Non-delivery

From the previous life to the present life, Xie Changming searched for the bird for 20 years, and finally found it three years ago, and then another long parting.

Because Sheng Liuyu wants to go back to heal the eyes and ears, those physical defects.

After 20 long years of searching, Xie Changming released his bird easily.

In the next three years, what Xie Changming thought most was how to make Sheng Liuyu believe that he was that little bird, that they had spent a long time together, that everything could be explained, and that everything was worthy of belief.

Those are really not real, they are even more false than Sheng Liuyu's illusion, they exist in the distant and unreachable past, they are dreams that even Pi Li can't capture, but they are also Xie Changming's hope.

So, all things will come true.

But Xie Changming gave up after that night in Yuning Town.

He will not say anything, all truths and secrets will be buried, and all people or things related to it will no longer appear in Sheng Liuyu's world. The little Changming bird will never know, and Xie Changming will never find it. The little bird that was lost.

Because those secrets involved in the past may hurt the little Changming Bird and feel pain.

So it was easy for Xie Changming to give up, even though he had done a lot for it.

But he's not a selfless, very giving guy.

He hoped that Sheng Liuyu would know the past, and that his little bird would not be harmed.

No matter which one can be done, no matter which one is what he wants, Xie Changming just chose one of them.

Xie Changming thought so, and he did the same. He would tell Sheng Liuyu that he couldn't find the bird on the first night when he came back, and he couldn't find it in the future, so there was no need to look for it.

He fished Sheng Liuyu out of the quilt. He was wearing a smooth silk dress. He raised his head and looked at Xie Changming quietly. His golden eyes were like flowing light surrounded by transparent glass beads, which would never go out. , always flashing brightly, but at this time it seems to be sad.

He was forcefully carried out of the warm quilt. He was soft and did not struggle. He just adjusted it a little and turned into a more comfortable position. He asked softly, "Why can't I find it?"

Xie Changming looked at the little Changming Bird's cheek leaning on his lap, which was only very light: "The world is so big, I can't find such a small bird."

After Sheng Liuyu finished listening, he thought for a while, his tongue was quite sharp, but he was not very good at comforting others, and he said clumsily: "I can find it. I have been looking for it for so long, why don't you try again? I can help you."

He asked carefully about the specific situation of the bird.

Xie Changming lowered his head, his eyes still falling on Sheng Liuyu.For this little eternity bird, the fabric of the coat he was wearing was too rough, but after a moment of contact, the skin on his cheeks was rubbed red.

So squeamish.

Xie Changming stretched out his hand and held Sheng Liuyu's face up. He wanted to use his palm as a pad, but it was too rough and had a few scars. It seemed that it was no better than his coat, so he pulled the quilt up, only to find that it was the An old quilt.

Sheng Liuyu frowned slightly.

Xie Changming thought for a moment, then calmly said: "He is very greedy, loves beauty, grows fat, and doesn't know the dangers of the world. Maybe he is hungry and tired now, and he will not be able to fly again if he leaves it somewhere."

Sheng Liuyu seemed to really want to find the bird for Xie Changming, and tried very hard to argue against the bird that he hated very much: "It is a spiritual bird, and it should know some spells. It won't be so easy, and it won't be able to fly easily."

Xie Changming said: "He's a little trash, he doesn't know how to use a few spells, and he can't learn how to teach him. He was chased by a horse, so scared that he didn't even dare to sit in a carriage."

Sheng Liuyu was silent for a moment, and after thinking for a long time, he said: "It's more than that. Spirit birds are smarter than ordinary birds and beasts, and they will definitely seek blessings and avoid disasters."

Xie Changming looked at him with a smile, and said slowly: "He's a little stupid. Maybe not a little, but very stupid and easily abducted."

In the first life, he was caught for pecking the flowers around him, and was almost roasted into a crispy bird.In this life, he was caught for stealing fruit and signed an unequal agreement.No matter how you look at it, you are not very smart.

This time, Sheng Liuyu was not silent any more, he was a little angry, "Xie Changming, is that your bird or mine, why do you seem to hope that you can't find it."

Xie Changming looked at the stupid bird who knew nothing, and said sincerely, "How could it be?"

Sheng Liuyu didn't quite believe him anymore, so he directly closed the coffin to make a conclusion, crawled out of the quilt, looked at Xie Changming at the same level, and said seriously: "Anyway, I'll help you find it, if it doesn't work, you can ask."

So don't be sad.

This is what the little Changming bird didn't say.

Xie Changming responded lightly, but his eyes fell on Sheng Liuyu's body without moving away.

When he was there, Sheng Liuyu didn't wear such clothes.

Made of soft silk, a thin layer, vaguely transparent, the neckline is wide open, exposing a large area of ​​white skin, and even the shape of the bones under the neck can be clearly seen.

Perhaps it was because there was no one else in the room after Xie Changming left, Sheng Liuyu's clothes became more and more outrageous.

Yes, it is presumptuous, it should not be.

But what kind of clothes the little Changming bird wears, as long as it is not frozen, it has nothing to do with the owner.

Just like when Xie Changming raised Xie Xiaoqi back then, Xie Xiaoqi loved to decorate his buttocks with strange tail hair. He was so small that when he nestled in Xie Changming's hair, he only stuck out his tail. From a distance, it looked like Xie Changming put a shuttlecock on his head.

At that time, Xie Changming didn't stop it.Because as a breeder, you have the responsibility to take care of the birds, and the birds also have the right to decorate their tails and choose what clothes to wear.

Obviously, Xie Changming has been disqualified as the owner, he said "tsk": "I'm not here, so you just dress like this?"

Sheng Liuyu hasn't quite reacted yet: "What's wrong?"

Xie Changming said: "Even if there is no one, there is a cat. It's not very clever, and it's not that it doesn't have eyes."

After the sudden silence, Sheng Liuyu finally said: "Leave aside other things for the time being... Don't you usually call it a silly cat?"

Actually, it doesn't seem so silly.

In short, it should not be seen.

Xie Changming frowned, and decided Fat Ball's future fate lightly: "It's better not to enter the house for that fat cat. I think a wild cat without spiritual power can spend the winter outside. It's impossible for it to fail."

Sheng Liuyu couldn't help laughing: "You are really so ruthless, be careful that it will die with you."

He leaned forward slightly, raised his neck, looked up at Xie Changming, and suddenly something slipped out of his neckline.

It wasn't until this time that Xie Changming saw clearly that Sheng Liuyu wore a string of transparent tassels around his neck, which almost blended with the color of his skin under the light, and would only flash occasionally.And there is a bead on the tassel, it's wooden, not too big or too small, it looks very familiar.

Because it was the immovable wood that Xie Changming wore on his hand every day, was accidentally thrown away last time, and was picked up by a bird.

Xie Changming stretched out his hand, held the Buddhist bead, and looked at it with half-down eyes.

The blood on it was cleaned, but blood is such a nasty thing, even if it is washed carefully, it will leave faint traces.Little Changmingniao is so obsessed with cleanliness that he even re-worn this blood-stained Buddhist bead that has been worn by others for a long time, and hung it around his neck.

Xie Changming thought that he would at most put it away, put it in a bag, and put it in a safe place where no one would easily find out.

After all, the bird is very face-saving.

Sheng Liuyu lowered his head, broke away from Xie Changming's hand, and put the immovable wood back into his clothes: "Mine."

Xie Changming looked at him, and then his eyes shifted to the slightly raised part of the thin shirt, under the soft silk, the Buddhist bead sticking to the flesh.

He said, "I dropped it."

Sheng Liuyu still refused to look up, shrank back, and buried her whole body in the quilt: "I picked it up."

It means that there is no name of Xie Changming on it, and nothing can be confirmed.

The Buddhist beads are made of immovable wood. After leaving Lingzhou, Sheng Liuyu wore it next to his body, so he didn't know what effect it had.

He seemed to know everything, as if all the strange things related to Xie Changming were normal and reasonable.

No matter how unreliable Xie Changming's explanation is, he will believe it, and he will not ask what Xie Changming doesn't want to say.

So Xie Changming didn't ask.

He just rolled up his sleeves and wore a string of Buddhist beads on his wrist. With just a little force, some faded red strings broke immediately, and the strings of beads lost their restraint, pouring down and rolling all over the bed.

These were all done by Xie Changming himself.

Most people don't wear wooden bead strings on their hands, so after Xie Changming polished the beads, he carved Buddha's gatha on each bead as a cover-up.

Some believe in faith, and some believe in Buddhism.Xie Changming is just cultivating immortals, he doesn't even beg for others, let alone pray for the fulfillment and protection of gods and Buddhas.

He didn't believe it, but he had read some.When I engraved it, I just casually, and I don't remember what I engraved.

Sheng Liuyu asked him: "What are you going to do?"

Xie Changming didn't answer, he picked up the beads one by one and looked at them.

It doesn't seem like a good phrase.

Xie Changming doesn't believe this, he doesn't care what he wears, but if he wants to give it to the little Changming bird, he has to choose one.

In the end, he chose one of them, put it in his palm, and handed it to Sheng Liuyu.

Sheng Liuyu didn't understand what he meant.

Xie Changming lowered his eyes halfway, and said unhurriedly: "That one is dirty, I'll change it with you."

Sheng Liuyu was slightly taken aback, he stretched out his hand, touched Xie Changming's palm slightly with his fingertips, and picked up the new, clean one that Xie Changming gave himself, instead of picking it up and not being found by others.

Why is Xie Changming like this again?he thinks.

Why not ask, why take it for granted, why give him a new one.

Sheng Liuyu didn't think about it anymore, and he couldn't think about it anymore. His fingertips rubbed lightly on the heavy bead, and he could feel two lines of small characters written on it.

"Long night rest in peace, many benefits."

But the one that was picked up did not have this sentence on it.

Sheng Liuyu avoided Xie Changming's gaze, took off the transparent tassel, and put on the bead that was given to him after selection. His chest rose and fell slightly, and he repeated: "Mine."

Xie Changming turned his head to look at him, smiled, and thought to himself why this little thing is so competitive, he wants face so much, and he refuses to admit defeat at all.

And so cute.

The author has something to say:

Xie Liu: It should be something for children, so choose something with a good meaning.