love, don't bother

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Yu Ci opened the door with the chill of the night, and the entrance was a darkness that Yu Ci was all too familiar with.

For this kind of black, Yu Ci is only familiar with it.He stood against the door for a while, without even turning on the light, he took off his shoes and walked inside in the dark.

Yu Ci has lived in Lanting's house a lot recently, and he is very familiar with the structure and furnishings, even if he doesn't turn on the lights or touch the walls, he won't bump into anything.

The hallway is not too long, and it soon came to the end. Turning left is the living room. Yu Ci's footsteps were shocked by the cluster of dim yellow lights that were not very bright.

Yu Ci stood at the junction of the entrance and the living room, staring blankly at the warm yellow light, with a look of bewilderment on his face.

After standing there for an unknown amount of time, Yu Ci came back to his senses, and he walked quickly towards the dim corner.The black socks stepped on the milky white floor, no matter how fast they walked, they didn't make a sound, as dexterous as a nimble old cat.

As he got closer, Yu Ci realized that the dim light was coming from a minimalist vertical lamp made up of two thin black rods standing beside the sofa in complete darkness.

This vertical lamp, which is incompatible with the surrounding style, was accidentally seen by Yu Ci and Nuo Er when they were shopping in the mall.

Yu Ci felt normal, but Nuo Er showed that he liked it very much. Even if he didn't say he wanted it, his eyes were full of sparkles.

Yu Ci didn't say anything at the time, and directly took this minimalist, and it is said to be a global limited edition standing lamp back home.

The lamp is placed in the gap between the sofa and the floor-to-ceiling windows as an ornament. Although it doesn't match the surrounding style, it is very harmonious with the white leather sofa.

Noel likes this lamp very much. After dark, he always likes to set up his drawing board under the lamp.

At night, Yu Ci would sit on the sofa and work, and Noel would draw in the dim light.

The two didn't talk during this period, but occasionally they would look at each other tacitly, and the blond young man would give him a bright smile, creating a warm and ambiguous atmosphere.

But now, under the dim light of Yiying, there is a half-painted oil painting with a lot of blue-gray smears. On the small shelf next to the easel are paint boxes and brushes with the lids not fastened.

And their owners were lying sideways on the sofa and curled up into a big ball. The hem of the gray home clothes was rolled up, revealing a small section of flexible waist and abdomen with a faint outline of abdominal muscles.

The light from the standing lamp was not bright enough, and the ambiguous yellow only had time to cast an indistinct halo on the blond young man.

One arm of the young man was slanted to the outside of the sofa, and the sleeves were piled up on the elbow.

The dim light danced on the wrist and fingertips of the forearm, illuminating this fair arm into a warm jade.

He left me a light, he's waiting for me!There was only one thought left in Yu Ci's mind, and it was this thought that made waves in those eyes that looked like a pool of stagnant water.

Confusion, bewilderment, excitement, happiness, and emotions that Yu Ci didn't understand mixed into a fiery fire, and "Boom!" hit the frozen heart in his chest.

Something was melting, Yu Ci couldn't tell, and he didn't want to tell at this moment.

Yu Ci pulled off his trousers, and squatted softly beside the sofa.

The brown eyes fell gently on the face of Noel who was sleeping peacefully, and those eyes were affectionate.

He raised his hands still cold in the middle of the night, and gently stroked the blond hair on Nuo Er's face with his fingertips, revealing his beautiful eyebrows and eyes.

Those clear blue eyes were hidden under the eyelids, and the golden eyelashes were curled and long, like the wings of a butterfly.

Pale fingertips caressed the white eyelids where blue blood vessels could be seen, and Yu Ci knew how dazzling these eyes were when they opened.

Those eyes as clear as the sky and as bright as jewels will reflect the shadow of Yu Ci alone.The owner of these eyes will stare at him with the most intense gaze.

Thinking of this, Yu Ci felt hot in his heart, and almost without thinking, he lowered his head and kissed Nuo Er's smooth forehead lightly.

"Hmm." Just as Yu Ci's lips left Nuo Er's forehead, a low whisper resounded between the two of them.

Yu Ci's eyes paused, and she stepped back a little, watching Nuo Er's eyelashes tremble, as if he was about to wake up.

Yu Ci's heart trembled, feeling embarrassed that she was caught stealing a kiss, and she blinked her eyes, feeling somewhat at a loss for what to do.

Nuo Er woke up in a daze, rubbed his eyes, and Yu Ci's blurred figure was in his hazy vision.

"Mr. Yu?" There was a hoarseness in the voice that hadn't woken up yet, making the voice that usually sounded milky turned sexy that made people blush and heartbeat.

"Yeah." Although Yu Ci was still embarrassed in his heart, he was the one who walked over in a big wind and waves after all, and he could still maintain a light expression on his face, and nodded.

"Well, you're back?" Noel smiled silly, and was about to sit up with his hands on the sofa, "Are you full? If you're not full, I'll make you some supper."

The concern mixed with sleepiness completely broke the string in Yu Ci's mind.

This was the care he had expected countless times before and hoped to get from his family.But the past always made him completely disappointed to despair, and then to give up.

But now, the young man in front of him, who is ten years younger than him, has helped him complete those secret fantasies of family that he has hidden in his heart.

A dim light left when returning home at night, a loved one falling asleep on the sofa, or a cold dinner.

He had never gotten it before, and thought he would never get it in his life, but on this ordinary night, he got it all!

Noel, who was sitting up with his arms propped up, didn't notice that Yu Ci, who had been squatting beside the sofa, was staring at him with ferocious eyes like a wild animal hunting.

He even unpreparedly reported Yu Ci's favorite dishes, "Mr. Yu, what do you want to eat? Otherwise, I'll cook porridge for you, so it's easy to digest... eh!"

Noel's voice suddenly rose to an exclamation.That's because Yu Ci grabbed his wrist tightly before he finished speaking.

When Nuo Er was caught off guard, Yu Ci, like a vigorous cheetah, pounced on his prey in an instant and trapped his prey tightly in his body.

The thin lips pressed hard against another pair of thin lips, domineering and powerful.The blue eyes were rounded in surprise because of this different kiss, and they looked at the dark brown eyes in front of them helplessly.

As if to punish the young man for being distracted, Yu Ci closed his teeth and opened a small mouth on the young man's lips.The stinging pain caused the young man to hiss, and after blinking his blue eyes, he closed them obediently.

Yu Ci showed a strong side that he had never shown to Nuo Er. During the siege, he did not allow Nuo Er to back down a bit, forcing him to surrender to him at his own pace.

After the kiss was over, Yu Ci pushed away slightly, but it was only a palm away, and the hot breath they exhaled could still hit each other's face.

Yu Ci looked at Nuo Er's flushed cheeks and eyes covered with mist, his eyes darkened a little, and there was an emotion in his heart that was about to explode, urging him to vent it.

He wanted to completely possess and love this blond young man who loved him and made him have a home.Let him become Yu Ci who belongs only to him.

At this moment, Yu Ci left his rationality behind him, and just wanted to do as he wanted.He frowned slightly, showing a faint smile.

Yu Ci didn't know that the end of his eyes had already been blushed during the kiss, which made his normally dull face glow.

Smile again, although it is not thick enough, but Nuoer loses his mind.

"Is it possible?" Yu Ci's mouth curled up into a smile, and her voice was also tinged with a charming hoarseness.

Noel nodded vigorously, his arms wrapped around Yu Ci's neck like vines.

Yu Ci let out a soft laugh in her throat, put her arms around Nuo Er's back and legs, and hugged Nuo Er up hard.

The second-floor staircase is not high, but for Yu Ci, it is enough to cool down the hot blood above.

Although Nuo Er was thin, his frame was heavy, and Yu Ci felt exhausted even after walking a few steps with his arms in his arms.

Although Yu Ci is middle-aged, his physical condition is as bad as his appearance.

When the blood was hot, he hugged Princess Ren with excitement, but he forgot that his bedroom was on the second floor.

But the dignity of a middle-aged man does not allow Yu Ci to put someone down halfway. He can't do such a shameful thing, so he can only grit his teeth and hold on.

When he put the person on the bed, Yu Ci also calmed down.

He is well aware of how possessive and controlling he is, and even his friend Xia Ran always jokes with him, saying that if he enters the letter circle, he must be Dom who has been snapped up.

Yu Ci knew that once Nuoer truly belonged to her, she would have to stay by her side in the years to come until she died.

Even if he got tired of it later and disliked himself for being old and sick, he wouldn't let him go to someone else.

But Yu Ci couldn't bear it.

Yu Ci looked at Noel, who was lying on his back on the bed, with disheveled blond hair, and looked at him shyly and expectantly.Yu Ci knew that she couldn't bear it.

Yu Ci knew very well that he was not the best choice.

Noel is so kind, so good that he wants to give the youth the chance to choose others again.

He wanted to leave a way out for young people.

Yu Ci pulled the quilt aside and covered Nuo Er's body, the curvature of her lips remained unchanged, and said softly, "Go to sleep, it's getting late."

After finishing speaking, Yu Ci got up to go to the bathroom.

Nuoer looked at Yu Ci's back, blinked his eyes, turned over suddenly and grabbed Yu Ci's wrist, and dragged him to sit on the edge of the bed.

"?" Yu Ci turned to look at the young man full of grievances, and asked amusedly, "What's the matter? Huh?"

"Didn't you say DOI?"

Yu Ci was startled, then smiled, raised her hand to rub Noel's hair and shook her head gently, "No, it's too late, go to sleep."

"Why?" Noel pouted and looked at Yu Ci accusingly, "Mr. Yu, aren't we in a relationship? DOI is normal, why not?"

Yu Ci was speechless and blinked, not knowing how to answer him.

Nuo Er's questioning followed immediately, "Or is it that Mr. Yu doesn't regard Nuo Er as a boyfriend at all?"

He grabbed Yu Ci's hand and looked at him stubbornly, even though his eyes were red, he still wanted to ask for an answer.

[The author has something to say: Sure enough, this chapter did not open a 28-hand soul car, but this is a major turning point in Yu Ci's relationship~

The next chapter is expected to come with a little broken car~hehehe]