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It is extremely difficult to subvert a person's long-standing cognition.

But every time he was reborn, Xie Changming had a vague illusion. He didn't fully believe in the so-called rebirth, but he couldn't find any flaws.In such doubts, if it cannot be proved to be false, Xie Changming will treat it as the real world and try to live on.

Repeatedly again and again, each resurrection, Sheng Liuyu weaves this almost real world with illusion, and Xie Changming is the master of the illusion.

Every time he was reborn, he started after swallowing that unknown fruit in the snowy night, and every time he died, he ended up dying in the abyss.

Without exception, when the fateful and unchangeable ending is reached, Sheng Liuyu seems to be dissatisfied with it, overthrows everything, and starts all over again.

Now is the third time.

This time is different. "Destiny" no longer followed the steps, instead of pushing Xie Changming into that abyss, it let Sheng Liuyu bear it for him.

And in the long three lives and three lives, the only thing he can be sure of is that he is real, the little Changming bird is real, he has the memory from beginning to end, but Sheng Liuyu does not.

For Sheng Liuyu, every time he comes back, it is a new and ignorant life.

The little Changming Bird wove this illusion, but fell deeper than Xie Changming, he was not an outsider, he watched Xie Changming's life and death ups and downs, even irreversible.

When making a decision, Sheng Liuyu allowed herself to bear the pain.

This is something Xie Changming cannot do.

He couldn't accept the fate of Sheng Liuyu dying in front of him again and again.

Until now, Xie Changming couldn't guess what Sheng Liuyu was going to do.

never mind.Xie Changming sighed.

He decided to ask the little Changming bird himself.

If this is an illusion created around him, then everything can be easily resolved.

Xie Changming took out the feather and thought about it.

Just a moment.

The mountains collapsed, the sea stopped flowing, the sky drooped, the Milky Way poured down, and the sun and the moon turned upside down.Everything that is impossible like a mirage happens at this moment.

Xie Changming stepped on the road paved by Xinghe and walked to the place where Sheng Liuyu was.

This is a hidden place that will never be discovered under the normal operation of the world's rules-a lake.

A circle of black water surrounds the small island of white sand floating in the lake, and the lake water will silently integrate the surrounding spiritual power, breathing, and traces of all living beings.

When there is no trace of a person, in a sense, his existence in this world also disappears.

The lotus flowers on the lake were in full bloom, and Xie Changming saw Sheng Liuyu's face amidst the overlapping flowers and leaves.

Sheng Liuyu was only wearing white gauze, without any decorations on his body, neither the gold bracelet nor the string of beads that Xie Changming tied on his body.His legs were curled up, his head resting on his knees, his long hair and his left wrist were hanging in the water, and he was idly stirring the lake water, allowing the spiritual power to be devoured, turning those white or pink lotus flowers into gold.

This place was arranged for himself by himself 18 years ago, and he was waiting for the last moment.

Xie Changming called his name: "Sheng Liuyu."

He walked across the lake and walked up to Sheng Liuyu.

Sheng Liuyu raised his head, he always looked at Xie Changming like this, a little dazed, as if he couldn't confirm whether the person in front of him was real or not, maybe it was just a dream.He fell asleep at a certain time and saw the man in front of him in a dream.

Then it was unbelievable, the person in front of him was real, Sheng Liuyu stepped back, his long hair was dragging wet, covered with white sand, he collapsed in such a state of embarrassment: "Why did you come?"

Xie Changming didn't know how to treat him, the little Changming Bird seemed to be hurt deeply, his whole body was covered with invisible wounds, from the previous Three Lives III, new wounds overlapped old wounds, leaving one after another engravings The scars, once touched, will hurt into the bone marrow.

And the culprit is Xie Changming.

After being at a loss for a moment, Xie Changming knelt down in front of Sheng Liuyu on one knee, picked up his hair, and cleaned up the fine white sand bit by bit: "I see."

He paused: "You have the most brilliant illusion in the world. You can fool me for so long, but you can't fool people who don't belong to this world."

Sheng Liuyu was stunned: "It's the Giant Spirit Clan. They obviously didn't find it in the previous two times."

After a long silence, Xie Changming smiled lightly: "I want to change the bad things that happened before, and have a good result with you."

If Chu Xiaowu's fate had not been changed and the village had been destroyed as before, Xie Changming would not have discovered that the village of the Giant Spirit Clan did not actually exist, nor would he have known about it.

Sheng Liuyu turned his head, he didn't want Xie Changming to see his tears.

The lotus swayed gently, and the lake reflected the blurred reflections of the two of them.

Xie Changming got closer, and he said slowly, "It's so cruel. I'd scare you by breaking a bone at most, but you want me to see you being hacked into pieces and put to death without leaving the whole body behind?" ?”

They are so close, so close that there is only each other in their pupils, but so far away that there is no slightest contact.

Xie Changming's voice was very low, like a sweet murmur between lovers, so low that it was hard to hear: "You might as well cut open my heart and kill me."

Sheng Liuyu turned around suddenly, and kissed Xie Changming's lips frantically, irrationally and recklessly.The etiquette, restraint, and shame he lost when he lost his human form were replaced by a savage instinct from birds and beasts. He even knocked his teeth together when he kissed, as if he was going to die forever.

Xie Changming let him do everything.

Warm tears flowed down Sheng Liuyu's cheeks, mixed with blood, he tasted the bitter taste of iron rust.

Not every kiss is sweet.

He wanted to save, change, and protect this person, and he would give everything for this, even giving up his own memory, feelings, and life.

Sheng Liuyu may have never had such a gaffe, and asked ventingly: "I watched you die so many times, can't you watch it once?"

Xie Changming finally hugged the little Changming bird.

Sheng Liuyu lost his strength, let his tears fall on this man's arm, and said softly: "This is the last time. There will be no next time."

Xie Changming peeled off Sheng Liuyu's clothes, without desire, just to confirm something, stroking his body bit by bit.

That was the place where Shengliuyu's tail feathers grew. When Xie Changming touched there, the little Changming bird couldn't help trembling in his arms.

Every inch of skin, every bone belongs to Xie Changming, and Sheng Liuyu has no right to dispose of it privately.

The owner is responsible for everything about the bird, and at the same time owns everything about the bird.

Therefore, Xie Changming said: "No."

Sheng Liuyu didn't answer his words anymore, he couldn't stop Xie Changming, just like every time in the past.

Xie Changming picked up the gold bracelet buried in the white sand, and the third lotus flower on it was almost fully bloomed. He looked down at the little Changming bird in his arms: "It's time to wake up from the dream."

Then with a little force, the bracelet made a crisp sound.

"Crack."

The sky is full of stars, the lake is full of lotus flowers, everything becomes flat, like thin paper, and is smashed by a huge force in an instant, scattered into countless transparent glass fragments.

Except Xie Changming and Sheng Liuyu.

These three lives and three lives, this big dream.

Xie Changming saw the real world.

The same lake and the same lotus as just now, but they are only a part of the blessed land of the fairy family and their residence.The tired bird returns to its nest, Sheng Liuyu is attached to this place, he chooses to die in a familiar place,

Xie Changming held Sheng Liuyu in his arms, and he saw the twisted gold bracelet on Little Changmingniao's wrist.

Memories from the past poured into Xie Changming's brain one after another, and he could barely grasp some fragments of them.

When Xie Changming was 13 years old, he woke up from that unknown hill, and a stupid gray bird bumped into him, trying to peck off the wild flower on his temple, but was caught by Xie Changming on the spot.

At the age of 15, Xie Changming discovered the strangeness of Wanfamen, and fled for his life with the bird. He escaped to the Black Sea by mistake and went to Lingzhou, but the bird got lost on the way.

Two years later, Xie Changming returned to Dongzhou, went to Lulin Academy, and passed the entrance examination. He wanted to look for birds while studying, and happened to meet the little Changming bird who came by fairy boat.

Xie Changming was not reborn, and Sheng Liuyu didn't know what fate was. When they met for the first time, they didn't like each other. They felt that there would be no intersection. No one expected what happened next.

Xie Changming taught Sheng Liuyu to read, Sheng Liuyu looked for birds for Xie Changming, and after looking for them, this bird in front of him was his own bird, kidnapped instead of coaxed, Xie Changming became the owner of the little Changming bird, and became Sheng Liuyu's Taoist companion.

Such an almost perfect life.

Xie Changming opened his eyes, he knew what Sheng Liuyu wanted to do.

So I asked, "When did your memory recover?"

Sheng Liuyu also woke up from the dream, his eyelashes trembling violently, his clothes were disheveled, revealing the deep and shallow red bruises on his neck, which were the marks left by Xie Changming several hours ago.

The Three Lives Three Worlds in the illusion, but in reality it is just a dream.

Sheng Liuyu's intense emotions seemed to be exhausted in the fruitless confrontation, and he replied calmly: "It can't be regarded as recovery."

He raised his head, the corners of his eyes were slightly red, and Xie Changming's face was reflected in his golden pupils: "When you went to bury Mr. Xu's ashes, I... I saw a butterfly, which was very beautiful, and I wanted to catch it. It fell off the wrist."

Sheng Liuyu saw the fragments of those memories, he knew they were true, but he didn't want to believe them.Every day I was with Xie Changming, I was reluctant to leave, but I knew that I must complete the last thing.

Xie Changming took off the bracelet for him, and there were still some traces of rust on the lotus flower that opened last.

Even Sheng Liuyu couldn't weave the illusion that trapped Xie Changming Sansheng III on his own.He used the blood left by the dead Eternal Birds of the past dynasties, and stored his own memory in this bracelet.

Changmingniao's blood is almost exhausted, and the illusion will disappear, Sheng Liuyu has no chance to do it again.

He stretched out his hand and lightly touched Xie Changming's frowning brows: "It would be great if you didn't find out, it would have been fine this time."

Xie Changming would see with his own eyes that Sheng Liuyu was hacked to pieces by everyone in the world of cultivating immortals, executed Ling Chi, and his Taoist companion was destroyed, so he would no longer willingly jump into the abyss.

Tiandao wants to get the fruit that Xie Changming ate, only if he jumps into the abyss.But with Xie Changming's cultivation level, no one in the world can force him, it is Xie Changming himself who is willing to sacrifice himself.

Sheng Liuyu used the technique of forbidden curse. If Xie Changming's thoughts in the illusion changed, then Xie Changming would make the same choice in reality.

It's a pity that it failed at the last moment.

Xie Changming rubbed the little Changmingniao's face affectionately, complaining: "You did all those things, those who don't know think that I have taken you by force and have a deep hatred?"

Sheng Liuyu knew that Xie Changming meant that he didn't care about those things, and he wanted himself not to care, but he did do a lot of things to hurt Xie Changming in the name of protection.

In the first life, Sheng Liuyu thought very simply, Xie Changming was a person who did not want to be forced.He asked people to feed Xie Changming a pill, and throughout his life, Xie Changming's state of mind could not be improved, only the cultivation base of the golden elixir.Xiao Chongshan received a decree from the Dao of Heaven, proclaiming to the world that Xie Changming is the evil of all evils, if he cannot be buried in the abyss, the Dao of Heaven will punish all things in the world and throw half of the living beings into the abyss.Xie Changming, who had a low cultivation base, had no escape and was caught without accident.

Xie Changming is willing to die, but the stupid bird that has been raised for more than ten years and has never transformed will survive.

This is the shattering of the first dream.Erasing Xie Changming's memory again would take too much spiritual power, so Sheng Liuyu had no choice but to make the mistake and let Xie Changming start the second dream with the memory.

The illusion is perfect, even Xie Changming cannot find a flaw.

Casting such a forbidden spell has many restrictions on Sheng Liuyu himself.As a bystander, he can't change the world at will. Once the illusion starts and Xie Changming wakes up from his deep sleep, his memory will also be dusty, and he will devote himself to it to maintain the operation of the illusion.The only time to make a change is before the illusion begins.

In the second life, Sheng Liuyu took out an uncracked egg from the abyss, sent it back to Xiaozhongshan, forged a decree, and trapped himself in Xiaozhongshan in the name of the way of heaven. Many elders guarded him closely. He never met Xie Changming again. Opportunity.

Only when Xie Changming was dying, he, as a divine bird, informed Xie Changming of his own death. Xie Changming had nothing to miss in this world.

Just that one look.

At that time, Sheng Liuyu was ignorant of world affairs, was not taught by anyone, and never felt love. He was a bird of God high above him, and he had no mercy for a murderous demon like Xie Changming.

The cell where the devil was held was underground, dark and damp, and incompatible with the clean Shengliuyu. He had a thousand reasons not to go to inform Xie Changming of the final result in person.

But he obeyed his instinct and pushed open the door.

When seeing Xie Changming's pain, Sheng Liuyu would cry for such a person.

Destiny cannot be defied, the intersection of their lives is only this time, and Xie Changming is willing to die for Sheng Liuyu's tear.

Hearing this, Xie Changming recalled the scene at that time. He caressed Sheng Liuyu's naked and smooth back, and said calmly: "You are the person I will fall in love with again ten thousand times."

But Sheng Liuyu didn't have [-] chances.

That gold bracelet sealed the blood of all the dead birds of the Eternal Bird Clan, which was enough for Sheng Liuyu to support such an illusion.But there are only three chances at most, the bird's blood will always run out, the dream will always end, and everything will disappear.

So in the third dream, Sheng Liuyu chose the most extreme method.

They met and knew each other just like in reality, and Sheng Liuyu wanted Xie Changming to see his own death.

Sheng Liuyu's voice trembled, and he lost his last chance: "If it wasn't for me, you wouldn't have fallen into this situation at all, and you wouldn't have died at all."

Xie Changming held his hand firmly, and said word by word: "If it weren't for you, I would never have been allowed to be born."

Tiandao thought of getting the fruit in Xie Changming's body, but once Xie Changming was born, his destiny would not belong to this world, and Tiandao could not get a person who does not exist.

Until Tiandao saw Xie Changming in the fate of the little Changming bird.

Xie Changming said firmly: "You are the one who controls my destiny and keeps me alive."

Sheng Liuyu shook his head in a daze.

Exercising such an illusion almost exhausted the little Changming bird, he was also tired from crying, his consciousness became blurred, he could no longer control himself, and fell into a drowsy sleep.

Before going to sleep, he felt Xie Changming wipe away his tears, and gently coaxed himself: "Go to sleep. It will be fine when you wake up."

Xie Changming is not a person who would sacrifice himself to save the world.

But Tiandao controls the life and death of the little Changming bird.

Everyone has different choices, Xie Changming has his own.

It is impossible for everyone to get what they want.

Sheng Liuyu woke up on a spring day three years later.

The fire of the abyss has been extinguished, and there are no more hungry ghosts there.

All things in the world think that they have been tolerated, and they don't have to die half of them at will.Some people may indeed have noticed the abnormality of the Dao of Heaven, but it is too far away, a realm that they cannot touch, and they choose to ignore it.

Whether it is the Dao of Heaven or all sentient beings, they all got the results they wanted.

But Xie Changming did sacrifice himself voluntarily. No one in the world can force a person who ascends immediately to die.

His sacrifice for a bird was not saving, but delaying the purge.

The way of heaven will always come back, and the fire of the abyss will ignite again. When will the next time be, Sheng Liuyu doesn't care anymore.

The one who died was Xie Changming, and the one who lost was Sheng Liuyu.

Sheng Liuyu stood in front of the abyss, the resentment of all beings was extinguished by Xie Changming's blood, the hungry ghosts disappeared, and there would be no more riots. The abyss was just an ordinary crack stretching across the earth.

It is also the place where Xie Changming is buried.

The cat meowed a few times, and it asked Sheng Liuyu if he wanted to jump off?

Sheng Liuyu shook his head.

What is strange is that in just three years, the stone walls of the abyss are covered with countless flowers and plants, breaking through the shackles abruptly, making it the most vibrant place in the world.

A huge tree, like an ancient tree that has grown for tens of thousands of years, grew out of the abyss.

Sheng Liuyu reached out to touch the tree, and suddenly felt relieved, as if she had found a sustenance.

Will this tree be grown by Xie Changming?

Sheng Liuyu thought inexplicably.

Birds originally lived in trees.

Sheng Liuyu was in a trance for a moment, the so-called fate, the so-called sacrifice, the so-called salvation, the things he had done, the people he cared about, all disappeared now.In the beginning, he was just a little bird waiting to be found by Xie Changming.

That's all.

Sheng Liuyu lost her human form, turned into a bright bird, spread her wings and flew up to the branch of that tree.

He felt that he was protected very safely, and fell asleep slowly, slowly, just like sleeping in Xie Changming's arms every time in the past.

Xie Changming told him that everything would be fine when he woke up, so he chose to sleep again.

Dense branches and leaves surround him, blocking the light and rain, only the long tail feathers hang down from the branches, occasionally revealing a little trace.

Here is an evergreen bird.

Little Eternal Bird didn't dream, just like when he had not broken his shell, he lost all perception of the outside world and closed himself off.

He didn't know how long he would sleep, but he hoped he could sleep forever.