Two small without dismantling

Pat's perspective

After I almost got ammunition-dried by the neighbor next door, the next hardest thing was dealing with my own parents.

I was sitting on the sofa in the hall, my mother was sitting beside me with a tense face, and my father was standing with folded arms, his expression was exactly the same as that of the uncle with the gun, full of anger, as if he wanted to kill him without leaving any.

"Let me ask you a question, how can you be good friends?"

I exchanged glances with a distraught Phu standing in the distance, but now all I can do is act like a tortured prisoner and say nothing.

"Pat, are you determined not to say anything?"

"It's not very good either."

"Don't just speak plain words."

I rolled my eyes, it’s really hard for me to have a good temper after being disliked like this, it’s really hard to lie under pressure, “Your son, I’m studying at the same university as Pran, so I’m sure we’ll have it from time to time Come on, my old man."

"Don't talk to him when we meet. That family is arrogant and arrogant. They love to envy others. Seeing that our family's career is better than theirs, they will slander us with gossip. The children of that family are not good enough. We can't learn from them. The family is in the business of contracting construction, but choose a major in architecture."

"Architecture and engineering are not separate. Dad, how can we simply build a house and follow the style and specifications of the engineer? Dad, you also do this, and you also know that architecture and engineering belong to the same family. "

"Tell me that you can answer ten sentences. You are not wrong. You are such a kid! Cut off contact with him quickly, don't you see what he looks like? His eyes are blue, his face is pale and his figure is emaciated. He is similar to those who take drugs. What's the difference? Did you go to deliver medicine to him??"

"The more I talk, the more outrageous it becomes. I just have something to discuss with him, that's all."

"Why don't you ask me and your mother if you have any questions? Do you still have our elders in your eyes?"

No matter how hard I try to explain it, in the eyes of my parents, it is just a matter of strong words, which is a nerve-wracking problem.Dad raised the volume of his voice. It would be useless to talk about it with such a tough attitude.Even if I'm not a good boy who listens to the elders very much, I don't want to quarrel here.

"Okay, I won't go to him. Is it okay? I'm sleepy, I want to go to bed."

"Don't talk about him, Pat, Phu, come here."

After being called, the worried little girl hurried over, and Phu gave me a look, as if telling me that she knew what to do.

"Phu needs to look after your brother more in the future, and don't let him get involved with the son of the next door, lest your brother be taken to drink and make trouble."

"Pran didn't take drugs, he was busy with his homework and could go to bed very late, so he lost weight."

"Why wouldn't he be able to sleep at night if he wasn't on drugs? You're kids and you don't know how dangerous the world is, Pat."

After Dad finished speaking, Phu pouted behind Dad, and I sighed.No matter when, parents will only treat us as children.

"My brother will leave it to you from now on, Phu."

"Guaranteed to complete the mission."

"Pat, don't be self-willed anymore."

I dragged my voice and agreed, and sighed helplessly.After that, I was educated for two hours, but at least today was a day when I escaped from the tiger's mouth and narrowly escaped death.

"Brother, you too, you shouldn't just go like that."

After I returned to the bedroom with Phu, she began to lecture me with the tone of someone who had experienced it. I sighed and stared at Pran's window. It was dark and there was no light.I don't know what kind of training he is now, and he slammed himself on the bed while thinking.

My sister's bedroom is next door to me, on the left hand side of the corridor.When she's not talking on the phone with her boyfriend, she often comes to my room to sit and play games.Our brother and sister have been very close since we were young, and we are closer than our parents. It may be because our age difference is not too big, so we can naturally tell each other what is on our minds.

"Haven't been caught like this in 1000 years and [-] days."

"See if you're still playing with excitement, where did you get hurt?"

"Anyway, my life was saved."

"difficult."

"As long as you can find a boyfriend."

I sighed and saw the lights in Pran's room come on, dragged the chair to the window and called Pran, the guy answered the phone lazily, he drew the curtains, but nothing like me Sitting by the window watching him, grabbing this and that, looking lazily.

"How are you doing?"

[It's nothing, just being trained, as always, how about you? ]

"Well, it's about the same as I guessed, are you okay?"

[Um. ]

Pran's answer was curt, and he sighed over the phone, I know, we all have our secrets, and no one is wrong, but that's the biggest problem.

"sorry."

[what's up? ]

I was at a loss for words and didn't know how to answer him.Was it something I didn't think through when I jumped down to find him, or was I too anxious myself to be discovered by Pran?Is it because the parents of both sides hate each other, or because they like him and involve him?

But whatever it is, I don't like this "no world" attitude that Pran is displaying at home right now.

"Pran, let's go back to our little home together the day after tomorrow."

He moved his eyes from the book he was reading to the window, our eyes met, there were no grandiose words, and everything was spoken without words.But thinking of our hut, a place where we can do whatever we want, instantly softens our hearts.

"We'll still be together when we go back, Pran."

I agreed with Pran that night and we went back separately.My parents drove me back in the morning and Pran went back in the afternoon.I was nagged and educated from the time I started eating at the table. Only when I agreed wholeheartedly could my parents feel at ease and this matter could be overturned earlier.Otherwise, no matter when, the matter of Pran's family will be brought up again and again.

"I'll take you here, you go up by yourself."

"Pat, don't be so naughty."

"Okay, Father." I agreed, took my bag and Phu's bag, and the siblings got out of the car. Before saying goodbye to my parents, I took a deep breath, and Phu was caught again and told me to Stare at me well, and then our siblings watched our parents' car drive away, and finally disappeared from sight.

"I don't want to graduate."

I said in an erratic voice, after thinking about it, a heart is like a deflated ball.I don't want to imagine what will happen to me and Pran if our little family is gone one day.My sister pulled my elbow to comfort me. At this time, only Phu can understand the situation where I am surrounded by hatred from all directions.

"I really want to know what is the deep hatred between our family and Pran's family."

"Even if you know, you can't do anything." Phu emphasized to me, and poked a big hole in my heart again.I nodded, pressed the elevator, and planned to go back to my side to pack up my things first, and then figured out the time to meet Pran.I can't stand it anymore, what more extreme things will we do between us.The man who is still a child in the eyes of his parents can already marry and live with a girl.It is very difficult for them to accept that their son is gay, not to mention that the person their son loves is the son of their "enemy". Everything is boundless darkness.

"Be careful, brother, nothing has happened yet, it's better to enjoy yourself in time."

I agree.After a long time, the hands of the watch had gone a full circle before Pran messaged that he was just leaving, I messaged him back, made sure everything was taken care of, and fell asleep in my bed up.

For me and Phu, it's not uncommon for our parents to send us here.But for Pran, he was sent to the dormitory by his parents this time because the relationship between me and their son had begun to emerge that night, and the result of the performance was that Pran was immediately "guarded".

"Do you want to tell Brother Pran about Punch?" Phu asked me, I put my tongue on my cheek as if thinking, turned on the phone and threw it aside, my eyes drifted.

"I'm wondering how long I can keep it a secret."

"Isn't it good to just say it? Only then can we find a way out together."

"If it doesn't work, it will be over."

I never knew how timid I was.

Even if it has something to do with me and Pran.

In the evening, my mobile phone rang, and I fell asleep playing on the mobile phone before, and Phu was surfing the Internet in her own room.Pran’s name was jumping up on the screen of the phone, and I pressed the answer button. The voice was the husky sound of just waking up, but the voice from Pran’s side was noisy. I couldn’t hear what he was talking about. I only heard the sound of quarreling, which was unbearable. Pran shouted anxiously to hurry downstairs.

"Phu."

I called my sister's name, Phu took off one earphone, looked up at me, "Where are you going?"

"Pran called to come downstairs."

"Huh? Didn't Pran's mother send him here? You'll be in trouble again when you go down now."

"I don't know, what do you want to buy? I'll bring it back to you later."

"Um, there are no more sanitary napkins. I'll go down and buy them myself later. Where's the wallet?"

"Use mine first."

My sister smiled and came over and took my arm, like holding a golden mountain. Phu was in charge of locking the door, and I went to wait for the elevator. The only elevator in this building arrived after a while, and we ran into the elevator immediately.

"What did Brother Pran say?"

"It's too loud, and I can't hear what I'm talking about. Maybe he asked us to help get things, but I haven't seen him call for help before, except for asking me to wash the dishes."

"Oh? Then I have to firmly grasp the matter of Miss Punch."

"If you don't speak, no one will treat you as dumb."

Phu made faces at me, half-truths and half-fakes, and walked out of the elevator to the first floor, and the elevator doors opened to both sides.But the picture that appeared in front of us did not give me and my sister the slightest preparation time - two middle-aged men were about to fight each other, one side was Pran stopping his father, and the other side was locked by the security guards of this building. My lord father's arm.Fortunately, both parties in this dispute just played thunder and did not rain, so the noise became a little louder, and they did not really fight like the little boys.

"Hey guy, you're here at last. What's going on? Why don't you tell your parents that this drug addict lives in the same building as you?"

"Whose child is taking drugs? You speak up, and I can sue you for defamation!"

"Then you still say that my children are lawless, have we sued you?"

"That's enough, Mom, please don't say a few words. What's the noise? What's wrong with living in the same building? We're still in the same village, haven't we lived in the same place for decades?"

"Stinky boy! You're the only one who will say it!"

"Dad, please calm down first."

"You guys just get together here, I want you and my sister to help each other, not for you to learn how to take drugs with him!"

"Who is crazy about taking drugs? It's not your kid who came to disturb my Pran's peace, so he had to catch up with homework day and night. It doesn't matter if you don't make progress, you have to drag others down!"

"Dad, don't talk about it, there is nothing here! I think you two should go back first."

"How can we go back like this? We have to make things clear first!"

The two sides were at a stalemate, and I think I should use my three-inch tongue at this time. Now, in addition to the security guards of the building, there are more and more people coming to join me and Phu to pull my father, me and Mrs. Pran exchanged glances, and decided to take charge of each family's affairs.There was no suspense about the direction of the matter, and the elders started to fight after arguing.

When children fight, they still know they are children. They are old. They don’t have a few teeth in their mouths, and they don’t know how to protect themselves, so they still have to fight?What should I say?

"Dad, why did you come back? Didn't you go home early?"

"If Phu's wallet hadn't been left in the car, wouldn't I have had a chance to find out that you lived in the same building as this guy?"

"Isn't it the same building?" I didn't finish my sentence. In fact, we are still sleeping in the same bed. We have nothing to do with it. It's you old folks who have problems.

"Dad, don't make such a big fuss, isn't that the only thing?"

"Phu, you're hiding it for your brother too!" Seeing that my father had failed me, my mother turned to get angry at her sister, "I said, if we only met from time to time in college, how could we get close? Academic performance No, it's delayed by these people! Isn't it, Pat?"

"I didn't study well because I didn't put my mind into it. Mom, can you not rely on other people?"

"You are still arguing for him, and your relationship is like this?"

"I will be scolded by you if I say that I have a good relationship, and I will be accused of lying if I say that I am not good. My father, how do you want me to answer?"

While talking, I retreated to the back, ignoring them, no matter the sound of birds or the breeze, it could not relieve the restlessness in my heart.I stuck out my tongue and licked the corner of my mouth, and Phu was the first to see that I was on the verge of exploding.

"Dad, that's enough."

My sister came out to stop it, but it seemed that my father would not let go easily.If you want to ask me why my temper is so stubborn, just look at my father, the proper biological father and son.And mom doesn't often come forward to disobey dad, and neither does Phu.

And I don't listen to my parents very much.

The most is to listen, but do not believe.

"Pat, go pack up and go home."

"I'm not going back."

"How can you not go back? How long do you want to stay here and squander your time? Whether you want to or not, you have to go back. You have your own home, and you have a family business to inherit. You can't indulge like this anymore." , haven’t you already finished several subjects?”

"I just started registering the scores before I finished all the exams. How can I go back? There are still homework to be handed in. Dad, don't put your prejudice on me."

"Hurry up and cut off contact with this kind of dubious person. Am I indulging you too much? You don't know that everything we do and teach you is for your own good."

"Dad, you just want me to hate Pran like you hate Uncle."

"No matter what the reason is, you have to go back." Dad's tone was blunt, and we looked at each other in disbelief, "I'll give you a couple of cars, and you can choose by yourself, no matter which one it is, any brand will do. But you have to go home."

"Dad, you don't need to coax me with things. I said I won't go back."

"Phu, go up and pack your things."

"You don't understand what I'm saying!"

I pushed my father, my mother yelled at me loudly, Phu rushed over and hugged me to calm me down.This madness is obvious. I fled back here just to be with Pran, but I still have to meet these troubles. The nightmare is far from over.

"Anyway, Phu has to go back, my daughter is not going to live under the same roof as a drugged guy."

"Please, just do whatever you want."

"Just because you have to live with such self-willed and depraved friends, your sister has to take the bus every day, can you bear it?"

My father has always been very clear about my weakness. The bond between me and my family is Phu, and Phu binds me and my family tightly.Now every cell in my body is filled with anger.

"Dad, you can't take Phu hostage like this."

"Whether you can or not, you will know later."

I forced myself to close my eyes and squeeze my lips tightly. I broke free from Phu's arm, jumped up and kicked the marble stone table under the shade of the tree, and the stone table fell to the ground with a sound.

"Go up and pack your bags."

I took one last look at my father and walked back to the dormitory with a ping pong. Pran is gone, probably pulling his parents back to his own home.I went back to the dormitory alone, leaving my sister to accompany my parents, and also to calm myself down after a big fight with my family.

"Pat."

The door of the next door opened, and Pran's parents stood behind the door. I raised my hands and bowed, but it seemed that his parents' anger hadn't diminished in the slightest.

"If you want to separate, I think you should stay here. You have a lot of homework, and it is too troublesome to go back to school from home."

I pursed my lips and sighed, no matter what, someone had to go home, just to make our relationship no longer close, so that we would no longer communicate.

"you……"

"My dad asked me to pack up and go home. I probably have to take away the necessary ones today. I'm sorry, I didn't know they would come back."

"It's okay." We looked at each other, as if we wanted to say a thousand words, but a voice cleared our throats from behind, so we had to look away from each other, in a dilemma. "Go home and be safe."

"Sorry, I didn't mean to cause this mess, let Pran stay here, he needs it more than I do."

After I finished speaking, I fled back to my dormitory first, so as not to be scolded again.This is just the beginning, Pat, if we want to be with Pran, there are many difficulties and dangers waiting for us.

I leaned my head against the door, hiding all my troubles in my heart...