marriage on paper

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The new year is approaching, Lu Junyan is very busy with missions and military affairs, and he seldom goes home recently, and when he comes back, he always looks exhausted and falls asleep.

He Xinan felt a little lost in his heart, but he didn't say anything.

When Lu Junyan was about to go out after dinner the next morning, he was suddenly stopped by He Xinan.

"You... have business today too?"

"Hmm." Lu Junyan looked at him, for some reason, he felt that Lu Junyan was a little nervous.

"...be careful on the road." He Xinan lowered his eyes, and Lu Junyan kissed him goodbye as usual.

Half an hour after Lu Junyan left, He Xinan, who was sitting quietly on the sofa, finally moved. He clasped his hands uneasily, and finally made up his mind and called out: "Little Fatty, activate the highest authority of the tentacles."

Hearing this, Xiaopang changed his usual cute appearance, and the screen face also switched to a black screen.

"Master, Skynet has been activated."

He Xinan's slender knuckles slid the screen...

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After setting the program, He Xinan got up and walked out. When he passed Xiaopang, Xiaopang's round head stretched out, and the cute smiling face image was restored on the screen.

He Xinan touched it with his hand, Xiaopang happily sent him out.

When he went out, he was a little dazed. He thought it was vulgar and unwise to secretly stalk and monitor others, but there was always a voice in his heart telling him: Go find him and find out what he is doing?Is it really that busy?

He was born in the military when he was a child, and he knew better than anyone else that the only military arrangement for the Chitu Battalion during this period was the patrol mission of the imperial capital, and it was impossible for Lu Junyan to be so busy.

As soon as the location tracking is turned on, Lu Junyan's location is displayed. This is something that Program Yan and Gu Xing worked out. It not only uses satellites to locate personnel, but also uses all ports connected to the network to search for the location of selected personnel. Markers of street, house number, and location of personnel.

Lu Junyan was indeed in Chitu Camp, but not inside the base, but at the back gate of the base.

The car stopped not far from the back door of the Chitu camp base, He Xinan looked up, the two people at the door didn't know what they were talking about, their words were fierce and there was even a tendency to make a move.

Why is He Beichen here?

He Xinan got out of the car and walked over quickly. Those unpleasant images from the past suddenly flooded into his mind like sea water pouring into his mind. Biting coldness spread all over his body. He stepped out step by step, but it was like stepping on nothingness. Average.

The person across from him suddenly moved his hands, and the world shook in He Xinan's eyes. He only had time to see He Beichen's flustered and aggrieved tearful eyes, and Lu Junyan pressed the person against He Beichen's back, sniffing the gland almost intimately. Actions.

He Xinan's footsteps retreated, like a frightened and heartbroken little tortoise, step by step retracting into its shell.

The door of the car was closed with a "bang", and shot out like an arrow from the string, for fear that if he took a step too late, others would see him throwing away his helmet and armor in a panic.

He Xinan drove all the way to the city center, the bustling streets of the imperial capital were full of traffic, but he had nowhere to call home.

The car stopped on the side of the road until sunset, watching the sun set, He Xinan's whole body strength seemed to be drained.

Perhaps, sinking like this sunset is also a good choice.

"jingle"

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[Lu Junyan: Xinan, have you gone out? 】

He Xinan didn't know how to reply, and soon Lu Junyan's message came again.

[Lu Junyan: Are you busy?Do you need me to pick you up? 】

Irritable and powerless, He Xinan thought dejectedly, how can a person be so tired while alive?

It can be exhausting just trying to tell the truth from what someone is saying, not to mention trying to figure out what mood he was in when he said it.

Is lying really sexual?

Is it really capricious to love the new and dislike the old?

Why is it so hard to like someone?Shouldn't feelings be pure and passionate?

It was dusk, and Lu Junyan was restless. Although Xiaopang reported his safety, he was still very worried.

He Xinan's mental strength had just collapsed not long ago, and he could no longer be stimulated.

"Click..." The door opened, and He Xinan pushed the door and entered.

Lu Junyan was waiting at the door, and when he saw someone pulling him into his arms, his uneasy heart finally calmed down.

With a faint scent of milk lingering in his nose, He Xinan pushed him away: "...what's wrong?"

Lu Junyan rubbed the person who was flushed by the cold wind, feeling distressed: "Didn't you drive out, why is it so cold?"

He Xinan looked at the clothes he had changed and washed, and his heart sank a little bit, "Well, I just blew it outside."

Lu Junyan: "...!"

He looked at him as if waiting for him to say something.

But He Xinan didn't want to say anything, he was afraid of losing the only warmth, he deceived himself and deceived others.

"I'm tired," He Xinan walked around him, "I'll rest first."

"...Take a hot bath, don't catch a cold."

He Xinan turned his head and looked at Lu Junyan's radiant gentleness, feeling particularly dazzling.

"it is good."

He Xinan hastily took a hot shower, and as soon as he went out, Lu Junyan blocked the door with a towel, and pushed him back to the warm bathroom.

"You don't brush your hair, aren't you afraid of getting sick?"

He Xi paused his head on the south side, grabbed the towel in Lu Junyan's hand, "I'll do it myself."

"Xinan..." Lu Junyan narrowed his eyes and held on to the towel, "What's wrong with you?"

He Xinan is very simple and easy to understand. His emotions are not shown on his face, but are hidden in his eyes. Whenever he was sad, his eyes were always full of sadness.

Now, even though his eyes were lowered, Lu Junyan accurately captured the sadness that couldn't be concealed in those eyes.

He Xinan didn't answer, but the distance between the two of them being pulled by the towel became shorter and shorter. He watched helplessly as the big hands approached a little bit, covering his hands with impunity.

"Baby not happy?" Lu Junyan raised his chin.

He Xinan's heart skipped a beat.

Lu Junyan would not call this kind of drowning person on weekdays. He likes to call him "Young Marshal", "General", and "Xinan", and he also thinks this kind of address sounds more comfortable.

The title "Baby" wrapped in honey and love seems to only appear occasionally on the bed, when he robs himself with the most vicious impact.

"..." He Xi turned his head to the south, avoiding Lu Junyan's hand.

The hot air in the bathroom made him a little suffocated. He wanted to escape, but he was firmly restrained.

Lu Junyan's wet breath blew in He Xinan's ear, and when he pressed from behind, He Xinan almost subconsciously wanted to resist.

Then when he looked up, he saw Lu Junyan and himself in the mirror who had been wronged.

"Is this posture familiar?" Lu Junyan asked.

"..." He Xinan felt cold all over, and a dull pain flashed in his eyes.

He lowered his eyes, not looking at the two overlapping people in the mirror.

Lu Junyan lifted his chin, forcing him to face the embarrassed self in the mirror, and... Lu Junyan with red eyes.

"I'm so unworthy of your trust?"

"Sentence me to death without even asking?"

"Why didn't you tell me when you were sad? Why didn't you question me when you saw it?"

"He Xinan, I've been waiting for your message all afternoon, even if you send a tentative question and ask me where I am,"

"Admiral... do you care too much or don't care?"

The moist water vapor wet the eyebrows and eyes of the two of them, He Xinan looked at Lu Junyan in disbelief, his knuckles on the washstand turned white.

"What do you mean?"

Lu Junyan in the mirror rested his forehead on his shoulder, "I asked you this... Tell me, what do you mean?"

"..." He Xinan's mind was in chaos. He didn't know, and he didn't want to say it. He just wanted to hear what Lu Junyan meant?

The atmosphere was stalemate for a while, Lu Junyan sighed, knowing that he still had to speak, "...I know that I have a lot of criminal records, it is difficult for you to trust me wholeheartedly, and it is even more difficult for you to abandon the grudges of the past and accept me without distraction. "

"But, Xinan, try to trust me a little bit, okay? Try to trust me a little bit every day, a little bit more every day. Don't let the past be your shackles, and don't let yourself struggle in the quagmire of pain."

His eyes were full of encouragement, full of hope for He Xinan to take that step, He Xinan could not ignore it.

"Today I..." He habitually lowered his eyelashes, trembling to hide his uneasiness, "I saw you hugging him..."

Sentence hesitation, he has unfinished words.

I was very sad, wronged, and angry, and he couldn't say these words.

But Lu Junyan could understand, he wiped his chin, leaned over and asked a wet question.

"anything else?"

He Xinan's breath was unsteady, and he shook his head: "No more."

"Lie!" Lu Junyan immediately kissed her again, furious and tender, the contradictory emotions were perfectly gentle, and the entanglement produced a result that made people blush and heartbeat.

"Did you see me pressing him?"

He Xinan's face turned pale, and he wanted to hide, but Lu Junyan forced him to not let him hide, and let his embarrassment be projected on the dense mirror as if there was nowhere to hide.

"Didn't you see me smell his glands?"

He Xi Nantong was furious all over his body, and the manic aura in his gland rushed out, but he was suddenly wrapped by a more powerful and gentle force.

Anger, irritability, jealousy... many emotions rushed into his mind from all directions, and the tight string in his mind was finally broken, and he had no scruples.

It only took a moment to break through Lu Junyan's shackles, he turned around with red eyes and kicked him to the ground viciously.

He was like a raging lion, as if his territory had been violated, as if he had been betrayed by his loved ones.

Emotions like never before!

The rage passed quickly. He has always been a forbearing and self-respecting person. He never thought that one day he would have such an out-of-control side.

He stood there in a daze, anxiously looking at the red spot under Lu Junyan's loose robe.

Lu Junyan grinned and tightened his clothes, stepped forward, hugged him happily and comforted him: "Don't be afraid, I'm fine."

"Laugh when you are happy, cry when you are sad, beat someone when you are angry, and sue when you are wronged, don't hide all your emotions in your heart."

"You are not alone, there is your alpha behind you,"

"The sky is falling, my husband will support you, don't be so strong, it will appear that I am useless."

[The author has something to say: It has been changed.

Today is my birthday and I was too busy to forget it, haha ​​it almost passed. 】