The reason for crossing over is because I once loved you

When Li Zimu woke up, he saw that the surroundings were all white. The room was very small and simple. There was only one bed in the room of less than ten square meters, and he was lying on this bed.

Li Zimu got up and wanted to see where it was, but found that he could not move at all. He barely raised his head and found that he was tightly bound on the bed. There was a window with iron bars welded on it, and the door also looked like it had been guarded, and it looked very solid. It opened at a height of about one person, but it was blocked by a partition, so you couldn't see the outside.

The feeling of fear overwhelmed Li Zimu's carelessness, she shouted, hoping that someone would come over, the creature that she usually hates to see, but now she can't wait to get close.

Finally, with the sound of hurried footsteps, the thick door was opened, and a woman dressed as a nurse entered.

Seeing someone coming, Li Zimu stopped shouting, but felt very scared, and just stared at the nurse.

"You're finally awake, I'll call your attending doctor, wait a minute," the nurse said in a spring-like tone before turning around and leaving the door.

Li Zimu was a little dazed, the attending doctor?This is a hospital?But why is the hospital ward like this?Why do hospitals have restraint belts?

Is it?

As soon as the word "mental hospital" appeared in his mind, Li Zimu was startled. He tried to deny it, but he hoped that it was true. In the hands of famous people.

Li Zimu welcomed her attending doctor in a state of anxiety. He looked like a normal middle-aged man, wearing rimless glasses.

The attending doctor didn't speak, but just looked at her, which made Li Zimu a little puzzled, shouldn't he ask how he feels first?

Finally, Li Zimu felt that he couldn't stand the doctor's eyes, so he said, "Doctor, may I ask, where is this?".

"City Third Hospital", the doctor's tone was as gentle as that of the nurse.

Li Zimu immediately understood that he was indeed in No. [-] Hospital, the only mental hospital in this city, but at least he was relieved, this is a hospital after all, it's not a strange place.

But Li Zimu was still very worried, why did he wake up in the mental hospital?

"Why am I here?" Li Zimu asked cautiously, "Why is there a restraint belt?".

"Don't you remember? You chased your boss with a knife in your company and said you were going to stab him to death. After the police subdued you, they found that you were not in a good mental condition, so they sent you to our hospital."

Li Zimu was a little stunned, why, he had no memory at all?

"May I ask when did that happen?" Li Zimu felt his head hurt.

"It happened last month. Since you were sent here, this is the first time you have been sober. Most of the time you were screaming and killing, and you could only inject tranquilizers at regular intervals." The doctor smiled, seemingly Very happy, "Because your condition is very serious, we tried a new drug for you yesterday, and it seems to work well today."

"New medicine?" Li Zimu was submerged in the huge amount of information, but still grasped the word subconsciously.

"Yes, it's the latest drug for schizophrenia," the doctor's tone was still spring breeze.

It's just that Li Zimu was completely lost in this sentence.

The doctor saw that Li Zimu's mood was stable, and the previous mania had faded away, so he just filled out the medical records and left. Before leaving, he still kindly said to Li Zimu: "Because your condition has just stabilized and remains to be seen, so the restraint belt It can’t be unlocked yet, if you need anything, press the button on the right, and a nurse will come.”

Li Zimu turned his head to look, and there was indeed a button on the right, so he nodded to the doctor to show that he knew.

After the doctor left, Li Zimu fell into a complete trance, and he was really mentally ill.The day passed in a trance, during which a nurse brought food. Seeing that Li Zimu was in a stable condition, she asked the attending physician for instructions and then untied Li Zimu for half an hour, allowing her to eat by herself.

The days lying in bed were not easy, and the days being forced to lie in bed were even more difficult, but at least the doctor saw that the new medicine was effective, and gradually increased the time for Li Zimu to untie the restraint belt. Although it was still only part of the way, it was better than being forced to I can't move even if I'm tied up.

This day, Li Zimu was finally allowed to untie all the restraint belts, so she also ushered in the first day of receiving medical visits.

In the past, because of the poor condition, people who came to visit the patient could only look in through the small observation port through the door. Now Li Zimu's condition has stabilized a lot, and he can finally accept face-to-face visits.

The person who came to visit him was Zhao Ziqin, and Li Zimu was not surprised at all. Apart from her, I am afraid that no one in this world would care about his life or death.

The two sat facing each other, and the table between them was not that big, but it was enough for Li Zimu to not be able to touch the person sitting across from him.

Silence spread.

It was Zhao Ziqin who finally said, "Heal here with peace of mind, and try to heal as soon as possible," with a slight tremor in his voice.

Li Zimu didn't know how to respond, so he could only say: "Yes, I see."

"Zimu, if you have anything to do in the future, please speak out. Don't force yourself. Look at what you are now."

Li Zimu looked into Zhao Ziqin's eyes firmly, but in the end there was only a sigh. She wanted to say, but where to start?

In the end, Li Zimu stopped worrying about where to start, and said, "Sister Qin, I don't remember anything, I just think that I just had a dream, dreaming of Mo Nianlan."

"Mo Nianlan?" Zhao Ziqin was a little puzzled.

"It's Liu Xinran, her name is Mo Nianlan in the dream..."

"Zimu, why are you bothering, what's so good about her, she's been gone for three years, and you still miss her." Zhao Ziqin was a little emotional when he heard that Li Zimu mentioned that woman.

Li Zimu ignored Zhao Ziqin's excitement, and just said: "Sister Qin, do you know that in the dream, she also liked me, but...".

Li Zimu smiled slightly, lowered his head and continued: "It's just that she thought I was related to her blood, so she left me. But later, she found out that she is not my sister, and I have no blood relationship with her at all." .

"This is your dream?" Zhao Ziqin calmed down and looked at Li Zimu again.

"Well, there are actually many other things in the dream. The parents in my dream are both girls, and they are very kind to me," Li Zimu replied with his head down.

"However, later, Mo Nianlan and I were bumped into by my father on the bed. As a result, my father cleaned up all Concubine Lian's family. Kill Mo Nianlan too," Li Zimu slowly described these things that were clearer than reality.

Zhao Ziqin was a little dizzy, she felt that she was confused by this inexplicable relationship.

So, Zhao Ziqin decided to start with the first noun that was not settled, "Father?".

"Well," Li Zimu raised his head and smiled at Zhao Ziqin, "I forgot to mention that although she is a woman, she looks younger than me, yet she asked me to call her Father King."

"What about Concubine Lian?" Zhao Ziqin was very happy that Li Zimu was finally willing to tell his story. Even if it was just a dream, it was a good beginning.

"Concubine Lian is my father's concubine and Mo Nianlan's mother," Li Zimu lowered his head when he said this.

"It's just that Mo Nianlan is not my father's blood." Li Zimu's voice was muffled because he lowered his head and suppressed his throat.

"Father already knew about this, but he didn't make trouble until it happened that I was intimate with Nian Lan on the bed."

"Because I poked myself too hard when I pleaded with my father, I lost a lot of blood, and fell into a coma for a few days. When I woke up, Concubine Lian's family, except for Nian Lan, had all been executed."

"Later, Mo Nianlan came again. I was reading a book at that time, and she opened the door and came in." Li Zimu raised his head again and smiled at the cover.

"That night... that night, I can't remember very clearly," Li Zimu blushed when he said this, "I only remember... I just remember being like a fairy in the sky."

Suddenly, Li Zimu changed the subject again, as if he was in some kind of pain, "But when I woke up the next day, Mo Nianlan was no longer there, and I only left a note for me saying 'Farewell, we will see you indefinitely' ".

"Zimu..." Zhao Ziqin stopped, organized his words again, and said: "Zimu, you also said that it was just a dream, you are awake now, so don't worry about it, okay? ".

"But..." Li Zimu wanted to refute, but he couldn't come up with anything.

"You are here to cooperate with the doctor to treat illnesses, and I will clean up your kennel for you." Zhao Ziqin saw someone gesturing at the lookout on the door. This was a signal that the visiting time was about to end. .

Li Zimu woke up when he heard the word "kennel". If all this was an illusion, then what happened to his bedroom that day?

There is also that warm current, that little person in the dantian, Li Zimu inspected it, the little person in the dantian has now turned into the color of white jade, and the subtle places have turned into transparency, but they are still radiant .

After the investigation, Li Zimu raised his head and looked at Zhao Ziqin with a complicated expression.

"Sister Qin, have you...have you visited my bedroom?".

"Well, I went to see it. Except for the bed, everything is broken." Although Zhao Ziqin was a little puzzled why Li Zimu asked this question, he still answered it truthfully.

"Sister Qin, does my bedroom look like it was damaged by someone?" Li Zimu lowered his head again.

"Sister Qin, I'm not crazy." Li Zimu raised his head and met Zhao Ziqin's gaze firmly.

On the same day, Zhao Ziqin came out of the Municipal Third Hospital and went straight to Li Zimu's kennel. Once inside, he rushed to the bedroom without even changing his shoes.

She remembered that these days she was busy asking someone to find a good psychiatrist to treat Li Zimu, but she only came here once, in a hurry, and didn't bother to organize anything.

Pushing open the door of the bedroom, what you see is a mess all over the place. Look at the solid wooden wardrobe that was originally solid, but now it has become pieces of broken wood...

Zhao Ziqin raised her head suddenly, yes, she found out: there is no trace of knife and ax on this wood!

Could it be that this wardrobe was broken by itself?

Zhao Ziqin inspected it carefully, and not only did the broken wood of the wardrobe not have any traces of knives and axes, but all the broken things in the room, no matter how big or small, and whether they were fragile or strong, did not show any traces of man-made chopping.

Those fragile ones can still be said to be broken by plum wood, but how did these originally solid things turn into debris?

Li Zimu's firm eyes flashed before Zhao Ziqin's eyes, and he suddenly felt a little dizzy.

The author has something to say: Hehe, will it end here?

Of course... no, it's not dark.

It's just that there are only nineteen chapters in one volume, isn't it too little?

It's just that there is a big piece missing after the sister abuse was removed by the online review, and it really can't be filled...

There is also reader Zha, thank you for coming to see my update so late last night, what a pity, it is a pity that Jinjiang has a convulsion today, and I can't reply to your comment, so I will make it up for you here.