The reason for crossing over is because I once loved you

"Slackers get up, slackers get up..."

Li Zimu gradually woke up under the call of the alarm clock, pressed the alarm clock, sat up and looked around.

I lay on the hardwood bed I specially bought, and the surrounding furniture was all pure white, except for the alarm clock on the bedside, which was blue and looked like Doraemon.Pick it up, think about it carefully, how long have I been using this alarm clock, I bought it when I was in the second year of junior high school, and now I am 26 years old, more than ten years.After confirming that this is his residence, Li Zimu couldn't help sighing, finally woke up!Recalling his own name in the dream, Mochen Yumeng, hehe, it really is Huangliang Yimeng.

I took the time to take a shower, and ran to work excitedly without even thinking about breakfast.To be honest, this is the first time in Li Zimu's life that he is so happy to go to work.After entering the office, he enthusiastically greeted the people around him, which surprised everyone.

In a blink of an eye, it was the weekend again. After work, I declined the invitation of my colleagues and went back to my residence alone.Li Zimu was very happy, to be exact, very excited. Since waking up, returning to his familiar environment always felt an inexplicable sense of comfort, as if he was a complete self again.As a result, the excitement passed for a whole week.

In the evening, Li Zimu went out and found a small restaurant to have something to eat, and then returned to his residence, planning to go to bed early and get up early. This week, he was so excited that he couldn't sleep because of the excitement, but when he thought about it carefully, there was nothing to be excited about. , but just couldn't bear it.This week, I hardly slept much. Li Zimu thought that anyway, tomorrow weekend, I don’t need to get up early, even if I go to bed late, I don’t have to worry about it. Now I can try how to fall asleep quickly, so I lie down early before seven o’clock. Down.

Li Zimu lay on the bed tossing and turning, just happy, excited, but unable to sleep.Sighing, he wanted to get up, but he was not reconciled and dared not. Li Zimu couldn't fall asleep these days, and he found many ways, such as getting up when he couldn't sleep, doing something, and falling asleep when he was tired; Put fruit next to the pillow; drink milk before going to bed, nothing works!Especially when he couldn’t sleep, Li Zimu felt that what he said made sense, so he couldn’t sleep and got up to run that night. As a result, the poor treadmill was bought and used for three years. It didn’t last as long as this night. Li Zimu didn't feel sleepy until it was dawn, but he had to go to work with red eyes -- not being mentally tired does not mean that the body can bear it.

Li Zimu turned over twice again, still very excited, but still unable to fall asleep.After thinking about it, just get up.Then I went to the Tobacco Hotel to pick up two bottles of liquor with a high degree of alcohol and wanted to ride my bicycle to the cemetery, but when I went to my underground garage, I searched left and right, but my bicycle was gone.

This made Li Zimu very depressed. He had to pay 30 yuan a month to put a bicycle here, but the bicycle disappeared.No way, let’s go on foot, it’s only just after eight o’clock, and I can’t sleep at night anyway, so I’m going to slip my legs, not to mention that the weather is still cool, it’s not as hot as the day of the meeting, so I have to walk with my feet.

"What are you thinking about, it's just a dream!" Li Zimu said to himself, beating his head.

Unsteadily, the two-hour journey by bicycle was replaced by foot, and it took nearly five hours to walk abruptly. At one o'clock in the morning, Li Zimu finally arrived at the cemetery.As usual, he arrived at Liu Xinran's tomb with ease, sat down by the tombstone, unscrewed a bottle of white wine and began to drink.

But for some unknown reason, after drinking two bottles of the wine that usually would get you drunk today, I still don’t feel at all. If it wasn’t for the spiciness at the entrance, as usual, Li Zimu would have thought he had bought a fake wine.

Li Zimu looked at the two empty wine bottles, feeling a little uneasy, but he didn't know why.

That night, Li Zimu leaned against the tombstone and fell asleep unconsciously.

At night, it was cold, and it was summer. Li Zimu was wearing thin clothes, and the cold air entered his body. In a daze, Li Zimu thought that he was practicing with Weichen Lanqin, so he crossed his legs according to the method taught by Weichen Lanqin Meditate to absorb the spiritual energy around you.I just feel that there seems to be something around, like a naughty little rabbit, running east and west for a while, but under my own guidance, it gradually becomes quiet, turning into a warm current that melts into the body, and then flows through various meridians and finally Gather at Dantian.

After doing this several times, my body has gradually recovered. When I opened my eyes, I thought I would see Weichen Lanqin's gentle smiling face, but it turned out to be a graveyard.Li Zimu was in a trance, and when he collected himself, he looked back at the tombstone again, feeling a little at a loss.

Was that feeling just a dream?But Li Zimu could clearly feel a warm current lingering in his dantian, and it kept flowing to his whole body and back to his dantian.

But at this time the sky had begun to gradually brighten, so Li Zimu had no choice but to go back the same way and dig out of the fence.When climbing over the fence, Li Zimu always felt a little weird. It was very laborious to climb over the fence when he came here last night. After all, there are too few places where he can use his strength.But today, he stood on the fence with just a light jump, and then fell to the ground with a light jump. He didn't even feel any vibration when he landed, as if he had just floated down from the fence.

After jumping off the fence, Li Zimu was about to leave when he found something, something that belonged to him—a bicycle!

Li Zimu felt even more uneasy. He went forward and left to check, and it was indeed his fault. He took out the key to unlock the lock, and it was indeed opened directly.

Li Zimu didn't dare to procrastinate, it's always bad to wander around the cemetery early in the morning and scare people.

Back by bike.After returning to the residence, I sorted out my thoughts repeatedly, and finally roughly determined that the bicycle was probably left there after a car accident and ran to the cemetery.But that day, all I drank was broken, and I really don't remember how I got back.But the problem is that I clearly remember that the last time I checked the time was already three o'clock in the morning, not to mention that I was too drunk, if I walked back to my residence, I might not be able to arrive until ten o'clock in the morning, but Zhao Ziqin came over that day It's clearly not even nine o'clock!

Li Zimu felt the warm current in his dantian, and looked around, feeling at a loss spontaneously.

Li Zimu didn't know how to explain these things, maybe this is the dream?

Li Zimu's heart was in a mess.

Although Li Zimu was very flustered, he didn't dare to tell others about these things. After all, these things were obviously strange, and if he told them, no one would believe them.After trying to calm himself down, Li Zimu decided to do Ah Q again, saying to himself: "This is all a dream!".

Even though he comforted himself in this way, he was still flustered, especially the warm current in his dantian stretched and contracted with his breathing.Li Zimu was a little confused, but also very worried. Does this warm current really exist?Is it because I am dreaming, being silly, or hallucinating?

Li Zimu forced himself to keep his mind and decided to treat this warm current as if it didn't exist.But then she remembered something that made her even more uneasy. Someone had spoken to her after checking the time in the cemetery that night!Li Zimu suddenly panicked, could it be a ghost?

Although I was worried that I might have hit a ghost, I felt a little relaxed in my heart, which might explain why I had been so abnormal for a week.

But is it really a ghost? Li Zimu was a little uncertain. After all, in his current state, it might have started because of the car accident that day, but he didn't pay attention. He was worried that it was because of the car accident that day. Who knows if he hit his head when he fell to the ground, but he was in a daze, there must be something wrong.

Not wanting to think about it anymore, Li Zimu tidied up, went into the study, and took out a piece of A4 paper, hoping to clear things up.Writing and drawing, all the problems seem to have started after the car accident that day, I am afraid that maybe I really hit my head that day, or was it that I was targeted by that ghost that day?Li Zimu was secretly amused. Although he was not an atheist, he was never afraid of ghosts and gods. He believed that ghosts and gods could not forcibly interfere with humans.It's just that this time these things are strange, strange and scary. To be honest, Li Zimu is a little scared.

But I’m afraid. I’m afraid. I still need to solve the problem. First of all, I need to rule out irrelevant possibilities. I can’t manually rule out such things as whether I’ve hit a ghost. I don’t know if I can trust someone. After all, scammers are everywhere these days .

In this way, there is only one possibility left to investigate, whether his head was hit that day, Li Zimu hurried to the hospital, and did not explain to the doctor after registering, he only said that there was a car accident, and he thought nothing happened , but I don't feel very good recently, so I'll check it out.The doctor didn't ask any more questions, but just ordered Li Zimu to do all the tests that could be done.

After a set of examinations was completed, Li Zimu went back to the doctor with the examination results that had come out.But the doctor carefully studied the results of those examinations and replied to Li Zimu: "From the current results, there is no abnormality, but whether there is any problem can only be concluded after other results come out. You go back first, Let’s wait for other results to come out.”

Li Zimu was a little unwilling, and asked again: "Are you sure my brain has not been damaged? For example, it will make me hallucinate?".

The doctor seemed a little impatient, and just replied: "Judging from the current results, there should be something wrong with your brain, but the results haven't come out yet, and I can't jump to conclusions. You can come back after all the results come out."

Li Zimu came out of the hospital, feeling a little confused. The doctor had already obtained the results of the brain CT just now and read them carefully. Even if he didn’t know the results of the other tests, he knew that it had nothing to do with the brain. It was really a ghost.But I really don't want to believe it in my heart. After all, if there is something wrong with the head, it should be cured by spending more money, but if it is a ghost, I'm afraid I won't be able to last long.

Going back to the dorm in a daze, Li Zimu seemed a little numb, just changed into pajamas and lay down on the bed, perhaps holding the idea that a dead pig is not afraid of boiling water, and only thinking that it would be better to die on the bed anyway.

Maybe it was tired, maybe it was overthinking, in short, in a daze, Li Zimu didn't notice that the feeling of excitement disappeared at some point, and went to bed and fell asleep very quickly.

The author has something to say: I originally thought that when I submitted the revision yesterday afternoon, I was entangled in the problem of false updates, so I closed the webpage calmly, thinking that the submission was not successful.In the early hours of the morning, I came here to fix it, only to find that the submission was successful yesterday.Sorry everyone.