." Kun blinked at me with a pair of clear and innocent big eyes.

"What is the conflict between the two families?" Kun's eyes suddenly turned into anger. He stood up panting heavily, and walked around with his chest in his arms. I saw him leaning against the back of the sofa as if he was about to perform a big show. Come on, sit cross-legged and wait to watch.

"The second family is terrible! I can tell you that I don't even know how a scumbag turned into trash and became that kind of person."

"Hmm...it's the same thing, master." Pol frowned, with a worried look on his face.

"Then let's do it again... I don't know what kind of surgical gene mutation has been done to get their nature!" Kun said in a serious tone, with a serious expression on his face.

"I want to eat meat, don't put eggs to fool me." I picked up the popcorn bucket in his hand and ate while watching.

"Listen, I didn't lay eggs, but they've been trying to shrink our first family's sphere of influence, to overthrow us, to be ambitious, and to go too far. When he found out my dad had a son, he They wanted to kidnap me, kill me several times, and torture me. At first, I wanted to kill Weka and Vegas, but then my father didn’t agree, so it was a kind of mutual revenge.”

"We know that the second family did it, so why not deal with it directly?"

"Because my father is a good son of grandpa. When grandpa passed away, he ordered...cough cough...you must love each other, cough cough, you must love each other very much. Korn is the hope of the family , it's just...no matter what he did, you have to forgive." When Kun was imitating Grandpa's voice, I almost got the popcorn stuck in my throat, you don't have to act so real and work hard watt.

"Master, don't make fun of Grandpa." Pol advised him.

"No matter how bad the second family is and how evil they are, Papa will always help hide it. Our family doesn't sell drugs, but the second family does! When things get tough, it's me who handles it Papa, that's it, simply jealous! Well, like Macao, he's jealous of me. When I was a kid, that bastard liked to hit me with a three-piece stick when adults turned their backs on us Once my father caught him, he immediately passed the responsibility to others, so do you think he is very kind?"

"Why don't you hit him back?" You let a kid who is several years younger than you come over and hit you on the head?

"I was in a daze at the time. From the moment I opened my mouth to say PP... I was kidnapped and almost completely crazy, so I didn't look very healthy and often fell ill."

"Oh, oh oh..." Pol and I responded in unison.

"So what kind of person is Vegas?" I continued to ask with a frown.

"That bastard, he was born a demon from hell, ever since he knew that Kinn was the pillar of the first family, he was as envious and jealous as his father, everything he did was to defeat Kinn, this should have happened since he was a child Instilled. His father loves them on the surface, but it looks like he raised them in a one-time way and found him a new wife. Long story, he is more sinister and scary than before He lied to me when I was young!" The bastard Kun pointed at himself, "He said he would take me to the secret base to play, and once I disappeared from my family's sight, he would keep shooting at me with a Bigan gun, I kept running and almost died! I really want to get revenge on him!"

I don’t know what to say. Kun is pitiful, but what he told me about Vegas is even more pitiful. It seems that this person has been piled up by the surrounding harsh environment into a person who seems to have a dual personality. How can you trust him?

"Although I hate him, I also sympathize with him. For a while, the news of his mother's death spread widely. His father dealt with it, and my father dealt with it. My father felt a little distressed because of the news of his mother's pain. But his father didn't respond. A little boy is often beaten by an adult who speaks ill of others on top of you every day, what do you think?"

"Ever since I was together as the master's bodyguard, I have seen the master sympathize with Mr. Vegas." Pol turned to me and said.

"Yes, Jekkant didn't care about them that much, like I never thought of them as my relatives, and I didn't expect them to be cousins. What he did was kidnap me, corrupt companies, detain me Pete, I will never forgive him, it has become ingrained in mere habit now."

"Ah."

"However, it's all because of money that changes people, everyone wants power, wants more money, anything profitable is damn ruthless... the battle outside is already fierce and brother to brother fighting is worse than ever." It seems to be raining now, whether you know it or not, whether you talk about it or not, it's real, and Kun It was clear from the day I met him.I sat there sighing heavily trying to recap what I had heard and I thought how am I going to deal with Vegas?

I sat there listening to the stories of Vegas and Macau playing pranks on Kun until it was eight o'clock in the evening.

"I have to go to a meeting now." Pol stood up and turned on the TV series for Kun.

"It's almost time for the young master to take a shower. I'll go upstairs to get you some milk." Pol said, ready to go to open the door. "Are you going with me?"

"I'm going out with you." I nodded in response, then got up off the couch and followed Pol.

"Master Kinn..." As soon as the door was opened, Pol called out a name, did Kun sit on the chair in front of the room and wait for me?

"Porsche...don't be angry with me." I stood motionless, without saying a word, and let him come over and hug me tightly, ignoring other people's eyes.

"..." Has he been sitting here all this time?I've been in bastard Kun's room for hours, has he been guarding the door?

"I'm sorry..." Kinn hugged me tighter than before.

"You... get ready to go to the meeting." I slowly pushed him away, although my mood also calmed down, because I had been listening to the bastard Kun's nonsense, but the resentment towards Kinn in my heart did not subside .

"how about you?"

"I won't leave the house, but I'm going downstairs to take a walk in the garden." I said calmly.

"However, if you want to attend the meeting..."

"It's okay." I replied immediately, I admitted to being offended and aggrieved, admittedly Kinn has decided that I don't need to know about today's meeting, then I don't want to know either.If it was Kinn's consolation, I would try my best to understand everything, and then find a reason to refute the many doubts in my heart.

"...Wait for me, I'll be right back." Kinn looked at me with a pleading look until I nodded in agreement.

"Let's go." I pushed Kinn to follow Pol, who turned his head to look at me from time to time.As for me, my eyes drifted in another direction, and my heart fluttered. Since I still don't know how I can stop loving him, I have to understand what is going on here.

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Lazily walking downstairs, I was going to find Pete, I don't know if he was in the meeting, but I really don't know where I should go.

"Oh, Porsche, have you eaten yet, kid?" When I bumped into Khun Korn and Brother Chan who were about to enter the conference room with documents, I stopped in my tracks.

"...I have already eaten." I still lowered my head and replied, just as I thought in my heart, there is still a title deed!Although the expression on KhunKorn's face seemed kind and hurt me.

"Are you all right, is Kinn up to something?"

"No, I'm just too tired." I try to be as normal as possible, the picture that Athe stuffed into my hand, does he know I'm the boy in his arms?Or is it because he doesn't remember me?Is it by chance?or something else?

"Chan, go to the kitchen and get some milk or tea for your Porsche so you'll feel better."

"It's okay, I thought the walk was over, so I went upstairs to sleep."

"Well, Dad, I'm leaving then." I nodded to Khun Korn to say goodbye.I watched his back until he disappeared into the conference room.I don't understand what's going on here... what kind of person is KhunKorn?What was the connection between all the things that were going on in my head?

I wandered all the way to Pete's room and found Arm opened the door...

"Where's Pete?"

"He has a fever, and the wound on his wrist is inflamed. I want to take him to the hospital after the meeting." Arm said with a tired face, he sighed repeatedly, and picked up a basin that might be used to wipe Pete's body White cloth and water, "You go and watch him." I nodded and walked through the Arm into the room, where Pete was lying on the bed covered with blankets, sweating, still moaning "cold" in his throat.

"How are you okay?" I put my hands on Pete's face, but my body didn't feel so hot, probably because Arm just wiped his body, and the temperature started to drop.

"...Hmm." Pete moaned in a low voice, I looked at my friend, my head was full of confused thoughts, if someone as hearty as Pete, would they use any solution?How can someone like Kun who smiles easily and looks at the world with optimism deal with all the problems?

"...Vegas, I'm sorry." I paused suddenly when I heard a husky voice, Vegas?

"..."

"Doctor...Where's Vegas?" Pete muttered with a frown, which made me seriously consider Vegas' proposed trade.

"I will help Porsche understand the core secrets about the first family, but if you have to help me and Pete, I will help Porsche."

"Vegas...I don't want to eat spaghetti." Pete was still calling Vegas' name confusedly, because of all Pete's remarks today and the state of Vegas, it made it easy for me to make some decisions.

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"Vegas, I agree." I relayed my voice to the other end of the phone, waiting for the signal to go off.

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