Me dressed as a gin brother

By this stage, Kurosawa no longer had to play someone else.

He closed his eyes and pulled himself away from the role of "Kurosawa Hideaki before pretending to commit suicide".

"How would I perform self-suggestion?"

You should look in the mirror, look into your own eyes, lower your voice, and guide you sentence by sentence.

In order to deepen the effect of the suggestion, the cycle of the suggestion will be lengthened, the less important information will be laid out in front, all the logic will be completed, and the suggestion will be continued for at least a week.

This kind of psychological suggestion and self-hypnosis has certain dangers.So he must simulate many times before starting, and record the experiment.

After confirming that it is completely feasible, it will not be taken lightly.

When it officially starts, a safe word will be set as the key to remove the hint.

Kurosawa Hideaki thought while looking at the sink under the mirror.

The edge of the sink was dusty and looked dirty.

He turned on the tap to rinse the place that hadn't been used for a long time.

Seeing the water flowing into the black drain with dust, Kurosawa Hideaki let out a sigh of relief.

Next comes the top priority.

Once you figure out how auto-suggestion works, you just need to unpack the suggestion to figure out why it was suggested in the first place.

So how to unlock the hint?

According to his personality, since it starts with the mirror, it should end with the mirror.

He raised his head slowly, blinked suddenly a second before he was about to meet his gaze, and quickly lowered his head.

Something is not right.

If Kurosawa Hideaki before the "Fake Suicide" is exactly the same person as he is now.

Then "he" would leave that flawed suicide note when he hypnotized himself?

will not.

Properly forging tear stains is actually quite simple and inexpensive.

You only need to buy artificial teardrops at the pharmacy, then use a dropper to take the liquid, lift it up to a certain height, and let the artificial tears drop down, which can form a perfect splash edge, visually achieving the effect of being fake.

Such a simple matter can be known with a little common sense.

So this flaw was exposed on purpose!

why?

To guide the current him to look in the mirror?

No, not such a superficial effect.

"You want to slow down my thinking speed and let me not be so anxious." Kurosawa Hideaki supported the sink, "Okay, then I will slow down a little."

He reached for a handful of cold water and rubbed it on his face, then straightened up, avoiding looking at himself in the mirror, and walked back to the bathtub.

"You don't want me to look in the mirror before I'm ready."

"why?"

"This really stumps me."

Kurosawa Hideaki showed a slightly excited smile, "But I like this game."

"You should be in pain, what's bothering you." Kurosawa Hideaki murmured and looked around, "False suicide is just the last step in your hypnosis. Did you abandon a painful memory?"

"No, you are not a coward to do such a stupid thing."

"You have a brother who loves you in your memory, but I don't have one. You washed him away." Kurosawa Hideaki clenched his fist and hammered the edge of the bathtub vigorously, the dull impact echoed in the bathroom.

"You washed him away! My anger is also expected from you, because you didn't wash away my desire for family, and even consciously strengthened this desire, which will make me realize that I have a loved one. I cherish it very much.”

Kurosawa Hideaki shuddered, as if he had grabbed one of the mysterious spider's furry legs.

He stood up abruptly, and had a conversation with his long-gone self: "For such an important matter, you must have recorded a videotape. I want to watch your videotape!"

"Where would you hide the tape?"

knock --

The door of the bathroom rang twice politely, "Sir, are you finished?" Xi Yuanhe asked cautiously.

"Go away." Kurosawa Hideaki raised his voice, "Did you come here specifically for me to scold you?"

Xi Yuanhe stood outside the door, pressing his hot cheeks against the cold wooden door.

Was, was said.

"Go get a chair." Kurosawa Hideaki opened the bathroom door a little.

When Nishizono moved the chairs by the dining table, Kurosawa Hideaki immediately opened the bathroom door, dragged the chairs into the room, and closed the door with a "bang".

"Where did you hide the videotape? There must be a security word you set in it."

Kurosawa Hideaki said to himself, "When you find the safe words and look in the mirror, you can directly use the safe words to unlock the psychological hints. This method will undoubtedly be safer."

"I know where you'd hide the videotape, on top of the bathroom if it was me anyway."

Kurosawa Hideaki was a little dizzy and incoherent. He stepped on the chair and knocked on the waterproof partition on the top of the bathroom.

After lifting the waterproof partition, he clearly found an SD card wrapped in a moisture-proof bag at half an arm's length away.

"Okay, now it's time to see what Cary said."

Kurosawa Hideaki walked out of the bathroom with the SD card in hand, and the house was empty.

What about Xiyuanhe?

Forget it, it doesn't matter.

He dug out the video camera from the bedside table in the bedroom, took out two spare batteries from the side, and inserted the memory card into the video camera neatly to turn it on.

zizi——

A slight electric current sounded in the ear, and the built-in screen of the camera was not too big, but the figure inside could be clearly seen.

The current scene is very strange, Hideaki Kurosawa is sitting in front of the bed watching the video that Hideaki Kurosawa left for him in the past.

"Hi, it's April 4st, Happy April Fool's Day."

"For convenience, you can call me K."

Kurosawa Hideaki, who was sitting in front of the camera, leaned back slightly after saying this.

"My auditory hallucinations are getting worse, but I don't think they are auditory hallucinations. After repeated verification, what I hear is the voice of others. It's so boring, it's better than auditory hallucinations."

The camera flickered for a while, and the "K" in the screen was distorted, and then returned to its original shape after 0.3 seconds.

"Hearing hallucinations have been bothering me for five months. At first, it was a bit like a tape recorder with no power, and it rang once in a while. But recently, it has been too frequent and the noise is scary. I haven't had a good night's sleep for a month."

K moved his face closer to the camera, pointed under his eyes and said, "Look."

Because of fair skin, dark circles appear a little obvious.

Kurosawa Hideaki watched his actions in the video, and wonderfully brought him into Gin's perspective.

Did my brother look at him like that before?

"The number of flashbacks has been increasing recently. It's normal. People who can hear people's voices always feel more malicious and self-doubt."

"By the way, the boss of the new puzzle game released on Horror Night is the old lady from the beginning."

K smiled gloatingly, "I can't be the only one spoiled, you have to know, otherwise it's too unfair."

Kurosawa Hideaki smiled, "I don't think it's fair, you washed out that brother from my memory."

"Oh, I forgot, you probably don't like playing games now." K was silent for a while, "It feels amazing to talk to myself, but it's not bad. See you tomorrow."

Zi... click.

"Good evening, today is April 4. I've had tinnitus all day, but it's not very important."

As he spoke, K came to the bathroom holding the camera, put it on a tripod, and then sat down by the bathtub.

Kurosawa Hideaki raised his eyebrows, and he is now watching this video while sitting on the edge of the bathtub in this posture.

"Today it's important to talk about a guy I met half a month ago. He's an FBI. He just came back from undercover. He looks like he's broken in love, a little... out of his mind? The word doesn't seem right, but I think he's in a daze .”

"I ran into him. I was just about to have a flashback, and I couldn't walk very well, and I bumped into this absent-minded FBI."

K pursed his lower lip and looked directly at the camera, "At that moment, I seemed to see his memory."

"That is a picture, I will deal with it and keep it."

"No test today, I still want to chat with you."

"I have an older brother who may not have done anything nice, but he was nice to me."

"Six years ago, I discovered that the place where he worked was a secret organization, but this organization was hidden very deep, and I couldn't catch their feet for the time being."

"I want to save him, you should think about it now, too?"

K sighed: "But my time is running out, the flashback is getting worse and worse, and the time I lose consciousness is getting longer and longer, and maybe a month or two later I will lose my heartbeat during the attack. You understand what I'm talking about Xiuming."

"Yeah." Kurosawa Hideaki responded off-screen.

Once dissociative (conversion) disorder becomes severe, it is not surprising to have any symptoms.

"Today is the last day I'll talk to you like this, and we'll be doing business from tomorrow on."

K smiled and continued talking about the FBI.

"I used the perspective of the FBI to watch a Japanese policeman commit suicide. The Japanese policeman's code name in the organization is Scotland."

"To be honest, that picture has a strong impact, and it's still replaying in my mind these days."

"Speaking of which, I also saw a blond man, who should be the colleague of the Japanese police. He looks very powerful... Unfortunately..."

The voice stopped abruptly, and K leaned closer to the camera to check the recording time.

"It's time, see you tomorrow."

Zizi...click.

After a brief pause, the camera switch was pressed again, this time changing the angle.

The camera is placed at the position where Kurosawa Hideaki is now leaning against. From this position, K's back and the face reflected in the mirror can be clearly seen.

Kurosawa Hideaki looked at the camera, as if he was sitting by the bathtub and saw himself standing in front of the mirror.

"April 4rd, I'm Kurosawa Hideaki, 3 years old, male, with 23 degrees..."

K quickly read his biography three times.

Kurosawa Hideaki pursed his lower lip, this step was to prevent accidents during self-suggestion.

Self-suggestion and self-hypnosis are relatively dangerous things. If you don’t firmly believe that you are the only independent individual, you may have a sub-personality that you don’t know whether it’s male or female, big or small, human or dog. Come.

"I have been in the orphanage since I realized it. Although the material conditions here are not good, the people in charge are very good."

K paused for a while, "No one adopted me, no sponsors liked me, because I was too smart, they were afraid of people who were too smart, I had no relatives, and I was even alone on my birthday every year."

K talked to himself in the mirror for 5 minutes, all of which were Kurosawa Hideaki's memories of his childhood.

So far so good.

After 5 minutes, K let out a long sigh of relief.

"That's it for today, the game is over."

"See you tomorrow."

Zi - click.

"Good morning, K. Today is April 4th." Kurosawa, who was recording on the screen, said.

"Ha." Offscreen, Kurosawa Hideaki leaned on the edge of the bathtub and gave a short laugh.

Now the person inside has begun to transform from K to Kurosawa Hideaki.

"I lost my sense of taste today, but it's nothing serious, it's just that the eggs are a bit disgusting to eat. Today's game has begun."

After K quickly finished talking about his illness, he walked in front of the mirror, "I'm Kurosawa Hideaki, male, 23 years old...the orphanage...no relatives."

A retelling of his life before he started a new hint added!

Kurosawa Hideaki straightened his back slightly.

On the palm-sized small screen, K stared at his own eyes in the mirror and said, "I like playing video games, but I'm not very good at computers. I only know simple codes, which are no match for professional ones. Recently, I like The company’s game company announced that it will launch a new game. Regarding reasoning, there are 10 cases in the easy mode, 20 cases in the normal mode, and an immersive CG in front of the hard mode. I heard that there will be an hour, and I am looking forward to it.”

Kurosawa Hideaki watched himself repeating this sentence at least 10 times in the mirror, and then the naked eye became more and more happy as he said it, as if he really began to look forward to this game that has not yet been released and will never be released.

K smiled happily, then washed his face and brushed his teeth as usual, and finally said: "The game is over, I'm going to the laboratory. See you tomorrow, K."

Kurosawa Hideaki said, "See you tomorrow, K."

Zila - click.

"April 4th, the taste is back today, but I still don't want to eat eggs, the turkey noodles are pretty good, you must try it. The game is on."

K finished talking to the camera and walked to the mirror. This time, he repeated what he said two days ago when he was talking about his life.

Then he said: "The company's new game is on the market. When I went to buy it in the afternoon, I found that it was limited. I didn't buy it, and I was a little disappointed. But it doesn't matter. In two days, there will be a case that I need to work with my colleagues. There are real cases It’s okay, let’s look forward to the real case!”

"game over."

Zi - click.

"On April 4th, the case was resolved. It was boring to fly back and forth, but my colleague recommended a game to me at the same time. Coincidentally, this game turned out to be the one I didn't buy!"

"That's great. I must clear the level on the plane. I played the easy mode and the hard mode first. When the hell mode started, there was an hour of cg ahead..."

At this point, K's face reflected in the mirror showed a recalled expression.

Kurosawa Hideaki immediately thought of the cg he saw.

According to K, he saw Akai Shuichi's memory at that time, so he watched the whole process of "Zhu Fu Jingguang"'s suicide from Akai Shuichi's perspective.

So there shouldn't be Shuichi Akai in the original picture.

But he has seen it in the cg, which means that when recalling, K specially emphasized the third perspective, and complemented Shuichi Akai's attire.

K recalled it at least three times before speaking again, "I don't like this cg, it's too long and there are no buttons."

"game over."

Kurosawa Hideaki reached out to press the pause button, and squeezed the space between his eyebrows.

The safe word is found, and it is game over that is said every time.

Problems have been solved one after another, and only the last one remains——

"Why am I doing autosuggestion?"

The answer to this question is obvious.It was the one thing he wanted to do most when he woke up and had been doing it all along.

"I want to rationalize and blur the cause of flashback, how to treat myself, and give myself more time to do something that must be done."

"Pull my brother out of the organization, and then destroy the organization."