The reason for crossing over is because I once loved you

Although he was very suspicious, he thought that maybe he had drunk the broken piece, and he ran back in the middle of the night and didn't remember it.What's more, I really have a splitting headache now, and I don't have time to study these things carefully.I got up and drank some water, struggled to take a shower casually, and then lay back on the bed, but there was a knock on the door before I could relax.Li Zimu suddenly felt that he should fix the doorbell. When the doorbell was broken, he always felt that he didn't have many friends anyway, and there was absolutely no one who came here with free time, so he didn't plan to fix it.But listening to the knock on the door, I couldn't help but think of the hardness of the anti-theft door, and unconsciously began to feel pain in my hands.So, ignoring the headache, he hurriedly got up and ran to open the door.

Opening the door, I found that it was my best friend Zhao Ziqin.Zhao Ziqin was not polite either. He watched the door open and walked in. After changing his slippers, he threw the bag in his hand to Li Zimu, and ordered bluntly, "Drink it all."

Li Zimu opened the bag and found that it was some medicinal soup for hangover.You're not too polite, I drank it all in two or three sips.Then he fell headfirst on the sofa in the living room, closed his eyes and waited for the hangover medicine to take effect.But the headache was severe, and the eyelids were heavy, and he fell asleep immediately without realizing it.Zhao Ziqin couldn't help being angry when she saw her half-dead look, but Li Zimu couldn't get angry at her now, so he had to pour himself a glass of water, then sit on the side sofa and wait. Let her "live".

After waiting for a long time, until Zhao Ziqin's stomach started growling, Li Zimu still had no intention of waking up.It's not that Zhao Ziqin never thought of dragging Li Zimu to the bed to sleep, but Li Zimu doesn't look fat, but he is not light. It is absolutely impossible for him to get her to the bed safe and sound, so he simply keeps her in bed. Go snuggle up on the sofa.

Touching her stomach, Zhao Ziqin wondered if she could make something to eat, so she opened the door of Li Zimu's refrigerator, only to find that there were a lot of spicy duck necks and cans of beer in the refrigerator. Nothing.Zhao Ziqin knew that since Liu Xinran's death, this bitch has become less fond of going out than before, so there must be a lot of instant noodles in the kitchen, and he was thinking of finding some eggs and vegetables from the refrigerator to make a bowl of instant noodles. See In this way, I can only dry cook instant noodles.

Going back to the living room and looking at Li Zimu who was still sleeping on the sofa, Zhao Ziqin saw Li Zimu's key thrown on the coffee table, thought for a while, picked up the key, and pulled out a thin blanket from the bedroom to cover Li Zimu. Wooden body, then went out and went straight to the supermarket.

Zhao Ziqin, who came back from the supermarket, found that Li Zimu was awake and was rummaging around looking for his keys. He was obviously taken aback when he saw Zhao Ziqin open the door and come in.Zhao Ziqin casually threw the key to Li Zimu, changed his shoes and took the ingredients into the kitchen. After a busy work, the table was filled with steaming dishes.

During this period, Li Zimu has been sitting in the living room, hesitating whether to go in to help, but with his current virtue and his cooking skills, I am afraid that there is nothing he can do except to help.After some hesitation, I finally gave up and sat on the sofa blankly, wanting to sleep, but when I woke up from the wine, I closed my eyes and my mind was filled with that pool of red accompanied by the screams of pedestrians and the muffled sound of a car hitting a human body. There was a message that Wang Jin, who was told to push him away, was unable to save him.Li Zimu stroked his bangs back fiercely, and finally buried his head between his arms as if admitting defeat.

After Zhao Ziqin finished the meal, he saw Li Zimu sitting on the sofa in a half-dead state, so he picked it up and threw it to the dining table.Although Li Zimu didn't have much appetite, but if he didn't eat it, he would be too sorry for Zhao Ziqin's busy work. Anyway, a man with a family came here early in the morning to deliver medicine and cook for him.So I ate some food anyway, remembering that Zhao Ziqin didn't come home at noon, and the big and small ones in her family didn't know what was going on, but looking at Zhao Ziqin didn't seem worried at all, and I felt embarrassed to ask, after all, it was because of me That's why Zhao Ziqin ran over.

Zhao Ziqin saw that Li Zimu had eaten some food no matter what, so his work was not in vain.Seeing her hesitate to speak again, she looked at herself worriedly, knowing that she was just worried about what she would do if she didn't go home at noon, so she said, "During the summer vacation, my husband took his son to his grandparents' house to play. No. Don’t worry about it, take care of yourself first and then talk.”

Li Zimu felt relieved after hearing the words, and reluctantly ate a few mouthfuls of food. He really lost his appetite, looked at Zhao Ziqin, and finally didn't have the courage to leave the dining table.

Zhao Ziqin is three years older than Li Zimu, and has always taken care of Li Zimu since he was a child.Looking at Li Zimu's current state, he felt uncomfortable.But Li Zimu is introverted by nature, he never takes the initiative to say anything, just keeps it in his heart.I came here today because I was afraid that Li Zimu would not be able to let go of the death of the person who saved her, and would not speak out, so that some problems would arise.The last time Liu Xinran committed suicide and was not saved, Li Zimu directly suppressed his depression. Fortunately, he discovered it early, otherwise he would not know what it would have developed into.

This time, I can't let this coward hold it back by himself, and then do something wrong.

After dinner, clean up the dishes, and Li Zimu took the initiative to clean up the table and wash the pots and dishes. Zhao Ziqin did the cooking, so she can't let her do the finishing work.

When Li Zimu finished packing the dishes and returned to the living room, he was embarrassed to find Zhao Ziqin sitting on the sofa and looking at her silently.Li Zimu couldn't lift his head up when Zhao Ziqin looked at him, but he couldn't escape by jumping out of the window, so he had to bite the bullet and sit down.

There was no words for a while, and the atmosphere was awkward and weird.

In the end it was Zhao Ziqin who broke the deadly silence: "Do you know the name of the person who pushed you away?"

Li Zimu lowered his head, bit his lower lip, and said in a dull voice, "Well, the police told me that his name is Wang Jin."

"Then do you know any relatives of him, have you visited them?"

"No, I planned to ask the transportation department, but I didn't dare to go in."

"Afraid of meeting his family?"

"Ah."

"Li Zimu!" ​​Zhao Ziqin's voice seemed a little angry. "Wang Jin died because he saved you. Even if you think you have no obligation to live for others, you should visit their family members anyway."

Li Zimu still lowered his head, and said in a muffled voice, "I'm not afraid because I don't feel that I have no obligation to live for others."

"Then why are you afraid?"

"I'm afraid to see them sad. I'm afraid they will cry."

in memory

"I'm so envious that you can go to support education, and I really want to go."

"Then let's go together. Auntie and uncle's family support you as a teacher."

"No, I won't go, I'm afraid I won't be able to come back after I go."

"Haha, I just can't bear to part with your precious game. If you want to come back, who can tie you up and prevent you from coming back?"

"I'm afraid that if I go there, I will be reluctant to leave the people there."

"I really don't know whether you are too soft-hearted or too hard-hearted."

Walking out of the memory, looking at Li Zimu in front of him, he didn't know what to do for a while.After hesitating for a moment, he suggested: "How about this, you pack up your things, change your clothes, and I'll go and have a look with you."

Li Zimu raised his head, looked straight at Zhao Ziqin, finally lowered his head again, said "um" softly, and got up to wash and change clothes.

After packing up, the two went to the transportation department together, hoping to know where Wang Jin's family was so they could visit.When I arrived at the traffic department, I happened to meet the traffic policeman who took notes for Li Zimu that day, explaining his purpose, and the traffic policeman also kindly expressed his willingness to help.So Li Zimu and Zhao Ziqin were asked to wait in the reception room, and they went to ask the department in charge of this area.

Not long after, he came back with a document and said to Li Zimu and Zhao Ziqin: "It seems a bit difficult for you to find Wang Jin's family. He is an orphan, has no official job, and has no fixed residence. After our investigation, we found that he has no There are no other relatives or friends, and no one has come to claim his body until now. Even the medical expenses for rescuing him were paid for by the bravery rewards approved by the city."

Li Zimu and Zhao Ziqin were a little dazed, as if they couldn't accept this fact.

In the end, the two had no choice but to thank each other blankly and leave the traffic department.

After sending Li Zimu back to his residence, Zhao Ziqin said a few more words of comfort.Although Li Zimu looked at a loss when he saw Li Zimu, it was much better than the half-dead one before.

Just as Zhao Ziqin was thinking about whether to make Li Zimu's dinner first, and when he was returning home, Li Zimu suddenly said, "I want to buy a cemetery for Wang Jin and bury him properly."

"Well, you can deal with this matter yourself." Zhao Ziqin finally breathed a sigh of relief looking at Li Zimu who had finally "alive".

That night, Zhao Ziqin saw that Li Zimu's mood was fine, so he made dinner with Li Zimu and went home.

Li Zimu took a bath early that night and lay on the bed waiting for Zhou Gong to call.When he was about to fall asleep, he thought of the white fox in the dream that night again, smiled slightly as if he was a little self-deprecating, turned over, and fell into the dream.

The author has something to say: the third watch comes to report.

Fixed the typo.