After marrying a straight man president

The day before the start of school, Jiang You's class organized a dinner at a restaurant near the school.

Probably because his childhood life was all about group activities. When he grew up, Jiang You was not interested in such activities. He originally wanted to find an excuse to turn it down, and stayed at home to take advantage of the last few days of the winter vacation to read the remaining half of Malay literature. It's over, but the problem is that he is very popular, and people have been @ him in the class group all afternoon.

Jiang You didn't want to spoil the fun, and his subconscious mind knew him well, knowing the fact that he didn't want to read even if he really stayed at home, so he agreed without hesitation.

The young people gathered together to eat, drink and drink without restraint, and the atmosphere was very harmonious. After the meal, everyone lingered, and resolutely moved to the nearby KTV to continue the second booth.

Many people in the class knew that Jiang You was doing the live broadcast, and he was doing it very impressively. At this time, they all booed and asked Jiang You to sing a song as the opening.There was no malice, it was purely a joke, Jiang You smiled and said "Okay", and then sang "Serve the country with loyalty" without hesitation.

"Hahaha help! This is really a good start, I feel that the people behind will not be able to justify it without ordering "Unity is Strength." The squad leader slapped his thigh and laughed wildly.

"Why, you are not satisfied?" The monitor's girlfriend glanced at him, took out her mobile phone to record the video, and added a cute special effect. Seeing Jiang You's eyes sweeping over, she raised three fingers and promised: "I Just keep it for yourself, and at most send it to the little sisters, and it will definitely not damage the image of the sauce and vinegar tea on the Internet, don't worry."

Jiang You nodded in cooperation with her, leaned closer to the microphone, raised a smile and said: "Zuzao."

"Thank you, Lord Ron!" The monitor's girlfriend responded positively.

After a song is sung, the screen automatically switches to the next song, and it really is "Unity is Strength".

"My, mine!" The group secretary wearing glasses raised his hand and cleared his throat in the prelude: "I have worked as a class committee member with Lao Xia for four years, and I feel from the bottom of my heart that our class is really united. In the last semester, I have to trouble everyone to continue to support me and Lao Xia’s work, so today I’ll just thank everyone!”

"Well said!" A short-haired girl applauded, neon lights flashed across her face, "But there is still one semester left, don't make it sound like you're graduating tomorrow!"

"That's right, you have to know that I just wrote the beginning of my thesis..."

"Then why don't I, I've finished writing the abstract!"

I haven't finished reading the documents... I raised my hand and touched my nose. Jiang You passed by the classmates who were discussing the progress of the thesis, and sat back in his original seat. Instead of singing or drinking with others, I sat in the corner of the sofa and swiped my phone to read articles.

"What are you looking at?" Jiang You poked his head over and glanced at Gu Yishan's phone screen, his expression immediately became a little subtle.

Gu Yishan was reading an exclusive interview of a financial magazine. This is not the point, but the point is that the character on the cover of this issue he read is Yan Zheyuan.

"The latest issue of Finance Today."

The dim light in the box made him miss the embarrassment that flashed across Jiang You's face, and Gu Yishan, who has always been out of character, seemed extraordinarily quiet at this moment, out of tune with the feasting and feasting background.

"Learn from the life experiences of successful people."

Jiang You let out an "oh", curious: "Then what have you learned?"

"I learned that there is still a big gap between people. You can't blindly deceive yourself, you have to face it." Seeing Jiang You's puzzled look, Gu Yishan smiled and explained: "I used to think that Yan Zheyuan was so young. The reason why he can sit on the position of president of Yan Group is because he has a good grandfather who is willing to retire early and let him delegate power, but now, I admit that he is awesome."

"That's true." First, he affirmed Gu Yishan's evaluation of Yan Zheyuan very proudly, but soon Jiang You became more confused.

The magazine that Gu Yishan was reading was shot by Yan Zheyuan in November last year. After he came back that day, he rarely complained, saying that the staff responsible for the interviews on the spot were very unprofessional, and he didn’t ask many financial questions, but one He is very concerned about his life experience and emotional experience.

Therefore, Jiang You doubted how Gu Yishan came to the conclusion that Yan Zheyuan was very powerful from this interview.

However, Gu Yishan didn't mean to continue, but changed the subject: "You'er, let me tell you something. I plan to take the postgraduate entrance examination across majors."

As a roommate, Jiang You knew that Gu Yishan was transferred to this major at the beginning, and what he wanted to study was finance-related majors, but the mistakes in the college entrance examination hit him so hard that he never had any chances in the first two years. I made up my mind to repeat my studies, but I didn’t have the courage to do so when I was in my third year and fourth year, and I kept convincing myself that this is not bad.

It's just that now that graduation is approaching and facing a crossroads in life again, it is difficult for Gu Yishan to continue to deceive himself.

He still wants to study the major he likes and work in the job he likes in the future, even if it is much more difficult now than before and he has to work harder.

"Have you figured it out?" Jiang You looked at him, "What did your parents say?"

"What else can I say, I'm asking for trouble, they have already found me a good job as a teacher in a high school in our place," Gu Yishan smiled, "You know that our place is a big province for college entrance examinations, education Introversion is more serious, so the treatment of high school teachers is actually not bad, I have already considered it, but I still feel unwilling."

Jiang You could see that Gu Yishan had made up his mind, and he didn't say this to gain approval, because he would do it no matter whether others agreed or not.

Jiang You didn't say anything at all, but picked up a can of beer on the table, pulled the tab and handed it over.

The two touched each other amidst the loud music, and the snow-white beer foam jumped up from the opening, and then subsided a little bit.

"You'er, what about you, what are you going to do in the future?"

After talking about his own affairs, Gu Yishan felt relaxed, and as the boss of the dormitory, he naturally began to worry about Jiang You: "The second child is already an intern, and he will definitely stay in the system after graduation based on his family's situation. It’s almost done, no matter what, the three of us are settled, You’er, what do you say?”

Jiang You didn't understand what Gu Yishan meant for a while, so he took a sip of beer and said, "Just graduated?"

Gu Yishan let out a "tsk", looking at Jiang You's dazed expression, he couldn't help but tried to rub his hair as before, but unfortunately he didn't succeed - Jiang You is very conscious of a married person, and he has an insight into Gu Yishan's intentions Immediately after that, he dodged back and successfully dodged.

"Talk well when you talk, how about you pet the cat?" Jiang You said dumbfounded.

"Cats don't worry me so much." Gu Yishan said, thinking that he had to make his words clear, "You'er, don't you really plan to keep doing live broadcasts?"

"what?"

"I didn't mean to say that live broadcasting is bad, but I just think it's not a long-term solution. This industry is very hot now, but it can be seen by the naked eye that it will ebb in a few years. What are you going to do then?"

As Gu Yishan spoke, he glanced at Jiang You, sighed, and said, "Don't blame me for meddling, Youer, I just don't think you are the kind of person who just wants to make quick money and earn a certain amount of money and deposit it in the bank for interest. In this way, you always have to think for yourself in advance.”

Jiang You didn't speak for a while, because he felt that what Gu Yishan said made a lot of sense.

But he really didn't think much about it.

Jiang You is the kind of personality who is easily dominated by interests. In the beginning, besides making money, he wanted to do live broadcasting more because he liked to share his life with others. He could chat with people from all over the world and accompany each other. This made the original Alone, he felt a sense of being needed and belonging.

But it's really hard for long.

It has nothing to do with the industry situation, it's just because Jiang You is also very aware of how short-lived his interests and love are, it can almost be said that they are the same for a while, and when the novelty wears off, he will leave without nostalgia.

The most intuitive example is that he learned the suona. At first, he was very enthusiastic and went to the park to practice every day before dawn. But it has only been a few months. Now he has not played for a long time. When he was cleaning the house last week, he even felt that the suona was a bit in the way , simply packed his own and Yan Zheyuan's and put them in the storage room.

Probably seeing Jiang You think seriously, and the more he thought about it, the more serious his expression became, Gu Yishan felt a little helpless.

I really just said a few words casually, reminding me, I didn't want Jiang You to give the answer now, shouldn't I go back and plan seriously for such a thing?

"Then what, don't be so anxious. Go back and think about it slowly. Anyway, the live broadcast industry has been pretty good in the past two years. You can think about it while you are doing it."

"That's right." Jiang You didn't hesitate, and temporarily suppressed the thoughts that came up in his heart and had another drink with Gu Yishan.

After talking about career, it is natural to talk about feelings.

Gu Yishan lamented that others could bring a partner home after graduation, but he hadn't even talked about a relationship in four years of college. When he said it, he almost wanted to cry, and Jiang You couldn't help laughing.

"Are you still human?" Gu Yishan looked at him sadly.

"Not necessarily, but at least not single." As a married person, Jiang You said sarcastically.

"..."

Gu Yishan sighed faintly, the next second? He suddenly cheered up after thinking of something, and moved a little closer mysteriously.

Jiang You: "?"

"I just read this interview and found that Yan Zheyuan also has no date."

In the interview in November last year, Yan Zheyuan did not have a date at that time.But as Yan Zheyuan's target himself, hearing Gu Yishan say this always feels a bit subtle.

Jiang You coughed lightly: "So?"

Gu Yishan was unaware of his sinister intentions, and even exposed his gossip attributes because he drank a little wine. He was very curious and planned to discuss with Jiang You: "What kind of person do you think Yan Zheyuan likes?"

As soon as the words fell, Gu Yishan realized something, and couldn't help but let out a "huh", "Why do you look at me like that?"

"Suddenly asking this kind of question is probably because you like Yan Zheyuan?" Jiang You joked, with an attitude of "If you say this, I won't be sleepy".

Unexpectedly, Gu Yishan really thought about it carefully, and then re-opened the interview and carefully looked at Yan Zheyuan's photo, and then said in a deep voice: "If he likes me, I can't do it."

Jiang You: "..."

"But he's a straight man."

After all, it is not Yan Zheyuan's dream man, and the discussion of this issue is purely out of curiosity about the concept of high-quality similar mate selection. Gu Yishan immediately struggled from his unreliable imagination and said very soberly.

"Maybe not now." Jiang You said in a low voice.

Gu Yishan: "?"

"I mean it's possible," Jiang You said nonsense with his eyes open, and he said it confidently, "According to scientific research, most people in this world are not absolutely heterosexual."

"Is that so..." Gu Yishan felt that there was something weird about it, but he couldn't say it out. In addition, Jiang You suddenly seemed very interested, so he had no choice but to continue talking along the topic: "Then he should like it." Does it look good?"

"That's true." Jiang You nodded without guilt, truly realizing beauty and self-knowledge, "What else?"

"Uh... know the basics?" Gu Yishan tentatively said, "I guess most people in their class will engage in business marriages, and it's unlikely to be free love, right?"

That's right, I do know the basics, Gu Yishan is quite thoughtful.

However, Jiang You felt that the second half of his sentence was biased, so he questioned: "Commercial marriage and free love do not conflict, you can marry first and then love."

Gu Yishan: "??"

"Is there any more? Say two more." Jiang You urged him. Seeing that Gu Yishan had a strange expression, he couldn't help reminding him: "You were the one who raised this question first, keep going."

It is true that I brought it up, but didn't I happen to think of the content in the magazine so I said it casually?

Gu Yishan rubbed his chin, "You have to be successful in your career. It's better to be a workaholic, so that the two of you can have a common language."

Jiang You: "..."

"And it can't be too young. I think he should like mature types."

"Is it because the simple-mindedness is not cute enough?"

"You have to graduate with a master's degree anyway. It's better to do a PhD or something. People are divided into groups by like clusters."

"It's enough to have a highly educated person in the family. It's not poker, so why make a pair?"

"Work in an orderly and planned manner, be rigorous and conscientious, and have strong action."

"...I think it's better to be a casual person?"

Gu Yishan couldn't continue, and looked at Jiang You with a puzzled face: "You'er, why do you keep contradicting me?"

"Because you are wrong," Jiang You said indifferently, "Let's say it again."

"..."

"..."

Looking at each other, Gu Yishan suddenly realized.

"You'er, you are the one who likes Yan Zheyuan, right?!" Seeing a look of embarrassment flashing across Jiang You's face, Gu Yishan consciously guessed the truth, and couldn't help laughing, "Hey, why are you so cute? Ah. I casually said that you are still serious, no need, really no need."

"Where are you casual, not casual at all." Jiang You muttered in a low voice, only to feel that a ball of bulging gas suddenly appeared in his heart, and he was wandering around restlessly, so that he knew that he had no reason to lose his temper with Gu Yishan. Still a little uncontrollable, "That's what you think."

Gu Yishan didn't notice it, he scratched his hair, and said carelessly: "That's just what I think, Yan Zheyuan is not my son, there is no need to find a partner according to my standards."

After finishing speaking, Gu Yishan seemed to feel that the two contemporary college students were so bored that he was worried about the object of the evil capitalist, Gu Yishan laughed: "Come on, whatever he is looking for, he won't be looking for ordinary people like us anyway, why think so much ?”

Then I realized later: "Fuck you, what did you mean when you said you were not single?! When did you leave the single behind your brother's back!!"

Jiang You: "..."

The atmosphere in the box with the changing lights gradually sank.

Or maybe it’s not the atmosphere that’s sinking. The atmosphere is still warm. The singers have changed several times. Just after the end of a rock song, the atmosphere group is still applauding and cheering. The prelude to the next ballad has already sounded. The two soul singers hand over the microphone Hilariously hurt each other.

Others sat together in twos and threes and chatted happily. From the current affairs news to last year's Nobel Prize winner's works, it was lively and trivial, but Jiang You's mood was slowly sinking.

He is not happy.

And it is clear that this unhappiness stems from the conversation with Gu Yishan.

From Gu Yishan's point of view, or most people's point of view, his own conditions are far from Yan Zheyuan's.

Good-looking, well-informed, strong alliance, successful career, mature thinking, high education, organized and planned, rigorous and serious.

Leaving aside family factors, as far as the individual is concerned, apart from being good-looking, Jiang You has nothing to do with the above words.

But Yan Zheyuan didn't care.

He has been like this since the first day he met Yan Zheyuan, and Yan Zheyuan still likes him, doesn't that explain the problem?

What kind of bullshit objective conditions, the horse does not match, can't be applied to himself and Yan Zheyuan at all, Yan Zheyuan likes him like this, what's the problem?

Of course there was a problem, because he himself cared a lot.

Jiang You was half ashamed and half annoyed, as if someone had poured a whole bottle of carbonated drink into his chest, countless bubbles were rising rapidly and then bursting, a small part escaped to the fundus of the eyes and the tip of the nose, slightly sour.

This feeling is not due to low self-esteem. The displacement in childhood did not make him feel inferior, nor did the financial and family difficulties in his youth. He grew up and lived happily and was always satisfied with himself.

Even when he first met Yan Zheyuan and learned of his identity, Jiang You didn't feel the slightest bit of jealousy or inferiority.Because he was still a straight man at that time and didn't like Yan Zheyuan, so no matter what others said or thought, he didn't care.

But it's different now, he likes Yan Zheyuan, so he has become very concerned about other people's opinions.

He was afraid that others would objectively point out the gap between himself and Yan Zheyuan, even if he knew it was nothing, he would still feel frustrated and lost.

Love is not always positive and optimistic, and occasionally it can make people timid and sensitive.Knowing that it's mediocrity, but just can't help it.

I'm so hypocritical.

Jiang You criticizes himself expressionlessly, but the next second he can't help but continue to complain about himself.

I'm so useless, Yan Zheyuan likes me now so he doesn't dislike me, what about after that?Will he start to despise me belatedly when his color fades and he loves to relax?

He will see that there is such a big objective gap between us, and he will think that my child has a bad temper, is aggressive and disobedient...

His thoughts stopped abruptly halfway through, Jiang You was so angry with himself that he wanted to get out with so much rage!How can I be so bad, don't think about PUA me!

Just a few minutes passed, and Jiang You was caught in a kind of self-struggle and struggle. Obviously, the private room was still happy, but these happy emotions seemed to recognize people, and automatically avoided the gray vortex around him. Then continue to flow among the laughter and laughter of others.

Just as one song ended, another began.

"Farawayfaraway, you are tens of thousands of miles away from the clear sky, and I am just the red one under the swing, if you miss it, you will never meet again."

When he got home, Yan Zheyuan was having a video conference.

Hearing that the door of the room was pushed open, Yan Zheyuan raised his head and glanced this way.

Jiang You didn't realize that he was in a meeting at first, and was about to speak when he saw Yan Zheyuan gesture to him.

"Oh." The mood that originally wanted to be coquettish and begging for comfort was instantly pushed back, Jiang You obediently withdrew, and did not forget to gently close the door before leaving.

Yan Zheyuan raised his eyebrows, as if he had sensed something.

The project team leader who was explaining the plan didn't get a response, so he boldly called out: "Mr. Yan?"

Yan Zheyuan had no choice but to gather his thoughts temporarily, clicked u and said, "This part is fine, you can continue."

This went on for over an hour.

When Yan Zheyuan finished his work and returned to the bedroom, he found Jiang You lying on the bed honestly like never before, with the quilt pulled in front of him to cover most of his face, his whole body exuding the aura of "I'm trying to sleep, please don't disturb".

I was fine when I went out for dinner in the afternoon, why did I get angry when I came back?Yan Zheyuan was a little puzzled, walked over and lay down with his clothes on, put his hand on Jiang You's body and patted him lightly.

"Youyou."

Jiang You didn't move at all, it seemed that he was really asleep.

"Youyou, talk to me," Yan Zheyuan leaned closer, almost sticking to Jiang You's ear, patting him up and down with his hands, completely in the rhythm of comforting children, "We all Did not speak."

Jiang You was already suppressing his emotions. After all, the most basic compulsory course for an adult is to digest negative emotions. What's more, these emotions came so suddenly that even he himself felt hypocritical, and he couldn't bear to tell Yan Zheyuan.

But Yan Zheyuan coaxed him so gently, no one could remain indifferent.

"I'm a little tired." Not as confident as usual, Jiang You simply didn't even open his eyes, and closed his eyes to talk nonsense.

Yan Zheyuan nodded, and followed his words: "Tired from the dinner party? Is it because you ate a lot, so you are not feeling well?"

Jiang You shook his head, "Also went to KTV."

"That means you're tired from singing," Yan Zheyuan said, "I'll get you a glass of water."

As soon as the words fell, before he had time to get up, a hand quickly came out from under the quilt and grabbed him.

"Don't drink water," Jiang You muttered softly, still not opening his eyes, with a look of trying to sleep: "You just stay here."

"Ok?"

Jiang You pulled his hand back to his body, and instructed concisely: "Shoot."

Seeing him like this, Yan Zheyuan wanted to laugh, but considering that Jiang You seemed to be in a certain depression, he held back and continued to pat him lightly across the quilt.

"Can you tell me why you're angry?"

"..."

"Is it my fault?"

Jiang You immediately shook his head.

"The food for the dinner is not delicious?"

Still shaking his head.

"Someone bothering you?"

Still shaking his head.

"That means their papers are almost finished, but you haven't even read the references?"

Jiang You suddenly opened his eyes, glared at Yan Zheyuan and said, "You are talking nonsense, quickly retract this sentence!"

"Okay, I'll withdraw." Yan Zheyuan followed suit, "So why are you unhappy?"

It's not that I don't want to talk about it quickly, but as long as I think of spreading my thoughts that have been stuffed in my heart all night in front of Yan Zheyuan, even a thick-skinned person like Jiang You still feels a strong sense of shame .

So I don't want to talk about it at all, I want to digest it myself.

But not wanting to worry Yan Zheyuan, Jiang You lowered his brows and pretended that he was suddenly interested in the pattern on the quilt. Gu Zuo said to him: "I listened to a song today, and I was a little affected."

While talking, he stretched out his other hand, but before he could reach for the mobile phone on the bedside table, Yan Zheyuan handed it to him first, and even showed a very interested look: "What song is it?"

Jiang You searched and clicked the play button.

The gentle female voice instantly? The earpiece flowed throughout the room.

"Farawayfaraway, you are the sky in summer, I'm just Luohong under the swing, if you miss it, you won't meet again..."

"Kissmekissme, don't you pretend you don't understand, you are so hot that my heart aches..."

"I came back and wanted to find you, but you didn't look at me or say hello to me." With the lyrics, Jiang You racked his brains and began to break it. He didn't know if his acting skills were so realistic that he believed it or the flashback emotions were overwhelmed. Zooming in, he actually got a little angry while talking.

"I have meetings at the company during the day, and I also have meetings at home at night. I spend more than fourteen hours with your managers every day," he complained in a low voice, his eyes flicked up and down Yan Zheyuan's chin and nose, but he refused to go. Look into his eyes, "Yan Zheyuan, do you think this is reasonable?"

There was a moment of silence in the air.

At this moment, the song entered a repeated passage, and it happened to fall on the line "Could it be that you really don't understand, your eyes fall on others for a second, and it burns my heart."

Knowing that Jiang You was lying, Yan Zheyuan couldn't help laughing.

"So you're jealous of your work? You haven't seen any of the ministers and managers I have meetings with. The average age is over 40 years old."

Jiang You uttered a syllable from his nasal cavity, and deliberately moved to the side, intending to keep a distance from Yan Zheyuan.

Yan Zheyuan chased after him, bent down* and grabbed his quilt, breathing into Jiang You's ear.

"Just now I said it wasn't my fault, but now I regret it?" Yan Zheyuan said, "Okay, I admit my mistake, and try not to bring work home from now on."

Jiang You felt a little embarrassed when he admitted his mistake so simply.

"That's not what I mean, I mean you work too hard, you have to combine work and rest." Jiang You muttered, then paused - Yan Zheyuan is so good that he still works more than ten hours a day, compared to himself Really not good.

The frustration in Ren Qiao's heart immediately +1 again, and he sighed faintly, Jiang You curled up even tighter.

Yan Zheyuan:?

"Youyou, we signed a cohabitation agreement before. I remember that there is a clause that you can't stay overnight when you are angry, right? If you take the lead in breaking the agreement, tell me how you should be punished?"

"...haven't spent the night yet." Jiang You struggled.

"It's 10:[-] now." Yan Zheyuan looked at his watch and started counting down to Jiang You: "There are still [-] minutes left."

Jiang You still didn't speak, and Yan Zheyuan didn't rush him, so the two of them just lay down quietly for a while.

That song is still playing on loop.

After a while, Yan Zheyuan noticed that Jiang You was quietly retracting his head back into the quilt, and stretched out his hand to lick him.

"Don't," Jiang You hurriedly stopped him, pressing his hand to keep him from moving, "Let me hide for a while, I can't tell when you look at me."

Yan Zheyuan didn't move, but nodded u and said: "Okay, then you hide in and talk." He deliberately made a joke, "You are inside, I am outside."

As soon as he finished speaking, he felt that Jiang You kicked himself through the quilt.

"What are you talking about, bah bah bah, it's unlucky." Jiang You said superstitiously, a muffled voice came from under the quilt.

The joke was not funny, but the atmosphere was slightly relaxed, and Jiang You finally relaxed a little.

Darkness can really bring a sense of security at certain moments. Jiang You, who was hiding under the quilt, felt that he seemed to be a little better than before, barely able to overcome the shame and say something to Yan Zheyuan.

Throwing Jerry started from the conversation with Gu Yishan.

Saying that live broadcasting is not a long-term solution, saying that the entry threshold of this industry is low, even if you reach the top, you still have no social status, saying that your major is mediocre, and even in this major, you are not the best. It seems that this life can only be very ordinary.

Yan Zheyuan listened quietly, and still patted him with comfort and affection, without intending to interrupt.

"But you are anything but ordinary."

After a long time interval from the last sentence, Jiang You finally mustered up the courage to say it.

It is also because of this that the courage gathered with great difficulty is like a punctured balloon, quickly escaping in all directions as the words leave the mouth.

Jiang You suddenly became depressed, and even his voice was dry.

"I know it's hypocritical, but I just can't help it. Maybe it's because people are more vulnerable at night. But I can digest this, and I'll be fine when I wake up tomorrow morning." He reluctantly defended himself, discouraged under the quilt He kicked him like a man, and his tone was a little desperate: "Yan Zheyuan, don't laugh at me."

Yan Zheyuan lowered his eyes and gave a soft "hmm".

"I just feel that apart from the fact that I am my father's son, the gap between us is really big, so I'm a little scared."

"I can tell myself to catch up from now on, even if I can't catch up, I can get closer, but I don't want to do it in my heart. I don't have any special ambitions, and I'm not the kind of very powerful person. If I force myself, I may be in the world. Better values? But it definitely wouldn’t make me any happier. Because overall I still like being a normal person.”

"But universal values ​​feel that ordinary people are not worthy of you. I want to be an ordinary person, and I want to be worthy of you, and I want others to recognize it. This is the root of my anxiety."

After finishing talking sullenly, Jiang You felt that he was like a pocket that had been emptied at this time, whether it was emotion or self-confidence, it was drying up little by little.

So Yan Zheyuan urgently needed to cheer him up.

After a few seconds of silence, Yan Zheyuan smiled.

"Youyou, you know I don't care about these things." Yan Zheyuan is not very good at speaking. He has lamented his lack of words at several important moments in the past, so now he can only express his feelings in the simplest sentences: "I like you as a person, not some of your characteristics. I like Jiang You, an ordinary person now, and I like Jiang You, who may be very powerful in the future. I like you very much, no matter you are No matter what, I will always like you."

Just like when he was a child, Yan Zheyuan, who just returned to Yan's house, obviously rejected everything. He was bullied by He Xi when they met for the first time, and was blocked in the alley by He Xi and Xiao Douding when they met the second time, but he always I will make an exception for He Xi.

I always expect He Xi to knock on the glass of the small study, stand outside, wave to him, and call him loudly: "Brother Ah Jing, come out and play!"

Whether it's Jiang You or He Xi, from the past to the present, and even into the infinite future, this person will always be an exception to Yan Zheyuan.

"And Youyou, you are still young, you have the capital to choose any kind of lifestyle, if you want to study, you can study, if you think the current situation is good, then maintain the status quo, as long as you are happy." Yan Zheyuan said, "You always have the opportunity to maintain the status quo and choose to change, so go ahead and do what you want to do."

"Besides, who said it's not good to be an ordinary person. There are so many ordinary people in the world who are trying to live. Their lives may indeed be ordinary to those who don't matter, but they will definitely be meaningful to certain people. Special meaning, that's enough, isn't it?"

Jiang You still huddled under the quilt and did not speak. After a while, he said slowly: "For example?"

"For example, you brought an ordinary good person to the world, and you brought me a lover," Yan Zheyuan said, "Youyou, I thought I would never have one."

After two seconds of silence, Jiang You suddenly got out of the quilt and plunged into Yan Zheyuan's arms.

He came swiftly and fiercely like a small cannonball, Yan Zheyuan was even knocked back a little distance under the force, and there was a dull pain in his chest.

Jiang You hugged him tightly, and the hot breath from his breath brushed over the surface of the pajamas.

"Yan Zheyuan, you cheated," he complained, taking the opportunity of rubbing back and forth to wipe away his tears secretly: "I was just hypocritical, why do you continue to be hypocritical, don't say any more."

"Okay." Yan Zheyuan hugged him back very hard, but lowered his head and planted a kiss as light as a dream on his heart.

Or maybe it's really a dream.

Yan Zheyuan's eyes suddenly appeared the scene of being taken to He's house by his grandfather for the first time.

At that time, Mr. Yan recognized his talent and hard work, and was full of joy to show He Changkang that there were successors in the Yan family, so he completely ignored the feelings of Yan Zheyuan, who was only nine years old at the time.

He was apprehensive and nervous, every nerve in his body was tense, for fear that he would make a mistake, and then he saw He Xi.

The angel is in the clouds, but I seem to have climbed up from the mire.

At that moment, this idea briefly appeared in the mind of Yan Zheyuan, who was still a child, and disappeared suddenly before he himself had time to realize it.

Immediately afterwards, Yan Zheyuan remembered a book he had read in middle school.

To this day, Yan Zheyuan has long forgotten the stories in the book, but he still remembers a passage, and it becomes clearer and more profound as time goes by.

"What?" Jiang You asked curiously.

After a pause, some sentences that should have been forgotten long ago were poured out naturally.

"...you are my life, my essence. My rough, low-minded child u hurt his poor heart every time he came here, but whenever I read, between the lines your figure."

"I see every scene, whether by the river or the sails, in the swamp or in the clouds, in the day or in the night, in the wind or in the woods, on the sea or in the streets, there will be your image."

"As long as there are beautiful fantasies in my mind, I will think of you."

"I see your image everywhere, I am not affected by you, and always will be. The stones of the most solid buildings in the city of London do not seem to me to be so real as your image and influence, and are not The same cannot be moved by your hand."

"Even at the last moment of my life, you have to be closely related to my whole being..."

As Yan Zheyuan's voice gradually weakened, Jiang You's ears also turned red.

He will always remember such a fiery confession, a man who is full of himself seems to be endorsing, and seems to be swearing: Even at the last moment of my life, we are still closely related.

He also wanted to be closely related to Yan Zheyuan.

In this life, in the next life, until the day when the stars fall and the sun is destroyed.

"Yan Zheyuan." Jiang You called Yan Zheyuan's name, but didn't want to say anything.