After this soft and long kiss was over, Chu Xiaoyuan let him go slowly, feeling a strange feeling in his heart, apart from shyness, the atmosphere between the two was just right.
Chu Xiaoyuan's eyes flickered slightly, looking at him with embarrassment, but he couldn't help but want to look at his expression from the corner of his eye, met Gu Tingliao's eyes, coughed twice in a concealed manner, and hurriedly reached out to grab his hand The two villains on the board brought it over: "I'll put it in the box for you first."
Gu Tingliao was one step ahead of him, and held the back of his hand with his backhand, covered it, and squeezed it tightly: "No need, just put it on the table."
Chu Xiaoyuan felt that the back of his hand was hot, so he followed him in a daze, and put the figurines of the two villains on the bedside table.
It's still a conspicuous place.
Chu Xiaoyuan was so ashamed to think that if people came and went, they would be seen....
But Gu Tingliao obviously wasn't going to let him go so easily.
"Chu Xiaoyuan, what are you thinking?"
Chu Xiaoyuan came back to his senses like a child who was absent-minded in class and was called out. Looking at Gu Tingliao's eyes, he suddenly breathed a sigh of relief. He sat down on the chair beside the hospital bed and said seriously: "I'm thinking... Do you think we are together now?"
Hearing this, Gu Tingliao raised his eyebrows subconsciously, and asked with a dangerous smile, "Isn't it?"
"Yes!" I kissed them all, are you playing hooligans?
Chu Xiaoyuan couldn't stop laughing on his face, stood up and bent over slightly to approach him, with the corners of his mouth raised: "Then is my little fox still angry? How dare you drink without eating?"
Gu Tingliao felt his approach, looked at the smile on his face, felt warm somewhere in his heart, stretched out his hand to caress his cheek, when Chu Xiaoyuan was in a daze, stroked it lightly, and whispered: "No Yes, I can't bear it."
"Reluctant?"
"I can't bear to see you cry for me." Gu Tingliao lightly stroked the corner of Chu Xiaoyuan's eyes with his thumb, "It's the first time I see you cry, with tears all over your face."
Chu Xiaoyuan was startled, he said that night.The room was so dark that he saw it.
Thinking of how ugly she was crying, Chu Xiaoyuan felt a sense of shame in her heart, she hurriedly turned her head away from his hand, and changed her mouth temporarily when she wanted to be tough: "...you know, as a An e-sports player who is participating in an international competition, drinking alcohol and eating irregularly without authorization, making it impossible to play, you know you are like this..."
Chu Xiaoyuan was preparing for a long speech, and while talking, he saw Gu Tingliao unblinking, but looking at himself with a faint smile on the corner of his mouth.
I couldn't help but feel a little embarrassed: "You have to miss at least half the season, are you still laughing?!"
Unexpectedly, before he finished speaking, he was pulled by Gu Tingliao and hugged him in his arms, just as he was about to struggle, Gu Tingliao leaned his head against his shoulder and said, "But at least I didn't miss you. "
The deep and pleasant voice caused Chu Xiaoyuan's heart to be hit for an instant, his sanity disappeared for a moment, and his face burned.
Even so, he still couldn't help muttering in a low voice: "That's not what I won by myself."
After hugging for a long time, Chu Xiaoyuan reluctantly pushed him away. It was the first time he was a boyfriend, and Chu Xiaoyuan always felt that he had to show that he was busy peeling oranges for him to eat.
After peeling it off, he handed it over, but Gu Tingliao didn't reach out.
"what happened?"
Gu Tingliao calmed down and said, "Hey me."
"..." Even though he knew that this kid was arrogant, he never expected to be so...acting like a baby.The corner of Chu Xiaoyuan's mouth was pressed into a smile, he opened it, moved closer, and handed it to his mouth: "Come on, open your mouth."
Gu Tingliao was so brightly called out by him, even though he couldn't bear it, his face was still tense, he lowered his head slightly, and sucked someone's finger in a tricky way.
The hot and humid touch made Chu Xiaoyuan almost shake off the remaining orange in his hand, he couldn't believe it and looked at him with a sad face: "You——"
Where did you learn it at a young age? !
On the contrary, Gu Tingliao raised his eyebrows slightly at him as if he had succeeded, his eyes were lustful and lazy, and he slowly chewed the orange he just swallowed, letting the juice overflow from his lips, and sticking out the tip of his tongue along the wet He licked his lips.
Chu Xiaoyuan looked straight, and his Adam's apple rolled subconsciously.
I can eat oranges like this... gay is gay.
He is challenging him.
Chu Xiaoyuan suddenly stood up, his damn desire to win.
He threw the orange aside, glanced at the fruit basket, picked out a brightly colored cherries, reached out to pick it off, and glanced provocatively at Gu Tingliao, then raised his head slightly, holding the cherries in his hands The rod was hung above his mouth, and then he opened his mouth slightly, exposing the white teeth, lowered it down little by little, and held it.
Slowly sucking the smooth peel of the cherries, biting down, letting the purple juice overflow from the corner of his mouth.
From the moment Gu Tingliao saw his motives, his eyes gradually darkened from interest to the back, and he stared closely at the wanton young man in front of him. Feeling strange in himself, he immediately turned his head away from him.
Chu Xiaoyuan sensed the movement of the other party, and returned
head, swallowed the cherries and spit out the cores in one gulp, then threw them into the trash can.
He leaned over with a bad smile, sat on the edge of his bed, tilted his head towards Gu Tingliao's front: "What's the matter?"
Gu Tingliao turned his head to the other side because he moved his head closer, and he didn't want to look at him.
"No, you can't afford it, can you?" Chu Xiaoyuan made a fuss, changed his posture, almost knelt in front of his bed, put his hands on the side of the bed, and approached him excitedly, with a relentless mouth: " My hair hasn't even grown yet, and I still want to play with me..."
It was also at this moment that Gu Tingliao suddenly turned his head, leaned forward, kissed his lips that were different and stained with sweet knowledge, and bit his lips forcefully as if to relieve his breath.Chu Xiaoyuan chuckled lightly, and the soul of LSP ignited in his heart.
[Small, no matter what, it's just... What big tricks can you do in Lujiu? 】
"Ah..." Chu Xiaoyuan was caught off guard and brought to the tip of his ear, excited and screamed out.Gu Tingliao, who succeeded again, was not satisfied, and wanted to continue exploring...
"No, this is a hospital, what do you want to do?!" Although Chu Xiaoyuan felt comfortable, he couldn't help but feel ashamed in his heart, and hurriedly stepped back, but Gu Tingliao's big hands wrapped around his waist.
"Don't move." Gu Tingliao's voice seemed to be quite hoarse, no matter how stupid Chu Xiaoyuan was, he could hear some passion/desire in this voice, and he was as frightened as a quail.
Don't dare to move. Don't dare to move.
After a few seconds, he couldn't help but look down at Gu Tingliao, even if he just knelt in front of him, with the distance of one foot between them, he could still feel the heat from Gu Tingliao's body.
"You...why are you so hot?" He was surprised that he could feel the heat steaming from Gu Tingliao's cheek before he reached out his hand close.
This... is a virgin so fierce?
Chu Xiaoyuan swallowed secretly.
Gu Tingliao raised his eyes, his eyes were full of depression and longing, and there was even a wet and pitiful feeling in his eyes.
Chu Xiaoyuan hurriedly turned his eyes away, he was afraid that if he took another look, he would feel sorry for the other party.
A hot hand suddenly stretched out and took him into his arms, Gu Tingliao's almost hoarse voice came out softly begging for help: "Help me..."
"Ah? How, how can I help?" Even though he asked this, several cars had already flashed through Chu Xiaoyuan's mind.
The alarm bell went chirp-chuck-chuck.
While he was nervous, he was inevitably a little excited.
Isn't that a little too fast.
Does he use his hands...or...
Gu Ting Liaoben was holding back, looking up to see the light in his eyes, slightly startled, but not
Don't want to laugh: "You can help in any way you want."
Chu Xiaoyuan hesitated for a while, thinking that he should proceed step by step, not in a hurry, as it is not good to scare the children.He slowly reached into the bed...
After it was over, Chu Xiaoyuan sniffed the smell in the air, his hands were so sore, although he didn't see it, but the feeling just now... He sneaked another glance at Gu Tingliao's handsome face that had gradually calmed down.
He didn't know how to feel for a moment.
Probably happiness.
After Chu Xiaoyuan took care of the hygiene, he opened the window to let the air in while no one came.
Today is New Year's Eve, but it's a pity that in South Korea, I can't watch the Spring Festival Gala. Chu Xiaoyuan is not a person who cares about the taste of the year, but he hopes that the first day and the first year spent together with Gu Tingliao will be more ceremonial .
He took off his shoes, went to the bathroom to wash, and when he came back, without waiting for the other party's invitation, he lifted the quilt without authorization, and snuggled into his nest.
"Range."
Gu Tingliao was much better after resting for a week. He just got out of bed and went to the bathroom to deal with it. At this time, Gu Tingliao squeezed directly into his bed again, with a complicated expression on his face, a little surprised at his behavior, and then He moved to the side rather uprightly and let him sit in.
Chu Xiaoyuan got a warm position, nestled beside him contentedly, hugged him with bent legs, and said with a slight smile at the corner of his mouth: "I won't go back tonight, I will stay with you to watch the new year."
Gu Tingliao frowned: "I don't have a festival, so I don't need you to stay up late."
Chu Xiaoyuan: "Don't worry, I haven't played for two days after the weekly final. Besides, don't you want me to accompany you?"
After a while, Gu Tingliao still nodded honestly with a sullen face: "Yes, but I don't want you to work so hard."
"What's so hard about it? Stay with me and take care of me..." Chu Xiaoyuan stopped talking, thinking of what the two of them hadn't done before, he hugged the fingers of his feet and touched them lightly under the quilt She lowered Gu Tingliao's calf, looked up at him and said, "I don't seem to have told you about my family. Since we are together now, do you want to know me a little more?"
These words sounded nothing, but when he opened his mouth, Gu Tingliao actually heard a vibrato.He hesitated for a moment, then nodded slightly: "Okay, you can choose what you want to say, and I'll listen."
"Okay, New Year's Eve, let me tell you some happy things about my childhood."
Chu Xiaoyuan is very good at telling stories. He vividly told Gu Tingliao all the interesting little things and embarrassing things in his childhood and student days. from his mouth
When it comes out, there is always a comedy style that makes people laugh.
In the past, Chu Xiaoyuan liked to tell people about these little things.
It's just that Gu Tingliao seldom smiled, but listened carefully.
This made Chu Xiaoyuan feel unfulfilling again and again, and couldn't help complaining: "Why do you have such a good laugh?"
Gu Tingliao looked into his eyes seriously, shook his head slightly, and said, "But you at those times were obviously very sad."
Just this one sentence, Chu Xiaoyuan couldn't bear it anymore, two lines of tears rolled down from his eyes.
No one ever said that.
He used to be like a comedian, using exaggerated and funny words to cover up his unlucky past, and he got up bitterly and patted the gray smile on his body, waiting for everyone to stop laughing.
Chu Xiaoyuan hurriedly reached out to wipe away the tears, and smiled at him: "It's over anyway."
In his memories of the past, the most is his old urchin-like grandfather. The happy years between grandparents and grandchildren are nostalgic and unforgettable.
"My grandpa, a very good little old man, his recipes are delicious and his craftsmanship is good. He can always make all kinds of gadgets for me in different ways. I didn't need to buy toys when I was young."
Gu Tingliao listened to his words quietly, and occasionally added a sentence: "Then what happened after that?"
"Later..." Chu Xiaoyuan smiled and looked back at him, "Later he fell ill, gastric cancer caused by geriatric disease, my parents wanted to give up treatment, and I was playing in North America when I got the news. I didn't want to give up, I contacted I went to a doctor in the United States... After I came back, I immediately went through the formalities for my grandfather to go abroad for treatment..."
Pain flashed across Gu Tingliao's eyes, it turned out to be like this...
Chu Xiaoyuan continued in a low voice: "So I had to retire at that time. I only have such a grandfather, and he was the only one who supported me to drop out of school to play e-sports. I have to accompany him. I have been playing e-sports for seven years. gone."
That's what he said, but Gu Tingliao still couldn't help feeling distressed.Even so, Chu Xiaoyuan, who is almost at the end of his career, may really be unable to continue once he retires and his condition declines... He thought of himself who refused to return to China at the beginning, and couldn't help but squeeze the hand beside him.
"sorry, I do not know……"
Chu Xiaoyuan waved his hand: "Forget it, it's my fault. You just returned to China. You disappeared for a few months and came back to tell me that you signed GOD. I really don't know how to tell you that I want to retire. Obviously I insisted on signing down you."
"Although my grandfather was with him that year in the United States, I knew
He said that he was in great pain, and in the end he couldn't eat at all... He obviously likes to eat so much..." Chu Xiaoyuan didn't continue.
After a while, he continued: "Grandpa finally told me, let me come back, don't give up, he said he still likes the way I stand on the podium. I think so, I like it too, so I came back gone."
He turned his head to look at Gu Tingliao, and said seriously: "Gu Tingliao, I was not born well, and I don't have any education. I can't do anything except play games. It's really bad, and I'm even... a man, nothing Okay. Maybe you will be confused because of the dazzling me on the podium, and you will like me because you have more or less admiration, or you like me because I helped you with a little effort..."
"I'm not sure how long this kind of love can last. After all, one day I will retire, one day I will no longer be dazzling, and I will be replaced by you or a better e-sports player, and even now I may give Not much warmth for you. After all, I am just like this..."
Chu Xiaoyuan wanted to add something while talking, he thought that since he had decided to be with the boy in front of him, as an immature adult, he had to explain it clearly to him.
But Gu Tingliao just looked into his eyes seriously, and there was emotion in his eyes that he couldn't understand.
"Also, I have seriously understood that the current social environment is actually not so friendly to homosexuals, and it is destined to be discriminated against, incomprehensible, and even abused by many people. I have been used to being scolded since I was a child. I can bear it." Chu Xiaoyuan smiled, looked up at him steadily, and said with a smile.
"But little fox, if you want, no matter what the future holds, let's go together. I've always been timid, but I'm brave this time. I can't fight the whole world, but I will protect you."
Gu Tingliao listened to his words, his chest was filled with turbulent emotions, he couldn't help holding him tightly in his arms, as if he wanted to rub him into his own flesh and blood.
After a while, Chu Xiaoyuan heard his trembling voice: "Chu Xiaoyuan, you are a heartless person, what do you want to do so much?"
"It's not like you at all."
Chu Xiaoyuan stretched out his hand to hug him back: "I'll give you a vaccination, I'm afraid you will regret it. After all, who knows how long you can like me?"
He carefully tested it jokingly, and heard Gu Tingliao muffled in his ear and asked, "How long do you want?"
"...I don't know." Chu Xiaoyuan asked back, "
How long will you like me? "
"85."
"Huh?" Chu Xiaoyuan's mind flashed, and he couldn't help laughing, "Did you make a mistake, it seems to be over a hundred years old."
Gu Tingliao hugged him tightly: "No, it's only been so long."
"Okay, then in 85, even one year less." Chu Xiaoyuan reached out and hugged him tightly.
He heard Gu Tingliao whispering in his ear: "From now on, Happy New Year."
"Happy New Year, little fox."
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Chu Xiaoyuan's eyes flickered slightly, looking at him with embarrassment, but he couldn't help but want to look at his expression from the corner of his eye, met Gu Tingliao's eyes, coughed twice in a concealed manner, and hurriedly reached out to grab his hand The two villains on the board brought it over: "I'll put it in the box for you first."
Gu Tingliao was one step ahead of him, and held the back of his hand with his backhand, covered it, and squeezed it tightly: "No need, just put it on the table."
Chu Xiaoyuan felt that the back of his hand was hot, so he followed him in a daze, and put the figurines of the two villains on the bedside table.
It's still a conspicuous place.
Chu Xiaoyuan was so ashamed to think that if people came and went, they would be seen....
But Gu Tingliao obviously wasn't going to let him go so easily.
"Chu Xiaoyuan, what are you thinking?"
Chu Xiaoyuan came back to his senses like a child who was absent-minded in class and was called out. Looking at Gu Tingliao's eyes, he suddenly breathed a sigh of relief. He sat down on the chair beside the hospital bed and said seriously: "I'm thinking... Do you think we are together now?"
Hearing this, Gu Tingliao raised his eyebrows subconsciously, and asked with a dangerous smile, "Isn't it?"
"Yes!" I kissed them all, are you playing hooligans?
Chu Xiaoyuan couldn't stop laughing on his face, stood up and bent over slightly to approach him, with the corners of his mouth raised: "Then is my little fox still angry? How dare you drink without eating?"
Gu Tingliao felt his approach, looked at the smile on his face, felt warm somewhere in his heart, stretched out his hand to caress his cheek, when Chu Xiaoyuan was in a daze, stroked it lightly, and whispered: "No Yes, I can't bear it."
"Reluctant?"
"I can't bear to see you cry for me." Gu Tingliao lightly stroked the corner of Chu Xiaoyuan's eyes with his thumb, "It's the first time I see you cry, with tears all over your face."
Chu Xiaoyuan was startled, he said that night.The room was so dark that he saw it.
Thinking of how ugly she was crying, Chu Xiaoyuan felt a sense of shame in her heart, she hurriedly turned her head away from his hand, and changed her mouth temporarily when she wanted to be tough: "...you know, as a An e-sports player who is participating in an international competition, drinking alcohol and eating irregularly without authorization, making it impossible to play, you know you are like this..."
Chu Xiaoyuan was preparing for a long speech, and while talking, he saw Gu Tingliao unblinking, but looking at himself with a faint smile on the corner of his mouth.
I couldn't help but feel a little embarrassed: "You have to miss at least half the season, are you still laughing?!"
Unexpectedly, before he finished speaking, he was pulled by Gu Tingliao and hugged him in his arms, just as he was about to struggle, Gu Tingliao leaned his head against his shoulder and said, "But at least I didn't miss you. "
The deep and pleasant voice caused Chu Xiaoyuan's heart to be hit for an instant, his sanity disappeared for a moment, and his face burned.
Even so, he still couldn't help muttering in a low voice: "That's not what I won by myself."
After hugging for a long time, Chu Xiaoyuan reluctantly pushed him away. It was the first time he was a boyfriend, and Chu Xiaoyuan always felt that he had to show that he was busy peeling oranges for him to eat.
After peeling it off, he handed it over, but Gu Tingliao didn't reach out.
"what happened?"
Gu Tingliao calmed down and said, "Hey me."
"..." Even though he knew that this kid was arrogant, he never expected to be so...acting like a baby.The corner of Chu Xiaoyuan's mouth was pressed into a smile, he opened it, moved closer, and handed it to his mouth: "Come on, open your mouth."
Gu Tingliao was so brightly called out by him, even though he couldn't bear it, his face was still tense, he lowered his head slightly, and sucked someone's finger in a tricky way.
The hot and humid touch made Chu Xiaoyuan almost shake off the remaining orange in his hand, he couldn't believe it and looked at him with a sad face: "You——"
Where did you learn it at a young age? !
On the contrary, Gu Tingliao raised his eyebrows slightly at him as if he had succeeded, his eyes were lustful and lazy, and he slowly chewed the orange he just swallowed, letting the juice overflow from his lips, and sticking out the tip of his tongue along the wet He licked his lips.
Chu Xiaoyuan looked straight, and his Adam's apple rolled subconsciously.
I can eat oranges like this... gay is gay.
He is challenging him.
Chu Xiaoyuan suddenly stood up, his damn desire to win.
He threw the orange aside, glanced at the fruit basket, picked out a brightly colored cherries, reached out to pick it off, and glanced provocatively at Gu Tingliao, then raised his head slightly, holding the cherries in his hands The rod was hung above his mouth, and then he opened his mouth slightly, exposing the white teeth, lowered it down little by little, and held it.
Slowly sucking the smooth peel of the cherries, biting down, letting the purple juice overflow from the corner of his mouth.
From the moment Gu Tingliao saw his motives, his eyes gradually darkened from interest to the back, and he stared closely at the wanton young man in front of him. Feeling strange in himself, he immediately turned his head away from him.
Chu Xiaoyuan sensed the movement of the other party, and returned
head, swallowed the cherries and spit out the cores in one gulp, then threw them into the trash can.
He leaned over with a bad smile, sat on the edge of his bed, tilted his head towards Gu Tingliao's front: "What's the matter?"
Gu Tingliao turned his head to the other side because he moved his head closer, and he didn't want to look at him.
"No, you can't afford it, can you?" Chu Xiaoyuan made a fuss, changed his posture, almost knelt in front of his bed, put his hands on the side of the bed, and approached him excitedly, with a relentless mouth: " My hair hasn't even grown yet, and I still want to play with me..."
It was also at this moment that Gu Tingliao suddenly turned his head, leaned forward, kissed his lips that were different and stained with sweet knowledge, and bit his lips forcefully as if to relieve his breath.Chu Xiaoyuan chuckled lightly, and the soul of LSP ignited in his heart.
[Small, no matter what, it's just... What big tricks can you do in Lujiu? 】
"Ah..." Chu Xiaoyuan was caught off guard and brought to the tip of his ear, excited and screamed out.Gu Tingliao, who succeeded again, was not satisfied, and wanted to continue exploring...
"No, this is a hospital, what do you want to do?!" Although Chu Xiaoyuan felt comfortable, he couldn't help but feel ashamed in his heart, and hurriedly stepped back, but Gu Tingliao's big hands wrapped around his waist.
"Don't move." Gu Tingliao's voice seemed to be quite hoarse, no matter how stupid Chu Xiaoyuan was, he could hear some passion/desire in this voice, and he was as frightened as a quail.
Don't dare to move. Don't dare to move.
After a few seconds, he couldn't help but look down at Gu Tingliao, even if he just knelt in front of him, with the distance of one foot between them, he could still feel the heat from Gu Tingliao's body.
"You...why are you so hot?" He was surprised that he could feel the heat steaming from Gu Tingliao's cheek before he reached out his hand close.
This... is a virgin so fierce?
Chu Xiaoyuan swallowed secretly.
Gu Tingliao raised his eyes, his eyes were full of depression and longing, and there was even a wet and pitiful feeling in his eyes.
Chu Xiaoyuan hurriedly turned his eyes away, he was afraid that if he took another look, he would feel sorry for the other party.
A hot hand suddenly stretched out and took him into his arms, Gu Tingliao's almost hoarse voice came out softly begging for help: "Help me..."
"Ah? How, how can I help?" Even though he asked this, several cars had already flashed through Chu Xiaoyuan's mind.
The alarm bell went chirp-chuck-chuck.
While he was nervous, he was inevitably a little excited.
Isn't that a little too fast.
Does he use his hands...or...
Gu Ting Liaoben was holding back, looking up to see the light in his eyes, slightly startled, but not
Don't want to laugh: "You can help in any way you want."
Chu Xiaoyuan hesitated for a while, thinking that he should proceed step by step, not in a hurry, as it is not good to scare the children.He slowly reached into the bed...
After it was over, Chu Xiaoyuan sniffed the smell in the air, his hands were so sore, although he didn't see it, but the feeling just now... He sneaked another glance at Gu Tingliao's handsome face that had gradually calmed down.
He didn't know how to feel for a moment.
Probably happiness.
After Chu Xiaoyuan took care of the hygiene, he opened the window to let the air in while no one came.
Today is New Year's Eve, but it's a pity that in South Korea, I can't watch the Spring Festival Gala. Chu Xiaoyuan is not a person who cares about the taste of the year, but he hopes that the first day and the first year spent together with Gu Tingliao will be more ceremonial .
He took off his shoes, went to the bathroom to wash, and when he came back, without waiting for the other party's invitation, he lifted the quilt without authorization, and snuggled into his nest.
"Range."
Gu Tingliao was much better after resting for a week. He just got out of bed and went to the bathroom to deal with it. At this time, Gu Tingliao squeezed directly into his bed again, with a complicated expression on his face, a little surprised at his behavior, and then He moved to the side rather uprightly and let him sit in.
Chu Xiaoyuan got a warm position, nestled beside him contentedly, hugged him with bent legs, and said with a slight smile at the corner of his mouth: "I won't go back tonight, I will stay with you to watch the new year."
Gu Tingliao frowned: "I don't have a festival, so I don't need you to stay up late."
Chu Xiaoyuan: "Don't worry, I haven't played for two days after the weekly final. Besides, don't you want me to accompany you?"
After a while, Gu Tingliao still nodded honestly with a sullen face: "Yes, but I don't want you to work so hard."
"What's so hard about it? Stay with me and take care of me..." Chu Xiaoyuan stopped talking, thinking of what the two of them hadn't done before, he hugged the fingers of his feet and touched them lightly under the quilt She lowered Gu Tingliao's calf, looked up at him and said, "I don't seem to have told you about my family. Since we are together now, do you want to know me a little more?"
These words sounded nothing, but when he opened his mouth, Gu Tingliao actually heard a vibrato.He hesitated for a moment, then nodded slightly: "Okay, you can choose what you want to say, and I'll listen."
"Okay, New Year's Eve, let me tell you some happy things about my childhood."
Chu Xiaoyuan is very good at telling stories. He vividly told Gu Tingliao all the interesting little things and embarrassing things in his childhood and student days. from his mouth
When it comes out, there is always a comedy style that makes people laugh.
In the past, Chu Xiaoyuan liked to tell people about these little things.
It's just that Gu Tingliao seldom smiled, but listened carefully.
This made Chu Xiaoyuan feel unfulfilling again and again, and couldn't help complaining: "Why do you have such a good laugh?"
Gu Tingliao looked into his eyes seriously, shook his head slightly, and said, "But you at those times were obviously very sad."
Just this one sentence, Chu Xiaoyuan couldn't bear it anymore, two lines of tears rolled down from his eyes.
No one ever said that.
He used to be like a comedian, using exaggerated and funny words to cover up his unlucky past, and he got up bitterly and patted the gray smile on his body, waiting for everyone to stop laughing.
Chu Xiaoyuan hurriedly reached out to wipe away the tears, and smiled at him: "It's over anyway."
In his memories of the past, the most is his old urchin-like grandfather. The happy years between grandparents and grandchildren are nostalgic and unforgettable.
"My grandpa, a very good little old man, his recipes are delicious and his craftsmanship is good. He can always make all kinds of gadgets for me in different ways. I didn't need to buy toys when I was young."
Gu Tingliao listened to his words quietly, and occasionally added a sentence: "Then what happened after that?"
"Later..." Chu Xiaoyuan smiled and looked back at him, "Later he fell ill, gastric cancer caused by geriatric disease, my parents wanted to give up treatment, and I was playing in North America when I got the news. I didn't want to give up, I contacted I went to a doctor in the United States... After I came back, I immediately went through the formalities for my grandfather to go abroad for treatment..."
Pain flashed across Gu Tingliao's eyes, it turned out to be like this...
Chu Xiaoyuan continued in a low voice: "So I had to retire at that time. I only have such a grandfather, and he was the only one who supported me to drop out of school to play e-sports. I have to accompany him. I have been playing e-sports for seven years. gone."
That's what he said, but Gu Tingliao still couldn't help feeling distressed.Even so, Chu Xiaoyuan, who is almost at the end of his career, may really be unable to continue once he retires and his condition declines... He thought of himself who refused to return to China at the beginning, and couldn't help but squeeze the hand beside him.
"sorry, I do not know……"
Chu Xiaoyuan waved his hand: "Forget it, it's my fault. You just returned to China. You disappeared for a few months and came back to tell me that you signed GOD. I really don't know how to tell you that I want to retire. Obviously I insisted on signing down you."
"Although my grandfather was with him that year in the United States, I knew
He said that he was in great pain, and in the end he couldn't eat at all... He obviously likes to eat so much..." Chu Xiaoyuan didn't continue.
After a while, he continued: "Grandpa finally told me, let me come back, don't give up, he said he still likes the way I stand on the podium. I think so, I like it too, so I came back gone."
He turned his head to look at Gu Tingliao, and said seriously: "Gu Tingliao, I was not born well, and I don't have any education. I can't do anything except play games. It's really bad, and I'm even... a man, nothing Okay. Maybe you will be confused because of the dazzling me on the podium, and you will like me because you have more or less admiration, or you like me because I helped you with a little effort..."
"I'm not sure how long this kind of love can last. After all, one day I will retire, one day I will no longer be dazzling, and I will be replaced by you or a better e-sports player, and even now I may give Not much warmth for you. After all, I am just like this..."
Chu Xiaoyuan wanted to add something while talking, he thought that since he had decided to be with the boy in front of him, as an immature adult, he had to explain it clearly to him.
But Gu Tingliao just looked into his eyes seriously, and there was emotion in his eyes that he couldn't understand.
"Also, I have seriously understood that the current social environment is actually not so friendly to homosexuals, and it is destined to be discriminated against, incomprehensible, and even abused by many people. I have been used to being scolded since I was a child. I can bear it." Chu Xiaoyuan smiled, looked up at him steadily, and said with a smile.
"But little fox, if you want, no matter what the future holds, let's go together. I've always been timid, but I'm brave this time. I can't fight the whole world, but I will protect you."
Gu Tingliao listened to his words, his chest was filled with turbulent emotions, he couldn't help holding him tightly in his arms, as if he wanted to rub him into his own flesh and blood.
After a while, Chu Xiaoyuan heard his trembling voice: "Chu Xiaoyuan, you are a heartless person, what do you want to do so much?"
"It's not like you at all."
Chu Xiaoyuan stretched out his hand to hug him back: "I'll give you a vaccination, I'm afraid you will regret it. After all, who knows how long you can like me?"
He carefully tested it jokingly, and heard Gu Tingliao muffled in his ear and asked, "How long do you want?"
"...I don't know." Chu Xiaoyuan asked back, "
How long will you like me? "
"85."
"Huh?" Chu Xiaoyuan's mind flashed, and he couldn't help laughing, "Did you make a mistake, it seems to be over a hundred years old."
Gu Tingliao hugged him tightly: "No, it's only been so long."
"Okay, then in 85, even one year less." Chu Xiaoyuan reached out and hugged him tightly.
He heard Gu Tingliao whispering in his ear: "From now on, Happy New Year."
"Happy New Year, little fox."
作者有话要说:感谢在2021-01-2122:49:36~2021-01-2222:58:57期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: 2522425510 bottles; 5 bottles of Muyan, soft and sweet o; 1 bottle of fruit jam;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
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