Two small without dismantling

Pran Perspective

Pat next to me was in a daze, half asleep and half awake. Every second was a torment for me. My feet were trembling, and I was afraid that the car would turn over before I got to the hospital. In the end, I could only hold onto the garland to force myself to stay rational, stare straight ahead, speed up as fast as possible, and hold Pat's hand in my arms , clinging to me tightly, to feel his pulse under the skin, the beating from his fingertips made my heart sweat.

At least, he hasn't fallen asleep yet, at least, he's still by my side.

When I arrived at the hospital, I parked the car directly at the door, opened the door suddenly, and worked together with the male nurses who came to move Pat to the ambulance bed. Up to now, Pat has been in a coma for more than half an hour, after being soaked in blood Back clothes.I parked the car in the parking space under the command of the male nurse, and then quickly followed them into the emergency room. The second the door of the emergency room closed, tears welled up in my eyes, and I felt like my heart was being kneaded desperately by an invisible hand. With that, the pain spread to the entire chest, the hairs all over his body stood on end, and his strength was drained.I shook my head trying to get all the stupid thoughts out of my head, then walked over and sat on the chair, stretched out my hands on both sides, stared blankly for a long time, trying to hold on to the remaining A ray of warmth, still stubbornly thinking that it will not disappear, I crossed the fingers of both hands, stubbornly wanting to regain the feeling of holding hands with Pat, to reduce the feeling of emptiness, counting my fingers back and forth, counting two or three times, Want to divert attention to reassure yourself that things are not too bad.

Because now like me... all that can be done is waiting.

I sat at the door of the emergency room with my hands clasped tightly, trembling all over my body because of my nervousness. After about an hour, when I saw the doctor come out of the emergency room, I stood up suddenly, but I staggered a few steps because of dizziness. Pat had several stitches and had to stay to see if he had any other symptoms, and it was not sure if there were other internal injuries besides the trauma. The back of the head is the most dangerous part of a person, and I know this very well.

At the same time, I am also very clear that the reason for Pat's behavior has nothing to do with anyone else...it's all because of me.

"Um……"

I was taken aback and turned around to look at the person who was still lying on the hospital bed. Pat squinted his eyes and looked at me. Go out and call the nurse.After a while, the doctor and nurse on night shift came, examined Pat, and asked a few words. I was also listening to the doctor's order. The doctor repeated what he said before, and then left out of the ward.

After sending the doctors and nurses away, I came back and stood by the bed.

"Pat."

"Pran..."

When I heard Pat call my name, I breathed a sigh of relief, smiled and stretched out my hand to hold Pat, "How do you feel?"

"The scalp feels tight and painful."

"I've had a lot of stitches. It would be miserable if I didn't feel any pain."

"I feel numb all over."

"Let's drink some water first." I replied, rocking the bed a little higher, took the cup from the side of the bed, inserted the straw and passed it near Pat's chin, so that he could chew on the straw and drink.

"what time is it now……"

"It's almost five in the morning and you've been asleep for hours."

"Why didn't you sleep?"

"You haven't woken up yet, how can I sleep."

As soon as I finished speaking, Pat's iconic smile came to the corner of his mouth, but this time I didn't scold him like before, but smiled back at him in the same way. I am very happy that Pat can still smile at me like this when he is asleep.

"When I opened my eyes, I almost said the line 'Who are you'," I pretended to be impatient, and squinted at him. Does he know that the couple who fell asleep in him How did I live when I was young, "But I am afraid that you will dislike my old-fashioned jokes, so you don't want me anymore."

"Even if you don't say it, I'm starting to think about getting rid of you."

"Heartless man."

"I don't call you a heartless person for a showman like you."

Pat was laughing, looking in a good mood, and moved a little, unnaturally, as if he had a headache.

"Have you talked to Phu?" He asked me in a joking tone, I guess he must be imagining the picture of Phu holding hands and beating Yasha in his mind at the moment.

"I haven't said it yet, I'm afraid she will worry."

"That's good. You don't need to tell her. It's just that the head is broken. I have thick skin. You said that about me before, right?"

I sighed and shook my head, not agreeing with Pat's joke at all.

"I don't think Pat is funny at all. What if the situation is worse than it is now? The doctor also said that there was a lot of bleeding this time. What would happen if it came a step later, I can't even think about it."

"Pran."

"I don't like it when you make fun of it. Can you change what you say and what you do, but you have a problem with your brain?"

"Pran..."

"At least you have to be a little in awe."

"Me too."

"..."

"I'm afraid of losing you, what can I replace you with?"

I pursed my lips tightly, frowned, and looked at Pat seriously. I didn't know how to respond to him, but seeing the worry on the face of that playful person who didn't know how to score points, I knew how to answer. He said, "Sorry for worrying you."

"That was my mistake."

"Don't say that," he pulled me over to lean on him, but his strength was too small to pull me, so he could only bend down to get close to him, "I want to go home, can I be discharged from the hospital?"

I shook my head, "No, I have to observe for a few more days, and the doctor will arrange a CT scan for you later."

"Testing what? No." When Pat heard the strange name, his voice sounded defiant.

"It has to be done, it will be troublesome if there is intracranial hemorrhage or something."

"No, don't, don't want to do it, I don't have any discomfort, Pran~"

"Just to make me feel at ease, okay?"

"..."

"Pat."

"...You've said that, what else can I say?"

I pursed my lips and smiled, looking at the man with drooping eyes and looking down at the ground, he looked like a child who couldn't get what he wanted.

"Are you hungry?"

"hungry."

"Then I'll go down and buy later..."

"I want to eat you, come here~"

"I'm still in the mood to joke around. People like you don't forget to play tricks even if the King of Hades takes you in."

"Will I die so easily? At least I have to die behind you."

I pursed my lips and wanted to laugh, but I was afraid that Pat would succeed.

"Close your eyes and rest," I said, and dragged the chair closer to the bed, and Pat pulled my hand over and grabbed it. "I'm right here."

"If you want to go, I won't let you go."

I laughed and sat there straight.Slowly Pat looked at me with hazy eyes, squinting his eyes and almost fell asleep, the upper and lower eyelids drooped together and almost couldn't hold them open.I clasped his hands tightly, and I rubbed the back of his hand gently with my crossed thumbs.

After Pat fell asleep, I accidentally fell asleep with him for a while, but when the doctor and nurse entered the ward, I woke up with a start.Wake up the bleary-eyed Pat who is still asleep, so that he can have a CT scan later.Everything was going on in an orderly manner, and I followed Pat's instructions and stood not far away waiting for him.Who would have known that Pat is also afraid of injections.The doctor made circles on his arm, in order to let the developer finish as soon as possible, Pat looked like the sky was falling, and the scan time of three to 10 minutes seemed like a long day to Pat.

After the examination, Pat was like a bionic man without electricity, unable to walk, and could only go back to the ward in a wheelchair.When I opened the door, I began to complain that it was hot and cold, and rushed into the bathroom to vomit without saying a few words. It seemed like I had suffered a serious crime, which made me very worried.The nurse said that this was a normal reaction after the injection of the imaging agent, and it would get better in less than an hour, so the final result was that the person who was about to vomit out his intestines had already gone to see Duke Zhou.

dong dong dong

There were four knocks on the door, knocking four times in a row. This is really not an ordinary person, how could they knock so many times at once.When I opened the door, the man who called me an hour ago appeared at the door.

"He's not dead yet, is he?"

I listened to my friend's not-so-pleasing question with a smile on the corner of my mouth. When I saw him holding the rice in the other hand, I couldn't stop smiling even more.

"Why would you want to see him?"

"Who told you that I'm here to see him, I'm here to drive the car I borrowed." Wai spoke quickly, and put the meal in his hand into mine, "I just wanted to pack it up and eat it home, If you buy more, I will bring them to you."

"Oh, bring it to me," I dragged my voice, and opened the bag, "Buy one and get one or two free."

"Don't act like that to me, Pran, I haven't forgiven you for keeping it from me."

"But you don't look angry."

"Who said that? It's so annoying. The group of people in the engineering school drink like drinking water."

"Don't tell me that you lost."

"It's just a little bit close, and we'll do the comparison again next time."

I secretly laughed, feeling that something was different, "What? Have you all developed to the point where you have a drink?"

Wai shrugged, shook his head and didn't say anything, other than being petty, he also acted like he didn't care.

"By the way, how is he?"

"It's nothing serious. I just had a CT scan, and there's nothing wrong with the results."

"Really? Are you asleep now?"

"Well, maybe I'm tired."

"Then... when will you leave the hospital?"

"It's probably in the afternoon, let's wait until he wakes up."

"Well, then I'd better go back first, I just stopped by to see you."

"Thank you very much."

"I helped you, but I didn't help him."

"That's why thank you."

"Well, let's go first."

"Huh? Don't want the car keys?" I called him, and walked over to pick up the car keys on the table to return to his owner, but I heard Wai tsk-tsk expressing dissatisfaction first.

"You drive the wounded back first, and I will find time to go to your house to get it later."

"Who said you came to pick up the car on the way."

"I'm leaving first, I'm in a hurry to go home."

When I heard Pat change the subject, I laughed even wider, raised my chin to show that I understood, and then watched Wai go to the door. The moment he closed the door, I smiled softly, because I heard his last words, he explain--

"Well...you don't have to worry too much about your affairs, no one is mad at you, Pran."

"Pran."

"what happened?"

"I have a headache."

"Why is it still hurting? I've taken the medicine." I looked away from my homework, and looked up at the person who was resting on the sofa and kept calling me by my name after returning from the hospital.

"It just hurts, maybe it's a bruise, why don't you give me a massage."

"I've pressed you for almost half an hour just now, let me do my homework first."

"Then let me sleep on your lap."

"You are uncomfortable and disturbing me like this. Go to sleep over there and sleep more comfortably. Don't keep shaking your head. The wound will open later."

"Pran~~~~~"

"what happened again?"

"I want to drink water."

"Isn't the water glass just there?"

"Not enough."

"Are you disabled?"

"I'm a patient..."

I took a deep breath and slowly exhaled it from my nasal cavity, put down the pencil as if resigned to my fate, turned around and looked at the willful person in his eyes, he made a weak and unable to take care of himself, let you see Without a trace of flaws, I finally stood up and sat on the sofa where he was sitting, took the water glass and handed it to him, but the brat shook his head and refused to drink, opened his mouth and waited for me to open the lid, insert the straw and send it to him. In his mouth, as if he was lying on a hospital bed with a fever.I want to tell him not to be so naive anymore, but for the sake of his willingness to be a CT obediently, let it go.

"Why are my legs softer than a pillow?"

"Slept much more comfortably."

When I saw Pat buried his face on my lap, I shook my head, he put his arms around my back tightly, unwilling to let me go to work, I gently rubbed his temples, from time to time After a massage, looking at the small piece of long hair that was shaved off the back of his head, he said:

"Will Pat get a haircut?"

"Why cut it? I don't."

"Don't you think long hair is troublesome? I don't like it. It has been an eyesore for a long time."

"I like long hair, it's cool."

"Let's not talk about dirty, you don't wash your hair often."

"It's also tied up at ordinary times, it's super artist-like."

"Do you have any misunderstanding about the word artist? Artist does not mean slovenly."

"I know it's handsome."

"But I want you to cut it."

"Aren't you worried that I'll fascinate thousands of girls after I cut my hair? At that time, you were so tired just being jealous."

"It seems that you are not only stupid but also narcissistic."

"In addition to being handsome, he is also super attractive."

I rolled my eyes at him, and the hands massaging circles on his head also stopped, "Go to sleep, it's late at night, you should rest more before you finish."

"You sleep with me."

"I still have homework."

"I can't sleep without you by my side."

"I'll bring you your stinky sister later."

"Even sister Xiangxiang can't replace you."

I took a long breath: "If you were hit on the head once, will your brain be broken into slag?"

"I'm still sick, Pran..."

"You are really sick."

"I'm not in good health, but I hope you can be by my side."

Listening to his angry voice, I just want to curl my lips. Has anyone told me where does his self-confidence and his intoxicated self-confidence come from?

"Don't talk nonsense, I'm going to sleep, I have to do my homework, what should I do if I can't finish it later."

"I'll help you tomorrow, so why don't you just sleep with me tonight? I've promised to do a regional scan. It's not like you don't know how scary it is. I've never felt like I'm about to die. Yes, it's as if all the life signals have been lost from my body."

"Everything is for your body."

"No matter, I think everything I do is for you."

"It all depends on your mood."

"I just want you to please me."

I silently stared at the person who was still pillowing on my lap and oppressed me with his eyes. It was very clear that he was losing his temper with me. What was more clear than this was how urgent my homework was. When dragging.I worked so sleeplessly and forgot to eat and drink for several days, even if there was a basketball game, I worked until late, because the deadline for homework was getting closer every day.But there is this kind of person who doesn't take anything seriously in the room with me. He will throw out 9800 excuses to make me procrastinate, and all kinds of reasons are useless in front of him.

I can do it secretly after he falls asleep first.

Thinking of this, I nodded in agreement, showing a smile that expressed my willingness to surrender.

"Wake up if you want to sleep."

"Are you serious?"

"Still sleeping or not, or I will continue to do my homework."

"Sleep, of course sleep, oh!"

"Pat!" I called out his name loudly. This hanhan started up so fast that he forgot about his wounds and physical condition, "Are you stupid? You got up so fast."

"Ah! It hurts Pran."

"Stupid!" I yelled loudly at him, frowning and moved closer to him, "Where? Let me see if the wound is open."

I helped him by the shoulders and told him to turn around. Seeing that the blood hadn't leaked from the gauze, I felt relieved. I patted Pat's back and motioned Pat to turn back. Seeing him smiling, I started to attack him again;

"What are you laughing at!"

"My boyfriend is worried about me, why don't you stop laughing?"

"You're still glib, right? Later, I'll hit your original wound and make your head bleed."

"Pran wouldn't do that to Pat."

"Want to try?"

"Pran loves Pat to death."

"..."

"Are you shy, are you shy?"

"Shut up, you."

"Every time you are shy, you frown. Don't think I didn't notice it. The last few times you acted fiercely because you were shy, right?"

"So you can go to sleep alone, I have to do my homework!"

"Alas! I'm joking," the begging voice sounded, and he grabbed my hand. "Go to sleep, I'm sleepy."

I squinted my eyes and looked at that naughty man. He looked like he knew he was wrong, and nodded frequently to signal me to go back to the room to sleep with him. He let out a long breath—I don’t know how many times I did this today, Walked over to tidy up the messy things, looked almost pleasing to the eye, turned off the lights, and led the man who was so painful that he only had the intelligence of a three-year-old child back to the bedroom.At the beginning, I planned very well, and when he fell asleep, I would quietly come out and continue to do my homework, but when I really fell asleep, the air conditioner blew me so cool, the hug in my arms was also warm, and the quilt was so comfortable, everything It made my eyelids involuntarily stick together.I sat and watched him all day and night without closing my eyes. The time of fright is over, and now I am only tired. It seems that it is impossible for me to escape from this warm embrace.