Temporary mark

================================= Shen Fang lowered his eyes, his fingers unconsciously held the camera, he didn't dare to look at Xie Jinghan The expression at the moment.

"I have a memory of her, gentle and quiet, who would tell me bedtime stories and play the piano to lull me to sleep." Xie Jinghan said: "It's a pity that everything changed later. After my parents divorced, my mother didn't Willing to unmark relationship."

Xie Jinghan's voice paused, and it took a long time before he started to say the next paragraph: "My father will come once a month, and the marked Omega needs to be soothed by Alpha's pheromone on a regular basis. After that, my father never came again. "

Shen Fang suddenly raised his head to look at him, he knew how painful it was for the Omega in the marker relationship who couldn't be soothed by Alpha pheromone.

Xie Jinghan smiled reassuringly at him, the smile was very shallow, and Shen Fang suddenly realized that Xie Jinghan smiled at him many times today.

Xie Jinghan: "I don't want to talk about the rest."

Shen Fang shook his head quickly, "It's up to you whether you talk or not, I'm sorry, I'm so stupid, I can't find words to comfort you."

"Just listen to me." Xie Jinghan took out a tissue, walked over and handed it to him, the rest of the words were too deep, too much of self-doubt and denial, Xie Jinghan didn't want to pass these emotions on to Shen Fang , Moreover, he took out a tissue and pressed it on Shen Fang's red eyes, thinking, Shen Fang was as sad as if he had experienced these things himself.

Shen Fang took off the tissue with some embarrassment, buried his face in his palm, and said in a muffled voice, "Give me 2 minutes."

Xie Jinghan froze for a moment, then smiled and said yes.

The wind on the roof is not too strong, the sky after autumn is high and far away, Shen Fang buried his face in his palms, put his elbows on his knees and hunched his back dutifully pretending to be dead and shy; Xie Jinghan quietly turned his head to look at him , the boy's ears were red and there were tiny fluff.

He looked away and looked at the distant sky, which was wide and vast, like an overturned blue sea, under the blue sea, on the top floor of the observatory, there were only the two of them, like two small fish in the deep sea, small and special.

Xie Jinghan raised the camera and pressed the shutter, counting the time in his mind, but his thoughts drifted away uncontrollably.

He remembered the first week when he and Shen Fang were at the same table. During the class meeting, the whole class watched a movie, probably lyrical. Can't fall off.

At that time, Xie Jinghan was surprised and inexplicable, and he also had a subtle and superior sense of superiority. At that time, he thought to himself, that's not the case, there is nothing to cry about.

But today, Xie Jinghan lowered his head to look at the picture, thinking of Shen Fang's red eyes just now - when the tears fell on him, he realized how precious and rare this kind of empathy is.

Shen Fang straightened up slowly, Xie Jinghan turned his head to look at him, because the skin was too fair, the red eyes and the tip of the nose were too obvious.Shen Fang touched his nose, picked up Xie Jinghan's book, and said, "Let's go?"

Xie Jinghan was merciful and didn't tease him, took out his phone to check the time, and said to leave.

Shen Fang followed behind him and said in a low voice, "It's like I'm the one who confides."

The elevator stopped working, and the two of them walked up the stairs. The stairs were at the back, and the light was not very good. Xie Jinghan pushed open the door and turned to look at him: "Can you see it?"

"Yes." Shen Fang said, "When I came up to find you, I also took the stairs, okay?"

The stairs were empty, and the footsteps echoed, only the green lights of the emergency exit were flickering, Xie Jinghan took out his mobile phone to illuminate, and after walking down, pointed the light at Shen Fang's feet, Shen Fang stepped on the light spot, He suddenly said, "Xie Jinghan, do you hate that you are an Alpha?"

Xie Jinghan paused.

"What you don't want to say above is actually suspicion and disgust, right? I hate the abnormal relationship between your parents and AO, and Alpha's natural desire to dominate and control." Shen Fang's voice in the corridor was obviously very soft, but it seemed to be suppressed. The airtight space seemed to be strengthened, every blow felt like a knock on Xie Jinghan's heart.

Shen Fang stepped on the beam of light and walked down to him, Xie Jinghan was very gentle today, which gave him courage, Shen Fang said: "When you temporarily mark me, I will be more sensitive to your emotional perception One point, you hate yourself because of your instinctive possessiveness towards me, and you hate yourself for involuntarily releasing pheromones to swear sovereignty, I always thought that I was thinking too much."

Xie Jinghan turned off the light of the phone and closed his eyes. It was the first time he was so embarrassed and at a loss. After a while, Xie Jinghan said in a hoarse voice: "...Sorry."

"Don't be sorry." There was a little smile in Shen Fang's voice in the dark: "It's not a big deal, why do you seem to have done something to apologize to me."

Shen Fang's eyes gradually adapted to the darkness. He looked at the tall Alpha in front of him, hesitated, and said, "Your father did such an outrageous thing, not entirely because he is an Alpha, but because his moral character is not good enough." , he is essentially a scumbag."

Shen Fang spoke slowly, he was observing Xie Jinghan's reaction, "And your mother lost herself because of love, she and your father, whether they are AO gender or not, are destined to be a tragedy, but they are marked The shackles have only intensified."

Xie Jinghan still didn't respond, his expression was cold and calm, Shen Fang paused appropriately, and said: "But you are the most innocent, you have no fault."

Xie Jinghan stared at Shen Fang for a long time, and then he looked away after a long time that made a thick-skinned person like Shen Fang feel uncomfortable. He smiled and said, "I know."

Xie Jinghan turned on the light of the phone again, walked down the stairs together with Shen Fang, and when he reached the first floor and opened the door, Xie Jinghan said, "Thank you."

Xie Jinghan happened to be close to him when he said this, and the heat hit Shen Fang's ears, Shen Fang's ears trembled, turning red little by little, and he could still feel the soft itching when he walked into the class .

The parent-teacher meeting in the classroom was over, and a bunch of people gathered around the podium to ask Lao Qi questions, but Shen Yan didn't go, she was sitting on her seat with his report card and watched it over and over again, and sighed very tiredly when she saw him coming , Said: "My son, you can take care of yourself, your grades are enough for the second exam."

Xie Jinghan was walking to his seat to pack his schoolbag, Shen felt relieved and yelled that something was wrong, thinking that I would be a mother, save me some face in front of my table.

It's a pity that Shen Yan couldn't hear his heart, so she turned to Xie Jinghan and said, "Xiao Han, my son's usual stupidity didn't bother you, did it?"

Xie Jinghan thought about it seriously, and replied, "Fortunately, Auntie, I'm used to it."

The one who sang in unison was more tacit than Shen Fang, his own son. Shen Fang looked at the two of them quietly: "...if you keep doing this, I'm going to make trouble."

Shen Yan laughed out loud, pinched his face, and said, "My silly treasure!"

There was no evening self-study for the parents' meeting on Friday, Shen Cenxin and Xue Celei practiced steadfastly, their mother was going to have a dinner with Chen Yan, after Shen Fang packed his schoolbag, he rarely went home with Xie Jinghan.

He pushed the bicycle from the parking shed and slowly walked out of the school gate with Xie Jinghan, and said, "At the same table, do you want to buy a bicycle to go to school, it is very convenient."

Xie Jinghan: "I have someone to pick me up, and I don't know how to ride a bicycle."

Shen Fang was shocked: "There are things you don't know?"

"I don't know a lot of things." Xie Jinghan walked to the place where he usually waited. There was a traffic jam today, and Uncle Ma hadn't arrived yet. He sent a message and said, "Where is your home? Are you going to take you back?"

Shen Fang dialed Xia Ling and signaled that he had a car.

Xie Jinghan: "I'm just being polite."

Shen Fang: "..." Nima, the gentle and smiling Xie Jinghan at the observatory was indeed an illusion.

Shen Fang and Xie Jinghan stood side by side waiting for the bus. He always knew that Xie Jinghan, the young master, was usually picked up by someone to and from school, but even so, after seeing the luxury car with a very familiar logo, he was watching When the bodyguard in a black suit got out of the car and opened the door for Xie Jinghan, Shen Fang couldn't help but say that wise saying: "Sure enough, poverty limits my imagination."

Xie Jinghan asked him one last time when he entered the car door: "Is it really not necessary to send it?"

Shen Fang stepped on the bicycle, smiled and waved to him: "Go, master, bring me a mousse cake tomorrow."

As the car drifted away, Shen Fang took out his earphones and put them on. The leaves beside the wide road at the gate had already started to turn yellow. Shen Fang dialed the bell and happily turned to the bicycle lane.

At the end of November, after the parent meeting, the weather turned cold rapidly. Before going out, Shen Fang resisted with his parents for 10 minutes and finally won the right to not wear long johns today.He was trembling in the rustling autumn wind, riding a bicycle with Cen Xinran and Xue Ce all the way to school through the wind, and the tip of his nose was still red when he walked into the classroom.

Xie Jinghan was wearing a black hooded sweater, and was taking the time to do English gestalt on his seat, but his posture and attitude were too lazy, and he propped his head on one hand as if he was bored.Cen Xinran and Xue Ce greeted him, and he lazily replied good morning.

Shen Fang unceremoniously took the cake from his table, divided the food skillfully, and said with a smile: "We have a good understanding at the same table, and the sweaters are of the same style and the same color."

Xie Jinghan didn't know if he heard it or not, he was still watching the gestalt, his eyes were on the verge of closing.

Shen Fang knew at a glance that he stayed up late last night. He opened the corn porridge his parents made this morning, stirred it with a spoon and pushed it over, saying, "What did you do at the same table last night?"

Xie Jinghan finished filling in the last option, turned to the end to check the answer, and said: "The newly bought piano has arrived, and I played it."

Cen Xinran and Xue Ce in the front row turned around at the same time, and the three said in unison, "Have you been playing all night?"

"...No, I have insomnia." After checking the answers, he checked his wrong options and said, "Do you want to take the Chinese test today?"

Shen Fang focused on eating the cake and hummed.

Xie Jinghan seemed to think of something, threw a notebook from his schoolbag to Shen Fang, and said: "I have summarized the formulas and classic question types of this unit of physics for you, and I have figured out that the passing score is not a problem, you can copy it yourself .”

Cen Xinran and Xue Ce shamelessly said, "Thank you dad!"

Shen Fang rolled his eyes, condemned their unscrupulous behavior, and said with a smile: "Did you stay up late last night to get me this note at the same table?"

Xie Jinghan raised his eyelids and glanced at him, and said, "Thinking too much, just this note, will it last all night?"

Shen Fang: "..."